Chapter Eight
Logan
I’ve never so much as seen a photo of Danielle’s sister, but I know that woman standing there has to be her. They look alike, with the exact same shade of blue-green eyes. Her sister’s are heavily lined in dark liner, topped with fake lashes so long it’s a wonder she can see anything in front of her.
Danielle stammers but holds her ground.
“Well, then show me your ring,” her sister spits in a tone that borders on mocking. She knows Danielle isn’t really engaged and made the whole thing up. I have no idea why she did, but I’m sure it was for a good reason. Her family is judgmental and cares about appearances.
Maybe her parents were pressuring her to come back home so they could set her up with another rich asshole. The thought of Danielle going on a date with some trust fund jerk makes jealousy bubble in my stomach. I need to stop giving a fuck.
Danielle only wants to be friends.
“I, uh, I…”
Diana snatches Danielle’s hand and lets out a snort of laughter. This is exactly the type of thing Diana will never let Danielle live down, and I can see the panic in Danielle’s eyes, which is out of character for her and I don’t like it.
I want to stay neutral in all of this and not get involved. But, dammit, I can’t sit back and watch Danielle struggle like this. She’s tough even though she doesn’t realize it. She stands up for what she believes in, even if that means upsetting a few people.
She thinks her life is a mess, but it’s one hell of a beautiful mess if that’s the case.
No one can unnerve you like your family can, and right now, she’s fumbling bad. Why she lied about being engaged doesn’t matter. What matters is she’s my friend, even though I long for more.
“What’s that?” the jerk who I assume is Peter asks, eyes dropped to Danielle’s chest. Blood rushes to Danielle’s cheeks, and I can’t stand this anymore.
I don’t think. I just act.
“Did you forget your ring again, honey?” I dart around the bar and over to Danielle. “She does it all the time. Takes it off when she’s out in the barn with the horses and forgets to put it back on.”
Diana’s eyes flutter, and it’s a surprise those ridiculously long lashes don’t tangle and get stuck together. Danielle’s shoulders relax, and she spins around, eyes meeting mine. The look of relief in them makes my heart do a stupid skip-a-beat thing.
“You’re right, babe!” She giggles and reaches up to touch my arm but hesitates for just a second before putting her delicate fingers on my bicep. “I’m always so worried about losing it in the barn I take it off. It’s safe and sound in my jewelry box in my room.”
I smile down at her, carefully bringing one hand up and resting it on her waist. She’s wearing a crop-top today, and my fingers grace her warm, smooth skin. She tenses, but I don’t think it’s because she’s uncomfortable by my touch.
“I told you we should just get matching tattoos instead.”
Danielle laughs, and this time it’s more like her normal laugh. Her grip on my arm tightens a bit. “Right, as long as yours says property of Danielle so everyone knows you’re mine.”
“I wouldn’t have it any other way,” I laugh and look into her eyes. She holds my gaze, silently thanking me, and then turns around, facing her sister.
“This is Logan. Logan, this is my sister Diana.” She purposely didn’t introduce Peter, and I’m half tempted to act like I don’t notice him. For two weeks straight, Owen and I acted like Quinn was invisible when we were kids. We played the part so well Quinn actually thought no one could see her…which got her into trouble when she tried sneaking around.
“You’re engaged to him?” Diana’s eyebrows go up even higher.
“Yeah, why? What were you expecting?”
Her sister shakes her head. “A cowboy, I guess. Definitely not someone who looks like they—”
“Tend bars,” Peter interrupts. “Which is what you do, right? I’d like to order a drink, actually.”
“Logan owns this place,” Danielle says. “And I tend the bar. You got an issue with that?” She cocks an eyebrow, testing him.
That’s my girl.
“So, go ahead and take a seat if you’d like to order. I’ll bring out the hot water and lemon in just a minute.” She waves her hand at an empty table. Diana and Peter walk away, and Danielle grabs my arm, pulling me into the kitchen.
“Thank you, Logan, so much.” She lets out a shaky breath.
“Why does your sister think you’re engaged?”
Danielle winces, and her cheeks redden again. She has no poker face, and it’s so fucking charming. “Her wedding is coming up, and I never sent in the RSVP. She emailed me and made a point to say I’m only allowed to bring a ‘serious’ plus-one, and if I didn’t have one, I’d be paired up in a hotel room with some other random single guest. Then my mom called and was being judgey and condescending as normal without even trying. She said she was marking me down as single, and I just blurted out I was engaged.”
“Wow.”
She lets out a breath, shoulders sagging. “I know. Thanks again…but I don’t want to drag you into any family drama. It’s like quicksand. Once you fall in, you can’t get out, and then you’re just waiting for the slow release of death. By sand? Does it kill you by crushing you? Or from the lack of oxygen?”
“I think the latter.”
“That makes sense.” She wrinkles her nose. “That would be awful. But not as bad as telling my mom the truth.”
I look at her pretty face, mind racing. She told her mom she’s engaged and is bringing a date to the wedding. Her sister already thinks I’m her fiancé. What’s the harm in continuing the lie?
“Don’t tell her the truth,” I blurt before I have a chance to think about what I’m saying. That’s been my issue all along. I’ve overthought every damn move I’ve made. I’ve almost grabbed and kissed Danielle more times than I can count, and I’ve stopped myself every time, thinking about the ways things could go wrong.
But what if they go right?
“She’s going to wonder when I show up alone in Hawaii.”
I reach my hand out, brushing a strand of Danielle’s hair back behind her ear. “I guess I’m going to Hawaii with you.”
Her lips part and she stares at me like I’m crazy. Which I am. I’m completely and totally crazy about my best friend. Swallowing hard, I let my hand fall. “I mean, if you want me to.”
“Yes. Just don’t go falling in love with me, Dawson.” She bites her lip. “I…I actually wanted to ask you to come with me before but didn’t think you’d want to.”
“I’ve never been to Hawaii,” I start. “And I’ve always wanted to go.” I give her a crooked smile. “And you’re paying, right?”
“Paying to take you to Hawaii is a lot cheaper than what the escort would have charged.”
I let out a snort of laughter. “You were going to hire an escort to take to Hawaii with you?”
“It crossed my mind until I realized they charge over five grand for a weekend.”
“Damn. I went into the wrong business. Well, not so much me. But Owen…he’d have his weekends double-booked and would pull it off.”
“I promise never to mention it to him.”
“Good idea. Better to play it safe.”
She lets out another sigh and grabs a coffee mug, filling it with hot water. Adding a wedge of lemon to the saucer, she takes it out to her sister. I check on a few of the other customers and then get flagged down by Diana. Danielle is seated at their table, and I come over, taking a spot next to Danielle.
“So, how’d you two meet?” Diana asks.
“Danielle came into the bar,” I start, telling the complete truth, “her first night in Eastwood. I saw her walk through the door and knew I was a goner.” I flick my eyes to Danielle. She doesn’t know I’m telling the truth, though.
“I started working here,” Danielle goes on. “And we hit it off right away.”
A real couple would kiss or hug or at the very least touch each other right now. I take a breath and then put my hand on Danielle’s. She flips her hand over, lacing her fingers through mine.
It’s unnerving how natural this feels.
“How long are you staying in town?” I ask Diana. She needs to leave before someone blows our cover.
“Not that long. We have to head back to Chicago soon,” she replies quickly. Danielle and I both know the only reason they made the two-hour drive from Chicago to Eastwood was to try to bust Danielle’s lie.
Joke’s on you, bitch.
“Are you going to see Grandpa?” Danielle asks, and I know what she’s thinking. Though, her grandpa would probably go along with this. He’d find it amusing, actually.
“Is he home? We could stop by on our way out of town.”
“He might be.” Danielle fidgets in her seat.
“Where else would the guy be?” Peter laughs. “He’s retired, right? Pushing ninety. Of course he’s home watching Jeopardy or something.”
“It’s Monday evening,” I say, trying not to smile by the way Danielle is staring daggers at Peter. “He’s at church.”
“Right.” Danielle nods. “He’s volunteering tonight.”
I wiggle my eyebrows. “That’s just what he wants you to think. Did you forget about the church ladies?”
Danielle laughs and pulls her hand out of mine only to playfully push me away. “Oh my God, no. Stop it right now.”
“Most of them are widowed, you know,” I go on, laughing as well.
“Then I guess we should head out of town,” Peter says.
Danielle raises her eyebrows. “So, you’re not even going to say hi to Grandpa?”
Diana flicks her eyes to Peter. I can tell she wants to see her grandpa but won’t risk disagreeing with this fucker. “He’s busy.” Diana shakes her head. “I don’t want to bother him at church.”
“What, are you afraid you’ll get struck down by lightning if you try to enter the church or something?” Danielle says.
“There’s a good chance I will be,” Peter says, thinking he’s being funny or smug or something. I really can’t stand the guy and I’ve only been in his presence a few minutes.
“Well, we need to get back to work,” I start. We really do, and I know Danielle wants to get away from her sister. “Did you still want that drink?” I ask Peter.
“Why not?” He grabs a menu from the center of the table. Danielle and I go back to work, and right as Danielle sets the food on her sister’s table, Quinn and Scarlet walk in.
“Hey,” I say to them as they take a seat at the bar. “You taking a night off from mommy-duty or something?”
“Mom has both kids,” Quinn says, taking her purse off her shoulder and setting it on the bar top. “Archer got called in for emergency surgery and Wes is out tonight too. So we’re being party animals and came in to order cheese fries and onion rings.”
“I’ll put your order in.” Before I do, I look at Danielle, who’s standing by her sister’s table. Quinn follows my line of sight.
“Does Danielle know that couple?” she asks.
“Yeah. It’s her sister and her fiancé.”
Scarlet tips her head, blonde hair falling over her shoulder. “He looks like the kind of guy I used to hustle. He’s got douchebag wanting to prove he’s hot shit written all over him. AKA an easy target.” She shrugs and turns back around in her barstool. “I thought her family lived on the coast.”
“They do. They came for a surprise visit.”
“Poor Danielle.”
“You can say that again.” I go into the kitchen, putting in the order for fries and onion rings. I fill a few drinks, clean up a couple tables, and wipe down the bar. Scarlet must have gotten up to use the bathroom or something, because Quinn is sitting alone at the bar, looking down at her phone.
I go over, resting my elbows on the wooden countertop.
“Could a fake diamond pass for a real engagement ring?”
Quinn looks up. eyes wide. “Are you proposing?”
“No.”
“Way to get my hopes up.”
I arch my eyebrows. “Asking about fake rings got your hopes up? Have a little higher expectations for me, sis.”
“Fine. Sorry. And I suppose so. Why do you want to know?”
“Danielle’s sister, Diana, is getting married in Hawaii soon, and I’m going with to pretend to be Danielle’s fake fiancé.”
“Logan,” Quinn says but trails off, shaking her head. She doesn’t have to say it for me to know what she’s thinking. This is a terrible idea. “Can I at least know why you’re posing as her fiancé?”
“She didn’t want to go alone, and they wouldn’t let her bring someone unless it was serious. Like engaged.”
“That seems a little strict.”
I nod, flicking my gaze to Diana and Peter. “They’re not the best people, and this wedding is going to be awkward for Danielle. Her sister’s fiancé made a move on Danielle about a year ago, and she got blamed for it because her dress was too short.”
“Oh, hell no.” Quinn shakes her head, instantly angered, and jerks around to glare at Peter. She shudders and turns back to me. “It doesn’t matter if she was naked. If her sister’s fiancé hit on her, it’s his fault.”
“Exactly. Like I said…not the best people. They run 5Ks on Thanksgiving.”
Quinn gasps. “They’re the worst.”
“I know, right?”
“I have a ring that might work. The side stones are real diamonds but the big fat center one is cubic zirconia. I got it with the intention of swapping out the big stone with a sapphire, but then I realized it passed as real and kept creepers away at bars. I kind of forgot about it, but I’m pretty sure it’s still upstairs in my jewelry box. I’ll put it in the mailbox, and you can grab it on your way home tonight. Logan?” she asks, looking into my eyes. “Are you sure you want to do this?”
She won’t say it, but she knows. She knows I have real feelings for Danielle. Real feeling I’m going to have to convince Danielle are only fake.
Chapter NineLogan“So you’re telling me that I’m going to be down two bartenders?” Owen looks up from the plate of leftovers he brought home from Mom and Dad’s.I stare at him for a good few seconds. “That’s all you’re taking away from this?”He shrugs. “Yeah. Now I have to work.”“Wow. What a crazy concept to work when you’re at work.” I take a seat at the kitchen table and pull a roll off Owen’s plate. The fucker ate the rest while I was at work. “You did hear me, right?”“Of course I heard you.” Owen sits back, looking right at me. “You know I love you,” he starts. “And I know you’re in love with Danielle, even if you’re not willing to admit it to anyone.”“I’m not—”“Lie to yourself all you want.” Owen picks up his fork. “But it’s useless lying to me. I’m the better version of you, remember? I know everything.”I let out a slow breath and go to the fridge to get the second plate Mom sent over. Well, that’s if Owen didn’t eat it too. This is one of the rare occurrences where Owen
Chapter TenDanielle“I made that lasagna you like and put it in the freezer. And the award-winning pie is in the cake stand on the counter.” I go over to the fridge, making sure it’s well stocked before I leave for the airport.“Kiddo,” Grandpa says, limping a bit as he walks through the kitchen. “I know where the grocery store is. And even better, I know how to order a pizza.”“But they don’t deliver out here,” I counter.“I have the truck.”I put one hand on my hip. “I know. I just…I feel bad leaving.”Grandpa laughs. “I have enjoyed having you here. It’s nice having the company, and it was high time someone got out Grandma’s cookbook.” He eyes the pie on the counter.“Don’t eat it all in one day,” I say with a laugh.Grandpa gives me a wink. “I’ll try my best.”Black Cat jumps up on the counter and sniffs at the glass cake stand. Good thing I covered the pie. The porch creaks, and a second later, someone knocks on the door. My heart swells in my chest—just a tiny bit—knowing that
Chapter ElevenDanielleI carefully pull Logan’s earbuds out of his ears and take the iPad from his lap, shutting it off and putting it away in his carry-on bag. The pilot just came on and asked us all to turn off our electronic devices so we can start our descent. It’s been rather cold this whole flight, and Logan and I were sharing my blanket as we watched Infinity War together on the iPad. Logan fell asleep halfway through, and I’m feeling just as sleepy.After putting my own stuff away, I buckle my seat belt and look at Logan’s lap, biting my lip. I don’t know if his seatbelt is on, thanks to the blanket. I lift it up so I can check. His seat belt isn’t buckled, and I don’t want to wake him up. Unbuckling mine again, I lean over, trying to find both parts to his seatbelt so I can click it into place.I can’t reach it, so I drop to my knees and inch closer. And then the plane hits a bit of turbulence. I pitch forward, hitting my forehead on Logan’s knee.“Trying to cop a feel?” he
Chapter TwelveLoganI pull the curtains closed, blocking out the light, and get back into bed. Danielle is sound asleep, and waking up with her next to me brought up a feeling inside me that I can’t quite figure out.It feels right.But it’s wrong.We’re pretending.I want this to be real.And the more we fake it, the more we put on the masks of happy lovers, the more it feels like it’s not going to really happen. Doesn’t quite make sense, I know.Luckily, Danielle took a long shower last night and I fell asleep before she got into bed. If I’d still been awake, I don’t know if I would have been able to sleep knowing that next to me, only an arm’s length apart, was the woman I’ve been in love with since the moment I met her.It’s early in the morning, but the sun is already up and shining brightly down on the beach right outside our window. I actually have no idea what we’re supposed to do today, but I know at some point we’re having breakfast or brunch—or lunch at this point—with Dan
Chapter ThirteenDanielle“I’ll have a mimosa,” I tell the waiter. “But can I get vodka instead of champagne, and then hold the orange juice?”The waiter lowers his notepad and blinks. “You just want vodka?”“Yes.” I close my drink menu. “Make it a double, please.” “Interesting way to start the day but a good choice nonetheless,” he says with a chuckle. “And for you, sir?”“I’ll have the same but with the orange juice,” Logan orders even though he hates vodka. He’s a beer and whiskey drinker. Occasionally, he’ll take a shot or two of tequila. But vodka…nope. He said he drank too much during college and it ruined it for him.“You okay?” Logan asks when the waiter steps away. We’re sitting at the end of a large table, surrounded by my sister’s friends. Two have been her friend since high school, and she met the others during college.“Physically, I’m fine. I even agree with you that this dress looks good on me. But mentally.” I widen my eyes and make a face. “That’s a whole different s
Chapter FourteenLoganDanielle’s eyes close in a long blink, and she reaches for her drink again. It’s her go-to method when she’s stressed.“We…we could…uh…sit at, the uh, beach.”“Sure, if that’s what you want to do.”“It would be relaxing.” Danielle’s gaze goes to her parents. Being around her family is bringing up all her insecurities. It’s hard sitting here and doing nothing when I see the vulnerability reflected in her eyes. Don’t go falling in love with me, Dawson. Her own words echo in my head.I can’t pull her close and hold her tight. I can’t put my lips to hers, drinking her all in and telling her how she shouldn’t worry about comparing or measuring up because she’s one of the single most amazing women I’ve ever met.“What about that Bamboo Forest you were talking about?” I ask.Her lips start to curve in a smile. “You’d like to go?”“Hell yes, I’d like to go. I looked up pictures online about it, and it looks pretty fucking cool.”“Yeah, it does. And it’s only about an ho
Chapter FifteenDanielleI toss my bag in the back and get in the passenger seat, handing the keys to Logan. I left most of that vodka untouched on the breakfast table, but I’m still feeling a little tipsy, so having Logan drive is the safer option. Plus, I read that some of the roads are really narrow and twisty. That kind of driving would stress me out too much.“I brought water and snacks.” I pull the seatbelt over my lap and click it into place.“Good. I’ll be able to last a few hours.”I laugh. “I could never be on one of those survival shows. Going more than like six hours without eating is torture. While I’m awake, I mean. I can make an exception when I’m sleeping those solid twelve hours.”“You do not sleep for twelve hours.” He backs out of the parking space. “You stay up until two or three watching YouTube videos almost every night.”“That’s not true.”Logan steals a look at me, raising his eyebrows.“Sometimes it’s TV or just mindlessly scrolling through the social media si
Chapter SixteenDanielleIt terrifies me as much as it excites me, and my entire body yearns to feel his right up against mine. I blink, swallow hard, and look up. Logan’s eyes meet mine, and the way he’s looking at me makes me want to melt into a puddle on the forest floor. If he wasn’t holding onto me, there’s a good chance my knees would have given out.All my life, I’ve wanted someone to look at me the way Logan is looking at me right now. Like he can’t wait to strip me down and run his hands all over my body. Like he’s going to take all night pleasing me. Like I’m the only woman he ever wants to look at ever again.Looking at me like I matter.The wind blows through again, followed by fat raindrops. Logan hugs me tighter, shielding me from the rain with his own body.“What the hell? It was sunny when we left.” This time I do slip my arms around him.“We’re on the other side of the island now.”“Crazy how just an hour or so drive can make that much of a difference.”The wind gusts
EpilogueDanielleAbout a year later…“I finalized the menu for the bakery,” I tell Logan, watching him put another log on the fire. He comes back to the couch, picking up the papers from the coffee table, and sits next to me.“Are you warm enough?” he asks, reaching for another blanket.“I’m fine,” I tell him, though I know he’s going to keep pampering me like crazy. He’s been at it all week, and I don’t think he’s going to stop any time soon. “The temperature did plummet fast today.”“Yeah. But it’s supposed to warm back up soon.”“I’d like that.”“Gotta love the spring weather in the Midwest. It was hot two days ago and back down to freezing today.” Logan pulls my legs into his lap and starts rubbing my feet. I lean back, closing my eyes. “That feels good.”We got married in October, much to my own mother’s dismay. It wasn’t enough time to plan a big fancy wedding, but that’s not what we wanted anyway. Just a week or so after Logan proposed, we started looking around for places to
Chapter Thirty-OneDanielleLogan puts his lips to mine again, and I wrap my arms around his shoulders. I love this man so much. He is the best friend I could ask for, and the best relationships are built on a foundation of respect and friendship. We just fit together, and I know I’ll never find another person in the whole world who gets me better than Logan Dawson.Things feel the same between us, and yet everything has changed.“Do you need to go to the lawyer now?” he asks between kisses.“I should.”“Want me to come with you?”“You’ll be bored.” His lips go to my neck, and I start to melt against him. “Hell, I’ll be bored. But it would be nice to have you with me.”Logan pulls me into a tight embrace, and I rest my head against his chest and listen to his heart beating. My eyes fall shut, and for the first time since we left Hawaii, I don’t feel like I’m spiraling out of control.Things are still messy. Things are still going to hurt for a while. But that’s life, isn’t it? It’s no
Chapter ThirtyLoganI sit in the driveway, drumming my fingers on the steering wheel. I just left Danielle’s house and got home, but I haven’t gone inside yet. My mind is racing, and my heart is beating fast right along with it.I love her.I don’t want her to leave, even if it’s just for a few weeks. But I don’t want to be selfish, because she’s going through a hard time right now, and if getting away from Eastwood is what she needs, then she should go.But will she come back?She came here because her grandpa was here, and now that he’s gone…what’s going to keep her here?Me.Maybe. Maybe not.“Fuck,” I swear under my breath. For the last year I’ve wanted to tell her that I love her. We finally made love, and it was incredible. She’s incredible.We are incredible together.I close my eyes and lean my head back against the seat.And then Owen knocks on the window. “Dude, what the hell are you doing?” he asks, opening the passenger side door.“Trying to decide if I should tell Daniel
Chapter Twenty-NineDanielleI lean against the metal gate, watching the horses run around the pasture. The chickens are already fed, and the goats are grazing near the barn. It’s a little after eight in the morning, which is still early for me but not as early as Grandpa got up to feed the animals.I can handle eight AM. Well, when the weather is nice, that is. I’m already dreading having to trudge out here in the rain and snow.Logan was still asleep on the couch when I came out here, and I silently go back into the house, not wanting to wake him. He’s been my rock the last few days, and I really don’t think I could have gotten through this without him.I’m making breakfast when my phone rings, and I hurry to silence the call. It’s a local number, but since I don’t know who it is, I don’t answer. If it’s important, they’ll leave a message. And I really don’t feel like talking to anyone right now anyway.Looking around the kitchen, I feel an emptiness in my heart. I want it to go awa
Chapter Twenty-EightLogan“How’s Danielle doing?” Owen asks, moving an empty casserole dish from the counter to the sink. We’re at her house, and the service for her grandpa just ended. A few people are still at the house, sharing stories and memories. Her grandpa was respected by the town, and we are all feeling his loss. I think half the town turned up today, bringing flowers and food and giving their condolences. That’s the thing with small towns. When you know most everyone, you care for most everyone.“She’s trying to keep it together.” I open the fridge, trying to find a place to put the bowl of taco salad someone brought. It won’t fit, and I’m pretty sure the extra fridge in the basement is full already too.The last few days passed in a blur. Danielle cried, slept, and drank a lot, and then when the rest of her family came into town, the time was spent reflecting on her grandpa’s life and looking through scrapbooks. Now everything is over, and people are leaving.Stacking the
Chapter Twenty-SevenDanielleI open my eyes and roll over. I don’t know what time it is. Or what day it is. All I know is Logan is in bed next to me, and his slow and steady breathing is the only thing keeping me from falling apart. Everything happened so fast.We got to the hospital. Grandpa seemed like he was going to pull through. And then he was gone.I slowly get out of bed, needing to use the bathroom. Logan hasn’t even gone home yet since he got back to Eastwood. Everything was so perfect before, and I would give anything to go back to our last night in Hawaii.After using the bathroom, I go downstairs, following the sound of the TV. Mom is in the living room, drinking wine and watching a baking show. It’s almost four in the morning.“Mom?”“Oh, Danielle, honey. You’re up.”“So are you. Did you get any sleep?”“A bit here and there.”I cross my arms over my chest, chilled even though it’s warm in the house. Usually, we’d turn the air conditioning up before going to bed. I hate
Chapter Twenty-SixLoganDanielle is sitting in the waiting room. Her legs are curled up under her and her head is resting against the wall. She’s wearing black leggings and my sweatshirt, and my heart swells in my chest when I see her through the glass doors. I have to get buzzed into the ICU waiting area, and Danielle gets up as soon as she sees me.I take her in my arms, hugging her tight and holding her close.“How is he?”“Um,” she starts, letting out a shaky breath. “Stable for now. He was in really bad shape, and he’s so lucky the paramedics got him here in time.”“That sounds promising.”She nods. “I thought so too, but the doctor isn’t as optimistic.”“And how are you?”“I’m…shaken but okay. And I’m still just shocked to hear that he was so sick. I had no idea. I mean…I saw some changes but wrote it off as him aging. You slow down when you get old.”“He was acting just fine before we left.”“I know, and that’s what scares me.” Danielle rubs her forehead. “The doctor said he’s
Chapter Twenty-FiveDanielle“Mom.” I gently nudge her. “We’re landing.”She sits up, blinking rapidly, and looks around. Maybe she took more Xanax when I wasn’t looking, because she slept nearly that entire flight. I don’t know the last time I slept for a solid eight hours, and I know that’s entirely my fault. I stay up too late doing non-important things, like binging TV shows or finishing a book.My phone is in my hands, waiting to get the all clear to turn it off airplane mode. It’s early in the morning here in Chicago, and I’m terrified for the news I’ll get once I get service again. I pack up my bag and look out the window, feeling an odd sense of relief to see Lake Michigan and the flat, green Midwest land below us.Using my feet, I push the bag under the seat in front of me and grip the armrests. Landing always makes me a little nervous, and I don’t have Logan’s hand to hold this time.I turn my phone back on the second we’re on the ground and check for updates. A text comes t
Chapter Twenty-FourDanielleI look at myself in the mirror as I wash my hands, and for the first time in a long time, I don’t pick apart my appearance. Having my hair and makeup professionally done helps, but mostly…I look happy.Because I am.So incredibly fucking happy, and nothing can dampen my mood. Want and desire swell inside of me, and I’m going to go find Logan and take him up to our room. He said he was going to take his time with me, but I want to do the same to him.Tie him up. Tease him. Make him beg for more.I dry my hands, smooth out my dress, and go back to the reception hall. Logan is at the table, with his back to me. A smile pulls up my lips, and no matter how hard I try, I can’t stop smiling.Logan turns around, almost like he can sense me coming. He’s on the phone, and something isn’t right.“What’s wrong?” I ask, rushing over to him.“I’ll call you back,” Logan says to whoever he’s talking to.“Logan?” I’m getting a little freaked out. “What’s wrong?”“That was