Jake's POVIt's hurt, so hurt to the point I don't want to move at all. But if this is the only way to make her stay beside me, I would rather cut my hand or foot."Please, please stay." I don't care anymore if I look like a poor dog afraid of being left behind. I don't care about the eyes looking at me now, judge me all they want but this is all I can do now for her to stay with me."Jake, what do you think you are doing now!" Grandpa's voice echoed around, but I didn't look at him. I kept my eyes fixed on Lorain, hoping she would listen to me."Lorain, please." I repeat, "Don't leave, if I have to kneel for you to agree..." I looked at my reflection, ah. That's when I remembered that one of my legs was also bandaged. But if ever, she asks me to do it then I will."Go into your room, Jake. I will also come back tomorrow, for now, I also need to sleep don’t make it hard for everyone." Her voice was too calm as she said those words, her eyes met my gaze.I want to refuse to force mysel
Lorain's POVI quickly dropped my body on the bed as soon as we entered the hotel room reserved by Raziel, I appreciated the softness of the bed even more now. Because of what happened I remembered my old job as a caregiver."Go to sleep, tomorrow he will look for you again." Raziel suddenly said, compared to before when he didn't want to talk about Jake, the atmosphere in him is now lighter every time he mentions him."You're right, but you also need to sleep. You'll be going to work tomorrow," I stood up from the bed and was about to move to the sofa when he looked at me."Who said you're going to sleep on the sofa?" He came closer to me and made me sit there again, "You need more rest than me, I'm going to work where I always do. Unlike you, you need strength tomorrow." He tapped me on the shoulder and ruffled my hair."But the sofa is too small compared to your size," I said hesitantly, if he slept there, his body would be hurt. "T-The bed is big, why don't we just lay here next t
3 weeks laterLike I said, that was the last time I went to the hospital, I ignored any contact from Jake or even Lorain. The only time Jamie and I talk is when we talk about the project.I thought that at that time I had made everything clear to Jake, "What are you doing here again?" I asked angrily as I opened the door.The bandages on his body are gone, and even the cast on his injuries are gone. "I just want to give you this." He smiled at me and extended his hand holding a box."What is it?" I frowned when I took it from him and looked at the contents, still hot barbeque, isaw, chicken skin, and a bento filled with chicken curry. "What's this for?"Even if I don't want to accept it, I know I can't stop myself from craving it, who wouldn't if it's your favorite, right?“Hmm, thank you for taking care of me that time, and sorry gift?" He shrugged and said, "I acted again without thinking about how you would feel, so yeah."He rubbed the back of his neck as if embarrassed, what he's
"What?!" Raziel asked me in shock, at the same time as the car suddenly hit the brakes. "Are you out of your mind, Lorain?"I can't tell if he's angry or what, I can't understand the mixed emotions on his face at this time. I understand that, the decision I made while talking to Jake earlier was sudden."He won't stop me until I give it to him, Raziel. Why can't I just let him, in the end when he has done everything but nothing happens, he will stop on his own." My reasoning.He grinned and looked at me, "How sure am I that nothing will happen, Lorain? You once fell in love with that man, in the years since you broke up, did you ever love a man like how you loved him?"He gave me a bitter smile, "how confident are you that you won't love him again, now that you know he's not the one who wants you two to divorce?""That's not—" I couldn't finish what I was going to say, hearing such words from him was surprising."See, you can't answer me easily. Even if you don't have confidence in wh
He deepened the kiss between the two of us, at the same time as he stepped on his feet causing me to step back. I felt the door open behind me, "w-wait..."I tried to speak when our lips had a chance to separate, but he captured it again with his warm lips. I feel like I'm getting drunk especially every time his tongue moves inside my mouth.When I heard the door ring, a sign that we were inside and it was locked, I closed my eyes on purpose to feel his passionate and hot kiss on me."Raziel," caught my breath, I placed my palms on his chest and looked up, "I'm sorry." Tears kept coming to my eyes, I could feel them running down my cheeks."No, I should be the one who said sorry." He wiped my tears with his finger, "I'm sorry, I don't want to make you cry but I won't lie, Lorain." He pressed our foreheads together, "It hurt me to hear that you gave him another chance."He didn't need to say that, even in the car I could see the pain I caused him because of my sudden decision. I don't
"Raziel..." I mumbled softly as his lips continued to travel down my naked body, every time he touched my skin his hot kiss seemed to give me electricity in my body.“Hmm?” He softly murmured to me, his hands gradually caressing my waist. "You really smell so good, Lorain." He added while kissing my thigh.It was so tickling, just now I felt this sensation again. I admit that I have tried to have sex with other men a few times, but I rarely feel this feeling back then.His kisses went lower and lower until I felt his hot breath on my pussy. My whole body almost trembled because of that, "R-Raziel, wait..." I grabbed his forehead to stop him.He looked at me, "do you want me to stop?" He asked sweetly, but his eyes said otherwise. It was full of lust, and even though he wanted to hide it, I could see it.I shook my head, "No, but please take it easy.""Did I hurt you, I'm sorry." The expression on his face softened even more, "I was just too carried away, seeing you lying in bed with y
Jamie's POVCrazy! You are crazy, Jake!” I yelled at him in exasperation, I didn't know what else to do. How can he suddenly do whatever he wants when I'm doing my best?"I'm sorry, I will still help you though." He replied that what he is doing right now is not a big loss to the plan for both of us."Do you think sorry can even help us right now, Jake?!" I frowned, I'm still getting better at acting as well as fighting with Lorain, but Jake should be the one I'm looking out for. Goodness, I'm so frustrated!"But, what can I do? Maybe if I miss the opportunity I have now, I won't see him again, Jamie." I saw his eyes with emotion again, ugh this poor man!I just sat on the sofa while still trying to get back to my senses, "Enough, how many times have I heard that from you? Also, please don't look at me like that because I hate it every time you do that." I rub my face with both my hands."Sorry, but I won't agree, Jake. We talk before you see him again, you need to fulfill that." I sa
Lorain's POVI slowly opened my eyes because of the sunlight hitting my face, "Raziel?" I softly called his name on the other side of the bed but it was already cold, a sign that he had left my side for a long time.Even though my body hurt a little, I slowly got up and wrapped my body in a blanket, I first looked in the bathroom but he wasn't there the smell of his shampoo still lingering and it’s smelled good.Why did he take a shower in the morning? He didn't say he was scheduled to meet today.I went back to the bed to put the blanket back and decided to take a shower as well, some of the marks that Raziel left last night are a bit painful whenever the water gets there, causing me to spend even longer in the bathroom.Suddenly, an arm slowly hugged me from behind, "hey, do you want me to help you?" He softly whispered in my ear.I immediately closed my eyes when I felt the tickle in my whole body again, "N-no need, I can do it." I bit my lower lip because of embarrassment, why do