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Breakdown
I awoke the next morning to the brutal glare of the sun. Seth was still asleep so I tried my best to be quiet as I got up out of bed. I didn't want to talk to him right now, in fact, I didn't want to talk to anyone. I just wanted to pretend that yesterday had never happened, that it was all just a dream.
Walking in the bathroom I saw a girl looking back at me that more resembled a zombie than a human. My skin appeared to be an almost greyish in color, my eyes were cold showing no emotion whatsoever. Evidence of my night spent crying showed under my eyes. Turning the shower on mostly cold water I stepped in almost grateful for the shock the coldness gave me.
Once out I brushed my hair up in its usual messy bun and changed into a pair of black leggings and the shirt that I had stolen from Seth all those nights ago. Sliding into my flip flops I headed down the hall to make some coffee. I needed to stick to my routine, of course being up at 7 am was nowhere in my routine.<
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