"What?!" Raziel asked me in shock, at the same time as the car suddenly hit the brakes. "Are you out of your mind, Lorain?"I can't tell if he's angry or what, I can't understand the mixed emotions on his face at this time. I understand that, the decision I made while talking to Jake earlier was sudden."He won't stop me until I give it to him, Raziel. Why can't I just let him, in the end when he has done everything but nothing happens, he will stop on his own." My reasoning.He grinned and looked at me, "How sure am I that nothing will happen, Lorain? You once fell in love with that man, in the years since you broke up, did you ever love a man like how you loved him?"He gave me a bitter smile, "how confident are you that you won't love him again, now that you know he's not the one who wants you two to divorce?""That's not—" I couldn't finish what I was going to say, hearing such words from him was surprising."See, you can't answer me easily. Even if you don't have confidence in wh
He deepened the kiss between the two of us, at the same time as he stepped on his feet causing me to step back. I felt the door open behind me, "w-wait..."I tried to speak when our lips had a chance to separate, but he captured it again with his warm lips. I feel like I'm getting drunk especially every time his tongue moves inside my mouth.When I heard the door ring, a sign that we were inside and it was locked, I closed my eyes on purpose to feel his passionate and hot kiss on me."Raziel," caught my breath, I placed my palms on his chest and looked up, "I'm sorry." Tears kept coming to my eyes, I could feel them running down my cheeks."No, I should be the one who said sorry." He wiped my tears with his finger, "I'm sorry, I don't want to make you cry but I won't lie, Lorain." He pressed our foreheads together, "It hurt me to hear that you gave him another chance."He didn't need to say that, even in the car I could see the pain I caused him because of my sudden decision. I don't
"Raziel..." I mumbled softly as his lips continued to travel down my naked body, every time he touched my skin his hot kiss seemed to give me electricity in my body.“Hmm?” He softly murmured to me, his hands gradually caressing my waist. "You really smell so good, Lorain." He added while kissing my thigh.It was so tickling, just now I felt this sensation again. I admit that I have tried to have sex with other men a few times, but I rarely feel this feeling back then.His kisses went lower and lower until I felt his hot breath on my pussy. My whole body almost trembled because of that, "R-Raziel, wait..." I grabbed his forehead to stop him.He looked at me, "do you want me to stop?" He asked sweetly, but his eyes said otherwise. It was full of lust, and even though he wanted to hide it, I could see it.I shook my head, "No, but please take it easy.""Did I hurt you, I'm sorry." The expression on his face softened even more, "I was just too carried away, seeing you lying in bed with y
Jamie's POVCrazy! You are crazy, Jake!” I yelled at him in exasperation, I didn't know what else to do. How can he suddenly do whatever he wants when I'm doing my best?"I'm sorry, I will still help you though." He replied that what he is doing right now is not a big loss to the plan for both of us."Do you think sorry can even help us right now, Jake?!" I frowned, I'm still getting better at acting as well as fighting with Lorain, but Jake should be the one I'm looking out for. Goodness, I'm so frustrated!"But, what can I do? Maybe if I miss the opportunity I have now, I won't see him again, Jamie." I saw his eyes with emotion again, ugh this poor man!I just sat on the sofa while still trying to get back to my senses, "Enough, how many times have I heard that from you? Also, please don't look at me like that because I hate it every time you do that." I rub my face with both my hands."Sorry, but I won't agree, Jake. We talk before you see him again, you need to fulfill that." I sa
Lorain's POVI slowly opened my eyes because of the sunlight hitting my face, "Raziel?" I softly called his name on the other side of the bed but it was already cold, a sign that he had left my side for a long time.Even though my body hurt a little, I slowly got up and wrapped my body in a blanket, I first looked in the bathroom but he wasn't there the smell of his shampoo still lingering and it’s smelled good.Why did he take a shower in the morning? He didn't say he was scheduled to meet today.I went back to the bed to put the blanket back and decided to take a shower as well, some of the marks that Raziel left last night are a bit painful whenever the water gets there, causing me to spend even longer in the bathroom.Suddenly, an arm slowly hugged me from behind, "hey, do you want me to help you?" He softly whispered in my ear.I immediately closed my eyes when I felt the tickle in my whole body again, "N-no need, I can do it." I bit my lower lip because of embarrassment, why do
Three days laterIt's been three days since that happened, but I still can't bring myself to look Raziel in the face or even in the eyes. How did I manage to squirt, was I so carried away by what we were doing to experience that thing?I can't help but massage my forehead, we have a meeting today and he will pick me up. But I don't know how to talk to him like before, until I can I would like to avoid him first.I was startled by someone knocking on the door, even though I didn't look I was sure it was him. I smiled awkwardly when I opened the door, "h-hello." I greeted him.He stared at me before greeting back, "Are you ready to go, or am I too early?""No, you came just right." I could feel my jaw twitching a little but I couldn't get rid of the awkward smile on my lips."Seriously, Lorain." He took a deep breath while holding his waist, "You don't need to act like that, actually it's like you're trying to smile."The smile on my lips gradually disappeared because of what he said, h
"Why are you looking like that, has Jamie told you anything yet?" Raziel asked but I just shook my head, once we started talking, he would not stop and it would be even harder for me to avoid him.He smiled, "Are you going to keep doing that?" His eyebrows meet, "how long will you not talk to me, Lorain?"I bit my lower lip, I don't know how long I'll act like a high schooler avoiding the guy he kissed because of shame. I heard him sigh loudly, "Fine, keep doing that."There was a hint of irritation in his voice, but I still couldn't look at him and talk to him. He was seriously driving while I was just looking out of the window, it would be better if we had a problem with the materials first.Maybe when we finish there, I won't be ashamed of what happened, for now, that's what's more important.~“Welcome, Sir!” His secretary greeted us when we entered the company building, "Hello Ma'am Lorain, one of the branches from abroad called earlier to ship materials.""What did they say abou
"Are you just saying that to make me feel better?" The tone of his voice with me is still a bit off, but at least now he is looking at me unlike before. “if yes, don’t bother.” He scoffed."No, I'm serious," I answered and looked directly into his eyes, hoping he would finally feel okay, “you deserve more than what you are thinking.”"Fine, let's say that what you say is true but it doesn't mean that I agree with what is happening, as long as I can prevent him from getting close to you, I will do it." He said like a child.I laughed while nodding, "It's up to you if that's what you want," I ruffled his hair."Hey, it took me a while to fix that just so I could look presentable to you." He forbade me, but I didn't stop and it made me enjoy what I’m doing."You look more handsome with your hair like that, remember when I went to your house." I put his mind at ease and caressed his soft cheeks, it looked like he was using even better skincare than me."I know I'm handsome, Lorain." He sa