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Chapter 16: Her doubts

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CASSANDRA

Nasaktan ako sa 30 over 100 na binigay ni Tres. I can't help but cry, but I can't show to my group that I'm crying either. I know, they understand why but my reason is more than my reason they knew.

Talagang pinaramdam ni Tres sa akin na galit siya at totoong mahihirapan ako. Wala naman akong ibang gusto kundi ang malapitan siya at makausap man lang, pero ayokong ilagay sa kahihiyan ang sarili ko kaya pinupursige ko ang modeling contest na ito bilang paraan ko.

Naniniwala kasi ako na once nasa itaas na ako, malaki ang posibilidad na magkakaroon ako ng pagkakataon na makausap siya. I want him to know that I regret rejecting him that day at sa mga masasakit na salitang binitawan ko.

Hindi naman totoong never ko siyang magustuhan, na galit ako sa kaniya. Kabaliktaran ang naramdaman ko nang mahimasmasan ako. Bawal ba talaga magulat? Hindi ko lang kasi alam ang gagawin ko noon after he confesses, of course he knows me as hard to get. Pero sa ngayon, halata talagang galit siya.

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