please Nathan, don't leave....

Chapter 7

Amanda

My heart is literally on my throat as my eyes go wide, mom continues banging on the door and shouting for me to open

Me:"Coming mom!" I shout back

Mom:"who's there with you Amanda, open this door now" good Lord, I am dead meat, Nathan has already taken his shoes and back to the window he came into

Nathan:"See you tomorrow" he whispers and gets out the window, sprinting across the yard and I open the door so fast

Me:"Mom!" I exclaimed standing infront of her with my heart pounding out of my chest

Mom:"Who was with you here just now?" She raises her eyebrow, I clear my throat and get out of the way to make space for her to walk in

Me:"No one Ma"

Mom:"I heard voices Amanda"

Me:"Because I was on the phone with someone "

Mom:"Who?" What's wrong with her

Me:"Some guy from school" I answer and she nods not believing a word I uttered and walks to the door

Mom:"Food is ready, are you coming down or you will eat in your room?"

Me:"I'll come take it and eat in my room mom" she stops by the door

Mom:"Anyway I can smell Nathan's cologne" then she walks out and I can hear her chuckle as she walks down the passage and my eyes go wide

Me:"Well that went well" I whisper to myself going to the window and I look out, sighing I close it and walk to the kitchen to get my food and back to my room again

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Sabrina

Getting home, I had put my bag on the floor and I just sat down on the sofa and sighed, I rubbed my temple ' what have I done ' my subconscious speaks and I shake my head

But it's not fair, Amanda gets to get everything and I know if I hadn't approached Nathan first, I know they would be dating right now

I know it was a B move on both of them but I also wanted Nathan and now that I have him I cannot in any case afford to lose him... I mean for once I get to get something

I pull out my phone to call him but it goes straight to voicemail and I groan, he is probably with her as we speak, I move to my room and I began to do my after school routine which is sorting out any school work I have and I take a short shower

I walk to the kitchen and I made myself some food and some small snack and I plop down infront of the TV and I find something to watch

An hour later there is a knock on my door, I hope it's Britney, she said she'll come by this afternoon because she wanted to check up on me, opening the door my heart starts beating fast

Me:"Nathan" I whisper, I know I messed up.... A big Mess up that is and I know I have to apologize profusely for that because seriously I don't want to lose him now

Nathan:"Sabrina" I sighed and moved to let him in, he shakes his head and panic starts to set in

Me:"What's wrong?" He looks down at me and takes off his glasses

Nathan:" you really disappointed me today Sabrina" I look down ashamed as I should be

Me:"I'm sorry" I really am, I just saw red and attacked, I didn't mean to hurt my best friend

Nathan:" no, you know who you have to apologize to" he says and I nod still looking down

Me:"I don't know what happened Nathan.... Are we ... Still together?" I look up at him and he sighs removing his glasses and he looks down at me

Nathan:"I don't know, I still have to think about it" my heart shatters and the water works start and I hold him

Me:"Please Nathan, don't leave... I promise something like this will never happen again" I begged wetting his shirt... I can hear him breathing but he's not saying anything breaking my heart further

Me:"Say something" I hold his lower stomach tighter

Nathan:"I said I'll think about it " I let go and look up at him

Me:"Whatever happens please don't leave me"

He just turns around and leaves to his car as I watch him, wiping my tears, this was supposed to be my happiest but I went ahead and ruined it, I need to talk to Amanda and fix things

I know it won't be easy but I have to for my relationship, I know if Amanda forgives me, Nathan will also come around

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It's already late when my parents walk in, they are both Teachers in another school around here

Mom:"Honey"

Dad:"Princess" I smiled

Mom:"Have you been crying?" I look away

Dad:"What happened?"

I start to cry and I tell them everything that happened leaving the part where I know Amanda had strong feelings for Nathan and how I actively pursued him knowing he also felt the same about her and how I had convinced him that Amanda is better off without him, he's better off as a friend to her and my parents believed me, of course they will, I am their only child

Mom:"Now this is complicated... Why would you think Amanda wants Nathan" i play with my fingers

Me:"I can see the way she looks at him"

Dad:"I still don't believe this" I look up at him

Me:"You don't believe me Dad?" He looks at me straight in the eye

Dad:"I don't believe you Sabrina, what you did today to your friend, best friend that is, is not forgivable"

Mom:"I don't wanna get involved " she stands up... Seems like I spoke too soon about them believing me

Dad:" Did you cook?" The subject changes

Me:"No"

Mom:"Good, we'll order Pizza, call Amanda" then she walks off

Dad:"Listen to your mother " he follows behind her, things are getting more complicated and I don't know what to do or what to think