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2021-01-21 04:39:11Brooke and I spent all day trying to decide the best way to tell Seth. We both thought it would be best just to get it out there. If he found out somehow from someone else it would be worse than me just coming out and telling him. Seth was big keeping his personal business as quiet as possible and if the media got news of my pregnancy before I could tell him it would turn into a whole deal.
I sat on the couch rubbing my imaginary belly as Brooke cooked us supper. The smell of grilled chicken fill
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