Cressida
Three Years Later
Jack answered the phone with a chuckle. “Miss me already?” Hearing his chuckle was more than enough to make my day.
“Bitching already?” I faked a gasp as I stopped at the traffic light and adjusted the Bluetooth ear piece.
“Stop being a little shit. Why are you calling?”
“I missed you. I know you left London a week ago, but I would miss you even if you left two seconds ago.” He paused, and I knew there was more, so I clutched the steering wheel tightly so I could hide my sadness and frustration about not being beside him when he needed me the most.
“If it wasn’t for Aunt Valerie here, I wouldn’t have survived my seizures without having you beside me. But it’s fine… one year to go.”
One more year in that hell I’d been living in for the past three years. The same hell Talia endured with me. And thank God she was with me, because I doubt I would’ve survived without her. Who would survive what we had to go through on their own? No one.
“One year to go.” My voice sounded haunted even to me, but I could only hope that Jack didn’t notice. I was on the verge of crying when I heard Talia playfully fighting with her mother… again.
“Is that Talia?” Jack asked on the other line. I could practically hear the goofy smile in his voice as I smiled to myself. Even from far away, Talia knew how to make us smile.
“Who else would it be?” I giggled as I saw Talia trying to pull her hand from her mother’s grasp as she tried to give her some sort of smoothie. With all due respect to her mother, the smoothie was… not that tasty.
“Fine! I’ll drink it, but let me go. Ida is waiting for me!” Talia screamed, clearly frustrated with her mother. Only then did her mother notice me waiting in the car. She let go of Talia, who almost fell on the ground.
Aunt Rose waved at me with a smile–she had the same smile as Talia’s–as they both came towards the car.
“Jack, I’ll call you back. They’re coming my way, and I swear I’m saving you a headache over here.” I chuckled softly, and Jack had a full laugh.
“Okay, but call me back ASAP. Now bye!” he said through small laughs.
The bastard didn’t even wait before ending the call. We’ll have a talk about this later. I mean, I’m still ten minutes older, so I deserve some respect… or maybe I shouldn’t care because it’s Jack. My Jack.
“Cressida!” Talia yelled as soon as she entered the car. She attacked me with a bear hug while kissing my cheek. “Missed you so much!”
I hugged her back, but then declared. “Okay, I missed you too, but stop yelling in my ear!” She only laughed, backing away from me as she straightened in her seat, while I took off to that hellish school.
Moonflow.
“I don’t want to go to school anymore,” Talia whined playfully. But I knew better, because over the years we’d spent together, I came to understand that Talia doesn’t only hate school because she doesn’t like waking up early, she also hates it because of Oliver.
Even though I knew what kind of vendetta they have I still had a hard time understanding it but I knew it was bad enough for him to keep on being a bastard and a bully just like… him.
“If you wanna chase fashion designing, then I don’t think you have that much of a choice.” I was annoying her, and she knew it, but she still groaned with a smile on her face. I allowed myself to have a little fun before going back to my… hell.
Talia and I arrived at the gate for the senior year, and we both shared a look. One year to go.
For her to be free of Oliver and whatever chaos he brought with him, and for me to reunite with my twin.
“Well, would you look at that?” I knew that something was off when I didn’t hear the sirens go off. I swear her voice is as irritating as a siren.
We simply kept on walking until we reached the class, because we needed to pass this year, one way or another… even if it meant not teaching Queen B, AKA Queen Bitch for me, her place.
“Little witch, I’m talking to you!”
Blake Gerard.
That’s her name. That’s the bitch’s name, and I’d had just about enough of her bullshit. I tolerated it way too much.
“You should really start becoming more creative, Blake.” I went to sit on my chair, but not before I said one more thing that I could only hope would at least embarrass her.
“Plus, I’ve been called worse by better, so you either become more creative or become better. But I doubt better is even a word your mother told you, given who she is.” That was the final straw for Blake as she raised her hand and was ready to slap the hell out of me–not that I would’ve let her–but a deep voice stopped her.
A voice that was familiar.
“Don’t you dare raise that hand another centimetre, Gerard.” The voice was deep and scary. It was meant to send chills down your spine and cause goosebumps to cover your body. It was a voice you should stay away from, because if you didn’t, then kiss any respect you had in your entire life goodbye.
“Since when do you care about the Little Witch, Savaş?” Blake turned around and crossed her arms in front of her chest as we all watched. 'The Hurricane', that’s what everyone called him. Why? Who the fuck knows.
Savaş was standing right in front of Blake and I could bet my life that everyone in the room was holding their breaths as they waited for his next move or word.
“Since it’s none of your fucking business, Blake. Now walk away before I get angry.” The first sentence was said while he was looking at Queen Bitch, but he said the last one with his green eyes fixed on me. Me?
Why would the guy who was my tormentor–my nemesis for all these years–stop that bitch from hurting me? Why, after years of bullying and declaring me an enemy for the entire school, did he decide to stop her from doing what everyone had done for three years?
Savaş Ewald had turned my life into a custom-made hell for three years. Now he was trying to play the role of the hero? He was, and always would be, the villain in my story.
What kind of sick, twisted game was this?
“This is not over!” Blake threatened before leaving the class with her best friend hanging on her side. Savaş moved my way and only now did I notice that it wasn’t just his voice that had changed, but his looks as well.
His dirty blonde hair was now longer, and he had it tied at the back of his head in a low bun. It made him even more… attractive, I guess.
I was so distracted by him that I didn’t even notice him standing right beside me until his hot breath hit my ear and he whispered, only for me to hear.
“You're welcome, Güzel.” The heck does that word mean? As if my confusion wasn't enough, he had the audacity to lean down and place a kiss below my ear before he went to sit down in one of the desk chairs. The other three horsemen followed him silently, but surprise was on their faces, just like it was on mine and that of the entire class.
I sat down on my chair quickly when Mr Harding entered the room and leaned back, because I knew Talia was going to ask the question I was asking myself.
“What the hell just happened?” she whispered-yelled at me. I honestly didn’t know what to tell her, because I didn’t know what the hell that was either.
But I could still feel his lips on my skin, and my hand automatically went to the spot he kissed. Then I felt it. He was watching me.
For a second, I dared to turn and have a glance, just to see if my sixth sense was right. But it still surprised me when I met his scary, but still attractive, eyes. I looked away from him quickly. If he thought one good act would wipe all the other years away, then he was wrong.
I’m not a person of forgiveness–not that he deserves it. No one like him deserves forgiveness, because people like him only love to mess around with other people. The moment they actually have to be responsible for something–anything–they run away like cowards. It’s in their nature, but it was never in mine.
I was never a coward, and I wouldn’t be one now. That was my thought as I redirected my gaze to him and looked him dead in the eye.
You wanna play, Savaş? Let’s play. But you better be ready for losing, dickhead!
CressidaThe tension in the classroom didn’t seem to lessen with time. Everyone was whispering about how Savaş chose me over Blake. It felt wrong, but somehow right at the same time.I ignored him for the rest of the class and even after it ended. I could feel his eyes on me constantly, but I simply kept on ignoring. No one called me or Talia any names as we walked through the hallways of the school to our lockers. Not one bad word got directed at us. I had to double check to see if Savaş or any of the horsemen were behind us because it would’ve been the only explanation after what happened today.Savaş insulted Blake in front of everyone, for my sake. Not that I believe he actually helped me for… well, me. There has to be a reason behind that action of his, because there is no way that he just turned into a good person towards us. Not after all this time.But I wasn’t sure what to feel about this whole thing. I had hated Savaş for a very long time… and I still do, but why exactly di
Cressida Usually In a situation like this my brain goes into a fight or flight mode but I couldn't do either of those. Savaş took both options off the table as he had me trapped against my own car, I couldn't fight, hell I could barely breathe with this position we're in and flight was also out of question. So what the fuck was I supposed to do? He finally removed his hand from my mouth and I didn’t waste my chance to ask any question that came to my mind."What are you talking about?" I asked and had to use all my strength so that my voice wouldn't tremble because I was afraid but that wasn't all, there was something else going on with me because of this situation and I didn’t like it."I don't appreciate it when people pretend that I don't exist, Arne and you of all people don't get to do that." His voice was so low and dangerous that it should have me running the other way as quickly as I could but it felt like I was paralysed. "I didn't do anything to you!" I yelled at him, no
Cressida Why am I even searching about this? Right, because I wanted to know more about Savaş Ewald.Turns out his name means 'War' which suited him greatly.Meanwhile I finally knew what the word he always says to me means. Güzel is a Turkish word that means beautiful but why does he call me that? I mean does he really think I'm beautiful or is he just being flirty? Why the hell would I care if he thought I'm beautiful? I know I am!!Damn it… he's occupying without even being around so how the hell am I supposed to face him tomorrow after what happened today's afternoon in the parking lot, where anyone could have seen us. Shit! I'm only now thinking about that? Why didn't I remember this info when we were in the parking lot? Because I'm an Idiot! A knock on my bedroom door had me sitting up in the bed but no one entered the room which meant it's Dad."Ida? Talia is here, she wants me to see if you're awake." "Yes I'm awake!" I yelled but made no attempt to get up and open the d
Cressida "So he's not taking you out for dinner but to a party and he's inviting me too?" Talia was surprising me, seriously. She was freaking out ever since she heard that Savaş is taking us to a party and I couldn't say anything to him because he had me in his grip by Talia and worse thing about it… is that Talia was happy because someone started to see her as a normal human from the horsemen.So I agreed and told him that I need to get dressed which brought us to now. We were looking for some good party dresses in my closet and we were about the same size already so we wore each other's clothes all the time."How about this one for you?" Talia held out a red halter tight dress with an open bodice that was closed a little but with ties and holy shit it looked hot which meant I should wear it, just to spite that bastard. "Fuck yeah!" I told her as I went to wear it while she found herself a golden glittery dress then she immediately threw a pair of heels at me. They were Silver c
Cressida Neither Of us said a word to one another as Savaş returned to driving to the party.I mean… I don't know what to say. This was so fucking missed up, the whole idea of me and this man in one place is one thing but him taking ownership of me as if I was some kind of object is a whole other thing.And the whole him being my father's enemy's son didn't leave my mind as well because it made me feel like everyone knew everything about my life but my own self and worse is that they refuse to tell me anything. Why are they doing this to me? Do I really look too weak in their eyes to the point where they think I couldn't handle a single truth and if only I was asking for too much, all I'm asking for is my life… the one that I forgot.It's not like I chose to forget everything."You're not going to tell me anything about my past are you? If you know about it." I whispered and for a moment I would think he didn't hear it but the silence in the car was begging to be filled with any sou
Cressida A month and a few weeks passed by and to my surprise, Savaş never bothered me face to face this whole time as if he was really giving me time to make my decision.But I couldn't exactly say that he was decent either because of the texts I kept on receiving from him or more like smutty and dirty texts.And it seemed like he picked all the wrong times to send them, sometimes when I'm eating breakfast, lunch or dinner with Dad and aunt who by the way were pretty much still pissed at me for not telling them that Savaş was my boyfriend. Boyfriend my ass.Anyway and sometimes he would send me those texts when I'm literally in class or talking with a teacher. Savaş Ewald knew no limits which made my case all worse and if only I could at least brainstorm with Talia but I didn't tell her about the whole Savaş 'Rules' or mention anything about my past at all because I knew she would've told Dad and I don't need that, not right now.I was now in the car with Dad and Aunt because even a
Cressida "Oh this one is awesome!" Jack and I said in union as 'Astronaut in the Ocean' by Masked Wolf started playing on the car radio while we started vibing with the song but my brain kept wandering to how was I supposed to cope with Savaş's 'Rules' I mean I still didn't talk to him about me accepting his deal but I sent him a message that we needed to talk but didn't give anymore info but I saw that he sent more of his filthy texts but I had to ignore them to ensure that I wouldn't orgasm on my own fingers because of him.The more I thought about it, the more I realised that there was never a choice for me in the first place. That day when Dante visited my Dad, Jack called him in the middle of the meeting, telling him that he was going to surprise me with his arrival and going back in my memory to that Day, I saw Savaş talk to someone on the phone and I'm willing to bet my life on it that it was his father on the other line.In other words, Savaş knew that Jack was coming to con
Cressida You fucked up… Cressida.Unfortunately that wasn't the last thing Savaş said to me before he disappeared…They won't tell you anything, Güzel. I'm your only key to your past because they all would prefer lying to you because they think… you're too weak.That sentence was roaming around me like a ghost the whole day. Was that what everyone really thought of me? Weak and breakable.No… No, I'm not weak. I'm stronger than they all think I am, they'll see. But I didn't want to think about that now. First, I was with Jack now and didn't need him to sense that something was off. Second, we had to go home and get ready because there was a gala that had something to do with businessmen so as the children of Isaac Arne we had to be there as well.And someone else was going to be there as well…"It looks like someone befriended the little witch." Blake. I took a deep breath but continued walking towards my car where Jack should be waiting since I asked him to go ahead of me.Just ign