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2020-11-16 09:00:00~Ren~
Two pairs of the same green irises, the same shade looking back at me when I look in the mirror, stared back at me. “Ren,” my sister broke the long awkward silence as I stared blankly at them.
Everything ceased to exist. The classical piece from the orchestra matching the theme of the event, the low chatter and laugh of the guests, the clutter of the glasses and silverware, gone… just like that. All I could focus on is the rapid beating of my heart.
I can’t believe Cali didn’t tell me that they’ll be here. She knows how I detest seeing Mr. Reed. She knows that I would never go to any gathering where he is on the guest list.
“I need a drink,” turning my back on them, Devin caught my arms before I could walk away. His
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