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Chapter 86 - Astraia
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2025-04-27 11:02:29The day after Carson's seizure was the worst. I sat beside his bed, numb with fear and exhaustion, watching his chest rise and fall with mechanical precision, too regular, too shallow.
"His vitals are stable," the doctor told me during morning rounds, her voice carefully neutral. "But the seizure caused some setbacks. We're monitoring brain activity closely."
"When will he wake up?" My voice sounded strange to my own ears, hollow and distant.
She hesitated, sympathy crossing her face. "I can't say for certain. The silver levels in his bloodstream are still significant."
"But he will wake up," I insisted, needing her to confirm it, to give me something to cling to.
"We're doing everything we can," she replied, which wasn't an answer at all.
When she left, I laid my head on the edge of Carson's bed, pressing my forehead against his arm. "I need you, I miss you..." I whispered. "Please, Carson. I need you to come back to me."
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By Shadowlight Lake Chapter 86 - Astraia
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