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2024-10-29 19:42:56He couldn't. He couldn't help himself, couldn't resist the urge, couldn't silence the lust-coated pleas dripping from his mouth, couldn't deny his body from curving and rolling up inches higher just to meet Erin. He couldn't resist, and no deity would be able to either.
He has never been so glad to be so useless at something. He was so glad his pitiful efforts poured into resisting was all but futile.
He chanted and chanted his name, shuddering breaths lacing and weavings its way into every tenebrous syllable, begging for his beautiful name to be etched into the air and ceaselessly lingering. He wants to always feel Erin.
"I want you to love me. But I don't just want to know it. I want to feel it. I want to feel your love filling me up and splitting me wide open at the seam, I want to feel it drag across my walls and paint me crystalline white. Let me feel it, Uri, I'm begging you. ple
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