KABANATA 120

He still suspicious on me after I eat. Though he didn’t say anything anymore, but I can see his eyes watching every move I do that is why I just eat silently and talk to him like everything is normal kahit na hindi. Hindi niya alam kung sino ang ama ng anak ko. Alam ko kung sinabi ko ay papangunahan na niya ako. He will do background check on him. I am sure of that. Kaya naman mas pinatili ko na munang huwag sabihin hangga at hindi ko pa nakikita ang ama ng anak ko at nakakusap o makita ang social status nito. Kung may asawa na ba ganoon.

But I am sure there is. It has been years and those type of people that can’t handle not having a woman will hurt their ego kaya malamang ngayon ay may asawa na iyon. I am not going to beg to support his child. Gusto ko lang na malaman niya na may anak siya at kahit kaunting oras lang ang ibigay niya sa anak kung sakali man na mayroon na talagang pamilya. Just to do his role as a father into my daughter. Pero kung sakali na ayaw niya man ay wala akon