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Shadows Lurking

Author: BlueHaze
last update Last Updated: 2024-11-22 20:28:36

"So?" Jake raised an expectant brow, his eyes alight with anticipation. "You like it?"

I chewed the venison, savoring the burst of flavor on my tongue, even as discomfort churned in my stomach. Swallowing, I glanced up. "You really gonna ask that about every dish I try?"

Jake smiled sheepishly. "Maybe I just want everything to be perfect for you." Before I could answer, his hand reached out, covering mine. "I'm so glad you're here."

Was I? Glad to be here?

Not when I could feel Tristan’s gaze boring into me—suffocating tension thickened the air, heavy enough to slice with a knife. My stomach twisted.

Our table was positioned just right—or wrong—so if I turned my head even slightly, I’d see him. And Tristan wasn’t making it easy to ignore.

Like now. His eyes locked onto mine, unrelenting, before dropping to Jake's hand over mine. The glare that followed could’ve frozen hell over.

I pulled my gaze back to Jake, forcing a smile. I didn’t want to be here. Being this close to Trist
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