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2020-10-26 22:50:07Sitting in my low budget hotel room with my multi-millionaire girlfriend felt surreal, I stayed quiet while she animated her argument, using her hands, she exaggerated her point, one hundred and one reasons why she couldn’t make it yesterday.
Listening to cherry’s excuses, doubt slowly crept into my heart, enveloped my mind and seized my body, there was so many excuses I doubted she knew she wasn’t keeping up.
One went into another again and again, it began to sound like sweet lies, the tune perfectly played, I was beyond swayed, beyond saving.
“Why are you lying to me?”
With a shocked expression, she argued “Kat you know I've never lied to you amore mio, why would you think that?”
“Where were you when I kept calling?”
“I was at work, I couldn’t escape, I tried to cal-”
“Bullshit
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