"So you mean Balthier's mate is dead?" I asked the father. We walked through the forest in a slow walk.
"Yes." He said.
"When did you find out? Why did you just say it now?!"
"Because his mate just died yesterday."
"Whatt!"
"Devanna said, that there was a woman who died and it was a Balthier's mate. She was in the next pack ... I told Balthier ... and indeed he looked very pale, his body turned blue ... I was afraid he would die too. But since he hasn't formalized the relationship yet ... he doesn't have that risk ... Balthier survived, but he'll be a different person." Obviously, dad confused me.
"What do you mean...different person?"
"Let's say... Half his soul is gone!"
"So you mean ... Balthier won't get his Erasthai or his mates again? In his whole life?"
"Yes. Therefore a part of him felt an
"Where is she?" Tidus asked entering my father's study room. I was surprised, I had been silent alone with my father, was quite surprised by his sudden arrival, his voice sounded unusual. He is angry. Very angry."I hid Lidya and Laila in the safest place on earth." My father replied casually, I turned to Tidus and saw his very messy figure."Where? I want to meet her...now." Tidus insisted."Sit down!" Asked my father.Tidus, although reluctant ... finally he obeyed my father's request and sat beside me."You need to know the details."I've been silent since earlier and listened to the conversation between father and Tidus."You know about Sylvia's plan to attack us! She was planning to kill me, my two children, and their partners ... Lidya, here seems to be dragged into the flow ... she is not really Balthier's partner, but Sylvia has g
"What did you see?" I heard Devanna said something, she asked me curiously. I'm still pale and can't believe what I just saw.Devanna's face looked very curious, she brought her face close to mine, as if she wanted to get a better look at mine."Blaze kissed someone, on the lips," I said pale. Pronouncing it turned out to be more difficult.Devanna turned her face back, looking apologetic. "Don't immediately believe what you see, you don't know the truth yet .... right?"“But… they kissed. Devanna… is there a way to cut my relationship with Blaze?”"Are you crazy? Don't be careless ... ask for an explanation first. After all, you can't just cut ties with your Erasthai! You're tied up forever!" Devanna explained.I wanted to cry, but it looks like my tears are drying up, if only I could cry… I might be more
When my feet took a step, I saw a path surrounded by shady trees, I looked back, and didn't find Blaze and my heart kept screaming, 'no-no! You've walked too far, you lost!' I kept walking even though shrouded... in doubt until I arrived in front of the old house. Empty, dark, and shabby. I pressed the thin cardigan that I was wearing deeper, I continued my journey… this time I was not looking for a place to calm my soul burning with anger, but a crowded place... a way out.The path he took led him to a large field, perhaps more than an international standard stadium, surrounded by tall and shady green trees, but no one was seen passing by. 'Where am I?'I walked through the large field, right in the middle ... I could feel the heat of the morning sun warming my cold body. How could the sun suddenly appear again? I walked and rounded my eyes, looking for any sign or anyone to ask.Far to the right, I Saw someone leisurely traci
Well ... you know ...! I was shocked after seeing the super annoying face of the little girl who had just blinked her eyes at me."What's your name, anyway?""Hmm ... Barbie ...?" She replied chuckling without turning to me.“Barbie...?" I said sarcastically and spontaneously, "it doesn't fit!""Ehhe ....""The correct one! What's your name, sister...huney?" I repeated, looking at the sugar cane around us. We walked along with the dense sugar cane fields, and far ahead, we could see a simple housing owned by residents."Curious...!" She said curtly but then burst out laughing.I was annoyed by the answer, but I held back my hands... to grab the girl's two ponytails ... exasperated.There was seen in front of us a stone gate, the top of which had faded writing. The houses of residents are lined up neatly and are
"Blaze ... you have to hurry back, the pack is in an emergency!" Devanna told me, with her panicked face.I was standing anxiously, trying to find a way to find my Erasthai. Tidus sat beside the unconscious Lidya, his face was stricken.How can I go back to the pack, if I haven't found Laila ... it's been two days since she's gone, I don't know where she is now. I had time to follow her, I purposely walked a few steps behind her because I wanted to give her a little privacy ... gave her time to reduce her anger, but when I looked back in her direction she was out of sight. The last time I saw her walking in a field that jutted towards the forest near the mountain which looked pitch black. I searched until the night, even I turned into my wolf so I could see in the dark night, I turned and did it repeatedly. Nil. Nothing. I haven't found her.I called Devanna in the early hours and I haven't found a trace of Laila. Devanna wa
I and Tidus ran, we passed the barrier, a portal from this place to the Black Blood pack. When Tidus and I arrived at the pack, we ran towards my father's house, from here… I could smell very thick blood. Was there massive bloodshed? Why could it be smelled from so far away? I and Tidus ran even faster. My heart was beating very fast because I was worried about my father and the pack member. I couldn't wait more and decided to turn into my wolf, as well as Tidus. When running with our wolves we will run much faster.Ah no! I smelled the blood getting thicker, salty, and sickening. I immediately thought about dad. Is it true? Balthier also betrayed and attacked this pack? Why did he change his mind? He said he asked for protection and ready to help father to fight Mom.My mind, my feet, my eyes, and all my joints felt stiff, I couldn't think and move to see what was happening before my eyes. I saw the father in his human form and naked ly
I turned into my wolf, as well as Balthier. I deliberately turned and stepped away from my father a little. I saw his chest was still rising and falling, a sign that he was still alive. I move away and Balthier followed me, he has turned into his wolf. Tidus acted fast and took his father away. Hopefully, he survived. There is a clinic, I hope the doctors and nurses are still alive if they die… I don't know who can take care of my father who is in his critical condition.Right now, it's just me and the monster in the Balthier form.He jumped and aimed at my head, I was a little off guard… slow in dodging so that my right front leg was hit by his attack. I felt a slight pain in my leg, then I counterattacked by aiming at his leg. Balthier dodged quickly. We turned around again, looking for gaps and quick momentum. For wolves, the right moment can immediately lead to victory. When we manage to injure our opponent's head or neck, then thing
I've been waiting for over an hour behind the thick glass of the pack clinic. I can see the doctor is sewing my father's leg which is slightly torn. Tidus was also stood tense with a blank face in the treatment room. There was a nurse who came out and I went straight to her."How about Alpha?" I asked her directly."He is more stable, we checked the whole injury. Nothing was fatal ... only the leg was about to break off!" Said the nurse and walked away, the next minute she returned with a bowl filled with water.Nothing fatal? But she said his leg was almost off? Really? Medical personnel in this pack! Even something like that isn't considered fatal… but maybe because the werewolves especially Lycan's healing ability, are faster than humans, it wasn't classified as something fatal.I returned to see the doctors, he was still sewing my father's feet and it turned out that the nurse wiped the bl
"Now you are the highest person in this pack, accompanying me as the alpha!"Blaze said facing me. Since his inauguration as alpha this morning, I felt the dominant aura from his body. He is the owner of this place, all living things in this place must submit to him."Yes." I answered casually, but the voice that came out of my body was very annoying, as if I was the one who deserved to be with him. This must be my wolf. Too sassy for me.Blaze frowned, he's actually already got explaination from Devanna ...about several possibilities to what happened to me. I have also told my conversation with Jemima when I was unconscious at that time. About how She wanted more control of me, and her threat, that I wont wake up...unless I give her more control."Laila ... Let me talk to Jemima. Can you?" He asked in a soft voice and his hand stroked my face.I smiled a little, how? And can I take over again? I am w
My head felt very heavy, I felt that I was in a very dark world with a very sick body. I felt every joint of my body was hurting, even...my heart felt sore when I try to breathe. As I remembered ... I was eating a cake, then felt so sleepy. But why was I like this? I seemed conscious but couldn't open my eyes and I couldn't control my body. I couldn't feel Jemima inside me anymore. Am I dead? Was the cake poisonous?I, in this state ... I felt the time was very long, maybe days or weeks or months? Anyway, I was in the void for a very long time. Until I felt a touch on my hand that was so cold, so cold like I was hit by a frostbite like I was hit by a lot of ice cubes ... my hand froze! Then the chill seemed to run through my body and finally, in my head, I felt someone kissing my forehead. The cold was unbearable...I felt like I will freeze in a matter of seconds.After that, I heard all the voices - very loud voices and my eyes felt v
"Put her on the bed!" Devanna ordered as I arrived at the cabin. I'm very worried about Laila, because her body is not as warm as usual.After I put Laila to sleep on the bed, Devanna checked her hands… maybe checked her pulse, Chralie looked pale… his eyes shifted from Laila to me."You don't feel anything, Blaze?" Asked my father, what does he mean?“Nope. I am fine. What does it mean?""If anything dangerous happens to Laila, you will feel it ... at least you don't feel anything ... means that... there is nothing serious about Laila." Charlie explained.I breathed a sigh of relief, he was right. I don't feel anything, no pain. The problem is that I can't call Jemima, and Laila in her head. I couldn't reach them telepathically at all.Devanna, stood up and looked at Charlie with anxious eyes. "This i
I'm looking for Charlie and Devanna in her cabin. Yes, my guess is right. They are there."What are you doing here?" I asked in surprise."Blaze? Where's Laila?" Devanna asked, approaching me with a huffed face. I looked at my father who sat back on the sofa. There was a cast on his injured leg."I hid her in the trap door in the room," I answered frankly.Devanna didn't answer right away, she turned to look at Charlie. I can feel something is wrong here."Your uncle was coming!" Said Charlie! "He wants to kill me! Looks like he's taken over the packhouse, who knows what else." Clearly Charlie with a gloomy face.I want to believe that Laila is all right. It's safe, only I know the place ... yes she is safe. She must be! Or I will kill anyone who dared to touch her.
Me and Blaze arrived at the pack house, I was confused about how to turn back into a human ... because I will change naked, I don't want to go all naked upstair? What of someone see me...or should I go upstairs in the form of a wolf?"Wait! You put my clothes on!" Said Blaze in my head. Ah luckily!I looked at him, the wolf transformed into the form of a big, tall man and without clothes, he quickly put on his pants which he apparently kept in his muzzle, so all this time he was carrying clothes by biting them! Wow! Smart! Mental note, how to save a clothes when you are a wolf! Muzzle!Then he gave his shirt and showed it to me. I changed ... I imagined myself with two legs, and my shoulder-length hair ... Fingers, and the next second I turned into my human body. Blaze instantly slides the T-shirt over my head and fits it perfectly.So, Blaze and I were in front of the pack house, me in a knee-length
"Quesadilla and espresso, two!" Said Blaze to one of the waiters.We sat enjoying the morning view of the city with breakfast at a roadside cafe. The city only has motorized vehicles at a few points… after all, all vehicles are water vehicles."Tomorrow we have to go back to the pack?" I asked irritably."Yes. One day early."“Not fair. You've corrupted my fun time in Japan. This is just my first day here…. ” I whined.“I'll take you around the pack, or visit other packs. There... They have many views that are no less dazzling." Bargained Blaze to me."Still ... the atmosphere is different!" My protests and still being persistent."What's different? What atmosphere do you mean?" He asked.“Normal atmosphere… a place for humans… not half-werewolves!” I said in a half-whisper. Blaze shook his head."Did you forget? You are
Our trip to Tokyo contained only... Blaze going all crazy in bed, he said... behind all of his actions, there was a reason... that he was enjoying making love in front of the enchanting Fuji mountains. I whined because Blaze didn't come out of the hotel room at all and allowed me to enjoy the air of cherry blossom country.Blaze started fondling my body again, according to our agreement... he had bought a dozen or more condom packs and is now wearing them again.“Blaze! Enough! I don't like Japan anymore! I want to go to Venice!" I said in final. At least there are no mountains like Mount Fuji right? It was so ridiculous actually...the reason for Blaze did all the crazy things inside the hotel room, he said...every time he saw the top of Mount Fuji ... he remembered mine too. Ah ... how stupid...I was! Asking for a vacation and travel here.“Venice? What do you want to see there?" He asked, still not st
'You traitor!' I said irritably to Jem.'I'm just telling Cain!' She replied feeling innocent.'The same!'Half an hour later, Blaze came with a piece of plastic containing several test packs. He's crazy!I looked strangely at him. "How many did you buy?""One ... for each brand." He answered and gave everything to me. There are about twenty prenatal check sticks in the plastic.“You think I can pass a gallon of urine? To test all the tools you bought?" I replied irritably, I stood up and went into the bathroom, after reading the instructions I did it, even though the instruction box said that it is best done on the first urine of the morning… this is just to confirm this time. Tomorrow morning I will test again.I waited while washing my hands. Haha !! One red line. Good! Great. Amazing.I smiled very
Lidya and I are in our second and final class on campus today.“Practically, you will leave this campus… so I guess it doesn’t matter whether you are suspended or not, it will not affect your GPA? Right?" Asked Lidya."You remind me of the pain of my life, Lidya!" I said annoyed."When did you leave?" She asked.“Blaze said in two weeks, he should be in the pack. I'm asking for a vacation, so maybe we'll leave early.""Where?""I don't know ... Japan or Korea."“Japan is cool. South Korea… is mouth-watering."“Maybe Japan. There is something I want to do there."Lidya nodded and was silent, our lecturer has come. I thought, indeed Lidya has a point, even if I want to study or get a suspension… it won't affect my final score. Because in the end, I'm not going to study here anymore