4 - Blood In The Bed

🌼Amari's P. O. V.🌼

I tried to stir from my sleep, but pain shots through me. My whole body is sore, especially my private part. When I got a sniff of the air, I was welcomed by a very mouth-watering faint scent of rain, cinnamon, and a hint of mint. Why does it smell so good? It's like...it was sprayed just a while ago.

I finally open my eyes and I am lying on a king-sized bed. My eyes were like saucers when it dawned on me that I am completely unclothed under a duvet.

I look at my body under the cover and saw that there are blood everywhere on the bed. My eyes finally poured out uncontrollable tears of sorrow as realization hit me like a ton of bricks. I wanted to vomit out of disgust. My mate would never take or even recognize me as his mate. A mate would never accept a secondhand like me. I'm deflowered by the Alpha of my pack.

Who would believe an omega like me is raped by an alpha? A muffled sob erupted through my hand on my mouth. I started to walk but limped in the process. I look for my clothes which are now tattered on the floor. I have to look for something to cover up. I went to his bathroom and wore a robe that is too big for me. I took my clothes still with silent tears and walk out of his room, bumping into someone in the process. 

"Oh my goodness!" Kelly dramatically gasped. "Never thought you would stoop low to sleep with the Alpha."

I just ignored her remark about it. It was never true. Here I am, violated, and yet she thinks I would have enjoyed being taken by force. I can't stay here anymore. I am going to find my mate and explain to him that I tried to resist Alpha Andres, but could not.

When I got to my room, I slid on the wall...crying.

A very intense pain shots through my body. I feel like I'm being torn apart, literally. I screamed in my mind, not wanting to draw attention to myself. I suddenly heard the cracking of bones and I felt weird. Instead of feet and hands, paws are what I have. I collapsed on the floor of my room. I used too much strength transforming which made me exhausted and I transformed back to my human form, naked. I don't know what fur color I have.

I took a warm quick shower and change into some baggy long dress. I put all the important clothes and other important things in the backpack. I look downstairs and check if anyone is there. When I reached the door I saw Jedrick, the Beta. He is coming my way, so, I quicken my pace. I heard him curse under his breath and run up to me. He held my arm which instantly brought back the memory. He immediately let go upon seeing my reaction.

"I'm sorry," he apologized. "I didn't mean to scare you."

"Is-is...there anything you need, Beta Jedrick?"I asked and he looked at me with apologetic eyes.

"Actually..." he trailed off. "The Alpha requested you at his study." As he finished speaking. I am now feeling nauseous. I don't want to see the Alpha right now.

"Bu-bu-but..." I stammered. "I have school today." I half-lied.

"With a bag of clothes?" How did he know?

"Come, follow me," No, no, no! I don't want to, my mind pleaded.

"Please don't make me," I pleaded. 

"He won't do anything to you," He said a thing I will never believe.

"Yes, he will," I murmured to myself.

"Believe me, he won't. He is whipped," he answered and whispered the last part. Did I hear that correctly?

We walked to the hallway of a secluded part of the mansion-like pack house. Beta Jedrick turned to me when we stopped in front of a wooden door carved with a crescent moon and a wolf at the center of it. 

He opened it for me to enter, but I stopped abruptly when he closed the door and he did not enter. I started jingling the door knob to open. Why wouldn't it open?

"Beta Jedrick, please let me out!"

"I wouldn't do that if I were you!" a deep voice warned as I turned my head, startled. Alpha Andres turned around in his leather office chair. 

I felt butterflies upon seeing him after what he did to me and acting as if nothing happened. Is that how he sees me? Did he believe what he heard was true? Did he believe that I slept with many guys before, when the truth is, he's the one who took my innocence and honor as a woman? My eyes welled up and I instantly wiped the tear threatening to spill. I didn't dare to look up at him.

"Come here," he demanded. I shook my head repeatedly. 

"I. Said. Come. Here!" he roared to which I jumped. My fear just multiplied. When I already fear him after what he did, his voice is something else that added to my fear of him. I turn back for the door to open, but it wouldn't. I started banging on the door with my fists.

"Beta Jedrick, please open the door!" I cried.

"What are you doing with a bag full of clothes?" he asked ignoring my attempt to escape. "Are you trying to run away?"

"Yes!" I sniffled and turn to him. He is already standing in front of his mahogany desk with his arms crossed over his chest. "What would you expect me to do, stay? After what you did, you rapist!" I bellowed.

"What did you just call me?" he queried with amusement.

"Aren't you that?" I sobbed. His jaw tensed, afterwards, he chuckled.

"Don't tell me you didn't enjoy last night?" he smirked. How could he! I wanted to slap the smirk off his face, right now.

I look ahead of him, emotionlessly. "Let me go," I stated and he stared at me in confusion. "I want to leave this place." 

I held back the tears as my eyes welled up. I will not give him the satisfaction of seeing my tears. "I don't want to be here anymore," I mumbled.

I looked down at the floor and he speaks. "You're not leaving this place, Mi Amore." he rumbled with a soft voice? Is that his way of trying to trick me? He opened the door this time.

"Go to your room and rest," he advised. "You're tired." My tears finally dropped. Closing my eyes, I fisted my hands to the side, walking out of his study.

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"Ahhhhh...Stop, it hurts!"

"Stop...stop...I'm begging you."

"I don't want this, please!"

I woke up sobbing in the middle of the night and sweats dripping out of my forehead.

It was just a nightmare! A nightmare of what happened.

I clench my hand on my chest tightly, breathing heavily. I am such a sobbing mess right now.

I don't want to stay here anymore. I'm afraid he might do it again or any of his friends with rank. 

I decided to leave this place this time and not back down. I won't be getting caught this time. I still have the bag with clothes and I just ready myself.

When I got out of the territory of the pack, I transformed for the second time into my wolf form. I know I'm smaller than the average she-wolf. I bite the strap of my bag and started running.

I stopped at the edge of a lake. And for the first time, I get to see myself in the water.

The moonlight shone over the lake. It gives me a light in the dark of the night.

I stare at my wolf form in awe. Seeing my fur color made me wonder, never thought I'd be a white wolf. A thin diamond mark lined across my forehead to the top of my nose. The tip of my tail is black.

Wow! This is awesome and I feel strange.

I just keep on running not knowing where my paws would bring me.

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