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2022-03-01 06:39:02Jan’s POV
I left the Yorkan mansion after what Sarah said. I didn’t want her to see the hurt in my eyes. I didn’t want to let her see that her words still affect me because they still do. When I heard her tell her grandfather that she doesn’t love me it did hurt like hell but I didn’t expect that saying that she was pretending to love me before to hurt way more. I thought that I was over her long time ago but these two days has proven that I am not over her at all. I still love her with every ounce of my being and I would be lying to myself if I said something opposite to that. I don’t know what happened 3 years ago and why is she acting like that all of a sudden. She has changed a lot during the past 3 years. The Sarah I know never intended to hurt someone like this, never was this heartless. She became a different person not the one I knew and loved before and yet I still love her so much. W
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Sarah’s POVWe ordered lunch then after the waiter was gone Jan asked “So, I never really asked how are you doing? How is life there in America?”“Well, I am great and very excited to finally finish studying and as for life back there it’s really good. I have my own house. Well, grandpa bought it to me 3 years ago as he didn’t want me to stay in the dorms of the college” I said.“Do you live alone in that house or with someone? A friend maybe?” he asked.“No, I live alone but sometimes Noah or Penny drops by and stays a night or two with me” I said.“Don’t you have more friends?” he asked.“I have of course as I am the captain of the girls soccer team but those two are my very best friends” I said smiling at the memory of the three of us watching movies on my couch and Penny making remarks about roma
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Jan’s POV I kept staring in her deep blue eyes waiting for any sign of regret that should stop my heart from racing and that can make me take her off my lap but I didn’t find it. What I found instead was desire and that made me turned on even more. When I was fixing her seat belt her smell turned me on and when I sensed her stare and turned and looked at her lips I was turned on more and more. God what am I thinking right now? “Sarah, what are we doing?” I asked my forehead is connected with hers. “I don’t know Jan” she said sighing. I then looked her in the eyes and said “I don’t want to stop” she smiled and then said “Me neither” and as she said that I crushed my lips to her wanting to taste her again. Her smooth lips are killing me that I even wanted more. We kept kissing and then I sensed Sarah trying to unbutton my shirt. I stopped her breaking the kiss and said “Sarah, we can’t do this. We shouldn’t do this”
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Sarah’s POV “Why did you leave 3 years ago?” he asked. Oh my god!! I didn’t know that this day will come this soon or will come ever. I need to say something fast but I can’t tell him the truth. If I tell him the truth he will have hope that I don’t want him to have. ‘What will happen after this?’ his question echoed in my head. What was I thinking then? “I think you know the answer to that question pretty well Jan” I said coldly. “I left because I wanted to study in America simple” I continued. “Was that a strong reason to break up with? I told you that you can go and we still could be together but you told me that you didn’t feel like studying there anymore? So why did you leave back then?” he bombarded me with questions. “I told you back then that I don’t love you anymore” I said nonchalantly. “And this is a lie!! I saw the lust and desire in your eyes today. I saw it clearly” he yelled. “First
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Jan’s POVI waited for her to answer me. I really wanted this answer. “I don’t know Jan. It’s complicated” she said looking down. “What do you mean it’s complicated?” I asked. I was getting really mad. I didn’t know that she could lie all those lies. I felt that something was weird about her deciding to leave me in the first place but I didn’t know that she decided to give up her dream just for me. I feel awful about it. “I mean Jan that I’m leaving after 2 months and I don’t want to get your hopes up” she made sense. What will happen after 2 months? I don’t know. “Then don’t. I demanded answers and you gave me them. I think I’m done here. I will see you tomorrow at the party” I said walking out of her room. Yes, I demanded answers but I didn’t know that these answers will hurt me even more. I don’t know what shall I do now. I love her
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Sarah’s POV“Specially not you, Sarah” he said angrily. I know he’s stubborn but I didn’t do anything before this to make him stubborn with me. I never failed him before but this time I didn’t fail him once but twice. “Hey” I said approaching to his bed “I’m so so sorry Selim. I didn’t mean to not answer your calls” I said apologetically. “I’m going to make it up to you I promise” I continued. “Where were you, huh? Why didn’t you fulfil your promises? You’ve never done this before except of course you were busy with your future husband and forgot about me” he said while his eyes started to water. I can’t imagine I’m the reason he’s going to cry. I really messed up big. “I promise Jan has nothing to do with that. I was just caught up with some things and I couldn’t make it yesterday and this morning I was really tired that I didn’t hear my alarm” I lied. “However, I’m ready to spend the whole day with you today without any distractions. If you want I can leave my phone here or you can
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Sarah’s POVAfter all the guests have all the guests have left; there wasn’t anyone left except my family, Jan, Noah and me. I still haven’t spoken to anyone of them except Jan. Even Noah, I’m very disappointed in him. When grandpa opened his mouth to say something I said immediately “I’ll go with Jan” they were all surprised even Jan. After that being said, I headed out without saying a word to anyone. A while later, Jan joined me and we went to his car. “I must say I’m surprised” he said smirking. “Don’t be that surprised. I’m still mad at you but I’m mad at them more. At least you had the audacity to come and apologize” I said while getting into the car. “Well, to be fair you didn’t give them a chance to explain even Noah. The guy has been trying to talk to you all night and you’ve been giving him the silent treatment” Was he defending Noah? I must’ve hit my head. When he noticed the surprise on my face he said “He’s not a bad guy. I thought at first that he was after you but he ca
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Jan’s POV I was worried about her. She’s not okay. I know that she wasn’t going to accept it and carry on but I didn’t think she would be that upset. Is being engaged to me something that bad that she’s having a hard time to accept? “Look man, she’s just processing. Give her sometime and she’s going to be okay” someone said behind me and when I turned and looked at him he was Noah. “Yeah” I said nonchalantly. Actually, he’s the last one I wanted to see right now “I know you’re not really fond of me but I promise there’s nothing going on between me and Sarah. We’re only two best friends who shared the same pain at the same time” he said sadly. “What does that mean?” I asked not knowing what pain he’s talking about. “Three years ago, we met at college. It was the first day for both of us at college. We were both coming with the same pain. The pain of having to give up on someone you really love just for their own good” he said. I was about to say something when he continued. “Just as
