I was shocked when I looked at the white rose resting on top of my desk. I never expected to receive something like this today. I thought no one would have the guts to give me something like this, but I was wrong.
Could it really be the same person sending all these, or is it someone else?
"Oh? Who's this one from?" Vanessa asked in surprise as she reached my side. There was no note with it, so I couldn’t tell who it was from.
"I don’t know," I replied shortly. I looked at the boys in my class, but none of them seemed to act any differently, so I was pretty sure none of them had left it for me.
"Sandra..." I called out to one of my classmates. She immediately looked at me and walked over.
"What’s up, Thena? Do you need something?" she asked, smiling at me.
"Did you see who left this on my desk?" I asked. She glanced at the flower I was holding, then seemed to think for a moment. I really hoped she saw who it was, so I could finally figure out who was sending these.
"Oh, that. Someone gave that to you earlier, but you hadn’t arrived yet, so he just left it there after that he left," she replied.
Vanessa and I exchanged a look, both of us couldn’t believe by what she said. Who could it be?
"Did you recognize who it was?" Vanessa asked, but Sandra shook her head in response. I felt a bit deflated after hearing that. I thought I’d finally find out who it was.
"But the varsity player Adrian Chua came with him. I think they’re friends."
Adrian Chua, the varsity player for two consecutive years and captain of the Red Eagle team, and also my long-time crush's best friend. Vanessa's eyes suddenly lit up when she heard Adrian's name. Geez, she’s probably in love with him by now.
But I don’t know any of Adrian’s friends, and as far as I know, they’re already in their third year of high school. It felt like I suddenly got confused, even though I shouldn’t have.
"He's so handsome, Thena, even more handsome than Adrian," Sandra said, which made Vanessa's face sour.
"Alright, thanks Sandra," I replied, and she left.
"He’s more handsome than Adrian? He’s the only handsome guy here in school," Vanessa muttered irritably.
I just laughed at her reaction. For her, Adrian is the only handsome guy, even though there are plenty of other good-looking guys here in school besides her crush.
"But who could it be among Adrian’s friends? I do like him, but I don’t know the names of his friends. I mean, we barely see them here at school, right? Our school is huge after all."
I just sighed after learning all of that. Geez, it just added to the things I’m thinking about. Why does this Valentine’s Day even exist? I was minding my own business, then suddenly, this happens. My day started off bad, and it just got worse with everything that happened today.
Lord, please don’t let me spend the whole day just thinking about these gifts I received. I appreciate them, but why is he making it so hard for me to figure out who he is? I’m not a mind reader.
"So, what’s your plan? Should we try to figure them out one by one, or should I just search for Mr. Z?" Vanessa said, which made me laugh a little, and for a moment, I felt lighter.
"Let’s just leave it. He’ll introduce himself eventually. Let’s go to the cafeteria, I’m hungry."
I’ll leave it at that. If he doesn’t want to properly introduce himself, then fine, I won’t force him. After all, that’s what he seems to want. But at least, in some way, he made my Valentine’s Day a little better.
***
"Looks like you’re starving from thinking about who your secret admirer is. You’ve had two siopaos and a box of cookies already," Vanessa said. I ended up throwing the tissue I was holding at her, but she just laughed.
"Just let me be, I’m hungry. I can’t just stop myself from eating," I replied before drinking some water. Tss, I’m so stressed out, I don’t even know why.
"Did I hear that right? Secret admirer? You? That’s impossible."
I didn’t even turn around—just from the voice, I knew exactly who it was. One of the biggest troublemakers and b*tchy people in school. Lauren Estrella, one of the people who humiliates me and ruins my life and reputation.
"Hey! Stop it, Lauren. You’re really just butting into a conversation that doesn't concern you. Go find someone else to talk to. It’s so obvious that you’re a gossiper," my friend angrily said. She suddenly stood up, and I followed, standing up to stop her.
"Why? Is it even true? Who would ever like her? Stop assuming, Athena, it doesn’t suit you," Lauren said, with a disgusted and rude tone.
I couldn’t respond because she was right. Who would like someone poor and unattractive like me? No one, that’s why it’s so strange why someone’s sending me flowers.
"FYI, my friend is way prettier than you. While you, you’re only relying on your attitude, but you’re still lacking," Vanessa snapped back, which really made Lauren angry. She suddenly charged toward us, but her friends held her back.
Everyone turned to look at us, and the surrounding noise grew louder. Honestly, I felt embarrassed and just wanted to leave to cry, but I didn’t want to leave my friend alone here.
"Well, what now? Are you going to speak?" my friend angrily shouted. Lauren didn’t respond, instead, she grabbed a glass of juice from the table and threw it at us. But before it could hit my friend, I immediately stepped in front of her.
Everyone was shocked, and the area suddenly became silent because of what I did, especially my friend. I didn’t regret it—just didn’t want Vanessa to get caught up in Lauren’s anger.
"You, you’re such a witch!" Vanessa screamed angrily, but before she could rush at Lauren, I stopped her by the arm.
"Van, enough! Just let it go, let’s go." And I immediately left the canteen before my tears could fall.
I felt like a drenched chick, and I didn’t care about what anyone thought who just saw me.
"Tsk! Why did I wear a white shirt? Geez, now it’s stained," I complained while wiping my shirt with a towel.
I’m here now, near the school garden. This is where I decided to go after what happened in the canteen. I don’t know where Vanessa is, but I think she’s looking for me now.
"Is your shirt more important to you than your health?"
I looked up to see who spoke. But my eyes widened when I saw him.
Lord, he’s handsome.
"Here, change into this shirt before you catch a cold," he said, handing me a black t-shirt. I just stared at what he was holding, especially at him.
"Just take it, I haven’t used it yet," he said before smiling at me.
Oh my god, he became even more handsome when he smiled.
"Thanks for the shirt," I said after accepting it from him.
"You're welcome, by the way, I’m Zander."
I was suddenly speechless.
Zander? Letter Z?
Could he be my secret admirer?
"Hey, Athena!"I was snapped back to reality because of what Vanessa did. This friend of mine, I swear—every time I’m deep in thought, she just has to ruin it."What now? I’m thinking here and you just had to butt in," I grumbled, but she only laughed."Sorry bestie, it’s just—you were totally spacing out. What were you thinking about again? Your secret admirer? My God, let it go already. We’re in our first year of college and he still hasn’t revealed himself," she said as she placed a cup of coffee in front of me.Geez. She’s right, though. We’re already in college and I still haven’t found out who the first guy to make my heart race really is. I’m not even sure if that guy I met three years ago… was really him.After what happened between the two of us, I never saw him again—and until now, I haven’t even returned the shirt he lent me. I don’t even know where he is now, but from what I heard, he went abroad to study. That’s why it feels impossible that he’s the same *Mr. Z* who’s sti
I was relieved to leave that VIP room. It felt like I could finally breathe again after dealing with Boss Yael's friends, especially Mr. VIP. Even now, I'm still thinking about what Thomas said. What could that mean?Mr. VIP's stare earlier felt like it had something behind it. I'm not assuming, but that's truly how I felt. His gaze seemed to reach deep into my soul, like he was observing every move of my body. It wasn’t creepy, but it was certainly confusing. I don’t know what to think about that man—why does he look at me like that?Sigh, I ended up drinking three shots of tequila because I couldn't stop thinking about him."Athena."I had only been sitting at the bar counter for five minutes when I heard Boss Yael's voice again. What could he possibly need from me now? I really didn’t want to go back to the VIP room. I might get grilled by his friends again."Yes? Boss Yael, what do you need?" I asked, forcing a smile."I need your help," he said, which surprised me."Boss Yael, ar
WARNING! SPG SCENES!I couldn't do anything but stay there. Honestly, I wanted to leave because I could feel this strange energy around me, and on top of that, I was starting to feel dizzy. But he wouldn't let me go, even after I insisted several times.This was definitely not the right decision to have helped him. I really should have just left him downstairs and let the guard take care of him. But I would feel guilty if something happened to him.He walked toward his bedroom, and I just followed him with my eyes while I stayed seated on the couch. I breathed a sigh of relief when he made it inside without stumbling.This was my chance to leave.I walked slowly towards the door, but after only a few steps, I suddenly heard a thud from inside his room.I just run a hand to my face out of frustration as I walked toward his room.When you’re unlucky, Athena.I even made the sign of the cross before entering his room. And there I found him sprawled on the floor with no shirt on.I immedi
"Agh!" I groaned, clutching my head. I slowly opened my eyes and was greeted by an unfamiliar place. My eyes widened in shock when I realized I was in a condo.Whose condo is this?What happened? How did I end up here?"A-Agh!" I groaned again as I felt the pain in my lower body. Because of this, I slowly started to remember what happened last night."Oh my God," I whispered, covering my mouth.I was suddenly dismayed with despair as I remembered everything that had happened between me and that guy. I couldn't believe I had slept with a guy I barely knew."Why did I do that?" I asked myself, tears finally falling. I covered my face and sobbed loudly.I couldn't believe I had done that. I never imagined we would end up like that. I'm not that kind of girl, who would just sleep with a guy she didn't know well.Why did I do that? Why did I do something that would only ruin my life, my self?"Leave, once you're awake."This was written on a note I found on the bedside table, next to ten t
It’s been a week since that incident with that guy. And it’s been a week of being gossiped about by people around here. False rumors that are ruining my reputation.Because of what happened, everyone thinks I work at the bar to sell my body, in other words, a prostitute. I don’t know how it got to that point. I only told Aunt Rosa and Vanessa, but how did it spread all over the whole neighborhood? Neither Aunt Rosa nor Vanessa told anyone, but somehow, those rumors are everywhere."Dear, how are you feeling?" Aunt Rosa asked when she saw me coming down the stairs from my room."Still the same, Auntie, but I’m okay. Please don’t worry about me," I responded.I had just woken up because I wasn’t feeling well. I don’t know why, but I think it’s just because of fatigue and lack of sleep."Well, that’s good to hear, but later, don’t take any medicine, just for today," she said, which made me a little confused."Why, Auntie?" I asked, confused. She avoided looking at me and quickly headed t
“Are you sure you’re okay to go back?” Aunt Rosa asked as I came down from my room.“Yes, Aunt Rosa, I’m feeling much better now, so please don’t worry about me,” I replied.“Alright then, just be careful. If you start feeling unwell again, don’t hesitate to call me,” she said with concern, pulling me into a tight hug.“Yes, Auntie. I’ll get going now,” I said as I bid her goodbye and left the house.I was heading to school. I had already missed several days, so I really needed to go back. I’d missed a bunch of activities and quizzes, and even though I was still feeling a bit dizzy and my body was heavy, I had to push myself to attend so I could catch up. I didn’t really have a choice—not if I wanted to keep up, even if part of me still didn’t feel ready to return.“ATHENAAA!”I was startled when Vanessa suddenly greeted me like that. Her shout was so loud that almost every student at the entrance turned to look at her. Her face was unreadable, like something was wrong, but I couldn’t
"Thank you," I muttered while staring into the distance.I felt shy to look at him—I don't even know why, but maybe it's because this is the first time we've seen each other again after three years.The two of us are here now, up on the stage near the field. I’ve already lost the motivation to attend class because of what happened earlier. It's already halfway through the second period, and soon it’ll be time to go home anyway. I’ll just wait for class to end before heading home."Are you okay?" he asked. I immediately turned to him and caught him looking at me.He’s worried—I can see it in his eyes, but… why?“Probably you’re not, it’s written on your face,” he said, looking away from me. I could only sigh deeply, trying to stop myself from crying."I saw that post circulating in the social media that's why every students here in campus were talking and badmouthing about you."So he saw it too. Well, it’s been all over social media, even here in the university. It seems like almost e
I quickly stepped down from the chair and tightly hugged Aunt Rosa. It felt like I was suddenly brought back to reality because of what she said.In all the pain and sadness I was feeling, I had forgotten that there was a little one growing inside me.“I-I’m sorry, Auntie… I didn’t mean to,” I cried out.What I did was terrible. I didn’t even think about the baby inside me—about becoming a mother. It wasn’t their fault, yet I dragged them into my sadness and anger. I deeply regret what I did now.“Here, drink some water,” Aunt Rosa said, handing me a glass of water. I quickly took it and drank.I suddenly placed my hand on my stomach and thought to myself.Hang in there, baby. Mama won’t make another mistake that could hurt you.“Are you okay?” Aunt Rosa asked sadly, holding both of my hands.I gave a small smile and nodded in response. “Yes, I’m okay, Auntie. I’m sorry for what I did. I won’t do it again.”“I hope you never do that again. I don’t want anything bad to happen to you. B
I quickly stepped down from the chair and tightly hugged Aunt Rosa. It felt like I was suddenly brought back to reality because of what she said.In all the pain and sadness I was feeling, I had forgotten that there was a little one growing inside me.“I-I’m sorry, Auntie… I didn’t mean to,” I cried out.What I did was terrible. I didn’t even think about the baby inside me—about becoming a mother. It wasn’t their fault, yet I dragged them into my sadness and anger. I deeply regret what I did now.“Here, drink some water,” Aunt Rosa said, handing me a glass of water. I quickly took it and drank.I suddenly placed my hand on my stomach and thought to myself.Hang in there, baby. Mama won’t make another mistake that could hurt you.“Are you okay?” Aunt Rosa asked sadly, holding both of my hands.I gave a small smile and nodded in response. “Yes, I’m okay, Auntie. I’m sorry for what I did. I won’t do it again.”“I hope you never do that again. I don’t want anything bad to happen to you. B
"Thank you," I muttered while staring into the distance.I felt shy to look at him—I don't even know why, but maybe it's because this is the first time we've seen each other again after three years.The two of us are here now, up on the stage near the field. I’ve already lost the motivation to attend class because of what happened earlier. It's already halfway through the second period, and soon it’ll be time to go home anyway. I’ll just wait for class to end before heading home."Are you okay?" he asked. I immediately turned to him and caught him looking at me.He’s worried—I can see it in his eyes, but… why?“Probably you’re not, it’s written on your face,” he said, looking away from me. I could only sigh deeply, trying to stop myself from crying."I saw that post circulating in the social media that's why every students here in campus were talking and badmouthing about you."So he saw it too. Well, it’s been all over social media, even here in the university. It seems like almost e
“Are you sure you’re okay to go back?” Aunt Rosa asked as I came down from my room.“Yes, Aunt Rosa, I’m feeling much better now, so please don’t worry about me,” I replied.“Alright then, just be careful. If you start feeling unwell again, don’t hesitate to call me,” she said with concern, pulling me into a tight hug.“Yes, Auntie. I’ll get going now,” I said as I bid her goodbye and left the house.I was heading to school. I had already missed several days, so I really needed to go back. I’d missed a bunch of activities and quizzes, and even though I was still feeling a bit dizzy and my body was heavy, I had to push myself to attend so I could catch up. I didn’t really have a choice—not if I wanted to keep up, even if part of me still didn’t feel ready to return.“ATHENAAA!”I was startled when Vanessa suddenly greeted me like that. Her shout was so loud that almost every student at the entrance turned to look at her. Her face was unreadable, like something was wrong, but I couldn’t
It’s been a week since that incident with that guy. And it’s been a week of being gossiped about by people around here. False rumors that are ruining my reputation.Because of what happened, everyone thinks I work at the bar to sell my body, in other words, a prostitute. I don’t know how it got to that point. I only told Aunt Rosa and Vanessa, but how did it spread all over the whole neighborhood? Neither Aunt Rosa nor Vanessa told anyone, but somehow, those rumors are everywhere."Dear, how are you feeling?" Aunt Rosa asked when she saw me coming down the stairs from my room."Still the same, Auntie, but I’m okay. Please don’t worry about me," I responded.I had just woken up because I wasn’t feeling well. I don’t know why, but I think it’s just because of fatigue and lack of sleep."Well, that’s good to hear, but later, don’t take any medicine, just for today," she said, which made me a little confused."Why, Auntie?" I asked, confused. She avoided looking at me and quickly headed t
"Agh!" I groaned, clutching my head. I slowly opened my eyes and was greeted by an unfamiliar place. My eyes widened in shock when I realized I was in a condo.Whose condo is this?What happened? How did I end up here?"A-Agh!" I groaned again as I felt the pain in my lower body. Because of this, I slowly started to remember what happened last night."Oh my God," I whispered, covering my mouth.I was suddenly dismayed with despair as I remembered everything that had happened between me and that guy. I couldn't believe I had slept with a guy I barely knew."Why did I do that?" I asked myself, tears finally falling. I covered my face and sobbed loudly.I couldn't believe I had done that. I never imagined we would end up like that. I'm not that kind of girl, who would just sleep with a guy she didn't know well.Why did I do that? Why did I do something that would only ruin my life, my self?"Leave, once you're awake."This was written on a note I found on the bedside table, next to ten t
WARNING! SPG SCENES!I couldn't do anything but stay there. Honestly, I wanted to leave because I could feel this strange energy around me, and on top of that, I was starting to feel dizzy. But he wouldn't let me go, even after I insisted several times.This was definitely not the right decision to have helped him. I really should have just left him downstairs and let the guard take care of him. But I would feel guilty if something happened to him.He walked toward his bedroom, and I just followed him with my eyes while I stayed seated on the couch. I breathed a sigh of relief when he made it inside without stumbling.This was my chance to leave.I walked slowly towards the door, but after only a few steps, I suddenly heard a thud from inside his room.I just run a hand to my face out of frustration as I walked toward his room.When you’re unlucky, Athena.I even made the sign of the cross before entering his room. And there I found him sprawled on the floor with no shirt on.I immedi
I was relieved to leave that VIP room. It felt like I could finally breathe again after dealing with Boss Yael's friends, especially Mr. VIP. Even now, I'm still thinking about what Thomas said. What could that mean?Mr. VIP's stare earlier felt like it had something behind it. I'm not assuming, but that's truly how I felt. His gaze seemed to reach deep into my soul, like he was observing every move of my body. It wasn’t creepy, but it was certainly confusing. I don’t know what to think about that man—why does he look at me like that?Sigh, I ended up drinking three shots of tequila because I couldn't stop thinking about him."Athena."I had only been sitting at the bar counter for five minutes when I heard Boss Yael's voice again. What could he possibly need from me now? I really didn’t want to go back to the VIP room. I might get grilled by his friends again."Yes? Boss Yael, what do you need?" I asked, forcing a smile."I need your help," he said, which surprised me."Boss Yael, ar
"Hey, Athena!"I was snapped back to reality because of what Vanessa did. This friend of mine, I swear—every time I’m deep in thought, she just has to ruin it."What now? I’m thinking here and you just had to butt in," I grumbled, but she only laughed."Sorry bestie, it’s just—you were totally spacing out. What were you thinking about again? Your secret admirer? My God, let it go already. We’re in our first year of college and he still hasn’t revealed himself," she said as she placed a cup of coffee in front of me.Geez. She’s right, though. We’re already in college and I still haven’t found out who the first guy to make my heart race really is. I’m not even sure if that guy I met three years ago… was really him.After what happened between the two of us, I never saw him again—and until now, I haven’t even returned the shirt he lent me. I don’t even know where he is now, but from what I heard, he went abroad to study. That’s why it feels impossible that he’s the same *Mr. Z* who’s sti
I was shocked when I looked at the white rose resting on top of my desk. I never expected to receive something like this today. I thought no one would have the guts to give me something like this, but I was wrong.Could it really be the same person sending all these, or is it someone else?"Oh? Who's this one from?" Vanessa asked in surprise as she reached my side. There was no note with it, so I couldn’t tell who it was from."I don’t know," I replied shortly. I looked at the boys in my class, but none of them seemed to act any differently, so I was pretty sure none of them had left it for me."Sandra..." I called out to one of my classmates. She immediately looked at me and walked over."What’s up, Thena? Do you need something?" she asked, smiling at me."Did you see who left this on my desk?" I asked. She glanced at the flower I was holding, then seemed to think for a moment. I really hoped she saw who it was, so I could finally figure out who was sending these."Oh, that. Someone