19"Because an 18-year-old avoids me after knowing that I have a fiance, I back out of that marriage. Yes, Baby. I don't know why Freya is calling me now, but she's not my fiance anymore."He come closer to me and held my chin, giving me a smack kiss. "Nagbibiro ka lang diba?" Hindi makaniwalang tanong ko sa kanya nang makabawi ako sa nakakagulat na sinabi niya.Mataman niya akong tinitigan. "Anong makukuha ko kapag nagbiro ako ngayon?" Pabalik na tanong niya."T-To get me! Of course you want my body. You guys are like that. You always say you're single, but the truth is, you're not!"Tinaasan niya ako ng kilay."Sa barko pa lang, kaya ko na kunin ang katawan mo---""So sinasabi mo na easy girl ako?!" Nag-init ang ulo ko at tinulak siya, pero hindi man lang siya lumayo. Namilog ang labi niya ay nakita ko ang pagkamangha sa mukha."Ghad, baby. That's not what I mean," natatawang sambit niya.Hindi ako nagsalita at masamang tingin lang ang ipinukol ko."And what did you say? It's just
20Kinabukasan ay nakangiti pa ako habang pababa. Paano ba naman, paggising ko ay nakatanggap agad ako ng mensahe galing kay Maddix.Maddix:Goodmorning. I hope I have my good morning kiss right now from my girlfriend.Ghad! Wala sa itsura niya ang magsabi ng ganito tuwing umaga! Girlfriend? That's it! Damn! I'm really his girlfriend. Naging kami sa mismong birthday ko. Dahan-dahang nawala ang ngiti sa labi ko nang makita kung sino ang kasama nila sa dining table. Nadatnan ko sa hapag sila Kael at Tito Alfredo. My cousins are already in the dining at pare-pareho nanamang busangot ang mukha. Kahit hindi sabihin ay alam kong dahil iyon kay Kael.Tito is here, and even without asking, I seem to know why he was here so early. He is going to ask about my plan."Goodmorning!" Masayang bati ni mama kaya umawang ang labi ko. I never saw her this happy in the morning. I couldn't hide the shock from my face, so she laughed and kissed me on the forehead."Your Tito Alfredo wants to talk to you
21Maddix:Busy?I stared at my phone. It's been many days since that day that me and Tito Alfredo talked. I was busy the next few days because of our graduation. Maddix knew about it, so he said that we just keep texting and calling in the night.He said that I should focus on my graduation, marami kasing inaasikaso dahil nga malapit na. Yes, we did that for weeks, calling and texting, but I'm not the one who texted first. I did my best not to text him first, not to be thirsty for his attention. I tried my best to wake up from my illusion that everything was alright, na ayos lamg kung mahalin ko siya because I knew it wouldn't be okay. Kahit kailan hindi magiging maayos na nagkakagusto ako sa taong dapat ay kinamumuhian ko.Mahalin? Napabuntong hininga ako sa naisip na iyon. Hirap akong aminin iyon, But every time I'm with him these past few days, every time I talk to him through phone calls, I know, alam ko kung ano ang nararamdaman ko.Some days, we meet. We just ate, and that's i
22 Fiance. Of course, it's Freya! Akala ko ba hindi na niya Fiance si Freya? The bouncer tried to stop me when I suddenly entered, but I heard Hilary stop the bouncer and say something. Wendell also tried to stop me, but I had already entered. He's here? Hindi na ako nagulat nang halos lahat ng nakakakita sa'kin ay napapatingin. Naka uniform ako at may ID pa sa ganiyong lugar, but I don't care. I hate you, Maddix! Ano? Pagkatapos mong magdala ng babae sa condo mo, bumalik ka pa talaga rito para makasama ang Fiance mo! Halos mangilid ang luha sa mata ko nang mamataan ko siyang nakaupo roon, katabi ang isang babae. Paniguradong si Freya iyon. Ang fiance niya. That girl whispering something to Maddix at kitang-kita ko ang panakaw-nakaw na hawak ng Freya na 'yun. Nahagip ako ng tingin ni Maddix na mabilis ding naalis, pero napasulyap ulit siya sa'kin at kitang-kita ko na hindi niya iyon nagustuhan. "What are you doing here?" Tanong agad niya na mas nagparamdam sa'kin ng pagkamuhi. Na
23 "This is a fucking kidnapping!" Sigaw ko nang makapasok siya sa driver seat. Umurong lahat ng luha sa mata ko sa gulat sa biglaan niyang pagbuhat sa'kin. He just gave me a serious look and started the engine. "Ano ba! Uuwi na nga ako! We're done. You heard what I said a while ago. Let's stop this bullshit---" "Isa pang mura mo, makikita mo," iritang sambit niya. Imbes na matakot sa banta niya ay nagpatuloy ako sa pagbulyaw sa kanya. "Eh saan mo ba ako dadalhin? Can't you see? I hate you right now! Manloloko! Sabi mo hindi mo na fiance yung babaeng 'yun, pero magkasama kayo---" He cut me again. "We just met there. I wasn't with her the whole time, and I told you, she's not my fiance anymore!" His eyes were bloodshot after saying that. "And you really think na maniniwala ako? Mapapaniwala mo ako? Tanga ba talaga ang tingin mo sa'kin?" I laughed mockingly after that. Umigting lang ang panga niya sa sinabi ko at hindi na nagsalita. "Ibaba mo na ako. Magtataxi ako." I wait him
24WARNING SPG!!R-18+I'm already sitting in the sink. My legs are parted, and he is standing in front of me, in the middle of me. I moaned when I felt his one hand holding me tight. I'm wearing my uniform, and it's a skirt. From the hem, I felt his hand slip in there.My hand moved spontaneously to find the buttons of the blouse uniform I was wearing. He noticed that, so he moved away and pressed his forehead against mine. He stared at that until he helped me remove it. Siya na rin ang kusang naghubad non sa'kin. He even removed my bra, which made him see my twin peaks.I know that this is not the first time he has seen a woman naked in front of him. At his age, there are definitely many women who are willing to be naked in front of him at paligayahin siya. Bigla akong nahiya dahil paniguradong wala akong panama sa mga iyon. Using my hand, I tried to hide my two peaks, pero naunahan ako ng mga labi niya. Ibinaba niya ang sarili at isinubo ang isang bundok sa dibdib ko.Napakapit ang
25He wipe my tears and hug me while we are connected. He let me adjust. Hindi siya gumalaw, siguro ay hinihintay kung kaya ko na. Ramdam na ramdam ko siya sa loob ko dahil subrang laki niya.Gumalaw ako to feel him more, pero napapikit nang maramdaman ang sakit at hapdi."Shhh," he whispered in my ears until he started kissing me on my neck and shoulder. He is trying to divert my attention from the pain I am feeling right now by kissing me. Muli akong gumalaw, naramdaman niya iyon kaya hinawakan niya ang bewang ko."We can wait," he said, pero umiling ako at ginalaw ang sarili. Napamura ito, pero gumalaw naman para simulang ilabas masok ang ang pagkalalake."Shit! It's fucking tight, baby."I almost went crazy with the next feeling I felt that I am sure that in my entire life, I hadn't felt. As time goes on, the pain disappears, and as time goes on, he moves fast ito ang rason ng tuloy-tuloy at walang tigil na pagungol ko dahil wala na akong ibang maramdaman kung hindi ang sensasyong
26Napaayos ako sa pagkakatayo and start trying to defend myself against his accusation! Anong eye fucking?"I'm not eye-fucking you! I'm just amazed. Maddix Villaranza knows how to cook. Well, ang naririnig ko kasi isa kang ruthless na CEO, so never in my mind thinking that you know how to cook," I explained."You amaze? So in love ka na niyan?" Naningkit ang mata ko at natawa na rin agad sa sinabi niya. Lumapit ako sa kanya at kinuha ang panghalo na hawak niya."Patikim nga," sambit ko."Sa inululito ko o ako?" Hindi ko maiwasang irapan siya sa kalukuhan niya."Tumigil ka," pagbabanta ko.He let me taste the food and even positioned himself on my back and hugged me while I was busy tasting the food he cooked.It's adobong manok. Tinikman ko iyon at hindi maiwasang mamangha dahil masarap iyon. Masarap siya magluto!"Masarap?" Tanong nito sa tenga."Pwede na," I said trying to hide na talagang nasarapan ako."Pwede na?" Kahit di tignan ay alam kong nakakunot ang noo niya.Napairap tu