Prologue
"So, who's your date for homecoming?" Angelica asked as she looked around the cafeteria searching for Alex, her boyfriend. "It is your senior year; you need to have a date."
I shrugged my shoulders indifferently. I don't think it's necessary to have a date for homecoming. But some people, like Angelica, seems to find it mandatory. It's for my reputation she told me. Honestly, I don't see how. With or without a date I would still belong to the populars of this school. "I don't have a date and I don't think I'm going."
"Why?" Angelica looked at me, her eyebrows rising up in confusion. "It is senior year." She emphasized senior year again, like it was so important. To me, it was just like any other year. The only difference was that I'll graduate this year.
"I know." I sighed, taking a bite of my sandwich. "It's just that you will go with Axel and Zane has a girlfriend. I don't want to third wheel."
"You are Zane's priority." Angelica stated, rolling her eyes at her own statement. "He will never make you feel like a third wheel."
"Have you even met his girlfriend?" I asked sarcastically. "She is super-duper nice."
"She is not nice, got it." Angelica's attention suddenly shifted to the three guys who entered the cafeteria. They got the attention of everyone currently sitting in the cafeteria, including the canteen ladies.
Zane Shaw, Alex King, and Ivan Preston were walking towards our table, their permanent place. A cocky smirk plastered on all three of their faces. We all on this table were labeled as the populars. Just because we were rich, smart, and good looking.
I don't really care about labels and basically mingle with everyone at this school.
"Is it me or does Alex get hotter every damn day?" Angelica swooned as she followed each step the boys take. Her eyes fixed on Axel as she licked her bottom lip. "Anyways, I don't know why you have been friend zoning Zane for so long. He's quite a catch."
"Hush." I rolled my eyes at what Angelica just said. She does not realize how it is to have strict parents. Her parents are really chill and easy-going.
"We have been best friends for so long. My dad and my brother trust him and only him. So no, we cannot be more than friends." I told her, for the hundredth time this week. Lately she has been pestering me about Zane even though I told her he was currently in a relationship.
"But he is hot, isn't he?"
"Yes and he's my best friend." I hurriedly cleared the table so the boys had room to put their lunch.
"Hey," Zane greeted, giving me a side hug and one of his swoon-worthy smiles. The type of smile that would make any girl fall weak on their knees for him.
"Hi," I replied as I gave him a peck on his cheek. "Where have you been?"
He took a bite of his burger. "We had a little meeting, the boys and I. Are you coming to the billionaire boys club tonight?"
"Yeah, I guess so. Only if you come to pick me up."
"Of course, daddy and brother still strict even now that you're a senior?" Zane asked chuckling as he nudged me softly on my sides.
"Yup. You know them and you know how they are."
Zane laughed and shook his head. "I can't believe that they even allow me to be friends with you. They literally disapprove everyone with a dick that comes near you."
"That's not true."
"We both know it's true, sugar plum." He laughed teasingly. "Except from your family members, I am the only guy who can come near you."
That was actually true. Zane has been my best friend since elementary school. We used to have sleepovers when we were little, but when we grew older we just went out to party. That is, if my parents gave permission. More specifically, if my dad and brother gave me permission, because my mom's permission does not exactly count.
Zane is the son of the Shaw family, a rich family who owns many warehouses in Russia, Australia, and Brazil. They are all part of the billionaire boys club and that's how my parents knew them. That's also a reason why they approve of Zane and I's friendship, because he came from a respectable family.
My parents are very protective of me. Especially my dad and brother. They treat me like an eight year old, instead of an eighteen year old. When I was searching for colleges they wanted me close from home, but this time I didn't let them have their way. I wanted to go to Harvard and I will go to Harvard. Thank goodness, they were supportive of my choice later.
"Amari does not have a date to homecoming." Angelica said, poking me from the side. "She can come with us. Right guys?"
"Yes, of course." All three of them said in unison.
"You should come." Zane said in a matter of fact tone. "It's your last year. Well, our last year."
"Yeah." Angelica pouted. "I'll not see any of you anymore. I'll be alone in this hell hole for two more years."
"Baby, that's not true." Alex said, stroking Angelica's cheeks softly. They were so disgustingly cute. "I'll be in-state. We can meet up anytime you want."
Angelica was a sophomore in High School. Last year, she and her parents moved from Italy to the states. I have known her longer than that though. My mom and her mom went way back. They wanted for us to become best friends too and I guess they succeeded in that. Angelica and I basically became inseparable.
"You can come with me and Savannah. She will not mind." Zane said as he looked around the table. "Alex will pick Angelica up though so you will not see her until the dance."
"No, thank you. I think I'll stay home and have some fun."
"Don't be so boring. There will be an after party." Zane took a flyer out of his bag. "See, after party at Joshua."
I looked at the flyer. Joshua was the captain of the Lacrosse team, a pretty cool dude. The only thing about him was that he was high twenty four seven.
"Nope." I said shaking my head. "Not going. Remember what happened the last time? I don't want history to repeat itself."
Ivan laughed loudly. "That was so hot and funny. I didn't know you had it in you, Amari."
I threw the flyer at Ivan and it hit him straight in his pretty boy face. "Shut up, Preston." I don't want to be reminded about the night I was stripping on the pool table at a party. Thank goodness, Zane found me on time and dragged me home. If that news will ever reach my family I will be a grounded for the rest of my life and most likely become a nun.
Zane snickered. "It will not happen again. I promise."
"It was not your fault. It was me who drank too much."
"That's because I was not there in time to stop you." Zane said in a matter-of-fact tone. "You are going to homecoming. I will pick you up."
"Savannah will not mind?"
"No, why would she? You're my best friend and she knows it."
He said it so casually. The way he said it, it's like he was so sure about it.
"Perfect." Angelica clapped excitedly in her hands. "Bytheway, Ivan who's your date?"
Ivan gave her a mysterious smile. "You will see for yourself, Rossi."
Angelica rolled her eyes at him. "You're always so mysterious, Preston. But then you end up bringing some stripper."
I laughed and stood up from my place. "Gotta go guys. See you all tonight at the club."
Zane also stood up to walk with me when Savannah entered the cafeteria. The loud clicking of her heels made everyone turn their heads at her. "Zane, baby, I was looking for you everywhere." She said as she threw herself on him. Zane caught her and chuckled softly. "I was here with my friends, sweetheart."
"Right." She said as she looked at us. "Hey guys." She greeted cheerfully. I got sick in my stomach at her cheerfulness. It was all a façade, in reality she's so bitter and mean.
Everyone in the group greeted her back and then she turned her attention back to Zane. "Baby, homecoming is tomorrow. Aren't you excited?"
"Very." Zane answered. "Bytheway Sav, Amari is coming with us." He said it as a statement. It was not a yes or no question.
Savannah looked over at me and raised her eyebrows. "Great. The more, the merrier. Who's your date Amari?"
I cleared my throat. I know this question was coming. "I will not go with a date."
"Oh."
Zane nodded his head. "Yeah, she will just tag along with us."
"Oh."
"Sav." Zane said softly. "She's my best friend and you know that she's kind of my priority."
"I don't have to be your priority anymore." I butted in even though that was a lie.
"Shut up, Amari." Angelica yelled from her spot. I fake glared at her, before turning my attention back at the couple in front of me.
Savannah looked annoyed. Hella annoyed.
"Fine." She said and gave me a fake smile. "Of course you can come with us Amari. I would totally not mind." The sarcasm was so dripping from her voice.
Angelica noticed it, but the boys? Not at all. Especially Zane, instead he was grinning from ear to ear. "I love you babe." He said and kissed Savannah on her cheeks. "You're the sweetest."
I let out a deep sigh and walked out of the cafeteria. Zane was a totally different person when he was in a relationship. It was like as if he was oblivious about his surroundings. Normally, he would know when something was bothering me, but now he does not even acknowledge me anymore.
The only time we talk is at lunch or at the billionaire boys club. Other than that, he just ignores me.
It's bothering me like hell even though I know it shouldn't.
"You're going to homecoming...in that?" Milan and dad looked at me from head to toe as I entered the living room in my sparkling dress.
"Yes." I answered curtly ignoring their stares. "Can you guys be a little more excited?"
"Where's my baby girl?" My mom ran out of the kitchen and squealed when she saw me. "My baby girl. You look so beautiful, mi amor."
"Pudding, are you going to let your daughter out like that?" My dad asked as he eyed the dress disapprovingly. "Isn't it a little bit too... revealing?"
"Of course not, let her wear whatever she wants for once. She's not eight anymore." My mom walked over towards me and hugged me tightly. "You're really beautiful."
"I still do not approve of the dress." Milan said stubbornly and crossed his hand across his chest.
"Shut up, Millie Billie."
Milan glared at me. He didn't like it when I call him Millie Billie.
"Gather around." My mom pushed us all together. "Let's take some pictures. This is Amari's last homecoming before she is heading to Harvard next year."
After the pictures, Zane came to pick me up. My best friend was hands down the most handsome guy I have ever seen. His hair was midnight black and his eyes were dark brown, framed by graceful brows. His skin was tanned. He had prominent cheekbones and a well-defined chin and nose. He was the dream guy of every girl in school. Including mine.
Yes, I do like my boy best friend. And yes, I know I cannot like him. Because like will lead to love and love will lead to heartbreak and I don't need that negativity right now.
"Wow, you look beautiful as always." Zane said, smiling at me. His smile made my heart melt like a popsicle in the sun.
"You don't look bad yourself." I said, smiling back at him. "Where's Savannah?"
"Oh, she's in the car. Are you ready to go?"
I nodded my head. "Mom, Dad, Milan. I'm going."
"Have fun, darling." Mom said, standing next to dad. "Don't do anything I wouldn't do."
My dad narrowed her eyes at her and said, "You should be more specific pudding. Don't do drugs or one night stands, Amari. God is watching you."
"Dad!" I yelled out embarrassed. I can't believe he just said that.
Milan chuckled and hugged me. "Have fun, little sister."
Zane and I waved one last time at them before we walked towards the limousine. I could see Savannah already waiting for us in her blue dress. She looked annoyed and pissed.
Unlike Savannah, who had straight black hair and grey eyes, I had wavy brown hair and ocean blue eyes. Savannah was African-American. Her hair was naturally curly, but for as long as I know her she wore weave.
I, on the other hand, am a mix of Jordanian, Caucasian, and Greek. That's how I got my natural tan skin and thick eyelashes and eyebrows. My eyebrows were really bushy when I was younger, but now that I'm older I get them done regularly.
Savannah is a beautiful girl, but only from the outside though, because I think that she's rotten from the inside.
When I stepped in the car Savannah gave me a dirty look. I just rolled my eyes at her and heaved a sigh. I knew it was not a good idea to go to homecoming with them. Staying home, watching n*****x was far more better than being stuck with a girl who was constantly glaring at me.
This is going to be one hell of a long night.
"Zane, I'm so tired of your girlfriend." I said annoyed as I gulped down another glass of champagne. It was against the rules to drink alcohol at homecoming, but rules are meant to be broken anyways. "She's ruining my night!"
Savannah was glaring and snapping at me the entire night. Wherever I go, I somehow cross path with her. It's like she was following me the entire night. I was so tired of it.
"What do you mean?" Zane asked puzzled. "What did she do?"
"Well, first of all since you guys started dating the girl hates me." I huffed annoyed as I placed the glass down.
"Hate is a strong word." Zane said calmly.
"It is the right word to describe how she feels about me. Can you not see? She is trying to tear us apart!"
"You're delusional Amari." He chuckled as he brushed a strand of hair out of my face. "She's so nice to all of you."
"It's just a façade Zane." I threw my hands in the air out of frustration. "Can't you see?"
"No." Zane laughed and threw his hand over my shoulder. "Come on Amari, are you jealous?"
"Jealous?" I seethed angrily as I slapped his hand away. "Of course not. Savannah does not like me. I just want to tell you that."
"Savannah likes you. You should stop being so dramatic."
"Really, I am the one being dramatic? How about you? You lied to me for the past couple of weeks, Zane. Is that what you call a best friend?"
Zane raised his eyebrows up at me. "What?"
"Where were you last Friday? Friday's are for us. It's our movie night."
"I was studying at Ivan."
"You were not." I yelled out above the music. We were standing outside on the balcony, far away from the crowd. "You were on a dinner date with Savannah. Ivan told me."
Zane raised his hands up in surrender. "Okay, I admit. I lied once."
"Why did you do that? We haven't spent any time together during summer and now we only talk during lunch. Why?"
Zane stayed silent for a while as he stared at the ground.
"I'm asking you a question Zane?" I was tapping impatiently with my heels on the floor.
"I... Well I...You're right. Savannah does not like our friendship." He confessed quietly, almost in a whisper.
I laughed and shook my head. I knew it. "So, you're going to break up with her right?" Like how you did with all your past girlfriends who hated me.
He stayed silent and I suddenly felt something heavy in my chest. "Zane?"
"I'm not going to break up with her." Zane said and went with his hand through his thick lustrous hair. "I, uhm..."
Suddenly it hit me what he wanted to say. The burning feeling in my chest started to get worse. "Zane, I will tell you." I said, trying to blink the tears away. "If you break off our friendship. It is over. Please don't tell me you're breaking off our friendship because of a girl."
He took a deep breath. "It's a tough choice."
"It is not a tough choice, baby." I heard another voice say behind him. It was Savannah. Was she eavesdropping us the entire time? Bitch. She smiled at me and then looked back at Zane. "Baby, who's it going to be? Me or her?"
I stared at Zane. "If you break off our friendship, Zane Shaw, you don't exist to me anymore." I said in a sharp voice as I narrowed my eyes at him. "Do you hear me? I've known you for more than seven years. Are you going to throw that away for someone you have only known for...what... four months?"
Savannah let out a long disapproving sound. "Baby, is it me or her? You're not going to let the love of your life go only for your best friend. Think about yourself for once."
Zane raised his hand up and Savannah stopped talking. He looked up at me and gave me a sad smile. I could see the pain flicker in his eyes when he finally said: "I don't think I can be friends with you anymore, Amari."
5 years later"And that was it for today, ladies and gentlemen. Before you leave feel free to have some coffee and pastry." I placed the papers on my desk and looked up again at the board of directors, who were mostly men. There were only two women in the room. Me and another lady in a red blazer who's name I forgot. Today I had to give a presentation to the board of directors about the financial performance of my company's business units; entertainment, creative and account management."That was wonderful, Miss Vasilios. Your company keeps growing and I'm very impressed." Mr. Ashram said, giving me a warm smile. He was the one that gave me an internship in my second year in Harvard. "Your parents must be really proud of you."I smiled back at him and nodded my head. "They are." I answered, looking once again around the room to all the satisfied faces before I spoke up: "I'm so sorry that I cannot stay any longer, I have another meeting to attend. Enjoy the rest of the day ladies and
"I know that you are not on good terms with Zane but--,""No.""Will you please let me--,""No.""What is your problem?!" Angelica yelled out frustrated, causing the whole room to glare at us. Small sweat drops formed on her forehead even though the room was fully air conditioned. "My problem is that I have to stay longer than one week in the city that I absolutely despise." I hissed, motioning to our audience to go back to whatever they were doing. "That is not your problem," Angelica stated casually, flipping her long shiny hair over her shoulders. "You don't hate New York."She clicked her tongue, placed her elbows on the table, and rested her head on her hands. "Try again.""You know the reason why I do not want to be longer than a week in New York." I cried out as I also placed my elbows on the table and rested my head in my hands. "I will tell Yasmin that I cannot make it until the actual day of the wedding.""You will really disappoint her and Milan," Angelica said, a hint of
I opened the door to my apartment and threw the keys in the bowl on the table next to the door. I switched on the lights and immediately stripped out of my clothes. It was my habit to do so since I have been living alone for so long. Coming home to an empty and quiet apartment was a bliss feeling after being surrounded by people the entire day.The peaceful silence that met me when I entered my apartment soon got interrupted by the blaring of my phone. I groaned internally as I picked up my bag and rummaged through the content. In the process of doing that my hand caught something sticky and when I pulled out it was chewed gum that I forgot to throw away. I look disgusted at it as I immediately wiped my hand on a tissue paper. When I finally found my phone I slide my finger across the screen and tapped on loud speaker. The caller id showed that it was mommy dearest.Mom - AmariAmari?! Finally, after twenty-five missed calls. Vasilios, your daughter finally picked up her phone! Where
"No! Angelica put it back." I hissed as I walked past her, but she grabbed my hands just in time for me not to slip away. She gave me a pointed look as she shoved the red laced thong panty in my face. I scrunch my face in disgust as she did that. "Look at it! It's beautiful! You should totally buy this!""Give me one reason to buy it." I pushed the thong out of my face as I glared at the black-haired beauty in front of me. Her pink dress was waving in all directions as she impatiently tapped with her sandals on the tiled floor. "It's not like I will get laid in New York," I said, pushing a strand of hair out of my face."Of course you will not get laid if you keep on wearing that granny underwear of yours!" Angelica shouted, grabbing the attention of basically everyone in the store. I groaned inwardly as I leaned in and whispered icily in her ear: "Really Angel? The whole store has to know?"She snickered and threw the red thong at me. A big smile plastered on her face."Buy it! Tru
"You're finally home!" The moment I stepped foot in the mansion I got immediately attacked by my mom. She swung her arms around me as she squeezed the living daylight out of my small figure. Her familiar scent immediately made me feel at home."Mom." I hugged her back as I softly tried to push her away from me so I could finally catch my breath. "How have you been?"She loosened me out of her grip and gave me a warm smile. "I'm doing very well. You look so different from the last time I saw you. When was it again?"I bit my bottom lip as I tried to avert my gaze from her. It has been a long time since I last came here. "Last christmas?""It has been that long?!" Mom shrieked, her eyes widening at me. "You haven't been in New York since last christmas? That explains why you have change so much. I haven't realized that so much time had pass by.""Yeah, I didn't either. I'm so consumed with work and such." "What's all this--," My dad came out of the kitchen wearing a blue apron. I had
Candles in all shapes and sizes. Dangling in the entire venue were twinkling lights and in swoops from the ceiling. Drapes of silk-covered up household items and the tables were sprinkled in sequins and glitter. Glasses were filled with feathers and beads and the color scheme of this ball was gold and red.Everything screamed mystery and secrecy. The people around me were all dressed in beautiful designer gowns or suits and exquisite masks. I didn't expect anything less since this was the billionaire boys club. Only the elites who were a member of this club were allowed to exclusive parties like these. And everyone wanted to outshine the other. "There you are!" A high-pitched voice said behind me, making my heart jump a little. I turned around to see my brother next to a beautiful blonde-haired beauty whose face was covered in a black and gold glitter mask. "Yasmin!" I greeted the blonde in front of me. She placed two kisses on both my cheeks and clasped her hands together as she
"So wait...let me get this straight. You met this handsome man, you had a conversation with him, he called you beautiful, but you don't know his name?" Angelica asked for the hundredth time this morning. She placed her breakfast tray on the table next to my bed and turned around to face me."Yes, that's what I have been saying for the past ten minutes!" I let out a loud sigh as I closed the door of my walk-in closet which was pretty much empty except for the very few clothes and shoes I left behind from the last time I had visited this place.I really did miss this room though. It was the most beautiful and luxurious room with rick purple tapestries on every surface, a perfectly polished marble floor, and lots and lots of gold leaf. There was also a lot of furniture from different parts of the world. Dad always wanted for me to have the best."Why--how can you forget to ask his name? How is he going to find you? Did he even recognize you?!" Angelica continued asking, staring at me dej
I grumbled impatiently as I tapped with my Valentino heels on the concrete floor in the hallway. Students were heading towards their classes, bumping and shoving each other along the way. I looked at my watch and a scowl appeared on my face. Where the hell is he?I have seen all my friends early in the morning. They had all wished me a happy birthday and I made sure to remind them about the party tonight at my house. The hallway was slowly becoming deserted with only a few students here and there running to their classes.Zane was the last one who entered through the big door, walking leisurely as if he wasn't already late. A big smile appeared on his face as he saw me leaning against his locker. "Happy sweet sixteen, sugarplum."He swung his hand over my shoulder and placed a kiss on my cheek. "Cute. New shoes?""Yes, a gift from Milan. Why are you late? You know that Mrs. Nguyen doesn't like tardiness." I said, giving him a scowl."Pff, I know." He said in a matter-of-fact tone. "
“Well, it sounds like you’re about to find out,” he says ominously.I remember my father defending his decision to kidnap me if Emmett hadn’t stepped in. He claimed he just needed to ‘remove me from the game.’ Like I was just some kind of gambling chip in his mind, one that was swinging the odds out of his favor. At the time, I didn’t know if I was better off with Emmett or my dad. Now it seems I’m getting both, whether I like it or not.We’ve come so far since then. When everything about Emmett and my dad came out, I couldn’t imagine ever trusting Emmett again after everything he had put me through. I certainly never thought we’d be where we are today. But I can’t help but feel like the lingering presence of my father threatens what we have. I don’t know how, but I know it’s not good.“Do you think he still keeps tabs on my mom and me?” I ask Emmett nervously. “You remember what he said after everything happened with your father. About my mother belonging to him before anybody else.
Emmett and I race through the cold to the warmth of his car after school. A fresh snow has just fallen, and the campus has been transformed. The blinding, pure white glow all around brings me hope that maybe when we return in January, the Elites won’t come at us with the force we’re expecting. But mostly, I try not to think about any of it at all.The weather in Massachusetts is beautiful, especially in Jameson. It’s a small enough town with a historic square in the middle that gets decorated with lights, greenery, and bright red bows every November, and stands through the holidays. It all looks so beautiful with the snow and the sparkling salt on the cobblestone sidewalks. It’s so scenic that horse-drawn carriages park in wait for people who want to pay to ride around.The orange and red autumn leaves have shriveled to dried, brown, crunchy dead things that are frozen and buried deep beneath the snow. In some places where the snow has turned to slush from cars or foot traffic, you ca
“I don’t know.” I smile lightly. “Did they? You’re free now. You don’t have to play their games anymore, or walk around with the weight of your father’s legacy on your shoulders. You can live your life however you want to now.”He grins. “I can finally take you to that concert, that band I was telling you about. There’s nothing to worry about anymore but normal stuff like school and college. And us.”“The concert…sure.” I laugh. “But also Ritzville. The Ferris wheel at Ritzville.”“What?” He smirks and wrinkles his brow.“It’s a thing for me.” I shrug. “Just promise me we’ll go.”“I’ll take you anywhere you want to go,” he says before pulling my lips to his.“I don’t know about where I want to go…but I know I need to go home.” I look at the time on my phone. “My parents are going to be worried sick…again.”He nods and looks at me intently. “I think it’s time to tell them everything, Ophelia.”I have always known that anyone outside of Jameson would never be able to understand the full
I can’t take it anymore. I can’t stand here while she tries to make Emmett feel bad after everything she’s done. “Well, if you’ve been up Liam’s ass this whole time anyway, just waiting for your chance to run the company,” I chime in, “why do you care what Emmett did? You said you were glad Thomas was gone.”She shrugs cavalierly. “It doesn’t change the way things work around here. You can’t just take out the crown of the hierarchy around here and expect not to suffer the consequences.”“You people are all seriously fucked up,” I blurt out.“I knew what you did, Emmett,” Bernadette grunts resentfully. “I came and told Liam. He was the one who let Mom know.”“I thought you were smarter than that, Emmett,” Liam scolds. “You know what happens to people who mess with the Elites. You know a thing or two about that yourself, don’t you, Ophelia? So now you’ll walk away with nothing.”“And if I were you…I’d get out of town,” Malcolm adds. “Now the Elites will rise back to where we belong. And
He plops into a chair in the corner as his leg starts bobbing up and down. He presses his palm to his mouth and looks anxiously around the room, fighting hard not to let my words affect him.“I can’t believe I let you,” I mused. “Something about the way you commanded me…I just couldn’t refuse. I guess you still have that power over me somehow.”“I wasn’t expecting to feel like that when I kissed you,” he responds with a surprising tenderness.His recollection of it makes sense. The way he seemed confused and tormented as he grabbed at my body with an almost punishing touch. He hated me for the feelings I stirred up inside of him. He was just doing what he was told, scoping me out and luring me to WJ Prep. He never meant to feel anything for me.“I still never expect to feel that way when I kiss you,” he added in a disappointed mutter.“But you do,” I offer optimistically, thinking maybe I’ve found my way into him. “And I do too. There’s something between us, Emmett. Enough that…surely
“I’m going as fast as I can,” I whine back, trying to hurry.He huffs over, slinging back the curtain and reaching in to turn the faucets off.“What are you doing!?” I cry, looking at him in shock. “I’m almost done. Just give me a minute.”“You’re out of time, princess,” he sneers, throwing a towel at me, but not until after he takes a good long slow look at my wet and naked body. I’m quick to cover up from his gaze, figuring if he can’t even have the decency to give me a full five minutes in the shower, he doesn’t get to see me naked.Anger sparks in his eyes as I cover up, robbing him of his eye candy. His hand grips my elbow tightly as he yanks me out, banging my arm harshly against the sink countertop.“Shit!” I shout, looking down to see fresh red blood pooling out into the beads of water still dripping across my skin. Just another reminder of who he really is, making me kick myself for every moment of weakness I had last night.“We don’t have time for all of this,” he moans impa
As soon as I have the thought of gratitude, his arms wrap around me tightly, one hand wriggling down to unbuckle my seatbelt before he drags me into his lap.“What the fuck are you doing!?” I shout, kicking and squirming to get away.“We’re gonna take a little drive,” he explains in a hauntingly snide tone. “And I want you close to me.”All I can think of is the last time these fuckers took me for a drive, and the time after that when Emmett tried again to lure me away in his car. My hands and arms flail frantically for escape, but he quickly grips onto me in every direction. He holds me down long enough to secure his stretched seat belt over the both of us. With one arm held firmly across my chest, holding my arms down, a black cloth falls over my eyes.“No!” I yell hopelessly, not wanting to be blindfolded. But the cloth ties tight across my vision, blocking out the outside world. “Emmett, please…don’t do that!”Vincent and Trey cackle. They love it when I’m struggling.I finally gi
“He hurts you?” Malcolm asks, his face slightly twisted.“They all do.”He shakes his head, turning briefly to the driver’s side window with his lips pursed before refocusing on the road. “That’s not like him. I know it’s going to be hard to convince you…but anything he’s doing is just out of fear. He didn’t ask to be born into that fucked up family of his. He’s just as much of a pawn as the rest of us.”I stare at him as he drives, searching for some sign of an ulterior motive. Doubt. Anything that tells me he doesn’t know what he’s talking about. But he’s filled with resolve. Completely confident that Emmett is somehow different than his flock of abusers.My head flings back against my seat. I can’t handle this right now. The last thing I need is another gnawing voice in my ear trying to convince me that Emmett’s behavior is excusable.I’ve watched him dump trash on Lily’s head. He manhandled me in front of his asshole Elite friends. He’s verbally abused me. Humiliated me. Threatene
I feel completely helpless. And as tired as I am of going through this alone, the only time I feel safe is when I’m alone. And even then, I’m plagued with paranoia over what will happen next. Especially now with this tracking device in my arm. I feel broken. Like something is wrong with me. I don’t know how I can ever go back to living a normal life after this.Thankfully, I’m able to avoid my parents as I race to my bathroom. The spot on my shoulder where they sewed in the implant is still bleeding, and I have to bandage it up just to keep the blood off of my clothes.I decide to take a bath to soothe my aching muscles, filling the hot steaming water with every bath product I can find that might bring me some peace and comfort.I lay back into the bath water, my body still tingling and my legs feeling almost numb. The lavender scented steam rising up should comfort me. But nothing seems to be able to do that anymore.I think back on the life I had before coming to WJ Prep and this El