CHAPTER TWO
CHAPTER TWO
PRESENT.
MAZIKEEN.
“You're fired.”
My brows furrowed as I replayed the simple voice message over and over again until I felt the faint curl of anger deep in my belly.
I smoothed a hand down the deep blue pencil skirt I had on as I turned to stare at my reflection in the floor length mirror.
I adjusted the tied sash in front of my shirt, deliberately avoiding my eyes which I already knew would be glowing a bright green—a new change I'd for some reason refused to tell Graylin about ;plus the doctor's reassurance that nothing was wrong with my sight,had frightened me even more.
This train of thought drew my gaze down to the heavy, square diamond on my finger. He'd gotten it even after I told him I wanted an amethyst.
I let out a sigh before pulling up his number and dialing.
“Mazekin” he said as soon as he picked up and I sighed again,arranging my words carefully.
“I got your message….”
“Good! Good,” he cut in sharply. “I don't want you in the office anymore.”
I swallowed as I looked away from my reflection. “May I ask the reason?”
“You may,but there's no guarantee that I'd answer.”
“What do you want me to do then?” I asked, feeling like I'd been dunked into a tub of ice cold water without warning.
“I want you to go over to the address I'd send you,and apply for a position there.”
“But what about my job there? what're you gonna do about an assistant?”
He chuckled and I heard the distinct sound of a door being opened before his voice came through again.
“It's Los Angeles, darling. Getting an assistant is as easy as pie.”
I felt my nails digging into my palm as my fingers curled into fists.
“I've been working for you for over nine years now,I can't just….”
“You can,and you will.” He interrupted in a tone I recognised all too well,the one that meant he no longer wanted my opinion on the matter.
“I don't need you around me everytime,Maze…now go be a good girl and do what I said.”
The call ended with a click and I had to resist the urge to fling my phone against the wall.
And not only because it'd make him extremely upset when he found out,but also because I needed it for the text he said he'd send.
Over the years,since after Graylin saved me…I'd grown to love him deeply, devoting my whole life to making him happy not only to show my appreciation,but because he was everything I had. Loving him was the only thing I knew.
He'd made sure I got a good education and had given me a job and a home.
He was my first everything,and although his kisses still stirred me,the first time he shoved his hard length inside of me, I'd clamped my teeth down on my lips as tears burned the back of my eyes.
The sex wasn't exactly a great experience for me,but I liked hearing Gray's pleased grunts and groans as he moved in and out of me.
I was content with living for him,until recently. I wanted,needed more….for once,I wanted him to love me too.
I moved closer to the mirror and studied my glowing eyes.
It slightly bothered me that almost everything I knew about myself—were the things Graylin told me.
“Your name's Mazekin Smith,and you're an orphan.” He'd told me. “I saved your life after your parent's car crashed,they had enemies who wanted you gone too, but I protected you.”
That was it…my whole existence, according to the man who my heart belonged to.
I closed my eyes and counted from one to twenty as I breathed in deeply and exhaled, because for once,I wasn't just going to take his orders.
I'd done enough of that,even going as far as getting an abortion because he wasn't ready to have a child…not this time though,I was going to confront him.
My heels clicked on the tiled floor of the office entrance as I approached the front desk.
The receptionist’s eyes widened slightly as she saw me,then quickly pasted a smile on her face. “Miss Smith...Mr. Hunter said….”
“Is he in right now?” I asked and she hesitated, glancing around almost nervously.
“I…yes he is,but he says you aren't to be allowed into the building anymore.”
I ignored her as I whirled around and began walking towards the elevator, silently daring her to try and stop me.
She didn't and as the elevator began a controlled ascent to the tenth floor of Gray's Adverts,I felt that emptiness spreading through my chest,down to my stomach and up into my head.
I hated it,more than I hated the way Graylin seemed to have changed.
The soft ting snapped me back to reality, almost startling me too.
That was one more thing I hated about myself,unlike humans,my hearing was extra sensitive. And while most would consider it a gift,I absolutely abhorred my ability to pick up sounds from a distance.
I stepped onto the hallway and made straight for the office I shared with him.
My phone dinged as I walked past the top floor studio and when I glanced down at it,my heart sank.
“Go home,Maze.”
I swallowed and forced my feet to keep moving until I was standing in front of the door.
I grabbed the handle and pushed just as I heard Graylin let out a groan,and no…it didn't sound like he was in pain.
I rushed in, charging past my desk and nearly breaking down his office door as I rushed in.
“I told you to fucking go home!” He growled,his voice breathy and his gaze heavy with lust as his hips bucked from the seat and he groaned again.
My eyes narrowed just as I caught a glimpse of red hair from under his desk.
My heart twisted painfully when she straightened and wiped her mouth.
“Graylin….what…”
His gaze remained on mine as he drew the woman close and kissed her until I felt my legs wobble.
“Consider this the official announcement,Mazeekin.”
I sucked on my tongue to unfreeze it as I leaned against the door for support.
“An official announcement for what?”
He shrugged as he adjusted his pants. “An open relationship...but mostly on my side though.”
CHAPTER THREE. MAZIKEEN. “You shouldn't frown like that,Maze…it really doesn't flatter you.”“That's just how my face is,” I whispered but Graylin undoubtedly heard me, because he shot me a look that sent a chill down my spine.I swallowed as I sat up straighter and attempted to relax my face as I watched him saunter fully into the room,a towel hanging dangerously low on his narrow waist.“Did you go to the place I asked you to?”I hesitated then shook my head even though he wasn't looking at me.“Use your words,Maze.”“I didn't go…” I said. “I was a bit thrown aback by what I saw…you with the red head.”“Savannah.” He murmured, “that's her name.”I didn't know what to say to that,so I silently watched his back flex with each movement of his hands as he flipped through the clothes in his closet.“I…is it quite necessary that you have another lover?” I asked and he scoffed as he picked out a clean shirt and a pair of pyjama bottoms from the closet.“What do you mea
CHAPTER FOUR.MAZIKEEN. “Miss Smith, welcome.”I gave a small nod to the portly receptionist as I came to a stop in front of her desk,I couldn't muster a smile just then…. perhaps not for the rest of the day too, after the night I had.Graylin had brought Savannah home for dinner,then made out with her for a long time in the living room before taking her home,and only returned to the house by two AM. But I should be happy that I'm the one he comes home to at the end of the day right? So why was I so irritated?“Hello,I'm here for Mr.Black?” I said and the lady nodded.“He's currently on a family vacation but he says you can start,” she paused to hand me a file and a key. “Your office is on the fifth floor,and here are his schedules for the next couple of weeks.”I forced down the mix of emotions swirling in my chest as I took the file, “thank you…”“Linda,” the lady offered.“Sorry I forgot....thank you,Linda.”“No problem at all,”she beamed. “Just let me know if you
CHAPTER FIVEMAZIKEEN I walked into the house that evening and was immediately greeted by the smell of stir fry and the sight of Savannah,barefoot and wearing one of Graylin's shirt as she moved around the kitchen like she belonged there.“What are you doing?”She whipped around, her almost non-existent brows furrowed as she gave me a once over.“How did you get in?”I scoffed. “I live here…. you don't.”“Gray gave me a key,” she simply said with a shrug. “You probably have one too…” “What are you doing here?” I cut in sharply and she gave me a “duhh” look as she waved a hand behind her.“I'm cooking…obviously.”“Get out.”“Oh honey…”“I said get out!”Savannah startled a bit then took a small step back,her eyes darting down to my clenched fists.“I'm only here because Gray wants me here,” she began. “He told me you both were in an open relationship and I could come over whenever I liked.”“We aren't in an open relationship,” I unclenched my left fist and raise
CHAPTER 6MAZIKEEN. “Hey,Linda.”The cheerful lady flashed me a warm smile,“Oh hey Maze…fancy seeing you here.”I furrowed my brows in confusion. “What do you mean? I work here now, remember?”The other woman's suddenly face paled,and her expression turned panicked.“You need to leave…now!”I hesitated,my confusion deepening. “Linda? Is everything alri…”“They're coming!! You need to leave!!”I let out a gasp, stumbling backwards as her face suddenly began to transform,until I was staring at the pretty face of the woman from my memories….but just as quickly, the face went limp.I blinked and her body was laying on the floor, bleeding from a ghastly,open wound on her chest and a deep slit on her throat.I shook terribly, sinking involuntarily to my knees beside the unmoving body,as I stared blurilly into the lifeless,open eyes.“Mom?”The word felt heavy in my mouth,but deep in my heart,I knew it was true.This was my mother,and I'd watched her get murdered th
CHAPTER 7Mazikeen. “Hey, wanna hit the bar tonight?”I frowned at the way my heartbeat increased like I was in danger,when all I'd done was send a text to Linda.I glanced at the screen, waiting for the text bubbles to appear,but then I panicked and set the phone down on my desk and wiped my palms on my skirt as I took a deep breath.So what if I hadn't texted her all weekend? She certainly didn't mind…“I hope.”Also,I was kinda hoping to ask her personally,but today was her day off.I swallowed as I swiftly grabbed the phone just as it tinged with a message notification.“Sorry,I can't…I'm babysitting my grandma,she has dementia. But I'm open for next time though,xoxo!”“Oh,” I breathed out, feeling slightly guilty and just a tiny bit disappointed. Well I wasn't going to just go home after the day's work,I needed some sort of distraction.Not just because of Graylin. Mr. Black had gotten severely cross with me over a small error that I could have definitely
CHAPTER 8MAZIKEEN. “I don't know…unless you're saying our meetings tonight have been nothing but coincidences….”“They are,” I replied quickly.“I don't even know who you are.”He pursed his sinfully full lips as he studied me silently for a few seconds then nodded,as if satisfied.Then he grabbed his drink and drained the whole thing in one breath.“What do you think about my performance ?”“I…it was good,” I sighed to still myself. Why was I so on edge around this man?“You’re Spanish?”“Do I look Spanish?”I shrugged. “I don't know…I don't think Spanish people have a specific look.”There it was,the smile;no, grin…even better.My heart stuttered as I took in his straight teeth,and the dimple on his left cheek.“My mother's from Granada.” He finally answered,his gaze never once straying from my face.“What's your name?”“What's yours?” I threw back,and he smiled again.“I'm Jordan,and you are...?”It hurt, my throat cinching as I raised my hand and wiggled
CHAPTER 9.MAZIKEEN. “The boss is back.”My brows flew up with surprise and I subconsciously raised a hand to my pinned up hair,then smoothed a hand down my skirt as I nodded at Carey’s statement.“And Linda?” The other woman gave me a small smile as she pointed up. “She's in the studio helping the crew get ready for the photoshoot…although,” her smile turned coy, “I suspect she's just there to look at Julio.”“Who's Julio?” I asked then immediately shook my head, “never mind…how do I look?”Carey gave me two thumbs up, “you look like you're ready to make a great first impression.”“Thanks,” I said with a smile before turning away.I wondered why Mr. Black hadn't informed me he was already back from his trip as I rode the elevator up…could he still be upset about my error?I winced as I remembered the unfinished files I'd left on my desk the night before.I should have stayed back to finish the dang shoot schedule…I could have avoided Graylin's whippings.T
CHAPTER 10MAZIKEEN. “Oh my God! Why'd you even think that?!” Linda exclaimed,half amused and half surprised as she stared at me. “I meant ‘vacation with family’ as in with his three sisters,their husbands and their children….”“Well you said he was on a vacation with his family…” I shrugged, “naturally I thought you meant he was with HIS wife, and children.”Linda laughed again, shaking her head as she looked ahead.We were standing in the middle of the bustling studio, watching the costume department get the kids ready for their next round of pictures and videos for a popular cereal company.“Mr. Black isn't married yet…” she started, “he'd come close to doing so last year,but the wedding was called off.”I refused to ponder the reason why the fact that he was single made me want to sigh.Because the assumption that he was married had done nothing to curb my intense attraction to him.“Well you can't blame me for assuming, you didn't explain what kind of fami
CHAPTER 37MAZIKEEN “No,not yet.” Jordan answered softly, “but I know he will,we just need to give him time.”I swallowed, glancing down at my almost empty plate and feeling grateful that I'd at least eaten enough before my sudden appetite loss.“You're right,Maze.”I picked up the glass of water and raised it to her mouth, “right about what?”“There's something special about you.”I side eyed him as I drained the glass--and he looked like he was on the edge of a chuckling fit.“Why're you trying to be sweet in the middle of an important conversation?”“I'm not…” he pressed his lips together and exhaled through his nose. “I'm talking about what you told me the other day, about…feeling like you have some sort of energy…inside of you.”“Ohhh,” I nodded. “See how fast the wounds healed? Barely a full week.” I didn't mind scars but I was glad all the injuries had healed with very minimal ones.Jordan nodded,then tilted his head to the side as he studied me silently.
CHAPTER 36JORDAN Maze's quietness bothered me more than any tantrum or vehemence could have.The way she calmly focused on the ceremony until it was all over,but still sparing Anna a genuine smile when she ran over to use with her yellow belt.“No,I'll call a ride.” Was her response when I mentioned driving Anna to my mom's before taking us home,but at least she’d gone back to the penthouse... I'd half expected her to announce that she wasn't going to stay with me anymore.I exhaled deeply as I pulled out the day old cooked rice from the fridge and moved back to the kitchen.It'd been about three hours since I returned and although I could hear Maze moving around the room up the short flight of stairs–could practically smell the lavender musk of her scent—I left her alone.After two hours of work in my study,I'd decided to make some food.I paused mid-pouring the oil into the pan, “Damn,I should've talked to her earlier.”She'd probably think I was being
CHAPTER 35MAZIKEEN “Okay then.”Jordan's long fingers gripped mine, firmly as he led me towards the main entrance of the academy,his strides confident and purposeful.The urge to scrape my fingers down his back—was almost unbearable—holding his hand wasn't enough and the sight of the dark green knit sweater stretched across his muscled back, wasn't helping matters.God,he looked so good. His hair wonderfully tousled and styled,and he smelled sooo good,a warm,earthy citrusy smell that felt like a soothing caress.I felt the gold band of the ring on his index finger as he squeezed my fingers reassuringly and my gaze fell to the subtle stretch of his jeans,fitted perfectly around his waist.Perhaps I was a vain woman but I really, really liked how Jordan Black looked in his jeans…in all his clothes.‘You like how he looks without them too,’ a tiny voice whispered and I chewed on my bottom lip as images of that first night flashed through my mind,how he felt und
CHAPTER 34 JORDAN “Are you alright?”Maze chuckled but it sounded nothing like her usual ones. “I'm fine..I’m just…nervous about meeting your sister, that's all.”I shot her a look, trying to keep my apprehension hidden.Had I done something wrong?Did she no longer want to stay with me? Did she miss that bloody bastard?I swallowed, slowing down as the taillight of the car in front flashed.She'd been a bit too quiet since after the day I brought Linda and the brother to see her.And although we still kissed and cuddled a lot,we never did anything else and I never initiated anything because I could sense her anxietyIt was in the way she looked at me whenever she thought I wasn't paying attention,the way she held me in her sleep,like she was afraid I'd suddenly disappear when she woke up.It was in the way she had a delayed reaction to everything I said or did.Something was definitely worrying her,and it automatically became a burden to me.“You sure it's
CHAPTER 33.MAZIKEEN “I'm no psychologist,” Lin started, “but I can definitely say that there's absolutely nothing wrong with you for not thinking about your abuser.”I adjusted, “perhaps it's time for me to see a therapist.” “I agree,” Linda muttered,a coy smile spreading over her face. “Mr. Black can definitely afford it.”“I'm sure he can,you know,he even asked to change my whole wardrobe.”“And let me guess,you said no?”I frowned, “Why'd I say no?”Lin chuckled, her eyes glowing with mischief. “You know some girls would’ve been like…nO I Don’T neEd yOuR mOnEY,I'm A BiG giRL.”My confusion deepened but I couldn't help but laugh at her impression.“But why reject something you need though?”Lin shrugged. “Pride? Ego? plot development?”“I'll never do that,” I said honestly, shaking my head. “What kind of girls do that?” “The ones in my books and movies,” she deadpanned,then laughed again.“What are you two laughing about?” Paul suddenly asked as
CHAPTER 32MAZIKEEN. I stayed home the next day too, lounging comfortably on Jordan's expensively furnished balcony.The soft ,L-shaped cushion was fast becoming one of my many favourite things about his penthouse,with its tufted backrest and light brown colour.I stretched lazily, ignoring the dull pain spreading through my still sore back,as I reached forward and picked up the bowl of diced fruits from the chrome coffee table, inhaling deeply and letting the peace settle deeply within me.There was a nagging feeling that I'd forgotten to do something like I intended,but I couldn't quite figure it out until my phone rang.I'd meant to check the time.A smile stretched over my face as I picked up the phone and saw who it was.“Lin!”“Maze!” She shrieked in response, her excitement palpable. “We're here!”I let out a confused giggle as I dropped the fruit bowl and adjusted one flap of my—well Jordan's robe,as I stood up.“What do you mean?”I heard the d
CHAPTER 31JORDAN “Graylin texted me.”My hands trembled with rage as I sieved the flour into the bowl.“Yeah? What did he say?”Maze shrugged, wiping off the counter before turning to face me.“He said he's sorry for hurting me,and that he has broken things off with Savannah and wants me to come back to him.”I swallowed painfully. “He was at the office earlier,I beat him up.”I don't know what I was expecting,but Maze's grin threw me off guard. “Good.”I smirked,pride rushing through me.“Why do you still have those clothes on?”Her eyes twinkled with mischief. “What? you'd prefer me without any?”My cheeks burned,which was a first…no woman had ever flustered me before.“I meant,why aren't you wearing any of the clothes you got today? They did arrive, didn't they?”She nodded, moving towards me at the large marble top table in the middle of the kitchen.“Your clothes are much freer which... is exactly what I need for my back,and…I love the way they
CHAPTER 30JORDAN “Sir?”I paused typing as I looked up at my assistant–Francis–an eyebrow raised in silent question.“There's some w...”“Let him in.”He hesitated, then shook his head. “It's a lady,and she says she's your fiancée.”“Tell her I'm not in,” I gritted out through and he nodded before exiting.Two minutes later,I sighed with frustration as the noise of the ruckus from the hallway reached me.I stood up and walked out,just as Arya burst into the office, followed hotly by a flustered Francis.“Enough.”They both instantly stopped moving, and Arya burst into tears as her blue eyes flicked to mine.I motioned for Francis to leave and the other man wasted no time in doing so.“What do you want?”Arya sniffed,but my expression remained the same. I'd tried to love her,or like her…but no matter what I did, I'd never felt a single spark of attraction towards her,not even an atom of what I felt from the first day I saw Maze.“Why do you keep avoiding me?”I
CHAPTER 29 JORDAN Maze was still curled up on her side when I emerged from the bathroom. And a soft smile spread over my face as my gaze lingered on her sleeping form for a moment, before I headed into the walk-in closet to get ready.I was still in awe of the events of the early morning,her willingness,her ecstasy…. I'd definitely be thinking about everything at the office…I don't even know how I managed to shave my face without any cuts as flashes of her face,her sounds,the feel of her warm,wet walls gripping me,kept recurring.I was knotting my tie when I walked out and stopped dead as I found the bed empty.Rushing towards the bathroom,I sighed with relief as I heard the tap turn on.Then I felt a bit stupid for my reaction,like where exactly would she go without proper clothing? The balcony?I leaned closer,and although I heard the sound of someone brushing their teeth,I still knocked.“Maze?”Silence.I slowly pushed the door open and nearly fell to my