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13. Passionately For You
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2020-11-04 11:26:20I honestly didn't know what this was. But I do know it was too damn fast for me. I was falling for him also. He knew it, though I didn't say anything back to him.
We stayed in the studio the whole afternoon, ordered pizza for lunch, and had the leftover cake as our dessert. Then he left me alone for hours, reading on my new window ledge nook. While he sketched and painted me. I could see his movement as he painted.
I rested my eyes and made some coffee, stopping by his side and gave him a hug. "Brenton, what time do you want to take me back?"
"Why don't you stay the night here?" He put his brush down, washed his hand, and joined me for coffee.
"But I didn't bring my stuff, I didn't wake up like this you know. I need my beauty products." I told him pouted.
"Let's just go to the mall. We do a quick shopping trip and a quick dash to the pharmacy also, need more condoms with our overzealous se
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