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2021-01-25 02:53:06My flight landed a little after 2 pm, grabbing my bags I headed out texting Seth to find out where he had parked. The moment I saw him I couldn't help the grin that popped on my face. He looked tired and I was sure having his son with him for a week wore his ass down. Walking up to him he took my bag throwing it in his trunk before pulling me into his arms.
As he hugged me I buried my face into his chest inhaling his scent. I know it sounds cliche but I loved the smell of him, the combination of his cologne and weed was intoxicating. "I missed you," I said barely above a whisper.
Seth looked down catching my lips, "you know all that you had to do was call and I would have flown you down."
I nodded, "I know, I needed time." He looked at me with concern but I shrugged him off going to open my side of the car. He followed behind me opening his door and sliding in cranking the car. "Can we stop and get something to eat? I'm kind of hungry."
Seth looked over a
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