"Miss, are you going out or what?" An impatient voice pulled me from being astonished.
"Oh. I'm sorry, ma'am." I quickly stepped out of the elevator and gave her a way in.
This is ridiculous. I felt stupidly stunned for a moment. Probably it was his ego talking? For all i know, he never meant those words and he was just challenged with the idea of his ex-wife getting herself a new lover which is not so true and purely absurd.
I don't need a man to get even and use it for my own benefits. Especially that Seijan Williams? Oh please, I have no plans to deal with a seventeen year-old boy hiding in a twenty-four year-old man's body. And he's my freaking boss for pete's sake!
Later on, after reciting the 'Lorcan ego thing' in my mind repeatedly, I have successfully convinced myself. Better than assuming things and becoming a delusional bitch.
"Atasha, i have an urgent meeting to attend to. Come with me." My boss, Mr. Seijan Williams called me on the intercom.
"Coming, Sir!" I was half-running through his office.
Aw, my poor brand new heels. Anyway at least, they are strongly intact.
"When is my next appointment?" Mr. Williams asked as we headed out of his office.
So, i scanned his whole schedule for today on the iPad. "Later at one thirty noon." I informed him.
"Good," he clicked his fingers and turned his shoes ahead. I followed him while carrying my MacBook and some documents.
We arrived at the conference room a few minutes later but to my shock, that the things i was holding almost slipped from my hands, the least person i wanted to see today and for the next days of my life was sitting comfortably on the swivel, second to the first businessman beside him. He's wearing his iconic poker face, lips hardly pressed in thin line, his unfathomable eyes were directly hitting mine.
"Good morning, everyone. You may proceed now." Mr. Williams signaled the Architect who is the presenter today.
I avoided that piercing frozen gaze which was definitely starting to affect my composure. I sat beside Mr. Williams and put the things on my space table. While all of the board members were focusing on the project being presented and proposed by the Architect in front, i feel distracted on the other hand.
I can't seem to focus because of the sharp eyes lingering through my skin, sending shivers down my spine and it was coming from my front! Literally, he's just sitting in front of me.
Too much for my plans on avoiding my billionaire ex-husband.
"Through these quantities, all we have to seek are the qualities by then. If we look at the modernized furniture and such, technology is never out of the line. We can make the low and middle class feel like they are upper class, with the expensive looking designs yet cheap pricing. They will feel rich even if they aren't..." The Architect keeps on discussing which I can't clearly comprehend now.
"But how about the materials? I think your plan on making them feel rich with cheap pricing is kinda impossible if the materials nowadays are tremendously competitive in costs." An opinion from one of the boards.
"It is possible through the techniques of innovation..."
My eyes found Lorcan's. He's shamelessly staring at me. Shit! Why is he not paying attention to the project being discussed? He's the CEO of a leading company for God's sake!
"Do you think his proposal is worth investing in?" When suddenly, Mr. Williams leaned to whisper near my ear.
I awkwardly moved an inch. "Well, uh... i think, yes, Sir! Let's give him a chance. He graduated holding a degree of Architecture with flying colors and probably underwent numerous apprenticeships so..." I trailed off.
"Hmm, you think so?"
Damn, I can't make a response anymore because my whole attention has diverted again to the other side. My ex-husband is looking in our direction and if gazes can kill, we're probably dead by now. Jaw clenched, his majestic gray eyes were screaming rage. He looks so furious.
Why does he seem mad though? Like any minute by now, he's gonna turn this table upside down and burst into violence.
I roamed my eyes around him. He really went here alone. Where's his secretary by the way? Already dumped her because it's time now to get himself a new perhaps? What a big jerk.
"Meeting adjourned." Mr. Williams announced and everybody stood up from their seats, it also pulled my attention back to its right track.
Some did handshakes with those who proposed their plans on the current project. I stood up and scooped my things before i followed Mr. Williams outside.
"Looking forward to another successful project with you, Mr. Lim." Mr. Williams laughingly did handshakes with one of the asian boards.
He turned to me when the man left. He's with his wide smile again. Carry on, Atasha. You should start to get used to dealing with weirdos from now on.
"Let's take our lunch together, Miss Rae. I bet you prefer expensive cuisines, yeah?" He suddenly insisted.
"But--" he cut me off quickly!
"Uh-oh. No buts here. I don't accept rejections." He grinned from ear to ear.
What the heck. Is this man serious? Is this some kind of date?
Jeez! My assuming side is poking again. I should stop overthinking. Maybe this is just his polite way of treating his every new employee.
"Uhm... well then," i forgot my supposed words when i looked behind him and saw Lorcan standing beside one of the boards from the recent meeting, a brunette with curvy waist and rounded butts. Definitely his type. She was talking enthusiastically to him while he remained impassive, looking at us, at me. "I guess it's alright. As long as it won't deduct my salary." I remarked which made Mr. Williams chuckle.
"Skeptical, huh? Don't worry, that is not the purpose of it."
I laughed awkwardly and ignored Lorcan's sharp blade gazes as i walked with my boss towards his Audi.
I could never understand where Lorcan's raging presence was coming from. The only reason i could think of is that I'm severely stepping on his precious ego. That's it, the only valid reason i can consider.
"A western cuisine?" I voiced out as i went out from Mr. Williams' car.
"You deserve to have lunch with me in this expensive place, Miss Rae." He grinned boastfully.
He's really getting creepier, i swear. But bearable though.
He insisted on holding my hand through guiding me inside but i refused and distanced myself a bit from him. Gosh! I hate touchy people.
Haven's Hill, that's the name of this cuisine he picked. Not a bad taste for an old-fashioned man like him.
My eyes wandered around. Everything looks luxurious, shining in billion dollars. everybody is wearing corporate attire and branded dresses. Oh that limited edition Louis Vuitton heeled boots of a blondie next to us! How ravishing. This place is literally for rich people, those who are in the upper class, the billionaires...
A realization hit me in a sudden. Our world is definitely small for us not to meet again. Oh shit! Don't tell me...
"Hey, Miss Rae. I have been talking to you but you seem not to be in yourself the past minute." Mr. Williams' curious voice made me blink.
He pulled me a chair. I utterly thanked him and sat silently. He sat on his seat and scanned the menu. I bit my lip and looked at the menu on my front. I'm so not in myself, really. I don't think i could enjoy this lunch.
He called the waiter and asked for his orders for us. Seconds when he began blabbering about his life, the history behind his company, from rugs to riches kind of life story he had and all i could do is to nod my head and pretend as if I'm really interested when the truth is i badly wanna shut him up already.
"They thought i was a weakling but how wrong they are..." His boastfulness seeped through my ears but never lingered and in a snap, as the waiter finally put our foods on the table, the double glass doors opened, revealing Lorcan Amadeus who immediately became the center of attention.
I fvcking knew it! What do i expect? This is a place for billionaires like him!
He made his way through a table just next to us, ignoring heartlessly those flirtatious stares from every woman in every table here. Well of course, except from me. I'm done drooling over him.
Oh really, Atasha?
I mentally rolled my eyes.
"Hey, Miss Rae. Are you still listening?" Mr. Williams snapped me.
"Uh, yeah!" I pretended to be attentive as i started eating foods.
He started blabbering again but I'm completely ignoring him now because of the presence of the man next to us. There's the frostiness in his eyes again! I can't deny how he can intimidate me with that look, so easily. I gripped the utensils tightly and looked away, trying to shrug it all off.
"Water please," i requested the waiter and it only took seconds for him to give it to me. "Thanks!"
Halfway through drinking it, i almost got choked when i saw Lorcan being flirted by a waitress wearing very short black skirts and her boobs looking double sized through her white sleeves directly in front of his face. Oh wow! A perfect view, huh.
"Hey, hey... You okay, Miss Rae?" Mr. Williams was about to touch my hand when a waiter interrupted him. "Oh! Here's our desserts. Thank you, boy!" He told the waiter.
Oh my God. What is that smell...
I looked down on the desserts and spotted the parmesan cheese on top of a sliced pie. That's where the weird smell is coming from!
I covered my nose and quickly stood up. Mr. Williams looks alarmed.
"Excuse me. I need to get to the restroom." I didn't wait for his response anymore and made my way to the restroom area.
Dang it. I feel nauseous. My stomach feels empty yet heavily loaded at the same time.
The moment i entered the female area, i threw up in the sink. I vomited until I felt so drained.
"Damn..." I uttered weakly and held onto the sink, trying to balance myself.
As i looked at the mirror in front of me, I couldn't help but to ask, "Could it be? What if Sydney was right?"
I absentmindedly touched my tummy.
Mixed emotions, i left the restroom. I was about to make another step forward but i bumped onto someone's hard body and when i looked up at that someone. It's no other than my ex-husband. Lorcan's eyes were darkly suspicious. My chest boomed rapidly in nervousness, my eyes were wide as if I was caught red handed.
"I heard someone vomit. Was that you?" He asked in his icy tone.
"Why did you follow me here?" Instead, i countered.
His brows furrowed. "Was that you, Atasha? Are you sick?"
"And so? Yes, I'm sick!" I lied. "Don't pretend like you're concerned about my health. Now, if you'll excuse me--" my words have flown to air because in an instant, he cornered me on the wall!
"And what? Let you go with your shit of a boss again? Let him wait there. I fucking hate his lewd looks on you. Miss Rae, huh?" He smirked but it didn't reach his eyes, it was a plain mocking one.
"I don't need your opinion about that, my ex-husband," i uttered. His jaw clenched in a manly way, the veins on his arms were clearly showing. "Let me go, Mr. Amadeus." I bravely said.
Each second passes by, my nervousness gets doubled. He's a wise man. It's not so hard for him not to suspect me, lying about being sick. But somehow I'm still hoping that he can't read me...
He shouldn't know. He shouldn't!
He chuckled humorlessly. "I so love the way you lie, right straight into my eyes." He said, full of sarcasm.
I froze. Oh no...
"I don't know what you're saying!" I gathered all my strength to push him away and i succeeded!He stepped back a little, i took that chance to escape from his arms and started half-running away from him."Go on, Atasha. You run, i chase. Let me play your game." I heard him say which was already enough to bombard my heart.Goodness gracious! That was so close, pretty close.Despite not having a confirmation yet, i still need to be vigilant around him. I can't let him know the result of that one steamy night. Call me selfish and such but this is my firm stand. Maybe i would give him a chance to be a father to the child but not now where everything is still complicated, and the wounds in my heart that he inflicted are still fresh and painful.After all, I'm aware that there's no secret that will remain veiled. Time is the only truth teller."Miss Rae, what happened? Are you feeling okay?" Mr. Williams welcomed me with his questions the moment i walked back to our table. "I'm fine, Sir.
I still can't believe that I'm now entering motherhood. I'm no longer alone in this body because there's a life growing inside my tummy. Luckily today, Willms Enterprise approved the requests for leave from the employees. Mr. Williams sometimes can be amazing, huh. But it's perfect timing for me since i already set my appointment with an obstetrician today and this morning, I'm wearing my mid length brown skirt, white top beneath my beige cardigan, putting my foot into the one inch stilettos i picked on the shoerack.Surveying myself through the standing mirror, i can finally say I'm all ready to go! And Sydney's with me, by the way."Let's go, hot momma!" She grinned as she saw me walking downstairs.She looks sexily fluffy in her belted Gucci sleeved dress and Gucci sandals. I giggled and followed her to her Ford Everest. Yup, we're gonna use her car today. The ever supportive friend of mine even filed a one-day leave on her work to accompany me. Look at how sweet she is. Her futur
"Syd, let's go!" I sharply whispered and pulled her free hand."Whoa! Wait, wait. Did he leave already?" "Yeah. I think so..." I murmured and slowly went out behind the wall. We were looking like undercover cops here but nevertheless, we can't risk it. Kaden may look like an ordinary terror boss of a company but trust me, he's more than that. He's even worse than our father.But for now, we have to get out of this place. He's just wandering around and he will never stop until he finds me. Good thing we finally have the chance now to escape---or so i thought."Atasha Rae. Don't sweat it." It was Kaden's cold voice that made us stop.I could hear Sydney's troubled thoughts. My holds on the bags and crib have tightened as i faced my brother and his men. He was walking firmly towards us, his hands in his pockets, eyes were iconically lacking emotions. He's four years older than me, tall as fuck, his jet black hair slicked back, highlighting his thick eyebrows and deep set of obsidian
I knew it! This explains why i saw Marcel Finn earlier! Because apparently, his master is here! I was right about my second guess.I turned to Sydney when i heard her subtly gasp. She has a very priceless reaction right now while looking at the man in between us. After being so shocked about his sudden appearance, my face palmed but the nervousness in my system remains.I could never really calm down whenever he's near. It's as if any minute, he would know about my little secret..."You seriously don't have to do this." I uttered while watching the cashier take his black card with her blushing face.Ugh, Lorcan's effect."I do what if i want to," he lazily turned to gaze at me, i needed to look up in order to gaze back at him. His thunderous gray eyes are seeping beyond mine again. "Your loyal butler is doing his job properly, huh. You must reward him at the end of the day." I told him with a hint of sarcasm."Well, it's part of his job. To report to me everything he would discover a
He... kissed me! Fvck. My ex-husband just kissed me! His warm lips still linger in mine... the aftereffect is too palpable.Suddenly, he grabbed my wrist and mumbled, "Come on," before he pulled me away from the office door of my boss!I finally got all my senses back, i shot him a glare with bewilderment on it."Hey, wait! Where are you taking me? And why are we rushing, huh?!" Slightly annoyed, i asked. His bored eyes bore into mine."They're going out already. Do you want to be caught doing such eavesdropping?" And it dawned on me, his fair point."Oh. Right..." I blinked. How stupid of me! Well, that's because he distracted me with his sudden presence! But then, he really got a point though.We only stopped at the next hallway, he was still holding my wrist and i can tell by now, it already has a reddened mark due to his grip. I took my hand away from his holds, he looks a bit amused as he released me. I just realized right at this moment that he's not wearing his coat, and just
I was partly preoccupied the next hours until my duty for the whole day had ended. I didn't see any glimpse of Lorcan or even his halfbrother again after my unlikely encounter with the two.I'm in the middle of fixing my things to scoop them all in my handbag after doing some retouching when the door opened and it spat out my boss who has his signature smiles. Creepy smiles, in correction."Hey..." "Hey, Sir..." I stepped out from my table. He casually walked near me. I was attentive. "Is there anything else to finish?" I asked normally.His brow shot up and he chuckled, shaking his head slightly. "No, Miss Rae. I just wanna offer you a drive home." He grinned. My forehead crinkled."But i obviously have my own wheel, Sir." I controlled my voice to sound so sarcastic."I know. I know, dear! But i really want to drive you home every after work. Your scent still lingers in my car the last time you occupied the passenger's seat though." He said, like it's all a normal thing to say in f
"Blaire Hudson," an old friend in junior years."The one and only!" Her green eyes gleamed.She's a brunette with skin as that of a milk, almond shape of eyes, slender figure and a five-six footer. She was a famous cheerleader in Moerson High way back then when i met her. Everyone in school loves and hates her at the same time. She was a friendly attention-seeker girl in pompoms who was fond of bringing almost half of the heartthrobs in the upper to lower batch.Basically, she's the acting queen bee of our batch and I was just an ordinary good student who was obsessed with books. We were inseparable buddies those times, she was hated by many and i could understand that. She's a self-centered bitch full of toxicity, but still i stayed as her friend. Because she was my only friend, too. We were the only best friends of each other, a bitch and a nerd. Until then, i discovered her truer colors behind her white sheep's clothing.I was on my way to the library that time to give back the bo
"You can calm down now, Miss Rae. The baby is still intact, alive and kicking." The doctor smiled as he announced it to us."Oh good Lord, thank you!" Sydney exclaimed happily.While i couldn't contain the relief i felt after hearing it. It was as if a certain bile was removed from my throat, so I could finally breathe freely. "Thank God! Thank you, doc..." I murmured, still in a state of gratefulness. "You're very much welcome! Well, you have a little fighter there. It's amazing, a phenomenon. That was too much blood lost but it didn't give up. You have a strong child in the making, Miss Rae." He proudly said which made me smile even more.Sydney was smiling while caressing my hair, she looks happy and relieved too. My hand found its way to my tummy, gently caressing it. That's right, baby. Keep holding on. I'm so proud of you, strong soul. Don't leave momma, okay? I can never be in myself again if ever that happens. "What a powerful baby you have there. You deserve rest after re
Dimmed Lights. Vape and cigar smokes. Aroma of liquors. Wild partiers. Slutty strippers. Ah. I'm here again, in my only to-go place after a shitty tiring day from work; one way or another. With a glass of rum in my hand, i remained standing on the dark corner of the second floor of this club owned by a family friend. Eyes were busy surveying the revellers on the ground floor, i rested one of my elbows on the railings before taking consecutive gulps from my drink.Seconds after, i felt a sensual touch on my covered chest. When i gazed down at the doer, i saw a woman with a piercing in her nose. She was staring at my eyes, seductively. The audacity of this fuck-worthy mary."Want a release, Daddy?" She sounded like a professional slut as she asked me that. I didn't utter a response. Instead, i sipped on my rum again, letting her grind her big tits against my upper body. Her hands were all over my shoulders, up to my nape as she swayed her hips in a sensual demeanor. She bit her lip, l
[Eight Months Later...]"Do you take this woman as your other half in richer or poorer, in sickness or in health, 'til death do you part?""I do." Lorcan responded to the priest, it sent sparks to me. My lips curled up for a smile, he stared at my face filled with joyous tears."Do you take this man as your other half in richer or poorer, in sickness or in health, 'til death do you part?" It was my turn to answer.With a nod, i say, "I do, father." "Well then, before you seal it... is there anyone to oppose?" Fr. Morris acknowledged with a meaningful tone, making the guests react."To hell with that." But Lorcan being Lorcan, the guests' reactions were epic as he impulsively removed my veil and cupped my face to seal my lips with a kiss.It was a deep, swift kind of kiss. When he released me, i ended up chuckling. He remained serious though. I knew what he was thinking. It's so obvious, he's traumatized by the previous wedding eight months ago. Indeed, it was one hell of a traumatic
Those words of Regina immediately drew the attention of the guests. In the center of the carpeted pathway, she's standing in her dirty wedding gown, her make-up severely ruined, mascara was all over her swollen eyes."What is she doing?""Isn't she the daughter of Angelina?" "This woman doesn't know what she's doing!"Most of the guests began spitting murmurs into facts. From an emotional atmosphere to a troubled one, i couldn't understand what's about to happen anymore. We remained on our grounds while looking at the pitiful looking lady who kept on crying carelessly.She's completely aware that this is another series of scandals in their family yet, she seems unbothered by the transparency of its consequences."This has to stop! Between me and that woman, i'm the deserving one! I should be the bride, not her!" She shouted that the veins on her neck were showing already.What is she saying? She's crazy! Oh my goodness, i think she totally lost it. I want to hate her for ruining the
He kept on slamming his cock inside me and all i could do was to moan, and dig my newly polished nails on his broad back. Beads of sweat formed in his neck, it's been red since we started fvcking our brains out- or should i say, making love as what he prefers to call it. A few more thrusts, faster and harder before he released his thick semen inside me along with my fifth orgasm. My womb felt so full. He spurted so much that some of it was flowing down my thighs, sticking them. Regardless of that, i'm very very satisfied. Who wouldn't be if the sex turned out straight with only peeing was the valid break?I'd take that as a perk of having an active husband. Imagine, satisfying ourselves in the worldly pleasure until three in the morning. No interval or any, just draining each of our stamina 'til we both fell on the verge of giving up. But knowing Lorcan, it was never in his vocabulary. When it comes to this, he's becoming the immortal that he is. And it's freaking sexy in my viewpo
"What do you think?"In a very lazy motion, i adjusted my gaze to Sydney who kept on asking my opinion about the dresses that suit her taste. For the 7th time today, she's currently wearing an emerald long dress with a slit on its right thigh, exposing her creamy lengthy legs."That looks perfect on you, Syddy." I sighed as i refocused on putting my earrings in a slow manner.I heard a grunt from her. "Bitch, you've been saying that since the first dress! How could you be this mean?" Her tone was dramatic.Frowning, i looked at her again. She's slouching in front of me. I made a bitter smile."You don't understand at all." I spat."Oh, i clearly understand everything." She rebutted with entitled sarcasm. My smile faded, i gazed at her through dead eyes. It's her turn to smile, bitterly either. "You've been fooled and now, you're the one who initiated to attend the party since we're all invited- well, certainly not surprising anymore since almost everyone here in the city is invited...
"Atasha! Oh my girl..." A rushing Sydney has come out from the elevator together with my whole family."I-i don't know what to do. I felt so useless. I'm such a good for nothing mother." I sobbed on my palms."Aww. Don't say that!" Her arms enveloped me. I ended up crying on her shoulders. She kept on rubbing my back, consoling me at least. "I'm sorry you have to deal with this..." She whispered.I didn't speak and just hugged her back. Everyone's in panic, no words can describe how miserable we are as of the moment. All because our little boy was taken away from us. The events can't still sink in to me. They happened too fast. He was out of my hold... in a flash."Who would be doing this?" It was mom's questioning voice. She's sitting next to my father in the lounge, both having a problematic look.I released myself from Sydney as i wiped my tears. Kaden was giving me his sympathetic gaze, his jaw also tensed and then i remember we're not yet talking about his unexpected partnership
If something bad happens to Damian, i will never forgive Regina... ever. Through Laxus' limousine, we arrived at the nearest pediatric clinic and rushed my son to the assigned pediatrician who happens to be Lorcan's old colleague way back in university. My emotions were overflowing while he was sending Damian to its doctor. My baby's struggling to catch his own breath, it's clear to the instability of his chest's movement. I feel like something's hammering my heart that i ended up letting my tears burst out but i had to cover my mouth to muffle my audible sobs since i wasn't alone in the room. There's the Amadeus couple who remained wordless on the couch, and Hettie who was biting her polished nails, looking unusually nervous. On the same page, there's Lorcan who can't stay in one place as he keeps on going back and forth while playing his lower lip, face was so problematic and robbed of ease. "He's gonna be fine." Hettie moved closer to me. She put her hand on my shoulder and gen
We arrived at the Amadeus Residence after almost twenty five minutes of ride from the apartment. Lorcan opened the car door for us before he put Damian in his left arm while the other was resting around my waist.Two tall and gigantic men were standing on both sides of the pathway through the double doors. However, I couldn't stop roaming my gaze around. We were walking on the ground of the vast entrance yard, the bushes from years ago are still there but some of them bloomed more beautiful and greeny. It sent me to the memories i had in this place way back in the past where i attended his sister's pool party. This time, no wild teens and neon lights, the pool located on the front right of the mansion looks plain and dim. It feels unusual for me but i guess that's how we separate the past from the present in order to deal with the future.Those bittersweet scenarios i had experience in this place shall stay only in my core memory."You still have a chance to back out." Lorcan suddenly
"For real?!" Regina exclaimed with a huge smile plastered on her face."Yes! Isn't it wonderful?" Helena mirrored her reaction.Only the two of them are happy about it. I can't even lift my lips up because of confusion, my chest booms with irritation, bitterness and pain. All at once. I don't know where to focus anymore.However, the two men remained stiff on their seats. Lorcan's aura screams like he's in ready to kill mode."Thank you, Edith." Helena thanked the helper the moment she served the snacks and drinks on the table.Edith slightly bowed before she left the room and now, we're five again. Regina confidently made her way to Lorcan's right and sat on its vacant seat. The position is; Lorcan's in between us, and Mr. and Mrs. Amadeus are in our front. How come the situation suddenly became like this? I just wanna visit this place again and catch up with Edith, not to deal with these toxic people i once ran away from."Anyway, Hon, where's my good morning back? You didn't give