His Apology - Part I

Have you ever felt the battle of mind and heart? While your mind strikes the arrows your heart shields itself and fights back with its own set of arrows. It's a painful dance. Your fight within yourself.

Everything around me is a complete blur, my ears tune out the excited voices and my eyes focus on the male in front of me. All I can see, all I can feel is him. He stands tall, eyes focused on mine not making a move. I watch him showing nothing on my face but inside me, I burn with need.

I longed for him and my wish has been granted yet my pain doesn't seem to subside. I feel like I am caged without a choice. My heart is happy that he is here yet my mind reminds me of his actions. How do I win this?

Deimos takes a step forward breaking me from my trance and I immediately take a step