Cressida
Three Years Later
Jack answered the phone with a chuckle. “Miss me already?” Hearing his chuckle was more than enough to make my day.
“Bitching already?” I faked a gasp as I stopped at the traffic light and adjusted the Bluetooth ear piece.
“Stop being a little shit. Why are you calling?”
“I missed you. I know you left London a week ago, but I would miss you even if you left two seconds ago.” He paused, and I knew there was more, so I clutched the steering wheel tightly so I could hide my sadness and frustration about not being beside him when he needed me the most.
“If it wasn’t for Aunt Valerie here, I wouldn’t have survived my seizures without having you beside me. But it’s fine… one year to go.”
One more year in that hell I’d been living in for the past three years. The same hell Talia endured with me. And thank God she was with me, because I doubt I would’ve survived without her. Who would survive what we had to go through on their own? No one.
“One year to go.” My voice sounded haunted even to me, but I could only hope that Jack didn’t notice. I was on the verge of crying when I heard Talia playfully fighting with her mother… again.
“Is that Talia?” Jack asked on the other line. I could practically hear the goofy smile in his voice as I smiled to myself. Even from far away, Talia knew how to make us smile.
“Who else would it be?” I giggled as I saw Talia trying to pull her hand from her mother’s grasp as she tried to give her some sort of smoothie. With all due respect to her mother, the smoothie was… not that tasty.
“Fine! I’ll drink it, but let me go. Ida is waiting for me!” Talia screamed, clearly frustrated with her mother. Only then did her mother notice me waiting in the car. She let go of Talia, who almost fell on the ground.
Aunt Rose waved at me with a smile–she had the same smile as Talia’s–as they both came towards the car.
“Jack, I’ll call you back. They’re coming my way, and I swear I’m saving you a headache over here.” I chuckled softly, and Jack had a full laugh.
“Okay, but call me back ASAP. Now bye!” he said through small laughs.
The bastard didn’t even wait before ending the call. We’ll have a talk about this later. I mean, I’m still ten minutes older, so I deserve some respect… or maybe I shouldn’t care because it’s Jack. My Jack.
“Cressida!” Talia yelled as soon as she entered the car. She attacked me with a bear hug while kissing my cheek. “Missed you so much!”
I hugged her back, but then declared. “Okay, I missed you too, but stop yelling in my ear!” She only laughed, backing away from me as she straightened in her seat, while I took off to that hellish school.
Moonflow.
“I don’t want to go to school anymore,” Talia whined playfully. But I knew better, because over the years we’d spent together, I came to understand that Talia doesn’t only hate school because she doesn’t like waking up early, she also hates it because of Oliver.
Even though I knew what kind of vendetta they have I still had a hard time understanding it but I knew it was bad enough for him to keep on being a bastard and a bully just like… him.
“If you wanna chase fashion designing, then I don’t think you have that much of a choice.” I was annoying her, and she knew it, but she still groaned with a smile on her face. I allowed myself to have a little fun before going back to my… hell.
Talia and I arrived at the gate for the senior year, and we both shared a look. One year to go.
For her to be free of Oliver and whatever chaos he brought with him, and for me to reunite with my twin.
“Well, would you look at that?” I knew that something was off when I didn’t hear the sirens go off. I swear her voice is as irritating as a siren.
We simply kept on walking until we reached the class, because we needed to pass this year, one way or another… even if it meant not teaching Queen B, AKA Queen Bitch for me, her place.
“Little witch, I’m talking to you!”
Blake Gerard.
That’s her name. That’s the bitch’s name, and I’d had just about enough of her bullshit. I tolerated it way too much.
“You should really start becoming more creative, Blake.” I went to sit on my chair, but not before I said one more thing that I could only hope would at least embarrass her.
“Plus, I’ve been called worse by better, so you either become more creative or become better. But I doubt better is even a word your mother told you, given who she is.” That was the final straw for Blake as she raised her hand and was ready to slap the hell out of me–not that I would’ve let her–but a deep voice stopped her.
A voice that was familiar.
“Don’t you dare raise that hand another centimetre, Gerard.” The voice was deep and scary. It was meant to send chills down your spine and cause goosebumps to cover your body. It was a voice you should stay away from, because if you didn’t, then kiss any respect you had in your entire life goodbye.
“Since when do you care about the Little Witch, Savaş?” Blake turned around and crossed her arms in front of her chest as we all watched. 'The Hurricane', that’s what everyone called him. Why? Who the fuck knows.
Savaş was standing right in front of Blake and I could bet my life that everyone in the room was holding their breaths as they waited for his next move or word.
“Since it’s none of your fucking business, Blake. Now walk away before I get angry.” The first sentence was said while he was looking at Queen Bitch, but he said the last one with his green eyes fixed on me. Me?
Why would the guy who was my tormentor–my nemesis for all these years–stop that bitch from hurting me? Why, after years of bullying and declaring me an enemy for the entire school, did he decide to stop her from doing what everyone had done for three years?
Savaş Ewald had turned my life into a custom-made hell for three years. Now he was trying to play the role of the hero? He was, and always would be, the villain in my story.
What kind of sick, twisted game was this?
“This is not over!” Blake threatened before leaving the class with her best friend hanging on her side. Savaş moved my way and only now did I notice that it wasn’t just his voice that had changed, but his looks as well.
His dirty blonde hair was now longer, and he had it tied at the back of his head in a low bun. It made him even more… attractive, I guess.
I was so distracted by him that I didn’t even notice him standing right beside me until his hot breath hit my ear and he whispered, only for me to hear.
“You're welcome, Güzel.” The heck does that word mean? As if my confusion wasn't enough, he had the audacity to lean down and place a kiss below my ear before he went to sit down in one of the desk chairs. The other three horsemen followed him silently, but surprise was on their faces, just like it was on mine and that of the entire class.
I sat down on my chair quickly when Mr Harding entered the room and leaned back, because I knew Talia was going to ask the question I was asking myself.
“What the hell just happened?” she whispered-yelled at me. I honestly didn’t know what to tell her, because I didn’t know what the hell that was either.
But I could still feel his lips on my skin, and my hand automatically went to the spot he kissed. Then I felt it. He was watching me.
For a second, I dared to turn and have a glance, just to see if my sixth sense was right. But it still surprised me when I met his scary, but still attractive, eyes. I looked away from him quickly. If he thought one good act would wipe all the other years away, then he was wrong.
I’m not a person of forgiveness–not that he deserves it. No one like him deserves forgiveness, because people like him only love to mess around with other people. The moment they actually have to be responsible for something–anything–they run away like cowards. It’s in their nature, but it was never in mine.
I was never a coward, and I wouldn’t be one now. That was my thought as I redirected my gaze to him and looked him dead in the eye.
You wanna play, Savaş? Let’s play. But you better be ready for losing, dickhead!
CressidaThe tension in the classroom didn’t seem to lessen with time. Everyone was whispering about how Savaş chose me over Blake. It felt wrong, but somehow right at the same time.I ignored him for the rest of the class and even after it ended. I could feel his eyes on me constantly, but I simply kept on ignoring. No one called me or Talia any names as we walked through the hallways of the school to our lockers. Not one bad word got directed at us. I had to double check to see if Savaş or any of the horsemen were behind us because it would’ve been the only explanation after what happened today.Savaş insulted Blake in front of everyone, for my sake. Not that I believe he actually helped me for… well, me. There has to be a reason behind that action of his, because there is no way that he just turned into a good person towards us. Not after all this time.But I wasn’t sure what to feel about this whole thing. I had hated Savaş for a very long time… and I still do, but why exactly di
Cressida Usually In a situation like this my brain goes into a fight or flight mode but I couldn't do either of those. Savaş took both options off the table as he had me trapped against my own car, I couldn't fight, hell I could barely breathe with this position we're in and flight was also out of question. So what the fuck was I supposed to do? He finally removed his hand from my mouth and I didn’t waste my chance to ask any question that came to my mind."What are you talking about?" I asked and had to use all my strength so that my voice wouldn't tremble because I was afraid but that wasn't all, there was something else going on with me because of this situation and I didn’t like it."I don't appreciate it when people pretend that I don't exist, Arne and you of all people don't get to do that." His voice was so low and dangerous that it should have me running the other way as quickly as I could but it felt like I was paralysed. "I didn't do anything to you!" I yelled at him, no
Cressida Why am I even searching about this? Right, because I wanted to know more about Savaş Ewald.Turns out his name means 'War' which suited him greatly.Meanwhile I finally knew what the word he always says to me means. Güzel is a Turkish word that means beautiful but why does he call me that? I mean does he really think I'm beautiful or is he just being flirty? Why the hell would I care if he thought I'm beautiful? I know I am!!Damn it… he's occupying without even being around so how the hell am I supposed to face him tomorrow after what happened today's afternoon in the parking lot, where anyone could have seen us. Shit! I'm only now thinking about that? Why didn't I remember this info when we were in the parking lot? Because I'm an Idiot! A knock on my bedroom door had me sitting up in the bed but no one entered the room which meant it's Dad."Ida? Talia is here, she wants me to see if you're awake." "Yes I'm awake!" I yelled but made no attempt to get up and open the d
Cressida "So he's not taking you out for dinner but to a party and he's inviting me too?" Talia was surprising me, seriously. She was freaking out ever since she heard that Savaş is taking us to a party and I couldn't say anything to him because he had me in his grip by Talia and worse thing about it… is that Talia was happy because someone started to see her as a normal human from the horsemen.So I agreed and told him that I need to get dressed which brought us to now. We were looking for some good party dresses in my closet and we were about the same size already so we wore each other's clothes all the time."How about this one for you?" Talia held out a red halter tight dress with an open bodice that was closed a little but with ties and holy shit it looked hot which meant I should wear it, just to spite that bastard. "Fuck yeah!" I told her as I went to wear it while she found herself a golden glittery dress then she immediately threw a pair of heels at me. They were Silver c
Cressida Neither Of us said a word to one another as Savaş returned to driving to the party.I mean… I don't know what to say. This was so fucking missed up, the whole idea of me and this man in one place is one thing but him taking ownership of me as if I was some kind of object is a whole other thing.And the whole him being my father's enemy's son didn't leave my mind as well because it made me feel like everyone knew everything about my life but my own self and worse is that they refuse to tell me anything. Why are they doing this to me? Do I really look too weak in their eyes to the point where they think I couldn't handle a single truth and if only I was asking for too much, all I'm asking for is my life… the one that I forgot.It's not like I chose to forget everything."You're not going to tell me anything about my past are you? If you know about it." I whispered and for a moment I would think he didn't hear it but the silence in the car was begging to be filled with any sou
Cressida A month and a few weeks passed by and to my surprise, Savaş never bothered me face to face this whole time as if he was really giving me time to make my decision.But I couldn't exactly say that he was decent either because of the texts I kept on receiving from him or more like smutty and dirty texts.And it seemed like he picked all the wrong times to send them, sometimes when I'm eating breakfast, lunch or dinner with Dad and aunt who by the way were pretty much still pissed at me for not telling them that Savaş was my boyfriend. Boyfriend my ass.Anyway and sometimes he would send me those texts when I'm literally in class or talking with a teacher. Savaş Ewald knew no limits which made my case all worse and if only I could at least brainstorm with Talia but I didn't tell her about the whole Savaş 'Rules' or mention anything about my past at all because I knew she would've told Dad and I don't need that, not right now.I was now in the car with Dad and Aunt because even a
Cressida "Oh this one is awesome!" Jack and I said in union as 'Astronaut in the Ocean' by Masked Wolf started playing on the car radio while we started vibing with the song but my brain kept wandering to how was I supposed to cope with Savaş's 'Rules' I mean I still didn't talk to him about me accepting his deal but I sent him a message that we needed to talk but didn't give anymore info but I saw that he sent more of his filthy texts but I had to ignore them to ensure that I wouldn't orgasm on my own fingers because of him.The more I thought about it, the more I realised that there was never a choice for me in the first place. That day when Dante visited my Dad, Jack called him in the middle of the meeting, telling him that he was going to surprise me with his arrival and going back in my memory to that Day, I saw Savaş talk to someone on the phone and I'm willing to bet my life on it that it was his father on the other line.In other words, Savaş knew that Jack was coming to con
Cressida You fucked up… Cressida.Unfortunately that wasn't the last thing Savaş said to me before he disappeared…They won't tell you anything, Güzel. I'm your only key to your past because they all would prefer lying to you because they think… you're too weak.That sentence was roaming around me like a ghost the whole day. Was that what everyone really thought of me? Weak and breakable.No… No, I'm not weak. I'm stronger than they all think I am, they'll see. But I didn't want to think about that now. First, I was with Jack now and didn't need him to sense that something was off. Second, we had to go home and get ready because there was a gala that had something to do with businessmen so as the children of Isaac Arne we had to be there as well.And someone else was going to be there as well…"It looks like someone befriended the little witch." Blake. I took a deep breath but continued walking towards my car where Jack should be waiting since I asked him to go ahead of me.Just ign
Cressida Three Years later "Are you okay?" Ember asked, eyeing me suspiciously and who could blame her because I wasn't exactly fine and while she thought that my kidney was acting up… that wasn't the case. "Yes I'm fine, it's just I still want to kill Oliver for this." I told her and that wasn't a complete lie because I did want to kill him for what he did but I lied because that wasn't why I was bouncing my leg up and down or why I had my face turn pink. Despite the fact that knowing I was Talia's and Oliver's wedding after she was forced to marry him still made my blood boil and I'll be sure to make him pay for it but again that wasn't the case for my situation now. The case was that my husband, being the asshole that we both knew he was, decided that he wanted to play a few days before now and I ended up losing a bet. The bet was that the other can do whatever they want with the other for a full day of their choice and he wanted that day to be today… of all days and also h
Cressida"Why are we here?" I questioned the man who was pulling me with him after taking us into this abandoned warehouse. There were tables everywhere full of knives and what looked like torturing tools… what the hell was this place?"You'll see, Güzel." He declared to me before we came to a stop in the middle of the warehouse, like we were waiting for something and deep down, I think I knew why we were here…If I know Savaş which I believe I do then there was no way he let the Queens go which meant he did some unthinkable stuff and maybe it was the Raven's Caw doing something alongside him as well but I didn't think I would even be mad.And I was right because moments later Ace and Oliver came down some stairs in the warehouse, each had one of the two men, pushing them towards us until they were standing right in front of us and hit the back of their knees making them kneel before us."Go on, apologies." Savaş ordered Noah but he was just looking at me, pure hatred covering his fe
CressidaMy muscles felt like they were on fire when I started regaining consciousness, body hurting like a bitch. I started opening my eyes slowly, trying to force myself to adjust to the many lights around me, hospital lights no doubt."Cressida." There it was. I would've been surprised if he wasn't beside me and the first to call out my name once I'm awake.So I looked beside me to take a good look at him. He had dark circles beneath his eyes, telling me that he had quiet sleepless nights because of me and even his green eyes looked tired and who could blame him.Both of us suffered way too much till this moment but that face off with Queens was a last straw for everyone. It revealed secrets and brought back some horrifying memories and apparently almost killed me given that I'm still alive."I'll be right back." Talia's voice came from beside me and I saw her move towards the door but she was a blur when all I could see was Savaş, the man I thought wouldn't see again because deat
Savaş"Cressida, come on baby stay with me." I whispered beside her ear as I was running alongside the nurses and doctors that surrounded us, rushing Cressida to the operation room.My blood ran cold the moment she let out that one small weak smile, the same way my mother did before she… No. No! No it's not the same because Ida won't die, she wouldn’t leave me. I know her, she won't leave me or Jack or anyone who she loves.My Ida wouldn’t want to make us this sad. She loves us, she loves… me. She fucking admitted the she loves me seconds before she collapsed.How dare she? How dare she do that to me? She doesn’t get to do that, not after everything I've done, she doesn't get to make me feel guilty more than I already do!"Ida, I love you too. You know I do, You always knew so come on stay with me and I'll say it as much as you want me to… I'll say it all day and night if you want me to, just… just come back to me, please." Tears blurred my vision. I never cried, barely did at my mot
TW: Organ Trade.Cressida It felt like I was back there, back to those times where I had to be the strongest, where I had to pretend that I wasn't scared shit less of those gaurds.Back to a time where an eight years old had to tell her twin brother that she'll protect him when she knew damn well that if it came down it, she would try to protect him and probably die doing so but that wouldn't have meant she would be the one who saved… if he got saved at all.To look into that man's eyes opened back a part of my memories that I just now realised… I had closed. I did it. I chose to forget rather than facing my fears but what else would eight years old me would have done? No matter how many tough act one can play, there would always be a moment where your heart would be beating so loudly and intensely that you can feel it in your ears, your brain going into overdrive, a part of it wishing to just doze off until the danger is gone, another part only longing for the truth but all of tha
DanteThrough my entire life, I made lots of mistakes and formed way too many enemies but it never crossed my mind that it would affect my only child and wife but it did.My mistakes came back to haunt me the moment Deniz died while trying to protect Savaş -our son- knowing damn well that it would cost her life but she was always that way… it was what made me love her in the first place, her selfless and loving nature had me captured the moment I met her.She and I both knew I wasn't a decent man yet she still let me into her life until I managed to have her love me and there were moments in my life where I thought that I was way too cruel to have her by my side, too cruel for her pure heart but the moment Savaş was born and I saw her holding him and staring him down with unconditional love.The moment she looked away from him and her gaze settled on me, full of love, passion and trust… I just knew it would be impossible for me to let her go but life was never fair to me… ever.One bu
TW: SACressida I shrieked the moment I felt someone bury their fist in my hair and pull me up from the ground harshly. I rapidly started blinking to get rid of the sleeplessness but feeling someone tie my hands behind my back had me remembering where I was again which had me search for Savaş, even though someone besides the person grabbing me placed a tape over my mouth, taking away my ability to speak."For safety measures we had to take him out of here before you, no need to keep on being a little slut for him, Ida." Frozen. That's exactly how I felt.Noah. That voice belonged to Noah. He was my friend and now he… who was he? How could he talk to me that way? How dare he call me that as if I'm nothing. I groaned through the tape while squirming in an attempt to get away from him but he suddenly was in front of me and I barely registered what happened before I felt a sting on the side of my face that had my head turned to the side.He slapped me. That son of a bitch slapped me.
CressidaI was about to leave the nightclub while Savaş was supposed to catch up with me but something didn't feel right, I knew it.While I was trying to shake off that feeling someone pulled me from behind by the waist and before I could scream a hand that was holding a piece of cloth was placed on my mouth and nose.Fear filled my veins as I tried to reach for my gun but someone else came up from the shadows and took it away and only now did I notice the smell of chemicals filling my nose, forcing me to drift out of consciousness until everything turned black.************************When I woke up again I found myself in a basement… that basement. The same one where I was locked with Jack in, the one I met Savaş in.Lifting myself off the ground I looked around me until my eyes stopped at the figure of someone… Savaş.I got up quickly, rushing to his side before I fell down on my knees beside him, my hands cradling his face while shaking him gently.I called out his name. "Savaş?
Cressida "Why should I wear a wig?" I asked, frustration filling my voice because the damn wig just couldn't be placed on my head like I wanted."One, we can't let The Raven's Caw know that you know about them. Two, since your majesty doesn't want to run into Savaş then we have to disguise you." Talia answered while applying on her eyeliner.I didn't know who to ask about the whole Raven's Caw thingy but apparently she knew because her father was in the meeting too but I didn't notice him so she told me some stuff but not everything so we still have to go some sort of underground club that the Raven's Caw own, where fights happen so that we can spy around.But the problem was that the horsemen hung around there a lot and might as well be there tonight so I told her that the last thing I want is running into Savaş there and that is why I'm suffering with a blonde wig now.Once I finally had the wig on, we headed to the club where a bouncer was seated but he got up when he saw Talia be