My head felt very heavy, I felt that I was in a very dark world with a very sick body. I felt every joint of my body was hurting, even...my heart felt sore when I try to breathe. As I remembered ... I was eating a cake, then felt so sleepy. But why was I like this? I seemed conscious but couldn't open my eyes and I couldn't control my body. I couldn't feel Jemima inside me anymore. Am I dead? Was the cake poisonous?
I, in this state ... I felt the time was very long, maybe days or weeks or months? Anyway, I was in the void for a very long time. Until I felt a touch on my hand that was so cold, so cold like I was hit by a frostbite like I was hit by a lot of ice cubes ... my hand froze! Then the chill seemed to run through my body and finally, in my head, I felt someone kissing my forehead. The cold was unbearable...I felt like I will freeze in a matter of seconds.
After that, I heard all the voices - very loud voices and my eyes felt v
"Now you are the highest person in this pack, accompanying me as the alpha!"Blaze said facing me. Since his inauguration as alpha this morning, I felt the dominant aura from his body. He is the owner of this place, all living things in this place must submit to him."Yes." I answered casually, but the voice that came out of my body was very annoying, as if I was the one who deserved to be with him. This must be my wolf. Too sassy for me.Blaze frowned, he's actually already got explaination from Devanna ...about several possibilities to what happened to me. I have also told my conversation with Jemima when I was unconscious at that time. About how She wanted more control of me, and her threat, that I wont wake up...unless I give her more control."Laila ... Let me talk to Jemima. Can you?" He asked in a soft voice and his hand stroked my face.I smiled a little, how? And can I take over again? I am w
A girl was sleeping alone in her bed. Her room located in the north corner of the second floor."Laila...." A sound whispered through the night wind.I opened my eyes. I could feel the wind blows through my soft skin. Laila remembered that she already closed the window earlier. But why?"Laila...."What was that sound? Who called me? I got up from my bed. My sight fell to the open window of my bedroom. There, sat on the edge of my window, a big dark man's shadow, his head almost touched my ceilling, such an impossible sight for a man to be that tall, I thought."Who's there?" My heart was thumping out loud and fear covered out my body, I was frozen with fear and shock, no sound could be heard except my racing heart.My eyes locked to the figure who suddenly stood straight and I opened my mouth agape, shock written all over my face becaus
Lifeless, that was how I feel right now, I have no willpower to get up from my bed, shivering due to the bad fever that I got at this moment, courtsy to the dreadful-GodPleaseSaveMe-dream last night. Hot liquid all over my face, ear, neck, and all over the pillow, my never-ending tears keep flowing for hours. I am too afraid to move, too anxious for what will I see down there, will there be blood seen?I was wailing hard and crying nonstop... please... pleasee... let it be just a dream!! "I...I was dreaming right?" I asked my self, more to entertained my shattered feeling. "Yess... it must be a dream! There wouldn't be a ghost who rape human randomly in the middle of the night! No ghost can make a physical contact with human."I was drained... totally drained... maybe because of the dream. But... I felt little sore down in my core... sticky... warm... but was it a dream?? How come?? ...lost in my thought a gain, trying to process every
My eyes locked to the black head to toe clothing figure who keeps his lustfull gaze toward me. Scenes of my dream played one by one in my head. When his lips touched mine, when his mouth grazed my bare body, when something hard yet warm thrusted in to my....I shake my head, hey... I can move! I stare darkly to the man, so maybe he's not the devil in my dream... but why his appereance so matched? And the way he looks into me...He smirks wider, making his unhuman-beauty-face looks hot yet intimidating. My heart beats faster with fear, I turn my body and run leaving him at the parking lot. Gratefull for I can escape this time... but he's not the devil, it's impossible!Still wondering why I feel scared, while I know deep down that he is not the evil spirit who hunted me in my dream, or... I'm so lost in my thoughts not realizing that I'm outside the classroom already.I greet my first friend, L
I chose to skip the entire lesson of DeVille's class, I don't want to be in the same room with him. I am afraid. So, I go to the library to wait for the next hour. I take a germany-novel and take the furthest single seat with big window which allow me to enjoy the main garden's scenery. The more I try to consentrate reading the book, the more restless I be-I can't keep my mind out of HIM. Mr. DeVille or Blaze. Who is his real identity?The book I read actually is entertaining, but my mind is not working that well to understand what was written inside the book. I can't concentrate."Why you ran away from my class?" A familiar voice is heard. It sound very near.Swiftly, I raise my face to find where the sound came from. Too tall--I must strech my neck hard to see the person standing in front of my seat. My throat feels too dry, even its hard for me to gulp down my own saliva-panic and afraid, seing the guy I was tryng to avoid,
When the darkness and the cold night's air come, I don't want to close my eyes eventhough I feel very drowsy since the past hour. I try my best to be awake, I drank two cups of black coffee so far, to fight against the drowsiness. I'm anxious to be asleep, worrying the dream I'll get when I shut my eyes, I will meet Blaze again in dream--and that is the last thing I want right now.I got my first part-time job after my class, I work in a loundry center located at a very pertigious area. It is surrounded by high-class apartements and offices, and the loundry where I work in, is the biggest store giving loundry services in the area. It will take more time for me to go back home, because it's quite far from my home. The salary is mouthwatering for a part-timer and the owner is a very kindhearted woman, Miss Fia is a nice and warm person who accepted me working from 5 pm until 11 pm. I will start working at Sleek Laundry tomorrow after my last class.
Arrived at the garden where colorfull trees and leaves spread out beautifully with benches at every each corner, I walk speeding through the mahogany, flambouyant, frangipani, and pine trees, and breathe in the fresh oxygen provided by the trees. I am realived to escape his gaze, at once I want to fight him, while my heart beating fast and my brain told me to fight back erveryhing that he has done to me, but my heart cowers, too afraid to be in the same room as him."You can't runaway from me, Laila."I turn sideway and suprised, Blaze's tall figure stand right in front of me. Spontaniously I want to step back, but I can't move my feet... again... I can't feel my feet. I hate this.Is it... another dream? Is it real?"There won't be any difference, whether this is a dream or not... cause I'll always be by your side," his big hands touch my face... warm. "Don't stay up again," he said softly, it
The relaxing lavender scent and the beautiful scenery in front of my eyes, awed me. I want to roll and feel the purple field my self. When I think about it, without me realizing it--I am rolling aroung among the beautiful purple flower. I smile unknowingly and look up to the forget-me-not bright blue sky with cloud spread randomly-white like cotton. The cool breeze flows through my face, my neck, my arm and my open feet. I realize I wear a long flowery dress. I want to stay like this forever. Peace, calm and soothing.Suddenly Blaze bows his head right in front of mine, his fresh breath warms my face. His green eyes looking at me with a tender look, his smile-his beautiful face. "Do you like it?""Yes, I like it! This is... perfect, Blaze...!""Then, give me a present for making you happy...."I smile and welcome his kiss. Our lips touch and
"Now you are the highest person in this pack, accompanying me as the alpha!"Blaze said facing me. Since his inauguration as alpha this morning, I felt the dominant aura from his body. He is the owner of this place, all living things in this place must submit to him."Yes." I answered casually, but the voice that came out of my body was very annoying, as if I was the one who deserved to be with him. This must be my wolf. Too sassy for me.Blaze frowned, he's actually already got explaination from Devanna ...about several possibilities to what happened to me. I have also told my conversation with Jemima when I was unconscious at that time. About how She wanted more control of me, and her threat, that I wont wake up...unless I give her more control."Laila ... Let me talk to Jemima. Can you?" He asked in a soft voice and his hand stroked my face.I smiled a little, how? And can I take over again? I am w
My head felt very heavy, I felt that I was in a very dark world with a very sick body. I felt every joint of my body was hurting, even...my heart felt sore when I try to breathe. As I remembered ... I was eating a cake, then felt so sleepy. But why was I like this? I seemed conscious but couldn't open my eyes and I couldn't control my body. I couldn't feel Jemima inside me anymore. Am I dead? Was the cake poisonous?I, in this state ... I felt the time was very long, maybe days or weeks or months? Anyway, I was in the void for a very long time. Until I felt a touch on my hand that was so cold, so cold like I was hit by a frostbite like I was hit by a lot of ice cubes ... my hand froze! Then the chill seemed to run through my body and finally, in my head, I felt someone kissing my forehead. The cold was unbearable...I felt like I will freeze in a matter of seconds.After that, I heard all the voices - very loud voices and my eyes felt v
"Put her on the bed!" Devanna ordered as I arrived at the cabin. I'm very worried about Laila, because her body is not as warm as usual.After I put Laila to sleep on the bed, Devanna checked her hands… maybe checked her pulse, Chralie looked pale… his eyes shifted from Laila to me."You don't feel anything, Blaze?" Asked my father, what does he mean?“Nope. I am fine. What does it mean?""If anything dangerous happens to Laila, you will feel it ... at least you don't feel anything ... means that... there is nothing serious about Laila." Charlie explained.I breathed a sigh of relief, he was right. I don't feel anything, no pain. The problem is that I can't call Jemima, and Laila in her head. I couldn't reach them telepathically at all.Devanna, stood up and looked at Charlie with anxious eyes. "This i
I'm looking for Charlie and Devanna in her cabin. Yes, my guess is right. They are there."What are you doing here?" I asked in surprise."Blaze? Where's Laila?" Devanna asked, approaching me with a huffed face. I looked at my father who sat back on the sofa. There was a cast on his injured leg."I hid her in the trap door in the room," I answered frankly.Devanna didn't answer right away, she turned to look at Charlie. I can feel something is wrong here."Your uncle was coming!" Said Charlie! "He wants to kill me! Looks like he's taken over the packhouse, who knows what else." Clearly Charlie with a gloomy face.I want to believe that Laila is all right. It's safe, only I know the place ... yes she is safe. She must be! Or I will kill anyone who dared to touch her.
Me and Blaze arrived at the pack house, I was confused about how to turn back into a human ... because I will change naked, I don't want to go all naked upstair? What of someone see me...or should I go upstairs in the form of a wolf?"Wait! You put my clothes on!" Said Blaze in my head. Ah luckily!I looked at him, the wolf transformed into the form of a big, tall man and without clothes, he quickly put on his pants which he apparently kept in his muzzle, so all this time he was carrying clothes by biting them! Wow! Smart! Mental note, how to save a clothes when you are a wolf! Muzzle!Then he gave his shirt and showed it to me. I changed ... I imagined myself with two legs, and my shoulder-length hair ... Fingers, and the next second I turned into my human body. Blaze instantly slides the T-shirt over my head and fits it perfectly.So, Blaze and I were in front of the pack house, me in a knee-length
"Quesadilla and espresso, two!" Said Blaze to one of the waiters.We sat enjoying the morning view of the city with breakfast at a roadside cafe. The city only has motorized vehicles at a few points… after all, all vehicles are water vehicles."Tomorrow we have to go back to the pack?" I asked irritably."Yes. One day early."“Not fair. You've corrupted my fun time in Japan. This is just my first day here…. ” I whined.“I'll take you around the pack, or visit other packs. There... They have many views that are no less dazzling." Bargained Blaze to me."Still ... the atmosphere is different!" My protests and still being persistent."What's different? What atmosphere do you mean?" He asked.“Normal atmosphere… a place for humans… not half-werewolves!” I said in a half-whisper. Blaze shook his head."Did you forget? You are
Our trip to Tokyo contained only... Blaze going all crazy in bed, he said... behind all of his actions, there was a reason... that he was enjoying making love in front of the enchanting Fuji mountains. I whined because Blaze didn't come out of the hotel room at all and allowed me to enjoy the air of cherry blossom country.Blaze started fondling my body again, according to our agreement... he had bought a dozen or more condom packs and is now wearing them again.“Blaze! Enough! I don't like Japan anymore! I want to go to Venice!" I said in final. At least there are no mountains like Mount Fuji right? It was so ridiculous actually...the reason for Blaze did all the crazy things inside the hotel room, he said...every time he saw the top of Mount Fuji ... he remembered mine too. Ah ... how stupid...I was! Asking for a vacation and travel here.“Venice? What do you want to see there?" He asked, still not st
'You traitor!' I said irritably to Jem.'I'm just telling Cain!' She replied feeling innocent.'The same!'Half an hour later, Blaze came with a piece of plastic containing several test packs. He's crazy!I looked strangely at him. "How many did you buy?""One ... for each brand." He answered and gave everything to me. There are about twenty prenatal check sticks in the plastic.“You think I can pass a gallon of urine? To test all the tools you bought?" I replied irritably, I stood up and went into the bathroom, after reading the instructions I did it, even though the instruction box said that it is best done on the first urine of the morning… this is just to confirm this time. Tomorrow morning I will test again.I waited while washing my hands. Haha !! One red line. Good! Great. Amazing.I smiled very
Lidya and I are in our second and final class on campus today.“Practically, you will leave this campus… so I guess it doesn’t matter whether you are suspended or not, it will not affect your GPA? Right?" Asked Lidya."You remind me of the pain of my life, Lidya!" I said annoyed."When did you leave?" She asked.“Blaze said in two weeks, he should be in the pack. I'm asking for a vacation, so maybe we'll leave early.""Where?""I don't know ... Japan or Korea."“Japan is cool. South Korea… is mouth-watering."“Maybe Japan. There is something I want to do there."Lidya nodded and was silent, our lecturer has come. I thought, indeed Lidya has a point, even if I want to study or get a suspension… it won't affect my final score. Because in the end, I'm not going to study here anymore