"What do I do, huh?" he nips softly on the skin of my neck as he thrusts in and out of me gently, holding onto me as though I was the most delicate thing in the world. "Tell me how to make it right, baby." He mumbled into my neck, his strokes growing deeper. My eyes met his vulnerable grey ones, and as I looked into the eyes of the man who broke me, I couldn't hold his gaze much longer because of how they seemingly appealed to me and made me waver. Pressing a kiss to his jaw, I whispered, suppressing a moan. "Bandages don't x bullet holes. You cannot x what you have already broken, Sean Wellington, because it's unxable." •••• Sekani Salvador never knew what it felt like to be truly loved, and even when she loved, it had to be a man she wasn't supposed to fall for, Sean Wellington, who happened to be the boyfriend of her twin sister, Simone Salvador, who loathed everything she stood for. Sekani could have sworn that she could never have him but all it took for fate to spin the bottle was one night of vodka and mistakes that she couldn't take back.
view moreSekani
A load of vomit splattered right in front of me, missing my ballet flats by a few millimeters.To all that is pure, and holy, why does this always happen to me?The guy who had been retching at my feet, doubled over, and slowly raised his unfocused eyes at me. His blonde hair was matted with sweat and some other unidentifiable fluid, and there was a big grin stretching his thin lips. He must have had spinach for dinner because pieces of regurgitated spinach clung to his teeth and tongue piercing.“Maria? Is that you?” Who the hell is Maria? “You’ve always looked like one of those hymns back in church. Hail Mary, mother of—”He belched loudly, wretched, and shot out a projectile of vomit from his mouth again. This time, a firm hand clasped around my shoulders and pulled me several steps away. Not even a second later, the spray of stale vomit covered the spot I was standing in.“Yeah, that's definitely molly.” Luca's voice said into my ear. “And you should sharpen your reflexes around here, Kina, stoned dude over there would have bathed you in his vomit.”Slowly, I moved my eyes to give him a sideways stare. He was grinning, completely unfazed by the freak of nature we had just witnessed. And we hadn't even stepped into the mansion where the proper party was in full swing.Reading the absolute horror on my face, he winked, “Welcome to college nightlife.”At the same moment, a drunk girl chose to jump into the massive pool, only to remember seconds later that she couldn't swim. While normal humans would have been panicking and trying to help her out, her friends laughed and recorded her splashing around and struggling. It was a circus out here.“I want to go home.” My voice was a squeak.“Not a chance. We just got here, and it's my mission to make your first GetdirtyatCove party, the best ever! Let's go.” He chuckled, tightening his grip around my shoulders.Like a sacrificial lamb, I let my best friend pull me towards the entrance which loomed over us like the gates to hell. Literally, it was. Once inside, the sheer vibration of the music grated through my bones, my heart, and my soul. The flashing neon lights were blinding, and the smell of booze, expensive perfume, weed, and sex was overpowering.The GetdirtyatCove annual parties were notorious, even among non-partygoers like me. It was a quintessential part of studying at Cove University. A rite of passage. A tradition to be honored by all, according to Luca. I couldn't disagree more, but he had finally managed to convince me to come with him this time.He had even gone as far as to buy me a party outfit, because I had nothing party-worthy in my wardrobe, unlike Simone, my perfect twin sister, who sported entire designer runway collections in her multiple closets.I hoped I didn't bump into her tonight.As I struggled to keep up with Luca, I bumped into some gyrating couple. I mumbled apologies which got drowned out by the music, and pulled down my nude dress for the umpteenth time. The skimpy fabric kept riding up my thighs. Luca had given me a look I'd never seen before and told me I looked sexy.It made me embarrassed, so I brushed him off. He couldn't convince me to wear the heels he bought, so I switched them out for ballet flats instead. Wish I had switched out the dress too.“Hey, Luca!” Someone called, and Luca let go of me to half-hug the guy.Big mistake. The surging crowd of dancing bodies and drunk students pushed me away from him. I gasped, stretching my hand out for him to save me, but he was lost in conversation with the other guy. The meathead hadn't even realized I was no longer at his side!I tried to free myself from the tangle, but a sweaty hand grabbed my arm.It was a guy with rank beer breath, drunk beyond his wits. “Hey beautiful, haven't seen you around here before. Let's hang! You look like fresh meat, unlike all the ran-through whores around here! You a freshman?”“No, thanks!” I slipped my arm away with a grimace and ran in the other direction. Hobbled, rather, as running in this dress was impossible.“Hey! Freshman!” He called after me, but I jumped into a room and slammed the door shut.It thankfully muted the migraine-inducing music and blocked out the rest of the party. This is what partying was? And people found it fun?I had to catch my breath for a bit, as I was incredibly unathletic. Reading books and watching corny romances didn't involve much physical strength, now did it?The room turned out to be a large hallway that branched out into different sections of the mansion. And there was a familiar voice filtering out from one of the other doorways. I could recognize that entitled high-pitched screech from my nightmares. Simone Salvador, heiress to our family’s billion-dollar company, Ultra Media, and my younger twin.I would have walked back into the arms of that sweaty guy rather than risk bumping into her, but I heard a second voice. A deep male voice. One I recognized, this time, from my secret fantasies. Sean Remington, heir to Atrix Communications, Simone's boyfriend, and the love of my life.I snuck closer, and there they were, facing off against each other in the middle of an argument.“I can't believe you're actually talking to me, like this, Sean!” Simone flipped her luscious brown hair over her shoulders, “Do you know how many guys would kill to even be my boyfriend?! And here you are, taking it for granted—”“—this is exactly the problem, Simone!” Sean exploded with a temper I had never seen before. “You don't fucking care about anyone but yourself! So you keep flirting with every fucking guy on campus and the moment I say something about it, you gloat about easily replacing me?!”“That wasn't what I said!”“Don't fucking play with me, Simone.” He clenched his fists. “That's all you've been doing all through our relationship.”She shook her head slightly, “You’re just mad because of all the attention I get. You don't want to see me happy, hell, you just want a puppet you can fucking control! I don't even want to look at you right now!”She grabbed a glass from the counter and smashed it against the wall. The click of her heels filled the room as she stormed off in the other direction.I was so engrossed in their argument, that I hadn't realized I was leaning heavily against the door. It gave under my weight and I buckled noisily, alerting Sean to my presence.His gorgeous amber eyes landed on me, knocking my breath away. I awkwardly smiled, “S-sorry, I didn't mean to eavesdrop. I just…”Sean didn't seem to care. He shrugged off his leather jacket, exposing the magnificent, swirling, and dark tattoos that spread from the side of his neck, to reappear down his strong, veiny arm. His grey shirt did nothing to hide the strong, hard muscles lining his six-foot-two frame of sex and appeal.My mouth dried. My twin sister had to be a different kind of bitch if she could willingly toy around with a guy like this.He grabbed a bottle of liquor and turned its contents into two glasses. “Come have a fucking drink, Sekina. You look miserable. That makes two of us.”“You don't look miserable,” I blurted out before I could stop myself. His perfect eyebrow arched at me, and I blushed, “I mean, you just seem a little sad. I'm sure Simone didn't mean any of what she said.”He finished his glass in a few gulps, and refilled it. I had never had alcohol before, but I wasn't telling him that. So I forced myself to finish the entire glass of the liquor, just like he did. It tasted like ass, and my head was suddenly swimming in disorientation.“You a fucking lightweight?” He chuckled, looking me up and down before finishing his second glass. “Want more?”Anything to spend more time with him. So I nodded. A few more glasses and an empty bottle later, I had lost all of my inhibitions. My eyes were laser-focused on every tiny movement he made. The subconscious bite of his bottom lip. The way he dragged his fingers through his dirty blonde hair. The sexy way his strong thighs were spread.The bulge in his crotch, that I had been dreaming about for a long time, wondering how it would feel—“Who knew you looked like this, under all those clothes.” His drunken voice was raw sex, making my inner thighs clench with need.“What?”His gaze raked over me. “That dress. You look fucking good in that dress.”“Thanks,” I muttered, cheeks aflame. The room spun again, and I swayed off my chair towards the floor. Even drunk, his reflexes remained sharp. He shot out of his seat and caught me, an arm pressing me into his chest.He felt divine. He smelled divine. My breasts were squished against his chest, and our faces were so close I could feel his warm breath laced with alcohol. His eyes were hooded and hungry, staring down at my cleavage, and up at my parted lips.He cursed softly and bridged the gap, devouring my lips in the wildest kiss possible. Something snapped in me, and I grabbed him hard, and needy, kissing him back as passionately as I could manage.It was a whirl of pleasure I had never felt before, as he backed me up into another doorway, and we got tangled in the soft bed. It was better than my dirtiest fantasies when he hitched my dress up and flexed his erection against my soaking mound. My own moans sounded strange and foreign, yet so right when he finally penetrated me.Apart from the initial pinch of pain, the barrage of pleasure that followed had me fisting his hair and grabbing the sheet, as his body rocked mine over and over again, making the bed creak in protest.SEAN: I paced from one side of my office to the other, impatiently waiting for a response from the delivery guy I had specially paid to send the package to Sekani. An hour had passed and I was yet to hear from him. At the sound of a knock on the door, I hurried towards it, disappointed to see Jake standing in front of me when I opened the door. "Why do you look at me like I am the last person you want to see today?" "Because you are," I flopped into one of the seats. "What are you doing here?" "I've not seen my best friend in a week. His calls haven't been picked and then I am told that he's here today so I head over to his office to see him, only to be told that I am the last person who wants to see," He clutched his heart in pain. "That hurts really bad, I have to tell you." "How are you doing?" "Good," He took a seat beside me. "With you not around, things have quite been okay, I guess. Everyone respects me when you're not around." "You're being dramatic as
SEKANI: The next morning, I woke up in a daze. I was in torment and that torment was the memories from last night. How did it happen? What had driven me to his study, one I had never stepped foot into since I could last remember? Sean was snoring softly beside me and I wore just panties and nothing on top. I tried not to move for the sake of not waking him up and having to spend the next few moments awkwardly. How could I get his fucking arm off me? It was almost the crack of dawn and the skies were starting to turn into a lighter shade of Ultramarine. Birds were starting to sing and music played softly in the background from Sean's phone. Yes, while we were having several rounds of sex and waking at intervals to his hard crotch between my buttocks, he had stopped to play music to spice up the moment. And it had done the work. After he did that, it was all me instigating it all, ignoring the warnings my brain sent to me. At that moment, nothing made sense. Only having Sean th
SEAN:Mya was fast asleep on the couch when I got to the living room. I picked her up and took her back to her room, placing her on the bed and tucking her in before kissing her forehead goodnight. I stood there at the head of her bed for a while, watching her sleep peacefully. Mya was the reason any of this made sense because I knew I'd have taken my L and found my way. I couldn't deal with the guilt and all of these anymore but how could I just leave when I had a daughter who loved me so much? Knowing that sleep was going to be hard for me to find, I made my way to my study and decided to complete a few tasks. Thankfully, by the time I was going to be done, maybe Sekani would be fast asleep. I didn't want to get into a conversation with her and even if it was going to take just one night of not speaking to each other again, I could survive it. I was ten minutes into finishing up a few documents when I heard the sound of the door clicking open. I looked up to see Sekan
SEAN: Spending the whole day with Mya had been nice, but worrying over Sekani and her whereabouts didn't allow me enjoy it to the fullest. I tried to be the most playful around Mya but I could tell she didn't believe I was. She constantly asks if I was sad until I forced myself to be overly happy. Things you did for the women you loved. I was going to do anything to make Sure Mya was happy. I kept checking Sekani's twitter page to see if she was going to make any post. I was already used to anticipating her posts as I had spent the last five days stalking her page and following whatever was going on in her life. And now that she was out, I found myself doing the same thing. It wasn't until eight o'clock she called me, sounding a little bit drunk. Her words slurred and I got more worried. She was probably calling me because she got lost. I was sure Sekani would never call me now matter what the hell was happening and now that she did, I was kind of happy that she actual
SEKANI: I dressed casually today. It was Sunday and also a beautiful day. And thankfully, I had started my morning on a good note. There was something about going to that cliff that made me realize life could be beautiful and enjoyed. Something about it that reminded me we only lived once. So I decided within myself to spend my weekends doing nothing but having the time of my life. But now, how could I have the time of my life with Sean in it? How could I enjoy it with the reminder that someone who had wronged me in the past was also enjoying it with me? It felt like I was going round and round in circles because hell, I shared Sean to suffer and somehow, I hadn't even achieved a thing that made me proud of the fact that I actually did. Nothing I had planned seemed to work. It was either irrelevant or just something I didn't do. And as I drove out of the gates of the house, I made a mental note to harden my heart. I made a mental note not to look at Mya and decided agains
SEKANI: Sean was quick to catch and stabilize me and when I tried pulling away, he held me from moving and shut the door behind me. Even in the dimly lit room, I could see how his eyes dropped intensely onto mine. I could see how they swirled with so much intensity. "Sekani," He muttered under his breath. "Can we talk now?" "There are several places to talk and you choose this place?" I asked, raising my brows in askance. "Why choose here of all places?" "Let's not act like we don't know you've been avoiding me since my return. This was the only place I could get you," He pulled away from me and folded one arm over the other before turning towards the door. "I haven't been avoiding you," I replied. "I have only been on my own. Doing my own things like I usually do. We have never done anything together and you could have simply told me you wanted to speak to me." He scoffed and raked his fingers through his hair. "Really? When have you ever given me the c
SEAN: "My name is Mya Salvador," Mya spoke slowly and politely. I'd never seen such an active child mellow to my mother and this was the first since she greatly disliked kids. I could tell my grandmother was already in love with her. From the way she smiled and spoke, they both enjoyed a wonderful conversation. So I decided to leave the kitchen in search of Sekani. I made my way over to the living room but it was void of her presence. Whistling, I made my way to the room in a way to alert her that I was coming to see her. But then, I got to her room and didn't see her there. Frowning, I stopped by the door and stared into the room, void of her presence. None of her clothes hung around. No sign of her at all. I walked into the room and took a seat on the side of her bed. I ran my hands on the sheets, imagining she was there and I was caressing her body. I slept beside her last night and yet, she felt so far. So distant. I couldn't reach out to her as I was very scared of b
SEKANI: By the time I arrived home, it was almost dusk and I could already tell that Sean was in the kitchen making dinner once again. Mya was also in the kitchen and as I walked into the house, I heard her chirpy voice in the kitchen, asking Sean all sorts of annoying questions he kept answering her. It was finally nice to have him back. Now, Mya could disturb someone else that wasn't me. Without going into the kitchen as I was avoiding Sean at all costs, I made my way into the room, took off my clothes, and decided that the food I had shared with the girls was enough. And tomorrow was Sunday so there was really nothing to do. I checked the time to see it was a few minutes after seven o'clock. Watching movies on Netflix wasn't a bad idea so I did just that, opening up my laptop and logging in before spending over thirty minutes looking for a suitable movie to watch. Well, I found one. It was a historical romance movie set in France and it was something I could
SEKANI: After what happened last night with me losing my guard, I promised myself not to let it happen again. For a man who had disappeared all of a sudden a week ago, I shouldn't have even let him touch my skin. It was a mistake and I wasn't going to let it repeat itself. After breakfast, I went back to the room we shared, got cleaned up, and slipped into a sundress. I had a day out with Yuri, Amelia, and Toni. It had been months since we last hung out and now that our schedules finally aligned with no one sick or tired, as snatched up the opportunity and decided to hang out. We were going to be having a picnic at the beach and Toni had taken that upon herself, asking me to come along with bottles of wine. I took my toke today, applying skincare and light makeup before putting on my jewelry and snatching my handbag from the shelves in the walk-in closet built into Sean's room. When I got to the living room, Mya was seated on the beanbag with Sean on the floor besid
Welcome to GoodNovel world of fiction. If you like this novel, or you are an idealist hoping to explore a perfect world, and also want to become an original novel author online to increase income, you can join our family to read or create various types of books, such as romance novel, epic reading, werewolf novel, fantasy novel, history novel and so on. If you are a reader, high quality novels can be selected here. If you are an author, you can obtain more inspiration from others to create more brilliant works, what's more, your works on our platform will catch more attention and win more admiration from readers.
Mga Comments