Chapter 105

Lillian's POV

I felt alone sleeping in this huge bed.

Amari refuses to sleep with me...she's still mad about what happened.

I don't want her to know my reasons. I don't want her to know that I was sexually harassed. I don't want her innocence to be tainted. I don't want her to look at me differently.

She might be disgusted once she knew that her Mom was touched by a stranger.

I am not crying and that made everything feel worse. I keep everything inside.

The pain that my daughter didn't want to be near me and the guilt for putting Alice's unborn child's life in danger mixed up. I feel so bad and the only that can help me right now is drawing.

I can't say my thoughts but I have to paint it out.

I took my sketchbook and sat on the bed as I made random patterns until they formed into an image.

I was getting distracted. I felt detached from reality once again but I was pulled back when I heard my phone ring.

I took it from the side table and upon looking at the screen I saw Lucas' name.

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