Elsa
“Inside!” He yells at me.
“What are you going to do?”
“It doesn’t matter. Lola, take Elsa inside.” His voice is low as he stares at the dead man. Mason's eyes shift between us. Lola quickly pulls me away.
“What is he going to do?” I ask, hoping that she would give me a clear answer.
“He thinks the man has been sent after you.” Her dark eyes refuse to meet mine. Her fingers fumble together as she bites her lip.
“Me?”
“It’s what you said. The man killed your father. Alpha Nate will most likely think he was here for you too.”
“How would he know where I am?” I had an eerie feeling that I was being watched.
Pulling the curtains closed, Lola raises an eyebrow at me.
“Is it because Nate bit me?” I ask, nervously.
“I don’t follow.”
“My stepmother was disgusted by Nate biting me.”
“He bit you, because you are his mate. That has nothing to do with the dead human.”
“He was the same man that killed my father. Maybe he got lucky and found the pack.”
She shrugs her shoulders at me. “The man knew what he was doing. Silver bullets and wolfsbane are the only things that can take us down.”
At least the stories had been right about one thing.
“Wolfsbane? As in the plant?” It sounded so pathetic. A single plant could be capable of killing me.
Lola nods her head. “Not so much the Lycans’ but us, well, it can be fatal.”
She takes my hands in hers. “Let Alpha Nate and the others deal with the problem. The man that killed your father is dead.”
“But the woman who paid him isn’t.” I snap. I still hadn’t accepted how my stepmother had set my father up. I don't think I ever will.
“Your time will come. Now, why don’t you watch a film with me. Take your mind off of what’s going on.”
I reluctantly agree.
It’s only as the film ends that Nate reappears. He runs a hand through his dark hair.
“I need to speak to my mate, alone.” He murmurs, his dark eyes don’t leave mine.
Lola quickly takes off, giving me a quick wave.
“I don’t want you going into the forest.”
“You won’t let me leave the house anyway. I got told off for sitting on the porch steps.”
“Elsa, I mean it. Until we figure out if more humans know about us, I’m not putting you at risk.”
It was strange. Going from a life of being beaten and tormented to one where my wellbeing was the highest concern.
“Is Kyra behind this? Is she the one who sent that man here?”
“You don’t need to worry about it.” The red ring around his eyes is bright. His gaze made me feel a little odd. “You will have a guard from tomorrow. When you are not with me, the guard will be protecting you.”
“I don’t need a guard. I will stay in the house.”
“It’s for my own peace of mind.” He mutters.
Pressing my lips together, I decide that it's best not to speak. It didn’t seem like it would be negotiable. I nod my head and a smile appears on his lips
He sits down next to me. The gentle thudding of his heart helped to relax me. But I couldn’t get the thought of Kyra wanting me dead out of my head.
The more I thought about it, the angrier I was becoming. Is it because I left? Is it because she was jealous? I could never have anything nice.
I feel his hand squeeze my thigh. “You’re overthinking.”
“I’m so angry.”
“Trust me. I know. I feel it.”
“You feel my anger.”
“I feel all of your emotions. Why do you think I woke up in the night to find you staring at me?” He gives me that crooked grin.
I frown at him and he just laughs. “Still so much for you to learn.”
His smile was infectious. I find myself grinning back at him. “You’re not worried about the man?”
“Humans try all the time to come through this part of the forest. They don’t like that it’s owned. Or that they are considered as trespassers. A few years back, Mason discovered someone trying to set up a tent. The guy was convinced that the forest must be haunted.” He lets out a laugh
“Why?”
“Humans come in, but it's rare they leave.”
“You kill them?” My stomach was in my mouth. I felt sick. The very idea that Nate might be killing people like me was too much.
“I don’t.”
He pulls me against him. Ignoring my moans of pain. I assumed it meant he was done talking. Any more thoughts on the matter, I would have to keep to myself.
“Will it hurt?” I ask quietly. “When I change into a wolf?”
“Yes.” He lets out a sigh. “The first time is excruciating. The shift takes hours.”
“Hours?” So nothing like I had read in stories.
“Just the first time. After that the shift happens in a matter of seconds. Anytime you want.”
“And then what happens?”
“You hunt. But I will be with you, keeping an eye on everything.”
“What if I don’t?”
“I don’t follow.”
“What if I don’t shift?”
He cocks an eyebrow at me. “It will. Whether you want it to or not, it will happen. The moment the full moon rises. The process will start. You will have no say in the matter.”
Somehow, I wasn’t convinced. It still all just felt like a made up story. That I was living in some kind of dream land.
“ELSA! Wake up, it’s just a nightmare!”
I hear my own scream bouncing off the walls as I open my eyes and see a familiar face.
Nate was hovering over me with a frown. “Elsa, I’m here.”
My tears run down over my cheeks as I throw my arms around him. My heart was racing as he held me close. My eyes flicker around the room as things begin to make sense. It was just a dream, just a bad dream.
“Does that happen often?”
I shake my head against his bare chest.
“You were dead.” I mutter as I suck in his scent. “She had a gun to my head.”
“Who?”
“Kyra.”
“I won’t let that happen. She will be dead before she gets anywhere near you. It’s just a nightmare. You are safe, you are with me.” He holds me back, forcing me to look into his dark eyes. “It’s not going to happen.”
It took me hours to fall back asleep. Even with his body pushed up against mine.
He had an arm draped over my stomach. A leg hooked over mine. But anytime I closed my eyes, I saw her with a gun, pointing it directly at my face.
The same nightmare plagued me all night. No matter what Nate tried, he would always have to wake me from my scream infested sleep. But the dream always ended the same way. With Kyra pulling the trigger.
Looking at myself in the mirror the following morning. I looked a state. My long dark hair was stuck out everywhere. Big dark circles sat around my eyes.
Nate's hands find my shoulders. “Stay in bed. You’re supposed to be resting anyway.”
The very thought of closing my eyes made me feel sick.
“I can cancel my meeting.”
“No, you said it was important.” I shake out my dark hair and start raking a brush through it.
He stares at my reflection and sniffs the air with a frown. Without missing a beat, he pulls up my pyjama top. The bandages had a blood spot that was quickly spreading.
Nate pulls me from the bench. Carrying me out of the house and to the small hospital. My protesting falling on deaf ears.
“What’s wrong?” He demands from Doctor Ally.
Nate refuses to leave as she unwraps the bandages. He stands there, glaring at the doctor.
“She’s ripped her stitches. I did warn you Alpha Nate. There should be no… physical activity until after the full moon.”
“Trust me, there hasn’t.” He mutters back. The red ring of his eyes seemed darker today. He still refuses to leave as Doctor Ally patches me back up.
I looked between them, trying to figure out what they were talking about. My jaw drops the second I realise they are talking about sex.
Nineteen and I was still rubbish at reading between the lines. I was so stupid.
NateShe peers up at me with those baby blues of hers. Sometimes it was just the way she looked at me. I could feel the hunger inside of me. The need to be with her.“She’s good to go.” Doctor Ally breaks me from my thoughts.“Good. Home.” I mutter. Her baby blues narrow at me.“I didn’t mean to break the stitches.” She drops her eyes, still frowning“I know. I just have a lot on my mind.”“The meeting?” I nod my head. Though I was aware that the doctor was paying attention.“We will talk about it later. Ready?”She nods her head at me. Instead of picking her up, I let her walk.She stays a step behind me. Quieter than usual.“Are you alright?” Turning around, I see that she has stopped. Her eyes are on the group of Lycans that are sparring near the forest.Elsa jumps when I touch her. Letting out a little gasp“They’re not going to hurt you.”She takes a deep breath. “How do you hide yourselves so well?”“Rules.” I mutter, tugging her up to the house.“Rules.” She repeats “What if t
ElsaIt had to be lies. He would have told me. He told me everything. Nate tightens his arms around me. But I see how they all look at me. A look of pity.“That can’t be true. I knew my dad.”A few moments later Brant comes back into the room. He nods his head at Vella.“My Beta has just confirmed it is true.”It was too much. I felt sick. Everything I had known was a lie.“What is even more fascinating is you.” Vella is smiling“Me?”“You’re mother, you were told she died. Correct?” How did he know that?“During childbirth. My dad told me. Why? What do you know about my mother?”The more the conversation went on, the sicker I felt. I was certain I was going to vomit all over Nate.“She’s alive.”I had heard of stories where people felt like everything around them stopped. Like the whole world had come to a standstill. I didn’t imagine it to be like this. The silence was loud. I could hear my heart thudding like it was in my head. My stomach churned as I fought to keep the food inside
NateMy feet hit the ground as I pace. Lola was refusing to answer me. She had said Elsa needed space and that was it. What the fuck did that mean? And where would they go?“Lola won’t let anything happen to her.” Mason mutters from the porch chair.“You don’t know that.”“I know Lola and the last thing she wants to do is piss you off.”“Then she should be responding to me. Not as her brother but as her Alpha.”My eyes flash up as I hear the car engine down at the gates. I knew it was them. Everyone else was accounted for.“Maybe it was a good idea to get away.” Mason muses. “Just wait until Elsa hears what you have agreed to. She might actually hit the roof then.”I glare at him and he shuts his mouth.The car creeps towards us. Lola has her mouth pressed shut. Elsa looked worried. But I could feel no worry through the bond. Only anger.“Where the fuck have you been?” I pull Lola’s door open.“I took Elsa for a drive. She needed space and time to think.”“Are you hurt?” I lean in thr
ElsaEverything inside of me is tying itself up in knots. Kyra had found me. Just like in my dream. She presses the gun hard against my temple. I could feel the burn against my skin until she pulls it away and points it at him.Nate shouldn’t be here. In all my nightmares, he never makes it out without dying. I felt sick as I stared at him.The gun hits my temple again. I growl as it connects with my skin. Kyra doesn’t seem to notice and is busy making demands to Nate.How could he be so powerful and yet so weak in front of a human?Kyra’s lips are close to my ear. “What do you think? Kill him first so you can watch your little boyfriend die?”I keep my mouth shut as the headache kicks in. It seems that becoming a wolf doesn’t take away the headaches.Nate's eyes are still locked on mine. My heart was thudding in my chest. I knew he could feel it. It’s why he hadn’t removed his stare.“Let her go, Kyra.” His voice is low. I see how his nostrils twitch.“Now why would I do that?” Her
NateMason just stares at me. His eyes wide as I explained that she had already shifted.“That’s not possible. It’s not a full moon.”“I am well aware, Mson. But I know what I saw. She ripped Kyra’s throat out.”“Kyra’s dead?” He has a small smile on his face. He had wanted to kill her from day one.“Her body is in the forest. I need someone to get rid of it.”He nods his head. “Are you concerned? You know, with Elsa already being able to shift.”I didn’t want to admit it. But he was the one man I truly trusted.“I haven’t even had a chance to prepare her. It’s strange too, she hasn’t really spoken about it.”He narrows his eyes at me. “That’s odd.”“I’m gonna go and talk to her. Make sure the body is gone within the next hour.”Inside the house. I meet Farrah on the stairs. She was practically beaming from ear to ear as she approached me. Twiddling with her long braids as she comes to a stop.“Hey Nate.”“Alpha Nate.” I mutter back“You said I didn’t need to call you that.” She stick
NateLeading Mason to the exact spot. I’m shocked to find that he is actually right. Kyra’s body was gone. But not just her body. The blood had vanished too. Like it had never happened.“This isn’t possible.”We have searched the entire forest. No one has found anything out of place.” Mason mutters. “I don’t mean to make you sound like a twat, but are you sure she died?”“I watched Elsa’s wolf rip out Kyra’s throat with own eyes. Her body should be here. The blood should be here.”“And you think she just got up and walked away?” I hear the sarcasm in his voice.“Obviously not.” I sniff the air, but there were no strange scents. Not even a hint of anything different.How could she have just disappeared? “Maybe she has something to do with it!” He mutters quietly.“Who?” He doesn’t meet my gaze. “You seriously think Elsa had something to do with this? Are you mad?”“I’m just saying, we were fine until you marked her. I know she is your mate and my Luna. But even you have to agree that
ElsaAll eyes were on me. Nate holds me steady. I wondered if he could feel my anger for my mother. How could she be so cruel?“Tell me, Elsa. How many times did you attend a human hospital?” Vella breaks my attention from my mother.“What do you mean?” What the hell did that have to do with anything?“Nate has told me many things. But not once did you attend a hospital. Well, not a human one.”“It was better for me not to. They would have been on Kyra’s case.” I mutter. "She couldn't have that!"“Interesting. But you have sustained some serious injuries, haven’t you?”I didn’t understand. I look up to Nate, hoping that he was making sense of Vellas words.“You can’t be suggesting what I think you are suggesting.” Nate is frowning.“Alpha Vella.” Corina is glaring at me. “It isn’t possible. She was born a human.”“Anything seems possible these days, Corina. You know that. I'm merely just stating the obvious.”My mother rolls her eyes.“How was the shift? Painful?” Vella asks.I shake
NateShe quickly goes very white. Her baby blues are wide as she takes in my words. I felt horrible for telling her, but she had to know. This was about her and I couldn’t risk anyone else finding out.She slowly sits on the edge of the bed. “You should have let Kyra kill me.”“You are my mate. That would never happen.”“You’re putting everyone here at risk. What if they come for me?”“They won’t.”“You don’t know that. It’s like I am bad luck. Everything finds a way of getting to me. You can’t do that to everyone.”“We’re not telling them. Vella and Corina will keep their mouths shut. Corina wouldn’t want anyone to know anyway. Mason won’t breathe a word and Lola won’t. She will be made to obey an order.”“Obey?”“She physically won’t be able to tell anyone without causing immense pain to herself. This will remain a secret. As far as anyone is concerned. You are just a wolf that happens to be mated to an Alpha.”She nods her head at me.“Do you know where Lola is?”“She was downstair
Elsa Five months had passed since I killed Kyra. Some nights, her face still haunts me and Rex needs to remind me that I killed her. That there was no way she was coming back this time. There had been no sightings of Vampires, making Kyra right about one thing. She took us on alone. Maybe she really had been ready to die. Fingers click in my face. “Daydreaming?” I smile at Rex as he hands me a juice. He kisses me on the cheek and then kisses my very swollen belly. “I can’t help it.” I whisper, taking a mouthful of the juice. “There hasn’t been a problem in months. Everyone is happy.” “What about Oliver? he still hasn’t forgiven you.” “He never will. I was the reason he lost his mate.” “But…” “It doesn’t matter. I would be the same if I lost you. Now drink, I want our boy to be strong.” I roll my eyes at him. It still wasn’t a hundred percent certain that we were having a boy or girl. “Why don’t we just go and see Fern? She has a machine that can tell us.” He pleads. He h
RexIt takes a few hours for one of the guards to locate Rosa. They find her unconscious and in her underwear. Tied to a tree and gagged in the deepest part of the forest.Her blonde hair was a mess, she had scrapes and bruises all over her, but she insisted she is fine. That worse things have happened to her.She stands next to me as we both look on over Elsa.“Still no sign.” I mutter. She had been barely conscious when we found Kyra. By the time Elsa was dropped to the ground, she was completely unconscious and she had been that way since. That was three days ago.I couldn’t find a single mark on her. No bullet holes. No strange scent coming from her mouth. The baby’s heart was beating normally too and yet, she couldn’t wake up.“I have tried everything.” Rosa murmurs.“I know.”“No, you don’t understand. There is nothing else. No other medicine. No herbal remedy. No concoction. Her heart is beating perfectly and so is the heart of the unborn pup. I cannot find anything wrong.”“I
RexNo one had seen Rosa. She had just vanished.For a brief second, I feel Elsa. Pure dread washes over her.‘Elsa, talk to me.’ I link as I hurry back towards Rosa’s cottage. "Is something wrong? Is it the pup?"Links start coming in from Oliver and other guards in the forest. Lycans had been found dead. Silver bullets in their heads or their hearts.‘It’s not Rosa’. Elsa is somehow keeping calm. ‘It’s Kyra. I can kill her.’‘Elsa, you can’t shift. You are pregnant.’Her fear kicks in as she realises she is at a massive disadvantage.As I approach Rosa’s cottage, I feel Elsa’s pain.‘Elsa you need to keep talking.’ But there was silence and she wasn't here.‘Elsa?’Pushing open the door of the cottage, I find it empty, the fire in the fireplace had gone out a long time ago.‘Elsa, where are you?’‘Forest.’ She whispers back which is followed by a cry of pain.Zara and Oliver come running towards me.“We have been breached.” Oliver mutters.“I know that. It’s Kyra, she portrayed hers
ElsaHis grey eyes don’t leave mine as his brain puts together what I was trying to say. It was the birth of Zara and Olivers twins that had freaked me out. The fact that one twin was fine and the next minute, he was gone and nothing could have helped him. I was certain it was me, that I had brought my bad luck with me and I was afraid of something happening to James.The day that I realised I was late on my period. I freaked out because I didn’t want children. Knowing that I would be a bad mother. Nor was I ready for them. Not with everything that's happening right now.Rosa had taken one look at me and said I was pregnant. One single look. She told me that she would find me a test to confirm it.I hadn’t said anything to anyone. I didn’t understand how she knew. She encouraged me to talk to Rex, she told me that he would be happy. Of course he would. He had openly said it. I was the problem. Me not him.It was now. I had to tell him now before he got himself killed.His hand pushes
Rex“She’s panicking.” I mutter as Oliver hangs up the phone to one of the Alpha’s“Do you want to go and check on her? I can keep making calls.”“She said she stubbed her toe.”He smiles as he tries not to laugh. “She doesn’t quite understand the matebond does she?”“No. Our bond is different to what she had with Nate. She probably doesn’t understand that I know she’s lying or the fact I can feel it.”“You should tell her.”“I will, but not right now. It's only something she has heard. It's nothing major. Plus, she’s with Rosa, maybe it’s something Rosa has said, but right now, we need to prepare for the meeting at two.”He rings around to a few other packs. Oliver was pretty much getting the same response I was. They weren't happy, but they agreed to the meeting.“That’s the last of the Alpha’s.” Oliver mutters as he hangs up. “They have all agreed.”“And they are all pissed about it.” I groan“Do you blame them? We haven’t had to discuss Vampires in a long time. They’re not stupid
Elsa“You hit me?” I mutter, rubbing my cheek after I slammed my hand against her face.“You are not yourself. I need you to snap out of it. We all do.”“I’m fine.” I mutter, but I wasn’t sure if that was true. My mind seemed to be running at a million miles an hour. Different images popping into my head. I was trying to remember what Kyra had said the last time I saw her. If there was even a hint of a plan in her words. I couldn’t. All I could remember was her horrible smug smile. “Elsa?” Rex smiles, slipping his hand between the front seats and reaching for mine.I take his warm fingers in mine. His calmness was reassuring. How he was always calm when chaos surrounded me, I will never understand.“Just breathe.”For a few moments, I do as he says. Pushing all the bad thoughts from my head. Trying to give myself a clear mind so that I could think straight.“She’s here.”All three of them nod.“I’m not crazy?”“No. You are right.” Rex’s brow furrows. “Somehow, she is alive.”“Or sh
Rex“Elsa, Kyra is dead. I killed her myself.”“You’re wrong!” She snaps at me as she tries to look around me.“Elsa, I broke her neck. She couldn’t have survived that. Humans don't survive that.”Her eyes are wide. “I know what I saw.”“I know. But it’s just your mind playing tricks on you after everything you have been through.”“Tricks?”“You have been through a lot and it’s finally catching up with you.” I try to wrap my arms around her, but she shakes her head at me.“She survived once.” She mutters. “Someone saved her before.”“This time it’s different. You have to trust me.” I should have asked Rosa for some help before I left. Maybe a tonic or something that could have helped Elsa.Her eyes refocus on mine. The darkness slowly disappears until I see those beautiful baby blues.She gets back in the car. Her knee jiggles as we pull away. Her hands tie themselves up in knots.She keeps looking behind us.“There is no one there.” I rest my hand on her thigh and her knee stops jigg
RexElsa was gone by the time I woke up. In her place in my arms was her pillow. She was pretty good at getting away if she needed to. I was massive in comparrison to her.She hadn’t been gone long, her scent was still strong. Maybe an hour tops.Dressing, I follow her scent through the house and out the front door. “Alpha Rex!” Zara calls out to me. She hurriedly paces towards me with James strapped to her chest“Zara, I’m a little busy.”“I know.” She matches my strides. “You’re looking for Elsa. I can save you the trouble. She’s with Rosa.”“Why?”She shrugs her shoulders at me. “It seemed important but I didn’t think it was my place to ask. Maybe she has gone to ask Rosa for some help. Elsa hasn’t really said much since the plane or the meeting. I’m sure she must be grieving to a point.”“Maybe, maybe not.” I turn ready to head in Rosa’s direction. Thinking about how she broke down in the shower yesterday.“Has she said anything to you? About how she killed Corina?”“No.”“Alpha,
ElsaThe plane touched down and just like before, there were cars waiting for us. People looking on eagerly. Rex must have told them already.Oliver runs towards us, embracing Zara and lifting her off the ground. He thanks Rex for bringing her home. And quickly starts asking questions, wanting to know what happened.“Debrief back at the house.” Rex mutters. His hand had been on mine the entire time since he had pulled me on his lap. Almost afraid to let me go.The car ride is quiet. Rex’s eyes would fall on me every few minutes. I could feel his worry. The concern that he had for me. He wanted to ask me questions but I knew he would wait until we were alone.Even when Rex invites them in so they could talk, he still refuses to let go of me. Maybe it was his touch, holding me together like glue. Preventing me from having some kind of melt down.They sit around the glass table. Already talking about what had happened like it was some kind of history story. But it was me. I was the one w