Chapter 2

Jan’s POV

She’s coming today. All of the newspapers have written about it when her grandfather announced her return 2 days ago. After 3 fucking years, she’s finally returning. Come on Jan why are you thinking? She left you 3 years ago without even explaining. She broke up with you and probably forgot about you. Why are you still thinking about her? I hatted her for the past 3 years. Every time I remember the day, she broke up with me I hate her even more.

*3 years ago*

It is sunny day. I have to meet Sarah at our secret place after half an hour and I am still at home. She hates it when I am late as she is a very punctual person. After nearly 45 minutes I arrived to the place that has a lot of our memories together the coast. She was already sitting there but she seemed sad. I don’t like it when she is sad her face is only made for smiling. I decided to go get her an ice-cream she loves chocolate ice-creams but before going she turned and saw me. When I saw her eyes, I was shocked her beautiful blue eyes where red and puffed indicating that she was crying “What happened? Why were you crying?” I asked worriedly. “Jan I came here to tell you..” she stopped trying not to cry “I came here to tell you that I am travelling America next week” she said looking down. “Oh baby, that’s why you were crying” I smiled then continued “I know you like going there often and I appreciate that”. I know she likes going to America once in a while she likes it there. “Jan I am going there for college” as she said that I felt my heart ache. I knew she wanted to study there but she once told me that she decided against it in order to be with me here as we both know that long-distance won’t work for us, we’re inseparable. “What?? And you decided it without even telling me” I was angry I felt as if I am nothing to her. “And we’re together every day why didn’t you tell me before?” I asked. “Jan, I am not here to discuss me travelling” she looked down again “I am here to breakup with you” as she said that I felt my heart shatter to million pieces. “What? Why? I know that long-distance is a terrible idea for us but we can still work it out Sarah” I said trying to do anything so we can still be together God knows how much I love her. I loved Sarah since I was 16 and she was 12. It was love at first sight for me. When I firstly saw her while going with my father to work, I fell in love with her. Yes, my father worked for her grandfather as their driver her own driver. After then, I went with my father each and every day to work in order to see her with the excuse that I wanted my father to drop me at school on the way. We used to talk on our way and after 2 years my father died and I lost contact with her. I was very disappointed but one day I saw her at my school she came to a friend of hers and I went and talked to her. We became the best of friends at first and on her 16^th birthday I confessed to her that I loved her and she said that she loved me too. Since then, we became inseparable we see each other everyday after her school. Although her family aren’t very fond of me as my father was their driver but Sarah never treated my as I am lower than her, she always said that she knows what I am capable of doing and that one day I am going to be someone with great importance in this society. “Jan as I said I am not here to discuss anything. I am here to tell you goodbye and that we cannot be with each other again” her words shattered my heart again “Sarah please tell me what I did and I am going to resolve it. Please don’t leave me I know you love me as much as I love you” I begged. Then, she looked in my eyes while saying “Sorry Jan, I don’t love you anymore and I have to go” I couldn’t stop her. I wasn’t able to move or even to blink.

*Now*

Sorry Jan, I don’t love you anymore. These words kept ringing in my ears for the past 3 years. I tried to contact her after that but she refused to answer me. I even went to her house to see and was stopped by the guards saying that she didn’t want to see me. After a year, she was gone and she didn’t return to Turkey since then. Now, I am at one of her family’s companies as I am the CEO of this company. To be completely honest without the help of her grandfather I wasn’t going to succeed and reach what I have reached today and my application wasn’t going to be this popular. When I went to her grandfather 3 months ago and showed him this application, he opened me this company with a 50% share and I was on cloud nine. I knew he didn’t like our relationship but at the same time he didn’t refuse to meet me and accepted my offer. I wonder if she knows about this company or if he has told her what I have achieved but I didn’t dare to ask. Until 2 days ago I was fine. Of course, I didn’t forget her but I was trying to but when her grandfather made this announcement my heart ached and the same pain returned. Since then, I haven’t been myself; I didn’t sleep well, didn’t eat well and all that was occupying my mind was her and only her. I was sitting now in my office as I heard that her grandfather is coming here with her after picking her up from the airport to show her the company. I don’t know if he did this on purpose or not but I will learn eventually. “Jan, chairman Yorkan is here with his granddaughter” Isaac my assistant said while entering my office. My heart skipped a beat. Was I going to face her now? What will she do when she sees me? What will I do when I see her? “He wanted to see you in the meeting room” Isaac continued. “Tell him I am coming right away” I said. I stood from my chair and wore my jacket trying to look good and then I headed for the meeting room. With every step I taking to the room my heart beat becomes faster and faster.