BLAKE
This has been the slowest week ever, having to wait on my date with Laken. Yeah, it’s totally a date. She just thinks it’s as friends. I do want to be her friend before anything else though, so technically I didn’t lie.
I was being honest when I told her I wasn’t trying to fuck her. Don’t get me wrong, I would love to have my hands on her body and my tongue on her skin all while I’m pulling on that silky hair of hers. I’m dying to touch her.
Just the thought of my mouth on hers has my dick getting hard. This goddess of a woman has had me filled to the brim with so much sexual tension that jacking off in the shower every night isn’t helping.
But it’s finally Friday night and I’m following the directions on my GPS to get to her house, and I have excitement flowing through my veins with just the thought of getting to spend a few hours with her outside of school.
I pull up and park on the street in front of her house. The house's white siding needs a good washing, and it looks like some shingles are missing from the red A-framed roof. The flowerbeds on each side of the porch are overgrown with weeds, and the grass in the yard is ankle-high. It would be a nice little house if it had some care and work done to it.
As I’m getting out of the car to walk to her door, an old blue Pontiac car pulls up in the driveway. A man who looks to be in his mid to late forties gets out but doesn’t seem to notice me.
He slams the car door shut and starts walking to the front door, stumbling the whole way. The man is obviously drunk, which is stupid considering he just got out from behind the wheel of his car.
He has brown hair that looks like he’s been running his fingers through it all day and a trimmed beard that is starting to turn gray. His shirt is only half tucked in, with what looks like grease stains on it, and his dirty blue jeans have holes in the knees.
When he starts walking up the steps of the porch the front door opens and Laken walks out. The man steps in front of her, stopping her from going any further.
“Where the hell are you going?” he slurs.
Laken casts a nervous look in my direction that has my whole body tensing. “I’m going out with a friend, but I’ll be back later, dad. I left your dinner in the oven, and it’s still warm. Mom has already eaten and I just put her to bed,” she says in a timid manner.
I may have just met Laken, but I know that she is far from the timid girl I am seeing and hearing right now. I get an uneasy feeling in my gut that has me walking across the yard to get to her before I’ve even noticed I took the first step.
“You thought that you were just going to leave without asking my permission?” his drunk voice gets louder with every question. “You think you can do whatever the hell you want in my house? Do I need to teach you a lesson in manners again, girl?” he asks in a menacing voice.
Oh, hell no! He lays one finger on Laken and I’m going to lose my shit.
I start charging toward the porch, and as soon as I see his palm about to smack her in the face, I lunge forward and grab his arm to jerk him away from Laken. My blood ignites with fury at this man who dared to touch her.
Laken’s eyes widen, and all the blood drains from her face as she sees me standing here. I am visibly shaking, being taken back to memories that I don’t need haunting me right now. I’m glad I got here when I did, but right now I’m trying not to kill this motherfucker for even thinking about touching her in a harmful way.
“Who the fuck are you?” he roars.
“I’m here for Laken.” Keeping my eyes on her prick of a father I hold my hand out to Laken and say, “Let’ go, Laken.”
She takes a step toward me but stops when he barks out, “You’re not taking her anywhere!” He turns his glare on Laken. “Get your ass in the house now, Laken!”
I narrow my eyes at him, and with great restraint, I say in a low menacing tone, “I would hate for the cops to come out here over a domestic call and see that she already has a split lip that hasn’t fully healed up yet. Does she have any other marks on her they might like to see?”
He curls his lip in an ugly sneer, and fists his hands, then stomps up the porch steps clipping Laken’s shoulder so hard that she stumbles back. I take off after him, but a soft grip on my forearm, and a pleading, “Don’t,” stop my advancement.
It’s hard to do, but I take a deep breath and try to control my temper so I can do as she asks. I would do anything for her at this moment. I won’t allow this to happen again to someone in my life.
As the front door slams shut, I look down at Laken to see her looking down at her feet, avoiding my eyes. With a finger under her chin, I gently tilt her head back so I can look into those beautiful brown eyes and fiercely say, “Never allow him to make you feel ashamed, especially in front of me. You have nothing to be ashamed of, baby. Absolutely nothing.”
I take her soft cheeks into the palm of my hands and place my lips on her forehead. I close my eyes as I breathe her in, filling my lungs with her heavenly scent.
I’m about to pull away when I feel her small hands on my chest, and I freeze with my lips still against her forehead. She hesitantly runs her hands up my chest to connect behind my neck, and my lungs start to burn as I realize that I had been holding my breath.
Laken leans into my body and tightens her arms around me, and puts her nose into the side of my neck, and inhales. I can’t hold back the smile taking over my face as I realize that she is sniffing me and before I can say anything she softly says, “Shut up, Blake.”
I smile so hard that my cheeks hurt as I slowly run my hands down her neck and shoulders to grasp her tightly around her lower back. As I pull her closer into me, it’s no surprise that her body fits perfectly with mine.
Touching her right now is like a spiritual experience. This feeling I have coursing through my veins is unfamiliar but welcome. How can just holding someone bring a feeling of peace and contentment?
My heart is in my throat, and it’s difficult to swallow. Having her in my arms is going to become addictive. I will want to feel this peace and contentment repeatedly because I’ve never felt that in my life. She feels like she belongs in my arms. Like she was made just for me to hold and cherish.
Laken pulls back and looks at me with an intensity I’ve never seen in her eyes before and whispers, “Thank you, Blake.”
I frown and ask, “What for?”
“For stopping my dad and sticking up for me. No one has ever done that before.”
I clench my jaw at the thought of no one ever defending and protecting Laken. How is that possible? I barely know her and I already know that I would stand in front of a bullet for her, or protect her in any way I can.
I will protect her in any way I can. Even if she stopped talking to me, I would still do what I could to make sure she was safe and cared for. I will protect her like I couldn’t protect my mom. I won’t let that happen again.
Laken’s eyes fall to my lips and then rises on her toes. She hesitates a moment as a look of doubt flashed in her eyes. I’m afraid to move because I don’t want to misread this situation, but I lower my head a fraction to let her know it’s okay. I’m not going to make the first move. She needs to be the one to do that.
She leans forward and gently brushes her lips across mine. I can feel her minty breath fan across my lips and it makes my tongue move on its own accord to wet my lips as if I can taste her life essence and absorb her into my soul.
She pulls back, and it’s as if I can see her walls falling right in front of me. What I see is a yearning desire to be wanted; a vulnerability that’s equal parts scared and certainty. She knows she wants this but is afraid that it’s only one-sided. It’s definitely not one-sided, because I don’t think I will ever breathe again if I don’t feel her lips against mine in the next few seconds.
She finally presses her lips to mine, but when I don’t pull back, her lips start a dance across mine like a symphony being played in the heavens. Her soft lips devour me, and it sends tingles down my spine and steals the breath from my lungs.
I’m trying to keep myself in check, but I’m about to lose my restraint. She’s making me lose my sanity real quick, and I can’t take it anymore.
I slide one hand into her hair and tug till her head is pulled back so I can have deeper access to her mouth. That tug on her hair seems to spark a passion in her, which I respond to with my own.
I pull her even closer and when my tongue touches hers, I swear sparks set off around us. And those sparks, it’s enough to set the whole world on fire. The world could burn around us and I wouldn’t dare pull my lips from hers.
God help me, the hounds of hell couldn’t drag me away for I feel as if she’s baptizing my lips in the most unholiest of unions, and my soul is now hers.
Her tongue meets mine stroke for stroke as she lets out a low moan. I don’t think my dick has ever been so hard in my life. If she keeps on making sounds like that, I’m going to cum in my pants like a fourteen-year-old having his dick touched for the first time.
Except this woman won’t even have to touch my dick to make me shoot off in my pants. As much as I don’t want to, I pull back to find her breathing just as hard as I am. Her eyes are still closed like she’s still in the midst of our kiss, and I roam my eyes all over her gorgeous face putting this moment in my memory.
She opens her eyes, and I see the unbridled lust in them. The way she is looking at me right now has my heart beating in overdrive like it will burst from my chest at any moment.
I think she just stole my heart with one kiss. I don’t think I want it back either. If kissing her has me feeling like this, I can’t imagine what it would feel like to have her under me. To connect with her in the most intimate way.
I hold her for a moment longer, and kiss her on the forehead once more, then pull away before I lose control over myself once again.
I don’t want her thinking I just want to fuck her like every other guy around here. I don’t want her to think that’s all I want from her after the conversation we had in the cafeteria.
“Let’s go, baby. I’m hungry and I don’t want to embarrass myself,” I say as I take her hand in mine and lead her to the passenger side of my car to let her get settled in.
As I shut the door I hear her let out a little giggle, and I shit you not, my stomach flips. I can’t keep the megawatt smile off of my face.
BLAKE I start heading downtown to a burger joint that has the best double cheeseburgers in town. Laken is quiet and seems to be watching everything go by outside her window without actually seeing any of it. I give her the space and quiet she needs to get her thoughts and feelings together. I need the same thing right now. I can’t get our kiss out of my head. I’ve kissed plenty of girls before, and not one of those kisses ever made me feel what this girl made me feel with just the touch of her lips. It blows my mind.
LAKENJesus, help me because I don’t know if my heart can beat any harder without going into cardiac arrest. Blake is doing a good job of ruining every other man for me. As I sit next to him in the car I can’t keep my mind off of that absolutely mind-blowing kiss. Hell, it was more than a kiss. That was like the joining of souls. I have never been more consumed by a kiss in my life. I felt like my body was going to combust, and I was about to climb him like a tree right there in my front yard.
LAKENI follow Blake to a booth, and on the way, we pass Tillie and her cult of followers. I wouldn’t be surprised if she makes them offer sacrifices in exchange for a higher status at school.These kids will graduate and be swallowed by the big world, and won’t know how to stand on their own two feet because they followed a bleach blonde barbie around for three years doing as she decreed.
LAKEN “Jesus, I’m so sorry Blake!” I say with guilt. I wish I wouldn’t have said anything now. Especially with that somber look in his eyes. That look sends a pang through my chest. Way to go, Laken. You brought this date down real quick. Ugh, is it or is it not a date, Laken? Make up your mind!
BLAKEI’m sitting here not knowing what to think or do. I could see the panic in her eyes, and she was up and gone before I could say anything. I saw her rush to the restroom so I will just leave her alone for the moment.What did I say to cause her to panic like that? She doesn’t see what I see inside of her. Why does talking about that bother her? She thinks she’s drowning in darkness, but I won’t let that happen. I refuse to l
BLAKE “Where to, Sweetness? It’s up to you,” I say. “Anywhere. Just not home. I don’t want to go home just yet. Please,” she answers. I don’t think I could deny her anything, and I definitely don’t want her to go home right now, so I start the car and pull out of the parking lot to head to the perfect place.
BLAKE I step back and take her hand in mine and lead her back to the car. She groans and I can’t help but chuckle because I feel the same way right now. I would stay here with her all night. I definitely don’t want to take her home. The thought drops a stone in my stomach. I’m not sure how Grams would feel about me bringing a girl home. Although, if I told her Laken’s situation I know she would take her in. My Grams is an angel with a heart of gold.
LAKENWhat the ever-loving fuck just happened? I just rubbed up against this guy’s dick in my front yard like a damn harpy and totally creamed my panties like never before. Where the hell did my self-control go? Well, girl, I guess you left it back at the lake because you just slutted it up like you couldn’t get enough!
BLAKEHo-ly shit. That was the hottest thing I’ve ever seen in my life! Watching Laken spread my cum all over her clit and making herself get off again makes me want to take back my words of not fucking her tonight. It makes me want to flip her over, pull that luscious ass of hers into the air, smack it a couple of times, push her face into the mattress, and then fuck her so hard that the headboard makes a hole in the wall. I just came all over her pussy and I’m still hard as a rock. My dick might as well be a national landmark, it’s so tall and thick and is showing no signs of going down anytime soon.Fuck me, the taste of her was like ambrosia from the gods. She doesn’t know this, but that was the first time I’ve ever gone down on a girl and the experience was a 10 out of 10, I recommend. Sign me up for daily pussy lashings. I can’t wait to taste her again.I think this is the most relaxed I’ve ever seen her. She looks sated, peaceful, and absolutely gorgeous. I’m saving those tit
LAKEN“Enough of the depressing stuff tonight. Let’s make out,” I say to lighten the mood, and then proceed to cop a feel of his dick.Blake grunts and jerks his body like the feeling of my hand on his dick scared him. Like he wasn’t expecting it. To be fair, I wasn’t either. I think my body acted before my brain even had time to think up the process because I’m getting awkward with all this depressing talk of death and evil fathers. “Damn, woman! You just went from zero to ninety in .2 seconds flat!” he says in a strangled voice. Probably because I keep squeezing his dick in my hand. I have to say, the size is admirable. Long and thick, and the longer I keep giving it a squeeze the harder he gets. Nice. Mission accomplished.Blake groans then pulls my mouth to his and starts kissing me like his life depends on it. With my fingers wrapped around his cock I start stroking him slowly up and down, which makes Blake’s groans turn into growls. I’m getting wetter by the minute and I’m sec
LAKENMy door quietly opens and I try to calm my breathing. My body is nearly trembling from just the thought of it being my dad. He’s never come into my bedroom at night, but I do feel safer with Blake in the room with me if it is him. I hear my Mom’s soft voice as she says my name. My body is laden with relief, it’s hard to sit up, but I manage to and squint my eyes at her as if I’ve been asleep for a while. “Mom? What’s wrong?”“I thought I heard a noise, and then when I came out into the hall to see what it was, I heard a loud noise like something or someone falling on the floor. Was that you?” she asks.“I don’t know, Mom. I’ve been asleep, but maybe my arm hit the wall or something? Or maybe just this old house making noises? I’m not sure. I didn’t hear anything because, you know, I was asleep.”She stares at me for a moment, because I know for a fact that sounded so genuine, and internally roll my eyes at myself. I think she’s going to call me out on my lying when she finally
LAKEN I rush to get ready for bed. I shower, shave in all areas, exfoliate, lotion, blow dry my hair, brush my teeth, and the whole works. You know, just in case. Better to be prepared than not. Do I want to have sex with Blake tonight? Am I ready for that? Maybe? I guess it depends on how I’m feeling at the moment, and there’s always a moment when it comes to that delicious man. I’m excited but also nervous. Very nervous. I just need to be sure there’s not much light so that he doesn’t see my scars. I don’t want to answer any questions about that tonight. I don’t want to get into anything heavy unless it’s heavy petting or heavy fucking. I shiver just thinking about the possibilities. I don’t know how many times I’ve changed. I literally wear almost the same thing every night. Tank top and sleep shorts. Nothing special, but this is the first time a guy has stayed over. I decide to go with the first thing I put on after changing probably seven times. A hot pink tank top and bla
The smile falls off my mother’s face when we hear a car door shut outside. I jerk my head towards the clock on the microwave and see that it’s time for Dad to be home, and I haven’t even started on dinner yet. “Shit!” I yell as I hop up and run to the cabinets to start pulling out pans in a hurry as I panic. “It’s okay, it’s okay, I will handle it, bunny. Don’t worry,” Mom says in somewhat a panic, but not panicking as much as I am. She rushes over to me as soon as Dad walks into the house. She grabs the pan out of my hand and puts it on the stove as she tells me to grab some ingredients out of the refrigerator. I jerk the fridge open, and I’m trying to think of what’s in front of me, what I had already planned on cooking tonight, but
After our tears slow down and we gather ourselves, Mom looks at me with determination and vows, “I’m going to get help, Laken. I’m trying to figure out how to do this because I don’t want to go to rehab and leave you alone with him. I can’t watch you from there; I can’t be here if something happens. I would never forgive myself. So, I’m going to talk to the rehab place just out of town and see if there is some way I can do an outpatient program. That way, I won’t leave you alone with him.”This sounds nice, but one main thing is on my mind.“
The drive to my house is quiet, but Blake never lets go of my hand. I wish he could hold my hand for the rest of the night. Be there with me to face the monster. I would feel braver.I act bravely in front of everyone, but I’m not, and I’m tired. So fucking tired.I’m tired of having to put my brave face on and put up walls. I don’t want to have to be brave anymore. I want to be normal, be happy, and live without acting like I’m strong in front of people.What is normal? I don’t remember anymore. It’s been so long, and I was too young to have the freedom to learn who I was and establish my place in this world.I look over to Blake, realizing that he couldn’t be a typical teenager either. He was in juvie, locked up with no one but his Grams to visit him. I’m glad he had Grams then and now.He catches me looking at him and brings my hand to his lips to softly run his
“Of course, I will be your Grams, Laken! I always wanted more grandkids, especially a girl,” she says with a smile.Oh my god. This is the most fabulous Grams in the history of Grams! I adore her!Maybe I should be horrified like Dirk and Blake, but I can’t be. That was the funniest shit I’ve ever heard. And I actually would love to sit down with her and hear some of her stories.It sounds like she knew who she was and what she wanted and took it with no fucks given. I wish I could be like that.I’m not saying I want to go out and have threesomes because the only man I want right now is Blake. But to feel the freedom of who you are and fly your freak flag and not care is inspiring.Mrs. Delilah Parker is definitely one of a kind and something special. Blake is fortunate.He has blown me away today with his words and actions. I’ve never felt this way with anyone before. No one
BLAKEI walk up the steps of the porch with Laken’s hand in mine. My Gram’s eyes drop to our linked hands, and her smile gets impossibly wider.I lean over and kiss Grams on the cheek, even though she doesn’t take her eyes off of Laken.“Grams, this is Laken. Laken, this young woman is my Grams,” I say.Grams chuckles and smacks my arm. “Oh, hush. You know I’m no young woman. Although I will flatter myself and say I’m not old either,” she says while giving Laken a wink.Laken laughs and holds out her hand. “It’s nice to meet you….”