SEAN: "What the fuck is wrong with you, Sean?" She yelled as soon as the door to her office clicked shut. Flinging her bag into one of the couches, she turned to look at me, her eyes wide in anger. "What did you just do out there?!" "I—" She stopped me with a raise of her hand, wildly shaking her head. "No excuses, Sean! No fucking excuses. Go straight to the fucking point. Tell me why you decided that proposing to me out of the blue before everyone without getting my consent felt like the best decision for you to make?!" I closed my eyes and rolled my fists against my thigh before looking up at her. "It was the best thing to do. With the way things are going, we need to find a way to just get this over with. Aren't you tired of seeing our pictures circulate? Everyone already believes we are in love. We need to take the first step. I know you want this to be over, don't you?" "Enough!" She snapped. "Do not say another word." "No, Sekani," I matched her voice. "You sh
SEKANI: If anyone told me I'd be getting engaged today, I would have laughed at them and called them a fool whilst reminding them that men are nothing but scumbags. What are their use if I can get whatever I want? If I can be the woman I want to be? "Ma'am, I'd need you to close your eyes." The woman in charge of my makeup requests and I do so immediately, wishing I can die from here and cease to exist. But when I remember my precious Mya and the only reason living even makes sense, I know I have to sit tight and do this no matter how it makes me feel. To ruin Sean doesn't come as easy as I thought it would. Sitting here, all I can think of is how to bring him down. Raze him to the fucking ground and have him crawling and begging with the last ounce of his pride. So I sit tight, letting out a bright smile which I am sure the makeup artist would believe as me being happy to be engaged to the love of my life. Love of my life, my foot. As soon as she is done, the fashio
SEAN: Today had to be the most nerve-wracking day of my life. Not even losing all the money I'd worked almost my whole life for could top this feeling. Sekani had absolutely outdone herself. For someone who didn't really care about this marriage and always reminded me that it was a contract that would soon expire, I'd expected her to host a small get-together, announce an engagement, and send everyone off. The bright lights, the extremely large halls, and people from different walks of life, all at the elite level were in attendance today and of course, they all recognized me. Hell, I was the number one trending topic on this side of Twitter along with Sekani who didn't seem to care for all of that. The pictures had come in immediately so I stepped into the lobby. People wanted to speak to me, get to know me, and guess what? They also wanted to know what I did for a living which I proudly stated, whilst indirectly pitching for clients and exchanging my contact with a few p
SEAN. Sekani remained stiff for most of this dance, not even maintaining eye contact with me. I literally had to beg her to look into my eyes so as not to pass the wrong message to people. Anyone could see this and conclude she was being forced into this. And when she did, it didn't even get to her eyes. I knew that it was best to give up so I did just that, beaming at her and trying to make up for her fake smile. As soon as the dance was over, her smile disappeared and she walked away from me, past the columns before disappearing into the dim halls. Thankfully, people were too busy doing other things to notice so I followed after her. "Sean!" I skidded to a halt and turned in the direction of whoever had called me to see a woman whom I didn't even recognize. Frowning slightly, I drew close enough to see it was someone I didn't recognize. A woman dressed in a black dinner gown and adorned with gold jewelry. "Do I by any chance know you?" I asked with raised brows as I
SEKANI. "Thank you for coming!" I called out to the last guest to leave. As soon as I left, I leaned against the door and heaved a sigh of relief. Today was a success, I had to admit. Even if I didn't want any of this; marriage, Sean, and many other things, I'd been able to get back in touch with old friends and business associates, promising to get back to me in a few days. Sean had also taken the initiative by walking around and mingling with people. I had spent most of my time drinking and watching him speak to a few people. He was smart to get his head out of his pants and do the right thing. I needed to be at home. Mya's babysitter had called in that Mya had come down with a fever. I immediately sent the family doctor to check on her. He had called an hour later to inform me that she was better and needed rest. Turning on my feet, I limped all the way back to my seat to grab my purse, smiling and nodding at the ushers and organizers in approval. They had done a good j
SEAN. "I have scheduled the wedding for the weekend at an exclusive garden. Drop by at my office once it's evening and the contract can be signed." The call ended in my ear before I could say anything. I looked down at my phone, a ghost of a smile on my face before I heard a throat clear. Jake was seated before me, an expectant look on his face as he raised his brows. "Why did she call?" "Our wedding is this weekend." "Wow," Jake heaved and leaned back against his seat. "It's been barely two days since the engagement party and she has already scheduled the wedding for this weekend. She should have waited to recover at least." "We both know she has the money to host parties for the next one month without being affected by it." "Right." He nodded. "So are we still dropping by at one of the branches?" I pushed my seat back and rose to my feet, snatching my suit jacket from behind my swivel chair. I slipped it on before giving Jax a reply. "No. I suggest that we
SEKANI: "Don't apply too much concealer. I need my makeup sleek and moderate. None of that bridal nonsense." I demanded, whilst looking down at Mya who had just walked into the room with her babysitter. They were both dressed beautifully in the gown I'd gotten for them. Mya had a snow white dress and her hair was gelled and tied up with a pale blue ribbon which was one of the wedding themes. As for her babysitter, she wore a pale blue dress and a jacket that clung to her side and paid with low-heeled pumps. She looked quite stressed and that was because she'd been the one to take care of Mya for the whole of this week, nonstop. Thankfully, she was a single lady. I was already starting to consider hiring her as a full-time nanny and having her move into the house. "Mum, why am I not the little bride?" She asked, her expression sullen. "Today is your wedding. I should be the little bride. And also, I don't know who you're getting married to." Sighing, I glanced at her bab
SEAN: For the first time in a while, I felt so out of place. Sekani was barely even speaking to me and didn't care if people noticed there was some sort of strain between us both. Instead, she steered me toward potential clients once again, telling me to better act like I was interested in what they had to say. She'd asked me to play cool with the fact that we weren't walking around the reception hall, hand in hand and smiling at everyone. "So Sean, tell me, what is Atrix communications like right now with how fast the world is modernizing." One of the older men, whom I learned had several five-star hotels around Europe, asked with a grin of curiosity. I took a sip, a sign of confidence in myself and whatever statement I had to offer. "You know, with the world rapidly turning into a technologically savvy globe, Atrix is following the pace. We don't slack. If the world moves an inch, we do the same or even move a few inches more. You see, that is how things should be
SEAN: I paced from one side of my office to the other, impatiently waiting for a response from the delivery guy I had specially paid to send the package to Sekani. An hour had passed and I was yet to hear from him. At the sound of a knock on the door, I hurried towards it, disappointed to see Jake standing in front of me when I opened the door. "Why do you look at me like I am the last person you want to see today?" "Because you are," I flopped into one of the seats. "What are you doing here?" "I've not seen my best friend in a week. His calls haven't been picked and then I am told that he's here today so I head over to his office to see him, only to be told that I am the last person who wants to see," He clutched his heart in pain. "That hurts really bad, I have to tell you." "How are you doing?" "Good," He took a seat beside me. "With you not around, things have quite been okay, I guess. Everyone respects me when you're not around." "You're being dramatic as
SEKANI: The next morning, I woke up in a daze. I was in torment and that torment was the memories from last night. How did it happen? What had driven me to his study, one I had never stepped foot into since I could last remember? Sean was snoring softly beside me and I wore just panties and nothing on top. I tried not to move for the sake of not waking him up and having to spend the next few moments awkwardly. How could I get his fucking arm off me? It was almost the crack of dawn and the skies were starting to turn into a lighter shade of Ultramarine. Birds were starting to sing and music played softly in the background from Sean's phone. Yes, while we were having several rounds of sex and waking at intervals to his hard crotch between my buttocks, he had stopped to play music to spice up the moment. And it had done the work. After he did that, it was all me instigating it all, ignoring the warnings my brain sent to me. At that moment, nothing made sense. Only having Sean th
SEAN:Mya was fast asleep on the couch when I got to the living room. I picked her up and took her back to her room, placing her on the bed and tucking her in before kissing her forehead goodnight. I stood there at the head of her bed for a while, watching her sleep peacefully. Mya was the reason any of this made sense because I knew I'd have taken my L and found my way. I couldn't deal with the guilt and all of these anymore but how could I just leave when I had a daughter who loved me so much? Knowing that sleep was going to be hard for me to find, I made my way to my study and decided to complete a few tasks. Thankfully, by the time I was going to be done, maybe Sekani would be fast asleep. I didn't want to get into a conversation with her and even if it was going to take just one night of not speaking to each other again, I could survive it. I was ten minutes into finishing up a few documents when I heard the sound of the door clicking open. I looked up to see Sekan
SEAN: Spending the whole day with Mya had been nice, but worrying over Sekani and her whereabouts didn't allow me enjoy it to the fullest. I tried to be the most playful around Mya but I could tell she didn't believe I was. She constantly asks if I was sad until I forced myself to be overly happy. Things you did for the women you loved. I was going to do anything to make Sure Mya was happy. I kept checking Sekani's twitter page to see if she was going to make any post. I was already used to anticipating her posts as I had spent the last five days stalking her page and following whatever was going on in her life. And now that she was out, I found myself doing the same thing. It wasn't until eight o'clock she called me, sounding a little bit drunk. Her words slurred and I got more worried. She was probably calling me because she got lost. I was sure Sekani would never call me now matter what the hell was happening and now that she did, I was kind of happy that she actual
SEKANI: I dressed casually today. It was Sunday and also a beautiful day. And thankfully, I had started my morning on a good note. There was something about going to that cliff that made me realize life could be beautiful and enjoyed. Something about it that reminded me we only lived once. So I decided within myself to spend my weekends doing nothing but having the time of my life. But now, how could I have the time of my life with Sean in it? How could I enjoy it with the reminder that someone who had wronged me in the past was also enjoying it with me? It felt like I was going round and round in circles because hell, I shared Sean to suffer and somehow, I hadn't even achieved a thing that made me proud of the fact that I actually did. Nothing I had planned seemed to work. It was either irrelevant or just something I didn't do. And as I drove out of the gates of the house, I made a mental note to harden my heart. I made a mental note not to look at Mya and decided agains
SEKANI: Sean was quick to catch and stabilize me and when I tried pulling away, he held me from moving and shut the door behind me. Even in the dimly lit room, I could see how his eyes dropped intensely onto mine. I could see how they swirled with so much intensity. "Sekani," He muttered under his breath. "Can we talk now?" "There are several places to talk and you choose this place?" I asked, raising my brows in askance. "Why choose here of all places?" "Let's not act like we don't know you've been avoiding me since my return. This was the only place I could get you," He pulled away from me and folded one arm over the other before turning towards the door. "I haven't been avoiding you," I replied. "I have only been on my own. Doing my own things like I usually do. We have never done anything together and you could have simply told me you wanted to speak to me." He scoffed and raked his fingers through his hair. "Really? When have you ever given me the c
SEAN: "My name is Mya Salvador," Mya spoke slowly and politely. I'd never seen such an active child mellow to my mother and this was the first since she greatly disliked kids. I could tell my grandmother was already in love with her. From the way she smiled and spoke, they both enjoyed a wonderful conversation. So I decided to leave the kitchen in search of Sekani. I made my way over to the living room but it was void of her presence. Whistling, I made my way to the room in a way to alert her that I was coming to see her. But then, I got to her room and didn't see her there. Frowning, I stopped by the door and stared into the room, void of her presence. None of her clothes hung around. No sign of her at all. I walked into the room and took a seat on the side of her bed. I ran my hands on the sheets, imagining she was there and I was caressing her body. I slept beside her last night and yet, she felt so far. So distant. I couldn't reach out to her as I was very scared of b
SEKANI: By the time I arrived home, it was almost dusk and I could already tell that Sean was in the kitchen making dinner once again. Mya was also in the kitchen and as I walked into the house, I heard her chirpy voice in the kitchen, asking Sean all sorts of annoying questions he kept answering her. It was finally nice to have him back. Now, Mya could disturb someone else that wasn't me. Without going into the kitchen as I was avoiding Sean at all costs, I made my way into the room, took off my clothes, and decided that the food I had shared with the girls was enough. And tomorrow was Sunday so there was really nothing to do. I checked the time to see it was a few minutes after seven o'clock. Watching movies on Netflix wasn't a bad idea so I did just that, opening up my laptop and logging in before spending over thirty minutes looking for a suitable movie to watch. Well, I found one. It was a historical romance movie set in France and it was something I could
SEKANI: After what happened last night with me losing my guard, I promised myself not to let it happen again. For a man who had disappeared all of a sudden a week ago, I shouldn't have even let him touch my skin. It was a mistake and I wasn't going to let it repeat itself. After breakfast, I went back to the room we shared, got cleaned up, and slipped into a sundress. I had a day out with Yuri, Amelia, and Toni. It had been months since we last hung out and now that our schedules finally aligned with no one sick or tired, as snatched up the opportunity and decided to hang out. We were going to be having a picnic at the beach and Toni had taken that upon herself, asking me to come along with bottles of wine. I took my toke today, applying skincare and light makeup before putting on my jewelry and snatching my handbag from the shelves in the walk-in closet built into Sean's room. When I got to the living room, Mya was seated on the beanbag with Sean on the floor besid