"My pack was good to you too." His tone questioning.
"You weren't. You aren't and I guess you will never be. You-" I begin talking but stop when my eyes catch the scene of Cronus running and playing around with the pups. Mouth open in loud laughter. A soft smile overtakes my face. If I leave, I would have to let all this go too.
A loud growl slices through the air as I flinch with wide eyes while Cronus and the pups look up to the window Deimos and I are standing close to. The pups whimper softly in fear as Cronus gently leads them away, I look at Deimos with wide eyes.
He stalks towards me baring his teeth, chest rumbling to his deep growls. "I think I finally know the real reason as to why you won't return."
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Lies. How do you believe in a person who spouted lies? Who betrayed you? How do you trust them again? How do you turn your accusations back into innocence? The answer is you don't do anything, they earn it. If they wish for your forgiveness and trust it's their duty to do everything in their power to earn it. As daylight streams through the windows, my eyes flutter open. Stretching my limbs my mind takes me to Deimos's confession last night yet no smile comes to my face. I do not wish to be either fazed or swayed by his words again. But my heart is not weary nor painful anymore. He calmed my storm. Glancing out the window my eyes widen when they crash with Deimos. The sun embraces his body as beads of sweat slide down his sculpted chest. His arms pulled behind his head bulge to his stretches while he circles his head softly. As his ey
"I never said I would return, Deimos. I only accepted your truth. I chose to listen and that is all I can do on my part. What have you done? Nothing except spout lies." I strike him with my words as he snarls and growls. The Alpha part of him defies the truth. Some part of him still believes what he did wasn't wrong. "I opened up to you! I told you everything!" He screams as I watch him calmly. His eyes turn black showing me the presence of his wolf. My king is watching us. "That's exactly what I told you when I confronted you about your lies. Do you feel it Deimos? The betrayal? The fire raging in the pit of your stomach? This is how I felt that day I found out." I whisper looking deep into his eyes. Deimos bangs his fist upon the wall to my right making me flinch. His claws scrape
The drive back to Deimos's pack was neither exciting nor fun. As time crept slowly it became painful and stressed me to the point of tears. I didn't want to return. Yes, I missed my females severely yet I always found peace with Cronus. And now that I am stripped of his warmth, it frightens me. I don't know where I would run and find peace if Deimos breaks it again. Deimos's eyes watch the tears streaming down my face softly as my eyes notice the shake of his hands and the tight clench of his jaw. He doesn't like the fact that he is the reason for my tears. He doesn't like that he is forcing his female back to the place she doesn't want to be in. "Stop crying, mate." He whispers as I glare out the window at the passing trees. "Does it bother you?" I ask him as I hiccup softly.
Deimos gives a sharp nod as he doesn't seem fazed by my answer. "I'll change your answer soon." His eyes hold a promise as I look out the large window. I don't want to reply to that. That would only start an argument. The waiter brings our food quickly and I begin to sate my hunger. I feel Deimos's eyes on me throughout our dinner, yet I pay him no heed munching on my meal softly. I feel he has questions. Answers he wants from me. I don't know what they are but I am in no mood to help calm his uncertainty. Finishing up on our meal, we continue our journey. I don't sleep a wink and neither does Deimos. He has been disturbed since our dinner. Each of us consumed by our thoughts and insecurities we forget about time and place. Deimos shifts and stretches while the driver speaks on the
"Luna." I open my eyes to see Ragon standing in front of me with a soft smile. "Welcome back." He says. "Ragon. How have you been?" I ask him with a smile in return. "Better than Alpha." He says sighing. "What?" I question him frowning. "I saw a new side of him for the first time in my life. When you left he acted like it didn't faze him but his shield grew weaker day by day. We watched his frustration turn to anger. His anger turn to pain and his pain turn to fear." Ragon says looking up at the sky. "Is that so?" I question him acting like I wasn't interested. But I am. It pleases me I affect Deimos. That he is capable of missing me. Of missing us.
Have you ever sunk deep into the depth of desire as your heart wished for you to drown while your mind told you to fight against the waves? When I look at Deimos I am always caught by desire's net. Desire to touch. A desire for a taste. Desire to possess. With each passing day, it overtakes me inch by inch sinking its fangs deep within me sucking my will to fight. It has been days since Deimos brought me back and he often tries to be near me. From a heated gaze to a soft graze against my skin. Though I act as if I do not care, I hide behind my veil of happiness. It makes me happy to see him try. It's a first. "Luna!" Ragon calls out to me with a big wave as I greet him with a smile. "Ragon. Quite energetic today?" I ask him softly with a chuckle as his cheeks burn to a shade of pink
I take a step back as he takes one forward towards me and my back hits the side of the table. His eyes see this and he looks back up at me. I look towards the door and back at him. "Don't females usually clean up the mess oftheirmales? Do you consider me asyours?" Deimos questions me leaning forward closer to me as I lean backwards to maintain some distance between us. And to reduce the pace of my beating heart. "I just cleaned it because it was messy. There was no meaning behind it." I tell him moving my body as back as possible from him. Deimos puts his nose into my neck taking a whiff of my scent as he whispers. "Hmmm. Keep talking mate. I miss your voice." I shiver as I take a deep breath in.
Deimos is probably very upset. He is probably gonna show me his anger in front of all the wolves. And the pack must be upset as well. I sit down quietly, put the napkin on my lap while silently preparing myself to face his wrath. A Luna is never late, even to dinner. "I apologize I was distra-." I begin my apology as Deimos cuts me off. "No need to apologize. It is alright." Deimos says softly taking a bite of his food giving the signal for the pack to finally begin eating as my eyes widen. I stare at Deimos as he eats his food. After a while, due to my continuous staring, he stops eating and looks at me. "Why are you staring at me this way, mate?" He questions me with a tilt to his head. I immediately slap my palm on his forehead