LAKEN
There is no way I’m letting Blake see my scars. Or my fresh marks from last night. I almost did though. Commanding Blake is hard to say no to.
I’m an independent woman. I had to learn to become independent after my family decided to go tits up. But when Blake started getting demanding, I started getting tingles going down my spine, and my nipples got hard. I had to snap out of it or he would have found out my secret, and that’s not a secret I will let anyone find out.
I know he’s going to ask questions about my busted lip, and I’m trying to come up with an excuse. Why does he care anyway? He doesn’t even know me. He’s probably one of those guys who sees a girl he wants and only acts interested till he gets what he wants. Which is usually a dick sucked or half-decent lay.
I hurry and take my pants off so I can clean up my knees before he decides I’m taking too long and comes back in. They are pretty busted up and it’s going to be a bitch trying to get the bloodstains out of my jeans.
Tillie. God, I can’t stand her! The only enjoyment I got out of this is that I heard Blake brush her off and come after me. I will probably pay for that though, even though I didn’t do anything. And that’s just it; I didn’t do anything to Tillie for her to act this way toward me.
I get myself cleaned up right when the bell rings. I still have to go to my locker so I’m going to be late for class. When I walk out the door Blake is still there like he said he would be.
“Are you good?” he asks while looking me over.
“Yes, I’m fine. It wasn’t a big deal so I don’t know why you bothered. I have to get to class. See ya,” I say over my shoulder as I walk away from him.
My first two classes of the day drag on, and once lunch gets here I’m really hoping I will just be left alone. There’s only so much I will take from Tillie before I cunt punch her and get in trouble. I really don’t want another detention.
I grab my plate for lunch and head to my normal table in the corner, walking faster than normal since I haven’t eaten anything since lunch yesterday. At this point, it’s trying to eat itself.
I’ve just taken my first bite when a tray lands in front of me and someone sits down across from me. I don’t even have to look up because I know it’s him. And not just by his delicious smell. I can practically feel his intensity when he walks into a room.
Laying my fork down, I sigh and ask, “What are you doing?”
“I’m eating lunch?” he says, but it comes out as a question.
“No, I mean what are you doing? As in, why are you following me around, asking how I am as if you care, and also, yes, eating lunch with me?”
“I do care, Laken,” he says softly.
I scoff, “You don’t even know me!”
“Maybe not yet, but that’s what I’m trying to do. I want to get to know you, he says softly. “So, that’s why I’m sitting here at lunch with you in your little corner of the cafeteria, away from everyone else so that you keep them at arm’s length.”
He stares at me with those haunting ice blue eyes that always seem to drag me in. To be honest, he scares me. A guy like this could crush my world like no other. Even more so than my parents ever could.
If I open up to him then he would eventually find out about my secret, and then he would think I was a freak. For some reason, that would break me, and I have no idea why since I don’t even know him. How could someone you just met have such an impact on you that you don’t want to displease them? Or fear that they would walk away and never look back. And that’s why this boy is dangerous.
Plus, I don’t need anyone finding out, and then that information gets back to Tillie, or anyone else at this school. Tillie would cackle with glee to find out how fucked up I am and use it to her advantage.
“Fine, you can sit here,” I mutter.
“Oh, Sweets, I wasn’t asking your permission, to begin with, but I’m glad that I have your blessing,” he says with a chuckle.
That fucking chuckle! I think women could get pregnant with that weapon! Has any woman ever stood a chance against this guy? I wonder how many hearts he’s broken in the past. Probably a whole fleet, I think with an internal eye roll. Jesus, he’s pure sex on a stick and it isn’t fair!
“So, my little Laken-”
“I’m not your little anything, dude,” I interrupt.
He chuckles- Oh my god, stop it!- and says, “Your smart ass remarks are cute.”
Are you kidding me? I am not cute. I’m a badass woman that will kick you in the balls the next time you call me cute, asshole! I send him a glare and he just chuckles again. Bastard.
“As I was saying, we’re going out this Friday night,” he says.
More like decrees. The target over his balls is getting bigger by the minute.
I let out a very unladylike snort- which I never said I was a lady- and say, “Yeah, I don’t think that’s going to happen. I don’t go out with men who demand a woman to do anything, and have you ever heard the term, “stranger danger”? For all I know you could take me in the woods to rape me, kill me, and then chop my body into little pieces, and leave them all over the woods for animals to feast on. So, no, you murderer.”
He just stares at me for a moment and then throws his head back and laughs loudly. Ugh. Of course, he’s sexy when he laughs, and that adam’s apple of his makes me want to lick it and then bite down. I bet his skin tastes divine.
Wait, what? What the actual fuck! This man is getting my brain all foggy with hormones and shit. I’m appalled with myself!
Then I realize that everyone’s eyes are on us, and Tillie’s is glaring daggers at me. She can’t stand it that every guy in this school isn’t bowing at her feet asking for her pussy.
I look back to Blake and he’s looking at me with this weird look I can’t describe.
“What?” I ask, feeling uncomfortable all of a sudden.
He clears his throat and looks away saying, “Nothing...it’s just that I don’t know when I last laughed like that,” now looking uncomfortable himself.
“Well, I guess you’re welcome then,” I say awkwardly.
He just chuckles again and starts in on his food as I continue shoveling bites into my mouth, noticing that everyone else has gone back to their own business.
“So, what time can I pick you up Friday night?”
I guess it doesn’t surprise me that he’s not the type to give up, but I was really hoping he would just take my no and leave me alone.
“I’m not going to fuck you,” I blurt out.
He starts choking on his food and takes a drink of his water.
“Never say never, Sweets, but I wasn’t planning on fucking you anyways,” he says with a chuckle. “That’s not why I asked you out. Or demanded, as you say.”
“You weren’t?” I ask, feeling all kinds of suspicious now. Why the hell would he want to go out with me and not expect to be fucked? Every guy around here is like that. That’s why I haven’t been in a relationship since Mr. Two-Pump Chump, although it wasn’t a relationship. He moved away last year so the penis flytrap has been closed since then.
“No. Believe it or not, I really was being honest when I said I wanted to get to know you, and I kind of got the feeling that you aren’t the type of woman to just fuck whoever. Especially some stranger who could take you out to the woods, rape you, murder you, then chop up your body into little pieces for the animals to feast on,” he says with amusement.
“Fine, I will meet you wherever you want to go,” I reluctantly.
“Oh, no, babe, I am a gentleman and I pick up my dates and treat them right.”
“This isn’t a date. We’re just going as friends,” I retort.
With a heavy exhale he says, “Fine. Friends. For now,” and winks at me.
He is so full of himself. I’m going to show him that I won’t be one of those girls whose panties fall down as soon as they see a bad boy and make fools of themselves.
“Fine. Hand me your phone so I can give my new friend my number.”
He hands me his phone with a gorgeous smirk and I text myself from his phone so I can save his number and he will have mine.
“Remember, we’re just friends, Laken. So try to restrain yourself and don’t text me any pictures of you in just your bra and panties,” he says as he stands up with his tray in hand to head to the garbage can.
I scoff and roll my eyes. As if I would text him that! Although that has me trying to picture him in just his underwear now. Jesus, why do I always seem to need a life jacket for my panties when it comes to this guy?
He takes two steps then stops to say over his shoulder, “Oh, and don’t think I didn’t notice the way your nipples got hard when I demanded you to take off your pants in the bathroom this morning.” He winks at me and then walks away.
I groan and pick up my tray to head to my next class. I’m thinking this non-date is going to be a bad idea. At least he didn’t ask me about my busted lip again, but I have a feeling it will come up again soon. He doesn’t seem like the type of guy who will just let something like that go.
As I’m about to walk out the cafeteria door, I look over to see Tillie looking at me again. She looks like she’s the one who wants to murder me and then chop up my body for the animals to feast on. I give her a smirk, bat my eyelashes, and give her a wave with my fingers.
Bring it, bitch.
BLAKE This has been the slowest week ever, having to wait on my date with Laken. Yeah, it’s totally a date. She just thinks it’s as friends. I do want to be her friend before anything else though, so technically I didn’t lie. I was being honest when I told her I wasn’t trying to fuck her. Don’t get me wrong, I would love to have my hands on her body and my tongue on her skin all while I’m pulling on that silky hair of hers. I’m dying to touch her.
BLAKE I start heading downtown to a burger joint that has the best double cheeseburgers in town. Laken is quiet and seems to be watching everything go by outside her window without actually seeing any of it. I give her the space and quiet she needs to get her thoughts and feelings together. I need the same thing right now. I can’t get our kiss out of my head. I’ve kissed plenty of girls before, and not one of those kisses ever made me feel what this girl made me feel with just the touch of her lips. It blows my mind.
LAKENJesus, help me because I don’t know if my heart can beat any harder without going into cardiac arrest. Blake is doing a good job of ruining every other man for me. As I sit next to him in the car I can’t keep my mind off of that absolutely mind-blowing kiss. Hell, it was more than a kiss. That was like the joining of souls. I have never been more consumed by a kiss in my life. I felt like my body was going to combust, and I was about to climb him like a tree right there in my front yard.
LAKENI follow Blake to a booth, and on the way, we pass Tillie and her cult of followers. I wouldn’t be surprised if she makes them offer sacrifices in exchange for a higher status at school.These kids will graduate and be swallowed by the big world, and won’t know how to stand on their own two feet because they followed a bleach blonde barbie around for three years doing as she decreed.
LAKEN “Jesus, I’m so sorry Blake!” I say with guilt. I wish I wouldn’t have said anything now. Especially with that somber look in his eyes. That look sends a pang through my chest. Way to go, Laken. You brought this date down real quick. Ugh, is it or is it not a date, Laken? Make up your mind!
BLAKEI’m sitting here not knowing what to think or do. I could see the panic in her eyes, and she was up and gone before I could say anything. I saw her rush to the restroom so I will just leave her alone for the moment.What did I say to cause her to panic like that? She doesn’t see what I see inside of her. Why does talking about that bother her? She thinks she’s drowning in darkness, but I won’t let that happen. I refuse to l
BLAKE “Where to, Sweetness? It’s up to you,” I say. “Anywhere. Just not home. I don’t want to go home just yet. Please,” she answers. I don’t think I could deny her anything, and I definitely don’t want her to go home right now, so I start the car and pull out of the parking lot to head to the perfect place.
BLAKE I step back and take her hand in mine and lead her back to the car. She groans and I can’t help but chuckle because I feel the same way right now. I would stay here with her all night. I definitely don’t want to take her home. The thought drops a stone in my stomach. I’m not sure how Grams would feel about me bringing a girl home. Although, if I told her Laken’s situation I know she would take her in. My Grams is an angel with a heart of gold.
BLAKEHo-ly shit. That was the hottest thing I’ve ever seen in my life! Watching Laken spread my cum all over her clit and making herself get off again makes me want to take back my words of not fucking her tonight. It makes me want to flip her over, pull that luscious ass of hers into the air, smack it a couple of times, push her face into the mattress, and then fuck her so hard that the headboard makes a hole in the wall. I just came all over her pussy and I’m still hard as a rock. My dick might as well be a national landmark, it’s so tall and thick and is showing no signs of going down anytime soon.Fuck me, the taste of her was like ambrosia from the gods. She doesn’t know this, but that was the first time I’ve ever gone down on a girl and the experience was a 10 out of 10, I recommend. Sign me up for daily pussy lashings. I can’t wait to taste her again.I think this is the most relaxed I’ve ever seen her. She looks sated, peaceful, and absolutely gorgeous. I’m saving those tit
LAKEN“Enough of the depressing stuff tonight. Let’s make out,” I say to lighten the mood, and then proceed to cop a feel of his dick.Blake grunts and jerks his body like the feeling of my hand on his dick scared him. Like he wasn’t expecting it. To be fair, I wasn’t either. I think my body acted before my brain even had time to think up the process because I’m getting awkward with all this depressing talk of death and evil fathers. “Damn, woman! You just went from zero to ninety in .2 seconds flat!” he says in a strangled voice. Probably because I keep squeezing his dick in my hand. I have to say, the size is admirable. Long and thick, and the longer I keep giving it a squeeze the harder he gets. Nice. Mission accomplished.Blake groans then pulls my mouth to his and starts kissing me like his life depends on it. With my fingers wrapped around his cock I start stroking him slowly up and down, which makes Blake’s groans turn into growls. I’m getting wetter by the minute and I’m sec
LAKENMy door quietly opens and I try to calm my breathing. My body is nearly trembling from just the thought of it being my dad. He’s never come into my bedroom at night, but I do feel safer with Blake in the room with me if it is him. I hear my Mom’s soft voice as she says my name. My body is laden with relief, it’s hard to sit up, but I manage to and squint my eyes at her as if I’ve been asleep for a while. “Mom? What’s wrong?”“I thought I heard a noise, and then when I came out into the hall to see what it was, I heard a loud noise like something or someone falling on the floor. Was that you?” she asks.“I don’t know, Mom. I’ve been asleep, but maybe my arm hit the wall or something? Or maybe just this old house making noises? I’m not sure. I didn’t hear anything because, you know, I was asleep.”She stares at me for a moment, because I know for a fact that sounded so genuine, and internally roll my eyes at myself. I think she’s going to call me out on my lying when she finally
LAKEN I rush to get ready for bed. I shower, shave in all areas, exfoliate, lotion, blow dry my hair, brush my teeth, and the whole works. You know, just in case. Better to be prepared than not. Do I want to have sex with Blake tonight? Am I ready for that? Maybe? I guess it depends on how I’m feeling at the moment, and there’s always a moment when it comes to that delicious man. I’m excited but also nervous. Very nervous. I just need to be sure there’s not much light so that he doesn’t see my scars. I don’t want to answer any questions about that tonight. I don’t want to get into anything heavy unless it’s heavy petting or heavy fucking. I shiver just thinking about the possibilities. I don’t know how many times I’ve changed. I literally wear almost the same thing every night. Tank top and sleep shorts. Nothing special, but this is the first time a guy has stayed over. I decide to go with the first thing I put on after changing probably seven times. A hot pink tank top and bla
The smile falls off my mother’s face when we hear a car door shut outside. I jerk my head towards the clock on the microwave and see that it’s time for Dad to be home, and I haven’t even started on dinner yet. “Shit!” I yell as I hop up and run to the cabinets to start pulling out pans in a hurry as I panic. “It’s okay, it’s okay, I will handle it, bunny. Don’t worry,” Mom says in somewhat a panic, but not panicking as much as I am. She rushes over to me as soon as Dad walks into the house. She grabs the pan out of my hand and puts it on the stove as she tells me to grab some ingredients out of the refrigerator. I jerk the fridge open, and I’m trying to think of what’s in front of me, what I had already planned on cooking tonight, but
After our tears slow down and we gather ourselves, Mom looks at me with determination and vows, “I’m going to get help, Laken. I’m trying to figure out how to do this because I don’t want to go to rehab and leave you alone with him. I can’t watch you from there; I can’t be here if something happens. I would never forgive myself. So, I’m going to talk to the rehab place just out of town and see if there is some way I can do an outpatient program. That way, I won’t leave you alone with him.”This sounds nice, but one main thing is on my mind.“
The drive to my house is quiet, but Blake never lets go of my hand. I wish he could hold my hand for the rest of the night. Be there with me to face the monster. I would feel braver.I act bravely in front of everyone, but I’m not, and I’m tired. So fucking tired.I’m tired of having to put my brave face on and put up walls. I don’t want to have to be brave anymore. I want to be normal, be happy, and live without acting like I’m strong in front of people.What is normal? I don’t remember anymore. It’s been so long, and I was too young to have the freedom to learn who I was and establish my place in this world.I look over to Blake, realizing that he couldn’t be a typical teenager either. He was in juvie, locked up with no one but his Grams to visit him. I’m glad he had Grams then and now.He catches me looking at him and brings my hand to his lips to softly run his
“Of course, I will be your Grams, Laken! I always wanted more grandkids, especially a girl,” she says with a smile.Oh my god. This is the most fabulous Grams in the history of Grams! I adore her!Maybe I should be horrified like Dirk and Blake, but I can’t be. That was the funniest shit I’ve ever heard. And I actually would love to sit down with her and hear some of her stories.It sounds like she knew who she was and what she wanted and took it with no fucks given. I wish I could be like that.I’m not saying I want to go out and have threesomes because the only man I want right now is Blake. But to feel the freedom of who you are and fly your freak flag and not care is inspiring.Mrs. Delilah Parker is definitely one of a kind and something special. Blake is fortunate.He has blown me away today with his words and actions. I’ve never felt this way with anyone before. No one
BLAKEI walk up the steps of the porch with Laken’s hand in mine. My Gram’s eyes drop to our linked hands, and her smile gets impossibly wider.I lean over and kiss Grams on the cheek, even though she doesn’t take her eyes off of Laken.“Grams, this is Laken. Laken, this young woman is my Grams,” I say.Grams chuckles and smacks my arm. “Oh, hush. You know I’m no young woman. Although I will flatter myself and say I’m not old either,” she says while giving Laken a wink.Laken laughs and holds out her hand. “It’s nice to meet you….”