Grisella POV
Hah, I let out a sigh of relief to be able to look back at my backyard. I miss the smell of green grass. The sky had turned into night, and the sun had set entirely. It's just that the moon is not visible. It looks like the clouds are too thick up there.
I turned to look towards the forest, "why does it feel like I left something in there" I said. I feel like half my life is left in there, even though there should be too many bad memories that I have had in there, but still, I feel at peace when I see the forest "Ahh, why do I also think of Lilia, she's a good woman even though" I thought to myself.
Suddenly I was shocked by the sound of falling objects. I immediately turned to look at the source of the sound "Grisella? Is that you? are you back? "Claudia shouted and ran to me and immediately hugged me tightly. I winced, holding the pain in my body when Claudia hugged me. Hearing Claudia scream, suddenly Margaret, Maria, Dennis, and Hendrik came ove
Grisella POVSunny days, a healthy soul, and fresh air. I returned to enjoying my freedom and sat on the backyard bench while enjoying my favorite extreme. There's nothing wrong with forgetting about the problem for a moment. My mind also needs a break, especially a vacation. Bribe, after biting off the extreme that I ate, created a cold sensation that burst into my mouth, greeted my tongue, and created a sweet and soft sensation.Claudia was busy listening to music with a hedge beside me. She didn't leave me alone. I think Maria was traumatized when I was lost. Her monitoring of me is tighter. I could feel her anxiety, but while it didn't disturb my comfort, I also let Claudia be overprotective."Grisella? Grisella? "someone calls me. I replied, "I'm in the yard. Behind, Dennis, come here," I replied, knowing the voice of the person who called me well. Claudia opened her handset to see me talking "who?" she asked, and at that moment, Dennis came with a large bo
Grisella POVSince Maria was upset because her mom had discussed her past with Lusi's best friend, I haven't spoken to Maria until now. I don't think I did anything wrong with Maria, but Maria hasn't slept at my house these days. Margaret said Maria wanted to spend time alone. I feel uncomfortable and choose to meet Maria "where is she?" I asked Margaret because Maria still hadn't come to my houseMargaret said that Maria was at Lubis Café. During my trip to the Lubis Café, several residents were busy greeting me. Some of them even smiled and looked at me until I walked away. Isn't that strange? I suddenly felt horror. Even though the residents are only friendly to me, it's just not like usual. I feel like I'm the center of attention right now.My feeling was relieved to see Maria and Anna chatting. I suddenly walked over to them and acted as nothing had happened. Maria and Anna still greeted my
Grisella POVIf usually, the wind is calm and cold. Instead, my body felt a warm, suffocating sensation. My eyes have been anxious to see various directions in the forest. While Dennis stared at me still with his smile, I couldn't resist the charm of Dennis's eyes when he looked at me, especially all the surprises that Dennis prepared for me like this.I took a deep breath controlling my heart that was beating wildly. "Dennis, this. This confuses me. I'm surprised, "I replied awkwardly. Dennis rubbed the top of my head "if I could hug you, I just don't want to hurt you because it touched your skin," said Dennis. I was lulled by the sweet words Dennis saidNo, it can't be like this. I only like Delon, and my revenge is only on Delon. I can't play with other men's feelings. "Dennis, I treasure all this, but don't you feel awkward? I mean, I don't want to ruin this friendship, "I said firmly. Dennis was silent f
Grisella POVI have to be consistent with the situation. I mean, what is past is just a memory. I don't want to be late thinking about what happened last night. That's right, my body stiffened in confusion. But do I have to get lost in the question mark why Noah kissed me so suddenly? Do I have to run into the forest and shout for Noah's name to ask him for an explanation?Not. There are more important things now. I took out my laptop, opened it, and stretched my fingers. A series of beautiful language has been neatly arranged in my mind, it's easy for me to put my imagination into writing with a sentence that means "what do we have here? Grisella back to writing in front of her laptop? Whooo look how sexy you are with those glasses, sit cross-legged in front of your laptop and,,,, this is you, the famous writer," Claudia teased into my room. I smiled, patting my forehead, embarrassed "stop it, don't tease me," I said
Grisella POVHuh, Nessa's messing up my mood. It's just that what Nessa said is the truth. I returned to my room and quite stunned to see Dennis still sitting on the sofa waiting for me, Dennis gawking at my surprised reaction staring at him. I almost forgot that Dennis came to see me “why are you surprised? Are you sure you're okay Grisella? Have you taken your medicine? " asked Dennis anxiously. Ough look how much this guy cares for me. I will definitely regret not being able to return her feelings later, but for now it is only limited to my admiration for Dennis, nothing more."Well, I'm fine.I'm just having a lot of thoughts. "I answered awkwardly.Dennis r
Grisella POVMy feet roughly stepped on the dry leaves that had fallen on the ground. My body doesn't care about breaking through the forest bushes. The tears streaming down my cheeks overpowered my senses until I stopped running when my steps stopped at the waterfall place. The ripples from the falling waterfall brought me to my feelings of fatigue. My breath was wheezing, showing that my body was no longer strong enough to run. I fell on my knees and screamed with all my might to release my emotions. "I hate my life. I hate my world," I shouted irritably."During my life, I only tried to do my best. I made my parents happy. I love Delon.Sincerely. I gave everything. I sacrificed time, money, body, energy for others' happiness until I forgot to make myself happy, then why do you still make me accept painful things like this? "I shouted, looking up at the sky in despair.I was sobbin
Grisella POVI put full concentration into typing my new novel. Language for a language I assembled to form a sentence to create an exciting plot. Even though I'm writing the latest genre, it doesn't feel that heavy though there are still some ambiguities. Suddenly I heard a howling wolf. I was stunned, looking towards the forest from behind my bedroom window."What the hell," I grumbled. I just went too far. Now I feel like I understand the meaning of each howl. Hah, this is ridiculous "stay in your consciousness Grisella," I said, calming myself. I set my concentration back and started typing my novel again. My cellphone rang startled me "Oh shiit, why am I so tense," I said. I swept the state of the room with my eyes, no one but myself. And outside there, the sky is so bright, showing off a beautiful and sunny day. Why am I the only one who feels a horror atmosphere?Dennis's name is printed on my cellphon
Grisella POVI did enjoy the flower garden, but I couldn't fully enjoy it. Dennis puts a burden on me. I'm not too fond of things like this. Too confused to answer, and that day I just kept quiet. But Dennis was not angry. His attitude was so calm, and he told me to take me home for my convenience."You want chocolate?" asked Dennis as he opened the car door for me when we reached my porch. I can't say that seeing the flower garden with Dennis is a date, too short but meaningful for me. "hah? chocolate?" I asked, confused. Dennis nodded his head firmly "yeah, chocolate. I will bring it. At least you have to hear my story that I haven't had the chance to tell," said Dennis. I paused for a moment, "oh, about why you hate werewolves so much?" I saidDennis smiled "I'll bring you chocolate later, and thank you for spending time with me," said Dennis and left. I took a deep breath. Holding back, this feeling was e
Nathan's gaze still gave me chills; Nathan's dark aura surrounded the entire forest. His arrival made the battle stop for a moment. "Why do you have to bother attacking me, do you not realize I am a werewolf who is different from you?" said Nathan, grinning. Noah stood behind me with one hand tightly gripping mine, but his eyes were only focused on Nathan."This is too much Nathan, I think you will return to the way you should. Killing humans for your sake like this, aren't you afraid the Moon Godesss will curse you until you can't be reborn." Noah growled in annoyance. Nathan was utterly unfazed by Noah's words. he smiled slyly and even grinned arrogantly."I hate you," I grumbled angrily. Everything that happened to me was inseparable from Nathan's actions. Every day I was living like hell because of Nathan's doing. I lost a lot of things, and my wor
Even though my footsteps were heavy, I slowly opened the door to the house. Eliz assures me that she won't hurt Maria. Eliz only wants to help me bring Maria to the Mansion if Maria puts up a fight. My legs trembled into the house; suddenly Maria came out shouting, "Anna, have you ... ?" Maria's words stopped when she saw me entering the house.Maria is stunned to stare at me closely, her eyes perfectly rounded with a worried expression on her face. I held my hand, holding the vibration in my body "Grisella?" Maria said in a trembling voice. I swallowed roughly saliva "Maria, I found you," I said. I try to smile, but I can't do that. the fact that Maria killed Patricia makes me too hurt and disappointed"Who told you I was here?" asked Maria. Maria's tone still trembled. I took a deep breath "Maria , come with me to the Mansion," I said firmly. Maria shook her head wistfully "I don't want to," said Maria shouting. Maria suddenly cried, tears streaming down her cheeks.
Grisella POVI can no longer pass the night soundly. A good night's sleep is hard to get. At last, I greeted the afternoon with swollen eyes. Strangely, I didn't feel sleepy at all. It's the heaviest burden I've experienced compared to losing my job. Eliz came to bring breakfast for me, with Eliz coercion I finished my breakfast. "Today we go to my house. I want to find Maria "I said.Eliz stunned "you want to catch Maria yourself?" asked Eliz. I nodded my head firmly "I know the punishment for Maria has not been determined. But, I really wanted to talk to Maria. I will tell this to Noah. Eliz, I'm tired. I mean it feels like enough of the people around me have died. I don't mean to feel sorry for Maria, but I feel like this burden is getting harder and harder for me. Seeing people close to me just die, "I said wistfully.Eliz just nodded her head in agreement with what I said. Believe me, and I already feel
Grisella POVI stood there, stiffly in front of my bedroom window. This fact is too hard for me to accept every memory I had with Maria flashed through my memory. I do feel something is strange about Maria, but I didn't think so far. Why did Maria get into the dark and do the wrong thing?"Hey, I've received news from my members. Claudia is fine, and it looks like Maria hasn't returned to the house either. Margaret also never went to that house again, Claudia and Hendrik at the house, "said Noah, giving me information."Thank you" I replied briefly. My eyes are still staring out the window. I ignored Noah even though I didn't mean it that way. Noah came up to me and hugged me from behind "are you okay? thank you for helping me find out who killed Patricia. This is like a destiny line, if you are not present in my life, maybe forever I will not know Maria who is involved in all this, "Noah said to me with such
Grisella POVWhen I got to the Mansion, I focused solely on healing the wound on Eliz's arm. Even though Eliz told me everything was fine, I still felt anxious. I just feel guilty. Johan also took good care of Eliz, "Where's Lilia?" eliz asked me. I glanced around with my eyes. I almost forgot about Lilia. "Noah took the woman to the common room. all gathered there "Johan said to me."We go there too, come Grisella. today we have to find the answer we are looking for "said Eliz firmly. I nodded my head, but for some reason suddenly I remembered Claudia and Maria, who were at home. I don't think I told Maria that David was dead. I was busy thinking about Delon at the time. Besides, I didn't meet Maria at home either. "Grisella? What is wrong? why are you daydreaming Come on, let's go "Eliz said, awakening me. "Oh okay," I answered, gasping.Eliz and I stepped so quickly into the standard room. The space that N
Grisella POVThe awaited time has come. I walked beside Eliz when I went to the place Abigail said. At dawn, they had already checked the area and confirmed that this was where Rogue would hunt. "Are you sure you can do this, Eliz?" I asked on the sidelines of our trip. Behind me, Dori and Jasmine looked cool, chatting with each other. We intended to spread fake news first, and when Sore came, Eliz brought another member undercover to catch Lilia."I am sure. are you worried about me? at first I had doubts. But Nessa came to see me. She apologized to me, Nessa also assured me that what I was doing was the best way to help David and Delon" Eliz smiled at me. I sighed with relief "Nessa also came over to me. I think Nessa is a mature person when she's good. I hope she will always be nice to me, "I said."How about you? Are you okay. advice from me, don't let you mentally falter, Grisella. the enemy will read yo
Grisella POVAs per my wish to trap Lilia, I gathered a few people in the standard room. Thanks to Noah's help, they all listened to my plans. There is some debate going on about my plans. At that time, attending the living room were Abigail, Albern, William, Jasmine, Dori, Eliz, me and Noah. I honestly hope Kayla and Nessa are also present at the meeting. But they don't exist. Nessa must still be mad at me."How can I be sure of the plan of Luna who even wants to break the neck of her own people", William said to me on the sidelines in our favor. I growled with the look on William's face. "William, can you not cause trouble?" Albert snapped irritably. I took a deep breath to calm myself down. "It's okay Albern. William, you look smart. You should be able to understand th
Grisella POVI chose to go to the library. I walked to the corner, hidden behind the bookshelf. In a corner, without being able to be seen by the library visitors, I cried. I curl up and rest my head on my knees. This is where I poured the sadness I felt. I was annoyed that I couldn't do anything for Delon.The look on Delon's face who begged me, so that I would go to save myself from Lilia, was still in my head. Even then, Delon was not aware that he was facing a werewolf and ferocious wild wolf. Why did Delon have to go and leave regrets like this to me? I have no intention of being cruel to Delon, even as time goes by, my resentment towards Delon starts to decrease, I am indeed weak. During this time, I always thought of other people without thinking of myself.
Grisella POVThings were getting messy. Denis's death has put me down so badly. Now Lilia got Delon killed before my eyes. Even David was gone. I was pensive with all this pain and loss. My eyes are also tired of crying. I just realized, the more power I get, the more responsibility and pain I receive.I leaned back on my bed, Eliz, who fell asleep on the sofa with her eyes melting away. Likewise with me who stared at the view outside the window. Cloudy sky and drizzling rain. The wind blew wistfully as if mourning the death that had occurred. I let out a heavy sigh every time my tears were about to come out. This pressure is getting mounting."Even he is still t