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Rage/Lust

Author: BlueHaze
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**TRISTAN**

Agreed too quickly—far too quickly for a girl who decided to bestow her attention on him only a month ago. Despite the smirk tugging at my lips, I felt my blood boil.

What was wrong with me? I didn't know if I wanted to kill him—tighten my fingers around his throat—or fuck him hard.

"You always make bad decisions," I breathed, soaking in the hatred his eyes exuded.

"Tell me about it," he retorted.

I gripped his waist, nails digging into his skin. He winced and swallowed. He looked so beautiful this way, from the damp waves of his hair down to his toes, and I hated how obvious that was, even as rage coursed through me.

And that clear skin... I pressed my fingers deeper into his neck. Give it time—it wouldn't stay that clear.

"Come on now," I whispered. "Get on your knees."

He drew a deep breath, but he didn’t hesitate, sliding down until he was on the wet floor. Before my arousal, he blushed red but kept his eyes locked on mine.

And that... that sent blood
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