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DEIMOS POV: Birth & Death
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Whilst the females moved an unconscious Lumina to the other room, Elriam was generous to place the pup in my trembling awaiting hands. It was a male, yet there was no happiness from my side mere neutralness for I had lost someone dear to me. It was a day of birth and death, birth of my male the death of me.
The reason I had feared to love her had come to stand haughtily in my reality, Lumina wanted to leave me. She spewed heartless words to my face of how I disgusted her, of how she rebuked our bond that we were no more as one.
She said she could live without me with such ease as I tensed my jaw and took her strikes for I earned it. I deserved each blow of her whip as it peeled the skin off my bones.
Then she changed. She became a female I could not recognize, our relationship had blazed to ashes there was nothing left between us. She left a trail behind with torn pieces of herself that I often secretly bent to pick up and lay in my treasure box.
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It was not an effortless decision for it would come with a price. And that price delayed my path of action. I knew the pack would go against me and I knew I would have to execute numerous of my warriors and that fact chained me once more.It felt as though I was spitting on father's grave, I was destroying everything he trained me growing up. I wondered if he saw me as shameful, I wondered if he deemed me as his male no more for if he were alive my father would have reprimanded my choices.That permanent state of hell I was in, that confusion I abhorred it. I was stuck I could not move, annihilating your wolves as an Alpha meant the moon would sentence me for it, she would have to take something from me and I sweated it would be Lumina or Kal.But observing my female living in discomfort each day because of my discretions, I could not follow it anymore. I could not withstand it so I stood on that stage and I declared the end of the tradition hoping it would pave
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|Alpha Female POV| As I exit the warmth of my car the air is saturated with testosterone of burly Alpha males addressing one and another in front of the meeting hall. The chatter comes to an absolute stop consumed by an eerie silence as they regard me with bewildered, disgusted and calculating eyes. They know me, they know of my battles and the strength I possess. Straightening my back, jutting my chin out displaying dominance I stroll through the crowd right into the arena of seats where the conference shall take place and plop down on a random chair.
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The door to our hall opens and a mysterious rich enticing scent drifts around to saturate the air, a warm fragrance that catches my attention instantaneously. This male who enters overpowers my knees to tremble bones to weaken as my body sways side to side in reaction to the power he radiates. I cannot think straight.All I see is him all I feel is him. A brawny figure comes into view and my soul is brisk to beckon him my wolf pacing wanting to be set free. She claws at her barrier urging me to unleash her so she can inspect his flesh. His bulky beastly body oozes testosterone and dominance sculpted to be the strongest of all. He is a specimen unlike any other I have beheld before. He is a God. This male is mine; this male holds all my awareness. My body erupts in flames to the heat of his flesh that strides towards me only to lay his ardent eyes upon my melting skin. I slowly examine him from the tips of his shoes up to his muscular th
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Alpha Lan instantly lets me go frozen with shock as I collapse to the ground taking in huge gulps of air providing oxygen to my deprived lungs. "Alpha Deimos." He bows timidly his being shaking for he understands the magnitude of what he has done. He finally comprehends whose mate he has harmed and the truth of it terrifies him. Deimos marches towards us with a power that exhausts us his warriors trailing behind him studying our surroundings like vultures waiting for their Alpha to give them a command if needed. "Do you have a problem with my mate?" My mate questions his eyes narrowed down at the startled Alpha who cannot seem to suppress his nervousness to the unforeseen confrontation. "N-No I do not. Forgive my rudeness." Alpha Lan responds. Deimos turns towards me his eyes examining my body from head to toe lingering on my bleeding throat. His nose flares with rage to what he sees, to what Alpha Lan has done to me. "If you dare touch
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WARNING:- This chapter contains sexual content not suitable for young readers. The night is yet to welcome Day. There is barely any light outside but I am wide awake. Running around his territory to warm up my body get my blood pumping. Today is the day I have to prove myself to my so-called mate. It is not the fact that I am nervous as to why I feel upset but that I have toprovemyself. That I have to tear myself apartpiece by pieceto show him my worthiness to rule by his side. All my life I had to fight assuming there might be a limit to it. That it would end when I take my throne or even when I find my gift from the moon. But I guess my doom is always to struggle. I once fought for survival now I fight for acceptance. Acceptance from him. I halt in my tracks all thoughts swirling in my mind
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He thrusts his cock onto my hips grinding it amid my ass cheeks as I hold onto the wall for support my legs weakened by his lustful touch. "You make me mad female. Your naughty smell of need, your sinful touch is so alluring. You make it very difficult to fight you." He says nibbling at my ear lobe his smutty tongue licking the outer shell of my ear. Our faces are so imminent to each other the passionate hotness of his breath tantalizes me. Just a little more further our lips will encounter the other and I can taste his mouth. I want to sample the flavour of his skin. I know he possesses the same thoughts as mine for his darkened eyes linger on my quivering plump lips just itching for a taste. "Then why must you fight me Deimos? Why resist what we could have?" I question him and that is all it takes for him to withdraw himself from his trance and move away from me as if my question stung him. "Finish up and come out." His voice icy his high walls
DEIMOS: The Alpha's Unchosen Mate Seduction & Punishment - Part II
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WARNING:- This chapter contains light sexual content not suitable for children. Love. What does it mean? Does it hold any significance? How does it feel to be in love? Do you live and die for that person, even breathe for him? How does one feel love? Perhaps by touch, a kiss or a hug. Can you buy love? Can you... "Alpha!" Elriam's voice breaks me free from my thoughts. "Are you alright?" She questions me, eyes holding worry. She has never seen me so distracted before. "I am sorry, I just don't feel like running today. Perhaps, some other time Elriam." I voice out my thoughts of her idea of us going out for a run together. Her eyes cast downwards, lips in a pout. She's upset, she wanted to spend time with me. "Do not fret, Elriam. I just don't feel well today. My thoughts are consuming me, I need to rest my mind. A run will only make it worse." I try to cut through her disappointment. My answer making her eyes widen. "No, I understand
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DEIMOS: The Alpha's Unchosen Mate DEIMOS POV: Lumina, My Salvation
It was not an effortless decision for it would come with a price. And that price delayed my path of action. I knew the pack would go against me and I knew I would have to execute numerous of my warriors and that fact chained me once more.It felt as though I was spitting on father's grave, I was destroying everything he trained me growing up. I wondered if he saw me as shameful, I wondered if he deemed me as his male no more for if he were alive my father would have reprimanded my choices.That permanent state of hell I was in, that confusion I abhorred it. I was stuck I could not move, annihilating your wolves as an Alpha meant the moon would sentence me for it, she would have to take something from me and I sweated it would be Lumina or Kal.But observing my female living in discomfort each day because of my discretions, I could not follow it anymore. I could not withstand it so I stood on that stage and I declared the end of the tradition hoping it would pave
DEIMOS: The Alpha's Unchosen Mate DEIMOS POV: Birth & Death
Whilst the females moved an unconscious Lumina to the other room, Elriam was generous to place the pup in my trembling awaiting hands. It was a male, yet there was no happiness from my side mere neutralness for I had lost someone dear to me. It was a day of birth and death, birth of my male the death of me.The reason I had feared to love her had come to stand haughtily in my reality, Lumina wanted to leave me. She spewed heartless words to my face of how I disgusted her, of how she rebuked our bond that we were no more as one.She said she could live without me with such ease as I tensed my jaw and took her strikes for I earned it. I deserved each blow of her whip as it peeled the skin off my bones.Then she changed. She became a female I could not recognize, our relationship had blazed to ashes there was nothing left between us. She left a trail behind with torn pieces of herself that I often secretly bent to pick up and lay in my treasure box.
DEIMOS: The Alpha's Unchosen Mate DEIMOS POV: Alive
But that was no choice to me, it seemed as though I was once more standing on that bridge. Life or death. I wanted to choose death, I would have rather fallen than betray either of them.The tradition of the chosen did not seem to hinder me even after I met Lumina for I had thought I would never fall in love with her. Yet I did I was in love with her unconditionally, she stood first in line among my every other duty. She was my priority in many ways.How could I touch another female other than Lumina? The image of it had me gag as it left a foul taste on my tongue. I was not that kind of a male, I promised to be loyal to her until the moon called for me.I was lost for I did not know much of the laws of the tradition so I requested Ragon to aid me to attain loopholes or ways I can tiptoe around it without harming any wolf. It was a tradition that had run smoothly in our pack for generations with no Alpha ever going against it and I did not want to be th
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I could not think, I could not feel. A sudden sense of coldness lured me into its cave. I knew if I stayed I would hurt her with the vengeance of my words so I chose to abandon her in that aloof house until the turmoil of my heart and mind rested.Yet when I had returned I was greeted with something I did not wait for, she leapt into my arms caressing flesh pecking me all over my face showing her profound affection for me as she begged for me to forgive her. And I could not fight her, how could I have when she glanced at me that way?So I asked her to do something for me that I found arduous to do. To bare her soul to me and she had accepted with no reluctance. She taught me that I must soar above my walls and unveil myself to her eyes as well and I guaranteed her that I would with time.After a while, Lumina got sick fatally sick and I fretted the pill had done something to her. I often conversed with Giovanni's healer every night after I put my female to sleep
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The goddess took her time with me as she kept me caged up for a while and on her chosen day she surprisingly tossed me back to my physical being as though she found no use to bother with me anymore.I do not remember distinctly the events that unfolded after I had awoken, it was all a haze of sounds, scents and movements. But what I do recall was the way the eyes of my female lightened as she examined me. She looked as though I had breathed life back into her and I was perplexed. I was the one who had been in a coma yet why did my moon blessed resemble a corpse as well?Was she not eating, was she not sleeping? Judgment took its time to settle within me. Lumina was not living, she was merely existing and that too not for her sake but mine hoping that I would wake up and embrace her one day. With everything Ragon had revealed to me of her lifeless days, my heart burned with tribulation.My fault, I was once more to blame for giving her that experience. Testifying
DEIMOS: The Alpha's Unchosen Mate DEIMOS POV: The Burning Ground
She wanted to hasten everything and we stood on thin ice once more, snapping our teeth at each other with a wave of outrage. She was always expecting me to understand her but she never once returned that from her side. What about what I wanted? I was not ready to be a father for I was only learning how to be a moral mate to her.But the way she looked at me it was as though it had been what she had yearned for all her life. To have a family of her own, who was I to deny that? Was it not my duty to her, to give her that life?I did not think I would be a good father, I did not want to raise my pup as my father bred me. I was worried I would end being the same as him. I wanted time before I could speak with her on the topic of having pups but she thought I was unconditionally against the idea.It was not true, I too wanted to see my female's belly swollen with my pup snoring within. I too did not have a family growing up and I despairingly needed laughter and joy
DEIMOS: The Alpha's Unchosen Mate DEIMOS POV: Forever
I knew the moon would condemn me for the way I treated her gift. I did not know whom to blame, Lumina or myself? Did I need to be more patient with her? Did I need to be more understanding?That day as I showered with a dejected heart, I had given up a little on us. I felt we were lying in a hopeless pit we were both equal predators always at war with the other. I did not consider we could ever be happy with each other and I was prepared to move to the other wing of the castle and isolate myself from Lumina for a while.I thought it would be for the best, I would not be able to hurt her and she would not be able to wound me either. I wanted to end our sprouting relationship for her sake mostly, she would be happier without me. Without the cruelness of our bond, we could have lived in the pack together but we would have not been in a loving relationship.As I departed the bathroom's heat, she sat on that bed whilst she waited patiently for me. I was astounded for
DEIMOS: The Alpha's Unchosen Mate DEIMOS POV: A Master of Nothing
I entered Cronus's lands with a calmness which I owned a lot of yet with her fit of aggression towards me she stripped it all apart, she tested me with every breath she took. Master of control? No, when it came to her I was a master of nothing.Then I assumed her truth, she did not wish to return for she was in love with Cronus. It had to be the only reason, my canines ached to mark her then and there and drag her outside by her neck exhibiting to every wolf she was mine. I wanted to do it the hard away be the pitiless vicious beast I was.Then Lumina wailed and my being shook, her tears I was powerless to behold anymore. I did not wish to hurt her further than I already had. When she stuttered the truth of her feelings to me of how it had always been me and shall remain so forevermore I strived to hide my surging smile. She chose me and that was all that mattered.And for the first time in a very long time, I sincerely apologized and freed my soul a li
DEIMOS: The Alpha's Unchosen Mate DEIMOS POV: Over My Dead Being
The second my lips brushed softly against hers, I knew it. She would be the death of me and what astonished me was I deemed I would willingly die for her if that was what she wanted. She drove me wild and frantic streaming behind her like a panting male in a rut.Yet that very same night as Cronus pressed her against that wall and vocalised of the feelings he possessed for my female the beast in me mounted, he destroyed the barriers and clawed his way up to make his claim and I failed to stop him.I detested the vile sight of Cronu's fingers on her flesh, the closeness of their lips. She was mine and mine alone, every part of her belonged to me. If she had run away from my heat I would have hunted her, arrested her and barred her in my room for weeks fucking her with a savagery until she squealed the truth of whom her male was.But from that event stemmed insecurity, I grew to become anxious that she would leave me. My confidence in myself diminished with each r
