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2020-11-22 09:00:00~Ren~
I never knew a week away from my son would turn me into an emotional mess. This boy holds my heart in his hands. From those five days that we’re apart, his curly dark hair seemed to grow almost an inch longer. Or is it just me? He might have grown taller too.
I’ve been ogling Griffin for about thirty minutes now, threading my fingers through his hair while he was still sleeping peacefully. It’s five in the morning on a Saturday and my mind was already wide awake with thoughts of the man who looks just like my son.
What has gotten into me? Why did I agree to be civil and friends with him?
Devin showed me the soft side of him again, the one I fell in love with.
That rooftop garden he had in his hotel mad
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