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2020-11-30 20:46:23Grisella POV
My feet roughly stepped on the dry leaves that had fallen on the ground. My body doesn't care about breaking through the forest bushes. The tears streaming down my cheeks overpowered my senses until I stopped running when my steps stopped at the waterfall place. The ripples from the falling waterfall brought me to my feelings of fatigue. My breath was wheezing, showing that my body was no longer strong enough to run. I fell on my knees and screamed with all my might to release my emotions. "I hate my life. I hate my world," I shouted irritably.
"During my life, I only tried to do my best. I made my parents happy. I love Delon.
Sincerely. I gave everything. I sacrificed time, money, body, energy for others' happiness until I forgot to make myself happy, then why do you still make me accept painful things like this? "I shouted, looking up at the sky in despair.
I was sobbin
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