Nate
It took longer than expected. Mason and I had been standing outside the bar for over an hour before she appeared. Her baby blue eyes were wide as she spots me.
“Stay here.” I mutter to Mason.
He follows my gaze. “Alright, you win, she did make it here.”
He remains behind as I cross over to her. Just like last night, she couldn’t take her eyes off of me.
It takes some convincing, but she agrees to come with me. Now I just needed to find the words to tell her that she isn’t human anymore.She sits in the back of the car next to me as Mason drives. After a brief quiet moment, she begins firing questions at me.
“What’s wrong with me?”
“How do you know I can smell you?”
“How did you know I would come to the bar?”
“What’s wrong with my hearing?”
“Elsa, just wait.” I mutter, draping an arm around her shoulders and pulling her in next to me. I hope it would be enough to settle her nerves. That I could be some sort of comfort to her or my scent would.
The questions keep coming and Mason looks at me in the rearview mirror. He links me, ‘Are you sure she is ready for this?’
‘Yes. Otherwise she would have been able to stay away.’
“Then let’s hope she is ready.” He mutters out loud.
“Ready for what?” Elsa asks, frowning.
“We are connected.” I reply as Mason pulls us in through the large black gates.
“Connected?”
“That’s why you can smell me. The same as I can scent you.”
She scowls at me and moves herself out from under my arm. “You are going to kill me, aren’t you?”
“No.” Why did she keep going back to that?
She turns to look out the window as we roll up to my home. “This is your place?”
“Yes.”
Getting out, I open the door for her. She hesitates but takes my hand and steps out. Her eyes scanned the large white house. “Wow!”
There was no better time to tell her than right now. I was going for it.
“I’m a Lycan.”
Even Mason looks surprised by my announcement.
Elsa starts laughing. “A Lycan. As in the big bad scary wolf?” She mocks. “Do you change on the full moon too? Like in the fairytales?” She continues to laugh and starts making little howling sounds
“I’m serious. And the reason you can smell me is because you are my mate and I have marked you. You are changing into a werewolf.”
She clutches her ribs as she laughs.
“Told you she wouldn’t buy it.” Mason mutters in my ear
“Of course I’m not going to buy it. I mean, you could have come up with something better than…..”
I follow her gaze. One of my pack members was exiting the forest in his Lycan form.
Mason cocks an eyebrow at me in amusement.
Now we would really see what she thought.
She backs up to the car as her eyes follow the Lycan. I could feel her fear. I could hear how her heart was thudding in her chest.
“I know it’s a lot. But I can explain everything.”
“Take me home!”
“Elsa, it’s a huge shock, but….”
“I want to go home.”
Mason links me ‘I will drop her off.’
‘She can’t, she’s changing. She needs to be here.’
I watch my mate shut herself inside the car. Her eyes glued on the Lycan.
‘I respect you, Alpha, but look at her. She isn’t ready.’
Reluctantly, I agree. I hated it when my Beta was right. But he wouldn’t be a great Beta if he didn’t have an opinion.
She refuses to look at me as I try to speak to her. Her fear was controlling her.
When Mason returns, he drops down into the free chair in my office.
“Well, did she say anything?”
“No. “ He shakes his head. “Not a single word. I dropped her off at the place she calls home.”
“I haven’t seen anyone react this badly in a while.” I take a swig of my drink and pour another for Mason.
“It’s been a while since anyone was changed. Are you sure about her?” He tilts his head to one side, gazing at me with his green eyes. “She hardly seems like wolf material.”
“When I caught her scent that night in the rain, I knew exactly who she was.”
“Doesn’t mean she is wolf material.”
“I couldn’t have marked her without changing her and I want everyone to know that she is mine. In a day or two the bite mark would have changed into my mark anyway.” I shrug. “She can’t hide from that!”
“Maybe just give her some time. It’s a lot to get her head around. Lycan’s, werewolves. Wait until she finds out what else is out there. It’s like she said, a fairy tale. Only no one expects it to be true.”
I nod my head, accepting my Beta’s words. But it didn’t stop me thinking about her. The way she had sat on my lap last night with her arms looped around my neck. How her eyes lit up everytime I said her name.
She had drunkenly told me how shitty her life was. I could take her away from that. I could bring her here. A place where she will be adored and have power.
I had to get her to accept what she was becoming. The full Moon was less than three weeks away. She would shift for the first time. She would have no control. She needed me to guide her through it.
A few hours passed and I could feel the bond between us strengthening. Her body was changing and adapting whether she liked it or not.
A wave of pain hits me. My ribs burn as though they have been broken. I was alone, it had to be her pain.
Grabbing my jacket, I charge out of the house.
Mason looks at my scowl and follows me without a question.
“Her house.” I mutter climbing in the car. Another wave of sickening pain hits me.
“Is something wrong?” He asks as he pulls the car away.
“Just drive!” I snap, holding my ribs.
The car screeches to a stop outside her house. I had been here the night I marked her. Slipping her in without making a sound.
The house was lit up and I could already hear shouting coming from inside. But neither of the voices were hers.
Opening the door, I spot Elsa on the floor, curled up in a ball. Her green sweater soaked in blood. The older woman stood over her, calling her allsorts of vile names. The younger blonde has her leg ready to kick Elsa again.
“Get the fuck away from my mate!” The growl is deep as anger floods through me.
“Fuck off you weirdo! This has nothing to do with you.” The young blonde screeches at me.
The older one had her hazel eyes on me. A flicker of recognition in her eyes as she takes in my frame.
“Get out of our house before we call the police!” The younger one makes a threat.
“Sadie shut up.” The older one snaps. Her eyes shifted to Elsa before they returned to me. “No fucking way. You’re one of them.”
Elsa“How did you get here?” I groan. I could smell him before I even opened my eyes. The vanilla bean scent was welcoming, but also frustrating. How did he even find me?Nate stands over me, his white tee covered in my blood. At least the beatings had stopped. For now.“I can feel your pain. This isn’t the first time though, is it?” He hands me a glass of water and a couple of paracetamols. His brow creases into a frown. “Why didn’t you tell me?”“Does it matter?” I murmur, propping myself up. My sweater had been replaced with a tee, it was rolled up and tucked into my bra band. The bandages on show for all to see. “Did you undress me?”“You left me little choice. I couldn’t have you bleed out now, could I? Your other bandages weren’t doing much anyway.” He sounded annoyed. How could he be annoyed with me? I was the one who had been beaten. I was the one in agony.“Where are they?” I mutter, peering at my watch. A sharp pain shoots through my head. “I need to make dinner.”“That’s wh
NateHer eyes are wide as she stares at me. “He was turned?” Her voice breaks as she asks the question.“Yes, it would seem so. But it was a long time ago.”She pushes herself up off the chair. Her hand grips her ribs as she frowns. “You’re wrong! He would have told me! He told me everything.”“Elsa…”“Don’t Elsa me. I knew my Dad. He wouldn’t hide that. He would have told me. He was my Dad. She is lying to you. She's just making up shit like she always does.”“He wanted to, he was just waiting for you to be old enough to understand.” Kyra mumbles. But she is glaring at Elsa.Tears are threatening and with a single blink, they burst over. Elsa quickly wipes them away. Embarrassed by her outburst.Her blue eyes search mine. She wanted me to tell her it was all lies. That it was all made up, but I couldn’t do that. She needs to know the whole truth. She needed to hear what Kyra was hiding from her.“Tell her the rest.” I growl“I’ve told her.” Her stepmother cries.“What about the other
Elsa“No.” He holds his hands up in front of me. “Lola was caught up in something when she was a child. She was bitten. My Dad found her and took her in.”“Your Dad found her?”“In wolf form. She was five.”“Five? As in five years old?” I was shocked.“If anyone can understand what you are going through, it’s her.”“Alpha Nate.” A chocolate haired girl comes running towards us. Her face red as she huffed and puffed. “I’m sorry I’m late. There was a problem with the water and….”“It’s fine Lola, I was just showing Elsa around.” He smiles sweetly at her. The same smile he gave me when he pulled me out of the road.I didn’t like it.She smiles at me, her dark eyes are welcoming. Yet I didn’t feel welcomed. I felt protective.“Lola is going to show you around while I catch up with my guards.”Lola wastes no time in linking her arm with mine. She turns me out the door, apologising when I wince at the pain in my ribs.“You’re so lucky.” She whispers as we get out the door. “Alpha Nate has b
NateShe smelled good. A little turned on but she was fighting it. If only she wasn’t injured. I could have shown her that she didn't need to hide herself.“I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have been watching you.” She whispers in the dark. Her eyes had finished transitioning if she could see me in the dark.“You can look as much as you want.” My voice is low as I fight against my own urges. I couldn’t have what I wanted until she was healed. “I’ve never…I’m not like that.” She mutters. As she clamps her legs shut. It takes me a moment to realise that she was telling me she was a virgin. Nineteen and still a virgin. It was rare.She rolls over to face me. Her face screwed up from the pain. “I haven’t even slept in the same bed as a man.”“Are you uncomfortable?” I would take the floor for the night if she were.She gives me a tiny shake of the head. “It’s just strange.”“I will keep my hands to myself, for now. Close your eyes and get some sleep.”I watched her for a while. Keeping my erection
Elsa“Inside!” He yells at me.“What are you going to do?”“It doesn’t matter. Lola, take Elsa inside.” His voice is low as he stares at the dead man. Mason's eyes shift between us. Lola quickly pulls me away.“What is he going to do?” I ask, hoping that she would give me a clear answer.“He thinks the man has been sent after you.” Her dark eyes refuse to meet mine. Her fingers fumble together as she bites her lip.“Me?”“It’s what you said. The man killed your father. Alpha Nate will most likely think he was here for you too.”“How would he know where I am?” I had an eerie feeling that I was being watched.Pulling the curtains closed, Lola raises an eyebrow at me.“Is it because Nate bit me?” I ask, nervously.“I don’t follow.”“My stepmother was disgusted by Nate biting me.”“He bit you, because you are his mate. That has nothing to do with the dead human.”“He was the same man that killed my father. Maybe he got lucky and found the pack.”She shrugs her shoulders at me. “The man kn
NateShe peers up at me with those baby blues of hers. Sometimes it was just the way she looked at me. I could feel the hunger inside of me. The need to be with her.“She’s good to go.” Doctor Ally breaks me from my thoughts.“Good. Home.” I mutter. Her baby blues narrow at me.“I didn’t mean to break the stitches.” She drops her eyes, still frowning“I know. I just have a lot on my mind.”“The meeting?” I nod my head. Though I was aware that the doctor was paying attention.“We will talk about it later. Ready?”She nods her head at me. Instead of picking her up, I let her walk.She stays a step behind me. Quieter than usual.“Are you alright?” Turning around, I see that she has stopped. Her eyes are on the group of Lycans that are sparring near the forest.Elsa jumps when I touch her. Letting out a little gasp“They’re not going to hurt you.”She takes a deep breath. “How do you hide yourselves so well?”“Rules.” I mutter, tugging her up to the house.“Rules.” She repeats “What if t
ElsaIt had to be lies. He would have told me. He told me everything. Nate tightens his arms around me. But I see how they all look at me. A look of pity.“That can’t be true. I knew my dad.”A few moments later Brant comes back into the room. He nods his head at Vella.“My Beta has just confirmed it is true.”It was too much. I felt sick. Everything I had known was a lie.“What is even more fascinating is you.” Vella is smiling“Me?”“You’re mother, you were told she died. Correct?” How did he know that?“During childbirth. My dad told me. Why? What do you know about my mother?”The more the conversation went on, the sicker I felt. I was certain I was going to vomit all over Nate.“She’s alive.”I had heard of stories where people felt like everything around them stopped. Like the whole world had come to a standstill. I didn’t imagine it to be like this. The silence was loud. I could hear my heart thudding like it was in my head. My stomach churned as I fought to keep the food inside
NateMy feet hit the ground as I pace. Lola was refusing to answer me. She had said Elsa needed space and that was it. What the fuck did that mean? And where would they go?“Lola won’t let anything happen to her.” Mason mutters from the porch chair.“You don’t know that.”“I know Lola and the last thing she wants to do is piss you off.”“Then she should be responding to me. Not as her brother but as her Alpha.”My eyes flash up as I hear the car engine down at the gates. I knew it was them. Everyone else was accounted for.“Maybe it was a good idea to get away.” Mason muses. “Just wait until Elsa hears what you have agreed to. She might actually hit the roof then.”I glare at him and he shuts his mouth.The car creeps towards us. Lola has her mouth pressed shut. Elsa looked worried. But I could feel no worry through the bond. Only anger.“Where the fuck have you been?” I pull Lola’s door open.“I took Elsa for a drive. She needed space and time to think.”“Are you hurt?” I lean in thr
Elsa Five months had passed since I killed Kyra. Some nights, her face still haunts me and Rex needs to remind me that I killed her. That there was no way she was coming back this time. There had been no sightings of Vampires, making Kyra right about one thing. She took us on alone. Maybe she really had been ready to die. Fingers click in my face. “Daydreaming?” I smile at Rex as he hands me a juice. He kisses me on the cheek and then kisses my very swollen belly. “I can’t help it.” I whisper, taking a mouthful of the juice. “There hasn’t been a problem in months. Everyone is happy.” “What about Oliver? he still hasn’t forgiven you.” “He never will. I was the reason he lost his mate.” “But…” “It doesn’t matter. I would be the same if I lost you. Now drink, I want our boy to be strong.” I roll my eyes at him. It still wasn’t a hundred percent certain that we were having a boy or girl. “Why don’t we just go and see Fern? She has a machine that can tell us.” He pleads. He h
RexIt takes a few hours for one of the guards to locate Rosa. They find her unconscious and in her underwear. Tied to a tree and gagged in the deepest part of the forest.Her blonde hair was a mess, she had scrapes and bruises all over her, but she insisted she is fine. That worse things have happened to her.She stands next to me as we both look on over Elsa.“Still no sign.” I mutter. She had been barely conscious when we found Kyra. By the time Elsa was dropped to the ground, she was completely unconscious and she had been that way since. That was three days ago.I couldn’t find a single mark on her. No bullet holes. No strange scent coming from her mouth. The baby’s heart was beating normally too and yet, she couldn’t wake up.“I have tried everything.” Rosa murmurs.“I know.”“No, you don’t understand. There is nothing else. No other medicine. No herbal remedy. No concoction. Her heart is beating perfectly and so is the heart of the unborn pup. I cannot find anything wrong.”“I
RexNo one had seen Rosa. She had just vanished.For a brief second, I feel Elsa. Pure dread washes over her.‘Elsa, talk to me.’ I link as I hurry back towards Rosa’s cottage. "Is something wrong? Is it the pup?"Links start coming in from Oliver and other guards in the forest. Lycans had been found dead. Silver bullets in their heads or their hearts.‘It’s not Rosa’. Elsa is somehow keeping calm. ‘It’s Kyra. I can kill her.’‘Elsa, you can’t shift. You are pregnant.’Her fear kicks in as she realises she is at a massive disadvantage.As I approach Rosa’s cottage, I feel Elsa’s pain.‘Elsa you need to keep talking.’ But there was silence and she wasn't here.‘Elsa?’Pushing open the door of the cottage, I find it empty, the fire in the fireplace had gone out a long time ago.‘Elsa, where are you?’‘Forest.’ She whispers back which is followed by a cry of pain.Zara and Oliver come running towards me.“We have been breached.” Oliver mutters.“I know that. It’s Kyra, she portrayed hers
ElsaHis grey eyes don’t leave mine as his brain puts together what I was trying to say. It was the birth of Zara and Olivers twins that had freaked me out. The fact that one twin was fine and the next minute, he was gone and nothing could have helped him. I was certain it was me, that I had brought my bad luck with me and I was afraid of something happening to James.The day that I realised I was late on my period. I freaked out because I didn’t want children. Knowing that I would be a bad mother. Nor was I ready for them. Not with everything that's happening right now.Rosa had taken one look at me and said I was pregnant. One single look. She told me that she would find me a test to confirm it.I hadn’t said anything to anyone. I didn’t understand how she knew. She encouraged me to talk to Rex, she told me that he would be happy. Of course he would. He had openly said it. I was the problem. Me not him.It was now. I had to tell him now before he got himself killed.His hand pushes
Rex“She’s panicking.” I mutter as Oliver hangs up the phone to one of the Alpha’s“Do you want to go and check on her? I can keep making calls.”“She said she stubbed her toe.”He smiles as he tries not to laugh. “She doesn’t quite understand the matebond does she?”“No. Our bond is different to what she had with Nate. She probably doesn’t understand that I know she’s lying or the fact I can feel it.”“You should tell her.”“I will, but not right now. It's only something she has heard. It's nothing major. Plus, she’s with Rosa, maybe it’s something Rosa has said, but right now, we need to prepare for the meeting at two.”He rings around to a few other packs. Oliver was pretty much getting the same response I was. They weren't happy, but they agreed to the meeting.“That’s the last of the Alpha’s.” Oliver mutters as he hangs up. “They have all agreed.”“And they are all pissed about it.” I groan“Do you blame them? We haven’t had to discuss Vampires in a long time. They’re not stupid
Elsa“You hit me?” I mutter, rubbing my cheek after I slammed my hand against her face.“You are not yourself. I need you to snap out of it. We all do.”“I’m fine.” I mutter, but I wasn’t sure if that was true. My mind seemed to be running at a million miles an hour. Different images popping into my head. I was trying to remember what Kyra had said the last time I saw her. If there was even a hint of a plan in her words. I couldn’t. All I could remember was her horrible smug smile. “Elsa?” Rex smiles, slipping his hand between the front seats and reaching for mine.I take his warm fingers in mine. His calmness was reassuring. How he was always calm when chaos surrounded me, I will never understand.“Just breathe.”For a few moments, I do as he says. Pushing all the bad thoughts from my head. Trying to give myself a clear mind so that I could think straight.“She’s here.”All three of them nod.“I’m not crazy?”“No. You are right.” Rex’s brow furrows. “Somehow, she is alive.”“Or sh
Rex“Elsa, Kyra is dead. I killed her myself.”“You’re wrong!” She snaps at me as she tries to look around me.“Elsa, I broke her neck. She couldn’t have survived that. Humans don't survive that.”Her eyes are wide. “I know what I saw.”“I know. But it’s just your mind playing tricks on you after everything you have been through.”“Tricks?”“You have been through a lot and it’s finally catching up with you.” I try to wrap my arms around her, but she shakes her head at me.“She survived once.” She mutters. “Someone saved her before.”“This time it’s different. You have to trust me.” I should have asked Rosa for some help before I left. Maybe a tonic or something that could have helped Elsa.Her eyes refocus on mine. The darkness slowly disappears until I see those beautiful baby blues.She gets back in the car. Her knee jiggles as we pull away. Her hands tie themselves up in knots.She keeps looking behind us.“There is no one there.” I rest my hand on her thigh and her knee stops jigg
RexElsa was gone by the time I woke up. In her place in my arms was her pillow. She was pretty good at getting away if she needed to. I was massive in comparrison to her.She hadn’t been gone long, her scent was still strong. Maybe an hour tops.Dressing, I follow her scent through the house and out the front door. “Alpha Rex!” Zara calls out to me. She hurriedly paces towards me with James strapped to her chest“Zara, I’m a little busy.”“I know.” She matches my strides. “You’re looking for Elsa. I can save you the trouble. She’s with Rosa.”“Why?”She shrugs her shoulders at me. “It seemed important but I didn’t think it was my place to ask. Maybe she has gone to ask Rosa for some help. Elsa hasn’t really said much since the plane or the meeting. I’m sure she must be grieving to a point.”“Maybe, maybe not.” I turn ready to head in Rosa’s direction. Thinking about how she broke down in the shower yesterday.“Has she said anything to you? About how she killed Corina?”“No.”“Alpha,
ElsaThe plane touched down and just like before, there were cars waiting for us. People looking on eagerly. Rex must have told them already.Oliver runs towards us, embracing Zara and lifting her off the ground. He thanks Rex for bringing her home. And quickly starts asking questions, wanting to know what happened.“Debrief back at the house.” Rex mutters. His hand had been on mine the entire time since he had pulled me on his lap. Almost afraid to let me go.The car ride is quiet. Rex’s eyes would fall on me every few minutes. I could feel his worry. The concern that he had for me. He wanted to ask me questions but I knew he would wait until we were alone.Even when Rex invites them in so they could talk, he still refuses to let go of me. Maybe it was his touch, holding me together like glue. Preventing me from having some kind of melt down.They sit around the glass table. Already talking about what had happened like it was some kind of history story. But it was me. I was the one w