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2024-10-29 19:42:56The memory of the past makes me sweat while reminiscing about it. How I was thrown out of myself that something became nothing. I was silent for a long time when the question that used to be answered just like that. I mean, it's about my disease which they say is rare. These are only signs that I have shown my identity as a werewolf. But at that time there was a possibility that because Ava was sealed, I was tortured. Regardless of all that, I will still look for things that still feel strange. Too long dwelling in doubt will only get me into another problem, and I am trapped in an endless dark tunnel.
"Grisella? Hey come on. Are you daydreaming again?" eliz rocked my body. I realized and let go of my daydream "sorry, suddenly I reminisced about my past" I replied. Eliz stroked my shoulder "is it so hard?" eliz shared her concern. I smiled while shaking my head "Not really. Hey we have to go back to the mansion. Come on" I stood up and grabbed Eliz's hand. Before I had time t
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