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CEO's Regret; Wants to take her back! (ENG) Selfish
3 weeks laterLike I said, that was the last time I went to the hospital, I ignored any contact from Jake or even Lorain. The only time Jamie and I talk is when we talk about the project.I thought that at that time I had made everything clear to Jake, "What are you doing here again?" I asked angrily as I opened the door.The bandages on his body are gone, and even the cast on his injuries are gone. "I just want to give you this." He smiled at me and extended his hand holding a box."What is it?" I frowned when I took it from him and looked at the contents, still hot barbeque, isaw, chicken skin, and a bento filled with chicken curry. "What's this for?"Even if I don't want to accept it, I know I can't stop myself from craving it, who wouldn't if it's your favorite, right?“Hmm, thank you for taking care of me that time, and sorry gift?" He shrugged and said, "I acted again without thinking about how you would feel, so yeah."He rubbed the back of his neck as if embarrassed, what he's
Last Updated : 2024-03-22CEO's Regret; Wants to take her back! (ENG) Kiss
"What?!" Raziel asked me in shock, at the same time as the car suddenly hit the brakes. "Are you out of your mind, Lorain?"I can't tell if he's angry or what, I can't understand the mixed emotions on his face at this time. I understand that, the decision I made while talking to Jake earlier was sudden."He won't stop me until I give it to him, Raziel. Why can't I just let him, in the end when he has done everything but nothing happens, he will stop on his own." My reasoning.He grinned and looked at me, "How sure am I that nothing will happen, Lorain? You once fell in love with that man, in the years since you broke up, did you ever love a man like how you loved him?"He gave me a bitter smile, "how confident are you that you won't love him again, now that you know he's not the one who wants you two to divorce?""That's not—" I couldn't finish what I was going to say, hearing such words from him was surprising."See, you can't answer me easily. Even if you don't have confidence in wh
Last Updated : 2024-03-26CEO's Regret; Wants to take her back! (ENG) Let's continue, Lorain
He deepened the kiss between the two of us, at the same time as he stepped on his feet causing me to step back. I felt the door open behind me, "w-wait..."I tried to speak when our lips had a chance to separate, but he captured it again with his warm lips. I feel like I'm getting drunk especially every time his tongue moves inside my mouth.When I heard the door ring, a sign that we were inside and it was locked, I closed my eyes on purpose to feel his passionate and hot kiss on me."Raziel," caught my breath, I placed my palms on his chest and looked up, "I'm sorry." Tears kept coming to my eyes, I could feel them running down my cheeks."No, I should be the one who said sorry." He wiped my tears with his finger, "I'm sorry, I don't want to make you cry but I won't lie, Lorain." He pressed our foreheads together, "It hurt me to hear that you gave him another chance."He didn't need to say that, even in the car I could see the pain I caused him because of my sudden decision. I don't
Last Updated : 2024-03-26CEO's Regret; Wants to take her back! (ENG) Keep moving, yes~
"Raziel..." I mumbled softly as his lips continued to travel down my naked body, every time he touched my skin his hot kiss seemed to give me electricity in my body.“Hmm?” He softly murmured to me, his hands gradually caressing my waist. "You really smell so good, Lorain." He added while kissing my thigh.It was so tickling, just now I felt this sensation again. I admit that I have tried to have sex with other men a few times, but I rarely feel this feeling back then.His kisses went lower and lower until I felt his hot breath on my pussy. My whole body almost trembled because of that, "R-Raziel, wait..." I grabbed his forehead to stop him.He looked at me, "do you want me to stop?" He asked sweetly, but his eyes said otherwise. It was full of lust, and even though he wanted to hide it, I could see it.I shook my head, "No, but please take it easy.""Did I hurt you, I'm sorry." The expression on his face softened even more, "I was just too carried away, seeing you lying in bed with y
Last Updated : 2024-03-26CEO's Regret; Wants to take her back! (ENG) The plan
Jamie's POVCrazy! You are crazy, Jake!” I yelled at him in exasperation, I didn't know what else to do. How can he suddenly do whatever he wants when I'm doing my best?"I'm sorry, I will still help you though." He replied that what he is doing right now is not a big loss to the plan for both of us."Do you think sorry can even help us right now, Jake?!" I frowned, I'm still getting better at acting as well as fighting with Lorain, but Jake should be the one I'm looking out for. Goodness, I'm so frustrated!"But, what can I do? Maybe if I miss the opportunity I have now, I won't see him again, Jamie." I saw his eyes with emotion again, ugh this poor man!I just sat on the sofa while still trying to get back to my senses, "Enough, how many times have I heard that from you? Also, please don't look at me like that because I hate it every time you do that." I rub my face with both my hands."Sorry, but I won't agree, Jake. We talk before you see him again, you need to fulfill that." I sa
Last Updated : 2024-03-27CEO's Regret; Wants to take her back! (ENG) More, Raziel~
Lorain's POVI slowly opened my eyes because of the sunlight hitting my face, "Raziel?" I softly called his name on the other side of the bed but it was already cold, a sign that he had left my side for a long time.Even though my body hurt a little, I slowly got up and wrapped my body in a blanket, I first looked in the bathroom but he wasn't there the smell of his shampoo still lingering and it’s smelled good.Why did he take a shower in the morning? He didn't say he was scheduled to meet today.I went back to the bed to put the blanket back and decided to take a shower as well, some of the marks that Raziel left last night are a bit painful whenever the water gets there, causing me to spend even longer in the bathroom.Suddenly, an arm slowly hugged me from behind, "hey, do you want me to help you?" He softly whispered in my ear.I immediately closed my eyes when I felt the tickle in my whole body again, "N-no need, I can do it." I bit my lower lip because of embarrassment, why do
Last Updated : 2024-03-27CEO's Regret; Wants to take her back! (ENG) Just wait Lorain
Three days laterIt's been three days since that happened, but I still can't bring myself to look Raziel in the face or even in the eyes. How did I manage to squirt, was I so carried away by what we were doing to experience that thing?I can't help but massage my forehead, we have a meeting today and he will pick me up. But I don't know how to talk to him like before, until I can I would like to avoid him first.I was startled by someone knocking on the door, even though I didn't look I was sure it was him. I smiled awkwardly when I opened the door, "h-hello." I greeted him.He stared at me before greeting back, "Are you ready to go, or am I too early?""No, you came just right." I could feel my jaw twitching a little but I couldn't get rid of the awkward smile on my lips."Seriously, Lorain." He took a deep breath while holding his waist, "You don't need to act like that, actually it's like you're trying to smile."The smile on my lips gradually disappeared because of what he said, h
Last Updated : 2024-03-27CEO's Regret; Wants to take her back! (ENG) You deserve more than that
"Why are you looking like that, has Jamie told you anything yet?" Raziel asked but I just shook my head, once we started talking, he would not stop and it would be even harder for me to avoid him.He smiled, "Are you going to keep doing that?" His eyebrows meet, "how long will you not talk to me, Lorain?"I bit my lower lip, I don't know how long I'll act like a high schooler avoiding the guy he kissed because of shame. I heard him sigh loudly, "Fine, keep doing that."There was a hint of irritation in his voice, but I still couldn't look at him and talk to him. He was seriously driving while I was just looking out of the window, it would be better if we had a problem with the materials first.Maybe when we finish there, I won't be ashamed of what happened, for now, that's what's more important.~“Welcome, Sir!” His secretary greeted us when we entered the company building, "Hello Ma'am Lorain, one of the branches from abroad called earlier to ship materials.""What did they say abou
Last Updated : 2024-03-27
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CEO's Regret; Wants to take her back! (ENG) Silence that woman!
"Well, well." His smile was wide as he walked into the room where we were, there was no trace of pity or anything on his face. Instead, he was very happy to see my condition, "That's right, you look better like that."The man in front of me stood up straight and bowed, "Good evening boss, as we talked about, we brought him here. Maybe we can get the rest of your payment because that's what we're talking about." His voice was polite compared to earlier when he was talking to me.John focused his attention on the man and patted him on the shoulder, "Don't be too nervous, I will give my promise as the price of our conversation. But your work isn't done yet so I won't give the money yet.""W-What do you mean?" He asked curiously, even his colleagues were concerned. "The talk is that we will take her and give her to you, that's all we agreed about. After everything, you will pay in full.”"Well, the agreement has changed now." He smirked."Huh?!" The man asked annoyed earlier, "What change
CEO's Regret; Wants to take her back! (ENG) Offer a money
"Hurry up, move slowly!" One of the men pushed me in, not even caring about me. He doesn't care if I get hurt or not by the way he obeys me, I can't stop myself from giving him a bad look."What are you looking at?!" He asked and hit me on the cheek with the gloves he was holding, there was no sign of restraint because I could feel his palm which was now painful and hot.“Hey, hey! Take it, easy bro, our boss didn't say anything that we can hurt her, another thing is to look at her skin and face." He caressed my arm with his slightly rough fingers, "it should be taken care of like this." He even licked the area around his lips as if he was hungry.It was like I was poured with ice water because of what he said and did, I tried to distance myself from them but it was very impossible to do that. "Who ordered you to do this, tell me!" I screamed.The man immediately covered my mouth and slammed the door shut, "Look, do you want someone to hear you? You are beautiful but your mouth is so
CEO's Regret; Wants to take her back! (ENG) If only...
Everything I need to bring for my return abroad is ready, we have decided that Raziel and I will meet at the airport. Asa hotel almost all my things, while he was at his house.We were supposed to meet yesterday but it didn't work out because there were too many problems he had to fix before leaving his business here suddenly, well, he won't be staying in another country for good right away.I sat on the sofa when my eyes again hit the envelope that arrived yesterday, I don't know if I should laugh or what because I received an invitation from Jamie for her and Jake's wedding today."He really sent me something like this, too bad the paper looks expensive." I smelled it and as expected the fragrance was nice.I turned to the door when someone knocked there, I immediately stood up to see who it was through the small hole. There was no talk of Raziel coming here, I felt a little nervous because of that."Lorain? It's me, Craig." He knocked again while saying that, the nervousness buildi
CEO's Regret; Wants to take her back! (ENG) Right time?
Lorain's POVEven before the event is over, it is already very popular and the two's names are already heard in the news, social media, and everywhere else. Along with that is the spread of bridal gowns which has become an advantage of Jamie's company.It's the first bidding and many people are already competing, I don't know if it's to brag that they have a lot of money or to brag on social media that they bought one of the bridal gowns tonight as proof that they're here."That's Jamie, isn't it?" Raziel asked as he pointed to a woman in the lobby, her secretary was with her. "It seems like they are fighting, should we go and ask them?"He was about to take a step when I stopped him, I quickly shook my head when I noticed something in the looks of the two of them. "I think, we have no right to interfere with the two of them. Let's let them talk first, after all, we don't know anything about what's going on.""You think? Jamie is about to cry, what if there is a big problem?""W-Well,
CEO's Regret; Wants to take her back! (ENG) The slap of reality
Zavier's POVSecretary...What can I do but watch her on stage, smiling sweetly in front of the cameras that flash one after the other to take pictures of her wearing her beautiful wedding dress?Something that suits her, her beauty comes out even more. At that time, I wanted to hug her, tell her how beautiful she is while wearing the bridal gown she worked so hard to show off to all the people here today... But I can't.I firmly clenched both my hands and tried to stop the tears that were about to flow out of my eyes, at times like this I was once again slapped by the fact that the world we live in is different.Maybe it's better if I just leave here first and don't watch them, I don't want him to see me like a wretch on the sidelines. I also know that eyes are watching me, I don't want to look more ridiculous to his family.I walked out of the venue, and when I got to the lobby a man's voice echoed around."Wow!" I turned to hear the voice of one of my friends, his face couldn't be
CEO's Regret; Wants to take her back! (ENG) Second thought
"Next is indigenous wedding dress inspired, you can see the detailed weaving of each layer at the bottom..."The MC said a lot more, each wedding dress has its own explanation for the viewers. It's obvious that Jamie made sure to highlight the unique features of the bridal dress that is now being shown on stage.I hear different kinds of praise from the people around us, from the people on our side and even behind us. I can't stop myself from smiling even more if the praise I hear includes the fabric they used, it's always from us.As time went on, the surroundings got colder and colder, because almost a few hours had passed since earlier. The number of reporters and attendees increased even more, fortunately, the venue was spacious."Next bridal dress, and will be the last one." The MC said with a smile, "Out of all the dresses and gowns you've seen, this one is the most special and gets the most attention. And because of that, a special person should always wear it."The light on th
CEO's Regret; Wants to take her back! (ENG) Bridal fashion show
Lorain's POV"All the models, please get ready. The show will begin after 10 minutes, all the possible investors and bidders are already outside.” The organizer of the event told the models that they were now wearing the gowns that they would ramp up later.It's seven o'clock in the evening, and the air is quite cold. I feel every kiss of fresh air on my skin while waiting for other attendees outside the building, this is the event I've been waiting for the most.I looked at my own reflection at the door of the building, I'm thankful that I didn't get seriously injured when we had an accident otherwise, I wouldn't be here today and I wouldn't be able to see our fabrics that are admired by many.I'm aware that what they see most is the design of the wedding gown, but I still want to hear at least a few compliments about the fabric used by the company."Lorain, why are you out there?" He came to me and held me by both arms, "Your skin is getting dry, why haven't you come inside yet?" He
CEO's Regret; Wants to take her back! (ENG) I'm crazy, Lorain
Jake's POVI could feel my whole body getting cold as I walked down the hallway to the room where Lorain was resting, I honestly didn't dare to face her right now.So, I know who is to blame for why she is now in the hospital, but I can't bring Jamie to the police."I'm just here for you, Lorain. No matter what happens, even if it costs my life, I will not abandon you." My hand stopped in the air as I was about to turn the doorknob when I heard the man's voice inside saying those words."Raziel, many women like you. Are you serious that you are ready to mess up your good life just because of someone like me?” Now I heard Lorain's voice, it was full of sadness that made me clench my hand and put it down.Once again, I hurt her. Even if I didn't hurt her directly, I was still the reason, I wanted to hug her. I should be with her now and taking care of her, why is that man here again?“I'm sure, Lorain. I am serious about my feelings for you, no matter what you say I will not let go. Esp
CEO's Regret; Wants to take her back! (ENG) No rights!
Jake's POVI was deafened by her slap, but I heard almost every word she said afterward clearly, at that time it was as if I had been doused with freezing water. How can I even say those words?What's the difference between me and Grandpa if I also look at people based on their state in life, "I'm sorry, I—" I couldn't finish what I was going to say because I knew that when I said it, I didn't mean it to say that would sound like an excuse.Even if the situation is reversed, those are the words that came to my mind and I can't change that, and I hate myself for that."No need to say sorry, you already said it." She answered me annoyed, when I was about to hold her by the arm, a hand stopped me."Don't touch her, now you're going to help her arrange YOUR wedding and you're still like that?" He said sarcastically, this was the first time he had done it in front of other people.He stood there as if he didn't care what other people would say, he held my hand tightly and didn't care even
