I feel it too

Chapter 6

Amanda

I cannot believe that was once my friend, I wipe my tears once more and I sighed as the car drove off to home

Dad:"Please princess, don't cry" he says

Me:"I just don't understand it Dad, I mean I thought we were friends" I do not even believe what's coming out of my mouth right now

Dad:"She's not your friend Baby,never was and I'm afraid she's never stepping foot in my house again" he grips the steering wheel and I sniff wiping my tears for the 100th time

I just don't understand, someone make it make sense because I've been racking my mind trying to find out what I did but I find nothing

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Getting home Dad opens the door for me and we walk inside the house finding mom already starting with Dinner

Mom:"Hey-" she stops mid sentence and frowns

Mom:"Hey.... What happened?" And I just start all over again and I cry, harder this time and she pulls me to her lap and she hugs me as I ball my eyes out

About 5 minutes later there's a knock at the door

Dad:"Let me check who is it" he walks out and I look up at Mom who is furrowing her eyebrows

Mom:"My poor Baby, talk to Mommy" I sniff and wipe my never ending tears and I start telling the events of today little by little and Dad comes back with Sabrina behind him and I look up at him

Dad:"she begged to be let in, tell me if you want her gone"

Me:"I don't ever want to see her again " I don't hesitate, Dad looks at her and she sighs, she opens her mouth to speak

Me:"I don't even wanna hear your voice, get out"

Dad:"I think you heard her loud and clear " he says and she walks out turning to look back at me once more before walking out completely and Mom looks at me

Mom:"I don't want that girl in my house ever Again are we clear?" Dad nods and she looks at me

Mom:"And that goes to you too" she's angry but she's angry at the wrong people

I take my bag and walk up to my room and I sighed and threw my bag at the corner before throwing myself in the bed

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I don't know when I fell asleep but I woke up to my phone ringing, i groan and picked it up

Me:"Hello"

Nathan:"Amanda" my eyes shot open and I sit up straight, I am wide awake now

Me:"Nathan, hi" my voice is hoarse because of all the crying

Nathan:"are you okay now?"

Me:"Yes" there is a slight pause making me hold my breath for a second

Nathan:"So I guess Sabrina is no longer welcome over to your house huh?" I frown

Me:"How did you know that?"

Nathan:" I was there just an hour ago and your mother filled me in on her decision and I agree with her, What Sabrina did today goes to show how much she hates you for nothing" I sighed

Me:"I just want to move on from all of this and hopefully she stays in her lane and leaves me alone " I say huffing

Nathan:"Open the window"

Me:"What?" I ask already standing on my feet and walking to the window and I see him down there

Me:"What the hell Nathan, what are you doing here?"

Nathan:"I need to see you "

Me:"You'll see me at school "

Nathan:"I want to see you now, please open the window"

I oblige and open it and I move away from it making space for him to climb in

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He stands tall infront of me and he pulls my hand into his

Me:"Nathan" I whisper his name

Nathan:"I just need to feel you Amanda, to hold you please" I gulp down nothing and I nod and he pulls me to his chest as I get to inhale his manly cologne he kisses the top of my head, he lets go and I quickly go and lock my door just for incase mom gets in without knocking which she does all the damn time.

Me:" you saw me now you can leave" he smirks

Nathan:"So you have a crush on me, cute" he says and takes off his shoes and sits on my bed

Me:"Nathan, let's not do this, not here and not now please" I beg

Nathan:"We are doing it sweet cheeks and we are doing it right now, you are gonna tell me exactly what happened " I fold my arms looking at him

Me:"I don't have to tell you anything Nathan, we're just friends " he stands up from the bed and comes to stand infront of me making me flutter a bit

Nathan:"I know you feel it Amanda, I feel it too" I close my eyes attempting to turn away but he holds me tight

Nathan:"Look at me" I open my eyes and i met his now diluted eyes and I gulp down my non existent saliva

His face inches closer to mine and I can't help my close my eyes and as soon as I feel our lips touch there's a loud knock at the door snapping me back to reality and I start panicking

Mom:"Amanda why is your door locked, open this door right now !" Oh God!!!