Elsa
My alarm goes off and I can barely open my eyes. How had I gotten home? I don’t even remember walking home.
Last night’s events were hazy. My neck aches like hell and I was still in yesterday's clothes.
Crawling across the floor. I peer at myself in the mirror. My long dark hair was a mess. My ears were ringing from the music at the bar. Big dark rings sat under my baby blue eyes. I was a complete mess.
Turning my head, I see two small red lumps on my neck. They were sore to touch. Glancing at my bedroom window I curse myself for leaving it open. I must have been bitten by some bug or something.
Quickly rearranging the bandages around my waist, I pull a green sweater over my head and slip on a pair of dark blue jeans. I knew I had to hurry to make breakfast. Kyra was likely already mad that I disappeared last night, ruining her celebrations. I didn’t need her to start the day in a foul mood.
My head was spinning from all the alcohol. It was only the second time that I have ever had any and my head felt like it was going to explode. “Not doing that again.” I mutter
Pulling open my door, I crash into Sadie coming from her room
“Watch where you are going you stupid cow!” she screeches at me. I cover my sensitive ears and notice she isn’t alone.
Ben was with her. Both looking smitten with each other. It was bad enough they were together, but to sleep together in the same house as me? That was messed up!
“Where the fuck were you? You ruined last night. Mum is furious with you.” Sadie snaps. “When did you sneak in?”
“Leave her alone, she isn’t worth it, babe.” Ben tugs her back. Enveloping her in his arms.
The man from last night flashes through my mind, how his lips had trailed over my skin leaving strange little bursts of electricity. How he had made me laugh when I was feeling at my lowest.
“Why are you smiling?” Sadie demands.
“Nothing.” I mutter quickly. I didn’t need to give them anymore ammunition.
“Where the hell have you been?!” Kyra comes out of the bathroom with her hands on her hips.
“Sorry,” I mutter. “I’m going to make breakfast right now.”
“Sorry? Sorry doesn’t put breakfast on the table!” Kyra charges towards me, her hand out ready to slap me. As it comes towards me, I duck and her hand makes contact with her daughter.
“MUM!” Sadie cries, clutching her cheek while Kyra looks on horrified that she had hit her own daughter. Ben takes a step back looking completely baffled and wishing that he wasn’t here.
A smile creeps across my face. Sadie had never even been threatened or hit. This had just made my day. Maybe my entire year.
“Sadie, baby. I’m so sorry.” Kyra rounds on me. “Look what you made me do!”
Her hand comes at me again. It looked like it was moving in slow motion and I easily dodge it again. My reflexes were on fire this morning.
Her face turns beetroot red as her anger rages through her.
“GET OUT OF MY HOUSE!
She didn’t need to tell me twice.
Grabbing my bag and my coat, I quickly escape the mad house.
At least today it wasn’t raining.
Walking along the road, I figured I would catch a bus and head over to the next town and really make Kyra lose her shit. I had nothing to lose. She was only keeping me because she wanted my trust fund when I turned twenty.
Sadie catches up with me, shoving my uniform in my hands.
“I’m not on today.” I mutter. I can’t help but look at her face and stifle a giggle.
“Liar. I know your schedule.” She folds her arms across her chest.
“I swapped shifts.” I lie
“Who is going to swap with you? It’s my friends that work in that dump, not yours.”
“Does it matter? I’m not in today.”
I was trying not to laugh at the red handprint on her face. Maybe, just this once, she would know what it feels like to be on the receiving end of Kyra’s wrath.
“Mum is mad.”
“Do you think I care? She’s a bitch, just like you.” Where the hell was this confidence coming from? I’ve never stood up to her ever.
“Did you seriously just say that? To me?” She scoffs
“I did, now leave me alone!”
“You deserve everything you get!” She storms off back towards the house as I roll my eyes.
My headache was growing. Every sound seemed to have intensified. I was certain I could hear the conversation of the old couple across the road. I must be going mad!
Sitting on a nearby bench, I felt sick. For some reason everything seemed to smell. Even the person running along the road had bad body odour. What the fuck was wrong with me? Is this what a hangover does? It messes with your senses?
I try getting away from the smells but no matter where I moved, a new scent would appear. Until I smelt something different. It was intoxicating. A scent that called to my soul. Vanilla bean.
Following my nose, it leads me back to the bar from last night. Nate was standing outside. He was chatting to a blonde haired guy when he looks directly at me. His eyes locked with mine.
My heartbeat quickens as he crosses the road, heading directly towards me. He runs a hand through his short dark hair as he comes to a stop in front of me. Damn he was hot!
“I wondered when you would appear.” He gives me the same smile from last night.
Why the fuck did he smell so good? I wanted to devour him.
“Thanks for getting me home.” I mutter. I still didn’t remember telling him where home was, but I must have done.
“Is that all you have to say?”
“Uh huh.” I turn on my heel, moving quickly away from him. But I could hear his footsteps behind me. And his scent seemed to be following me.
“You don’t have any questions.”
“No.” I keep moving and try not to look at him.
Don’t turn around, just keep moving!
“You don’t want to know why you can smell me?” The question brings me to a stop. As I turn around, he is grinning at me.
“You know?”
“Of course. Everything smells different too, right? And your hearing? You hear things that you have never heard before?”
I nod my head, not quite sure how I was supposed to answer. How could he know all this?
“What the fuck did you put in my drink?!” I fire the question at him. Pure anger that had come from nowhere was surging through me.
He puts his hands up “Woah. I didn’t put anything in your drink.”
“Sorry. I….. I don’t feel myself.” I mutter, dropping my gaze.
He tips my chin up, locking his eyes on mine. “It’s perfectly understandable. Now let me take you to a place where I can tell you what is happening to you. Take you away from this shithole.”
“You want to take me somewhere?”
“Yes. It’s a little hard to explain it here. Too many ears.”
It was stupid of me to agree. But I couldn’t help wondering how he knew that something was wrong with me.
“Okay.” I whisper
“Good.” He presses his lips to my forehead. “You won’t regret it.”
NateIt took longer than expected. Mason and I had been standing outside the bar for over an hour before she appeared. Her baby blue eyes were wide as she spots me.“Stay here.” I mutter to Mason. He follows my gaze. “Alright, you win, she did make it here.”He remains behind as I cross over to her. Just like last night, she couldn’t take her eyes off of me.It takes some convincing, but she agrees to come with me. Now I just needed to find the words to tell her that she isn’t human anymore.She sits in the back of the car next to me as Mason drives. After a brief quiet moment, she begins firing questions at me.“What’s wrong with me?”“How do you know I can smell you?”“How did you know I would come to the bar?”“What’s wrong with my hearing?”“Elsa, just wait.” I mutter, draping an arm around her shoulders and pulling her in next to me. I hope it would be enough to settle her nerves. That I could be some sort of comfort to her or my scent would.The questions keep coming and Mason
Elsa“How did you get here?” I groan. I could smell him before I even opened my eyes. The vanilla bean scent was welcoming, but also frustrating. How did he even find me?Nate stands over me, his white tee covered in my blood. At least the beatings had stopped. For now.“I can feel your pain. This isn’t the first time though, is it?” He hands me a glass of water and a couple of paracetamols. His brow creases into a frown. “Why didn’t you tell me?”“Does it matter?” I murmur, propping myself up. My sweater had been replaced with a tee, it was rolled up and tucked into my bra band. The bandages on show for all to see. “Did you undress me?”“You left me little choice. I couldn’t have you bleed out now, could I? Your other bandages weren’t doing much anyway.” He sounded annoyed. How could he be annoyed with me? I was the one who had been beaten. I was the one in agony.“Where are they?” I mutter, peering at my watch. A sharp pain shoots through my head. “I need to make dinner.”“That’s wh
NateHer eyes are wide as she stares at me. “He was turned?” Her voice breaks as she asks the question.“Yes, it would seem so. But it was a long time ago.”She pushes herself up off the chair. Her hand grips her ribs as she frowns. “You’re wrong! He would have told me! He told me everything.”“Elsa…”“Don’t Elsa me. I knew my Dad. He wouldn’t hide that. He would have told me. He was my Dad. She is lying to you. She's just making up shit like she always does.”“He wanted to, he was just waiting for you to be old enough to understand.” Kyra mumbles. But she is glaring at Elsa.Tears are threatening and with a single blink, they burst over. Elsa quickly wipes them away. Embarrassed by her outburst.Her blue eyes search mine. She wanted me to tell her it was all lies. That it was all made up, but I couldn’t do that. She needs to know the whole truth. She needed to hear what Kyra was hiding from her.“Tell her the rest.” I growl“I’ve told her.” Her stepmother cries.“What about the other
Elsa“No.” He holds his hands up in front of me. “Lola was caught up in something when she was a child. She was bitten. My Dad found her and took her in.”“Your Dad found her?”“In wolf form. She was five.”“Five? As in five years old?” I was shocked.“If anyone can understand what you are going through, it’s her.”“Alpha Nate.” A chocolate haired girl comes running towards us. Her face red as she huffed and puffed. “I’m sorry I’m late. There was a problem with the water and….”“It’s fine Lola, I was just showing Elsa around.” He smiles sweetly at her. The same smile he gave me when he pulled me out of the road.I didn’t like it.She smiles at me, her dark eyes are welcoming. Yet I didn’t feel welcomed. I felt protective.“Lola is going to show you around while I catch up with my guards.”Lola wastes no time in linking her arm with mine. She turns me out the door, apologising when I wince at the pain in my ribs.“You’re so lucky.” She whispers as we get out the door. “Alpha Nate has b
NateShe smelled good. A little turned on but she was fighting it. If only she wasn’t injured. I could have shown her that she didn't need to hide herself.“I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have been watching you.” She whispers in the dark. Her eyes had finished transitioning if she could see me in the dark.“You can look as much as you want.” My voice is low as I fight against my own urges. I couldn’t have what I wanted until she was healed. “I’ve never…I’m not like that.” She mutters. As she clamps her legs shut. It takes me a moment to realise that she was telling me she was a virgin. Nineteen and still a virgin. It was rare.She rolls over to face me. Her face screwed up from the pain. “I haven’t even slept in the same bed as a man.”“Are you uncomfortable?” I would take the floor for the night if she were.She gives me a tiny shake of the head. “It’s just strange.”“I will keep my hands to myself, for now. Close your eyes and get some sleep.”I watched her for a while. Keeping my erection
Elsa“Inside!” He yells at me.“What are you going to do?”“It doesn’t matter. Lola, take Elsa inside.” His voice is low as he stares at the dead man. Mason's eyes shift between us. Lola quickly pulls me away.“What is he going to do?” I ask, hoping that she would give me a clear answer.“He thinks the man has been sent after you.” Her dark eyes refuse to meet mine. Her fingers fumble together as she bites her lip.“Me?”“It’s what you said. The man killed your father. Alpha Nate will most likely think he was here for you too.”“How would he know where I am?” I had an eerie feeling that I was being watched.Pulling the curtains closed, Lola raises an eyebrow at me.“Is it because Nate bit me?” I ask, nervously.“I don’t follow.”“My stepmother was disgusted by Nate biting me.”“He bit you, because you are his mate. That has nothing to do with the dead human.”“He was the same man that killed my father. Maybe he got lucky and found the pack.”She shrugs her shoulders at me. “The man kn
NateShe peers up at me with those baby blues of hers. Sometimes it was just the way she looked at me. I could feel the hunger inside of me. The need to be with her.“She’s good to go.” Doctor Ally breaks me from my thoughts.“Good. Home.” I mutter. Her baby blues narrow at me.“I didn’t mean to break the stitches.” She drops her eyes, still frowning“I know. I just have a lot on my mind.”“The meeting?” I nod my head. Though I was aware that the doctor was paying attention.“We will talk about it later. Ready?”She nods her head at me. Instead of picking her up, I let her walk.She stays a step behind me. Quieter than usual.“Are you alright?” Turning around, I see that she has stopped. Her eyes are on the group of Lycans that are sparring near the forest.Elsa jumps when I touch her. Letting out a little gasp“They’re not going to hurt you.”She takes a deep breath. “How do you hide yourselves so well?”“Rules.” I mutter, tugging her up to the house.“Rules.” She repeats “What if t
ElsaIt had to be lies. He would have told me. He told me everything. Nate tightens his arms around me. But I see how they all look at me. A look of pity.“That can’t be true. I knew my dad.”A few moments later Brant comes back into the room. He nods his head at Vella.“My Beta has just confirmed it is true.”It was too much. I felt sick. Everything I had known was a lie.“What is even more fascinating is you.” Vella is smiling“Me?”“You’re mother, you were told she died. Correct?” How did he know that?“During childbirth. My dad told me. Why? What do you know about my mother?”The more the conversation went on, the sicker I felt. I was certain I was going to vomit all over Nate.“She’s alive.”I had heard of stories where people felt like everything around them stopped. Like the whole world had come to a standstill. I didn’t imagine it to be like this. The silence was loud. I could hear my heart thudding like it was in my head. My stomach churned as I fought to keep the food inside
Elsa Five months had passed since I killed Kyra. Some nights, her face still haunts me and Rex needs to remind me that I killed her. That there was no way she was coming back this time. There had been no sightings of Vampires, making Kyra right about one thing. She took us on alone. Maybe she really had been ready to die. Fingers click in my face. “Daydreaming?” I smile at Rex as he hands me a juice. He kisses me on the cheek and then kisses my very swollen belly. “I can’t help it.” I whisper, taking a mouthful of the juice. “There hasn’t been a problem in months. Everyone is happy.” “What about Oliver? he still hasn’t forgiven you.” “He never will. I was the reason he lost his mate.” “But…” “It doesn’t matter. I would be the same if I lost you. Now drink, I want our boy to be strong.” I roll my eyes at him. It still wasn’t a hundred percent certain that we were having a boy or girl. “Why don’t we just go and see Fern? She has a machine that can tell us.” He pleads. He h
RexIt takes a few hours for one of the guards to locate Rosa. They find her unconscious and in her underwear. Tied to a tree and gagged in the deepest part of the forest.Her blonde hair was a mess, she had scrapes and bruises all over her, but she insisted she is fine. That worse things have happened to her.She stands next to me as we both look on over Elsa.“Still no sign.” I mutter. She had been barely conscious when we found Kyra. By the time Elsa was dropped to the ground, she was completely unconscious and she had been that way since. That was three days ago.I couldn’t find a single mark on her. No bullet holes. No strange scent coming from her mouth. The baby’s heart was beating normally too and yet, she couldn’t wake up.“I have tried everything.” Rosa murmurs.“I know.”“No, you don’t understand. There is nothing else. No other medicine. No herbal remedy. No concoction. Her heart is beating perfectly and so is the heart of the unborn pup. I cannot find anything wrong.”“I
RexNo one had seen Rosa. She had just vanished.For a brief second, I feel Elsa. Pure dread washes over her.‘Elsa, talk to me.’ I link as I hurry back towards Rosa’s cottage. "Is something wrong? Is it the pup?"Links start coming in from Oliver and other guards in the forest. Lycans had been found dead. Silver bullets in their heads or their hearts.‘It’s not Rosa’. Elsa is somehow keeping calm. ‘It’s Kyra. I can kill her.’‘Elsa, you can’t shift. You are pregnant.’Her fear kicks in as she realises she is at a massive disadvantage.As I approach Rosa’s cottage, I feel Elsa’s pain.‘Elsa you need to keep talking.’ But there was silence and she wasn't here.‘Elsa?’Pushing open the door of the cottage, I find it empty, the fire in the fireplace had gone out a long time ago.‘Elsa, where are you?’‘Forest.’ She whispers back which is followed by a cry of pain.Zara and Oliver come running towards me.“We have been breached.” Oliver mutters.“I know that. It’s Kyra, she portrayed hers
ElsaHis grey eyes don’t leave mine as his brain puts together what I was trying to say. It was the birth of Zara and Olivers twins that had freaked me out. The fact that one twin was fine and the next minute, he was gone and nothing could have helped him. I was certain it was me, that I had brought my bad luck with me and I was afraid of something happening to James.The day that I realised I was late on my period. I freaked out because I didn’t want children. Knowing that I would be a bad mother. Nor was I ready for them. Not with everything that's happening right now.Rosa had taken one look at me and said I was pregnant. One single look. She told me that she would find me a test to confirm it.I hadn’t said anything to anyone. I didn’t understand how she knew. She encouraged me to talk to Rex, she told me that he would be happy. Of course he would. He had openly said it. I was the problem. Me not him.It was now. I had to tell him now before he got himself killed.His hand pushes
Rex“She’s panicking.” I mutter as Oliver hangs up the phone to one of the Alpha’s“Do you want to go and check on her? I can keep making calls.”“She said she stubbed her toe.”He smiles as he tries not to laugh. “She doesn’t quite understand the matebond does she?”“No. Our bond is different to what she had with Nate. She probably doesn’t understand that I know she’s lying or the fact I can feel it.”“You should tell her.”“I will, but not right now. It's only something she has heard. It's nothing major. Plus, she’s with Rosa, maybe it’s something Rosa has said, but right now, we need to prepare for the meeting at two.”He rings around to a few other packs. Oliver was pretty much getting the same response I was. They weren't happy, but they agreed to the meeting.“That’s the last of the Alpha’s.” Oliver mutters as he hangs up. “They have all agreed.”“And they are all pissed about it.” I groan“Do you blame them? We haven’t had to discuss Vampires in a long time. They’re not stupid
Elsa“You hit me?” I mutter, rubbing my cheek after I slammed my hand against her face.“You are not yourself. I need you to snap out of it. We all do.”“I’m fine.” I mutter, but I wasn’t sure if that was true. My mind seemed to be running at a million miles an hour. Different images popping into my head. I was trying to remember what Kyra had said the last time I saw her. If there was even a hint of a plan in her words. I couldn’t. All I could remember was her horrible smug smile. “Elsa?” Rex smiles, slipping his hand between the front seats and reaching for mine.I take his warm fingers in mine. His calmness was reassuring. How he was always calm when chaos surrounded me, I will never understand.“Just breathe.”For a few moments, I do as he says. Pushing all the bad thoughts from my head. Trying to give myself a clear mind so that I could think straight.“She’s here.”All three of them nod.“I’m not crazy?”“No. You are right.” Rex’s brow furrows. “Somehow, she is alive.”“Or sh
Rex“Elsa, Kyra is dead. I killed her myself.”“You’re wrong!” She snaps at me as she tries to look around me.“Elsa, I broke her neck. She couldn’t have survived that. Humans don't survive that.”Her eyes are wide. “I know what I saw.”“I know. But it’s just your mind playing tricks on you after everything you have been through.”“Tricks?”“You have been through a lot and it’s finally catching up with you.” I try to wrap my arms around her, but she shakes her head at me.“She survived once.” She mutters. “Someone saved her before.”“This time it’s different. You have to trust me.” I should have asked Rosa for some help before I left. Maybe a tonic or something that could have helped Elsa.Her eyes refocus on mine. The darkness slowly disappears until I see those beautiful baby blues.She gets back in the car. Her knee jiggles as we pull away. Her hands tie themselves up in knots.She keeps looking behind us.“There is no one there.” I rest my hand on her thigh and her knee stops jigg
RexElsa was gone by the time I woke up. In her place in my arms was her pillow. She was pretty good at getting away if she needed to. I was massive in comparrison to her.She hadn’t been gone long, her scent was still strong. Maybe an hour tops.Dressing, I follow her scent through the house and out the front door. “Alpha Rex!” Zara calls out to me. She hurriedly paces towards me with James strapped to her chest“Zara, I’m a little busy.”“I know.” She matches my strides. “You’re looking for Elsa. I can save you the trouble. She’s with Rosa.”“Why?”She shrugs her shoulders at me. “It seemed important but I didn’t think it was my place to ask. Maybe she has gone to ask Rosa for some help. Elsa hasn’t really said much since the plane or the meeting. I’m sure she must be grieving to a point.”“Maybe, maybe not.” I turn ready to head in Rosa’s direction. Thinking about how she broke down in the shower yesterday.“Has she said anything to you? About how she killed Corina?”“No.”“Alpha,
ElsaThe plane touched down and just like before, there were cars waiting for us. People looking on eagerly. Rex must have told them already.Oliver runs towards us, embracing Zara and lifting her off the ground. He thanks Rex for bringing her home. And quickly starts asking questions, wanting to know what happened.“Debrief back at the house.” Rex mutters. His hand had been on mine the entire time since he had pulled me on his lap. Almost afraid to let me go.The car ride is quiet. Rex’s eyes would fall on me every few minutes. I could feel his worry. The concern that he had for me. He wanted to ask me questions but I knew he would wait until we were alone.Even when Rex invites them in so they could talk, he still refuses to let go of me. Maybe it was his touch, holding me together like glue. Preventing me from having some kind of melt down.They sit around the glass table. Already talking about what had happened like it was some kind of history story. But it was me. I was the one w