I took a long bath. My body ached, I had deep marks and finger prints imprinted on me and the places he had viciously touched me were still painful. After my bath I went to my sister and cried as I hugged her and told her the story. She felt remorse for me. I did not even know about my first transformation until I went to school the next Monday. Rumour was circulating and I was popular and i did not know why. First people who never ever knew I existed where speaking to me as if we were long time friends the most popular guy in school wanted to have lunch with me. I agreed but he never showed up. Later I would find out he did not even know what I looked like so he sent his friends to talk to me and take a photo of me. My friend told me my previous date, had gone crazy and was telling eveybody that I had turned wolf on him, literally and ran away during our date. Had he seen me? I was scared. What if this story got out of hand and I ended up in a lab with scientists conducting experiments on me, my imagination was running wild while I was still oblivious to the fact that maybe this premonition could have a chance at becoming a reality in future. In the afternoon while in class, I received a note from my previous date, from Friday imprinted in dark ink, cursive hand writing. It said
'sorry, i did not mean to make you uncomfortable, i thought it was okay because we were an item. Just so we clear, if you tell, I'll also reveal your secret. I have pictures and i recorded a video.'
My heart skipped a beat. I did not want to believe it but if I really had not morphed that fateful Friday night, how would he know about it? So I replied to his note and returned it.
'What photos and videos? We never really did anything and you can't black mail me because you'll just be exposing your self for molesting me.'
I passed it to my friend Kairi who gave it to him. He looked in my direction and gave me a smirk. He brushed his hair with his hand. His leather jacket's zippers dangled making a jiggling sound from far away. Gossip had started circulating in class, the popular girls were gazing at me with killer eyes. The resentment within them sent chill down my spine as my wolf side sensed their ambiances. He then passed me another note.
'Dont play dumb with me. I saw what you are, wolfie, I recorded you change and with one single button the video is gonna be viral online. Your whole life would be over. Don't test me because I can ruin you, baby '
Tears streamed down my face as I read it. I was deathly afraid. I thought about my whole family.
'Ok Dumuzi, what do you want from me and what will it take for you to delete those pictures and video'
I replied. He then sent another note.
'Well come with me Anathi, after school so we can 'properly' finish our date. Then maybe I can consider deleting them. If you try any tricks on me, you'll see for your self what I can do. Meet me by my car'
I was scared. I did not want anything of that sort to happen to me but the thought of me being the one who exposed the secret of our kind to the world and putting all my kind in danger sent chills down my spine so I was going to let him do what ever he wanted with me. I followed him after school. I went with him to his grand home. His father was a millionaire who worked for the Pentagon, a company that dominated the scientific and matrix world in Atlantis. It is said the originator was an Atlantic Pharoah, king Mer-tum- Re the first. Meanwhile, me and my family were just Atlantic common citizens of Atlantis going about our normal days to attain minimum wage. His home was fancy. The mansion was grand with expensive wear. His parents were not there but he had a few servants moving about going about their daily tasks. He took me to his kitchen were he poured two glasses of red wine, one for him and one for me and he offered me snacks which I declined at first but then he insisted.
"You like this place?" He asked me. Smiling.
I nodded. " Its nice! Listen, i didn't come for chitchat, let's get down to it so I can leave." I said.
"This is it!" He said, looking disappointed." You know, if I were you, I wouldn't be rude to me knowing that my life depended on it. But since you insist then come on." He grabbed me by the hair and dragged me out of the kitchen and upstairs to his room, while I struggled and screamed. Sadly the servants just watched in sadness and did not even dare to help me,
His room was large. As soon as we entered, he banged me against the wall and planted kisses all over my body while biting me so hard that tears were streaming down my cheeks. He was ripping my clothes off in a frenzy. That day I let him do it out of desperation. All I wanted was for him to delete those photos of me.That is the day I had vowed that all men were jerks who wanted nothing more than to hurt people like me. After he played music and made me dance for him while he complained that my body was ugly, that I was almost eighteen yet my breast looked like I had not hit puberty. Then he asked me to morph for him and i told him I did not know how to do it. I went home and wept.
For some, puberty was a beautiful transition from naivety, girlhood, candidness into, womanhood, into proficient independence, but for me it was all nothing except ugliness, pimples, hormonal changes and mood swings. Sometimes I always wished I could show my school mates how cool I was. I had visions were I would be bullied by my bully Carly and suddenly , I would morph into my wolf form and intimidate her in front of everybody and they would be amazed and they would cheer for me and would start loving me. I was never much of a dreamer when it came to popularity and all those high school social classifications. I liked the fact that I was different. I loved the fact that I was an introvert. I took pride in the fact that I was deep, deep in knowledge and i was wise. Deep in internal ambiances and I my silence was serene. My teacher called me wise beyond my years. An old soul in a seventeen year old's body.I was sort of considered a late bloomer in "wolf terms." Every body got
This memory lingered within me, living in my mind that when ever I felt insecure about my self , about my body, it would refreshen. I lay awake all night gazing at the stars out side my window.His words kept on ringing in my head, "You're ugly, you should feel lucky that someone like me chose you." Dumuzi's words had cut deep into my heart, the way he had mercilessly judged my body as I twirled and twisted to the music right in front of him. I lay thinking about what would happen at school.Morning dawned in on the night and I still lay awake with no hint of drowsiness or fatigue. It's as if, my sadness had swallowed away all my sleep. I lay thinking about the boy who had taken my virginity. I wanted to get out of bed and start preparing for school but I found my self unable to find the zeal to perform that very simple action. My nerves were on edge. A certain embarrassment, fear, nervousness, unease or some similar feeling had settled in and lingered within me.
When i arrived I was disappointed to find no one. I thought they were playing a joke on me. I wanted to burst into tears, but then from the corner of my eyes I noticed them. The woods were wet, from the drizzling rain. The smell of wet grass, leaves and wet mud filled the air. My wolf senses picked up the smell of daffodils that stood planted near to the burial shrine, miles away from were i waited. This shrine was a place that people in my town commemorated for it held an important place in their hearts. Great ancient Atlantic kings were buried there and the place was secluded and guarded. From were I was at, I could sense the woods spread miles away until reaching the ocean. First I sensed the sound of their paws against the wet ground as they approached. Then I saw them, large grey and black wolves heading in my direction. Their fangs hung out of their mouths causally. I was scared. I climbed the tree I had been leaning on screaming and they stooped right below me and I watched i
My father had taken precaution in educating me about the types of werewolves there were. I noticed amongst Rydian's friends, one was a western wolf. Two were from southern clans. And the rest were northern wolves. They all differed in shapes, size colour and fur. That how one could tell.He layed it out on me easy , how Rydian had made a mistake by requesting me to come meet him. And one by one they all morphed into their wolf form they all left me as I watched them disappear on the horizon. Even my so called mate's best friend Caleb. He was disappointed by Rydian's behaviour so much as he had said he himself was when he gazed at my photo. He told me Rydian was angry, angry with me, angry with himself but mostly embarrassed that he ever considered someone like me and actually wanted me to be his girlfriend. He did not want anything to do with me. "You're not the kind of mate my friend was hoping to meet." He said. "The moment he layed eyes on a photo of yours we showed hi
He doesn't matter, they all don't matter, your high school enemies don't matter because the real deal is you going to university." She paused and continued. "Anathi, one day, when the time is right, you're going to meet the perfect one. And you'll know he's the one," my sister had said. My sister was dear to me and Hanna was her name. Hanna was about seven years older than me. When she was born there was much rejoicing. Our father, the alpha of our pack made it his obligation to inform each member in our circle of friends and family and concil that he had, had his first born child, his princess. When I was born seven years later, it was a memory my father did his best to hide and forget forever. A memory frozen in his cold icy heart. A memory that brought forth a tone of raging emotions within him causing him to lash out on me that I'd find my self kneeling in pain after being beaten profusely for silly little mistakes. . When I was born, it was a full moon. My mother , the luna, th
Welcome miss Kimuta!"She ushered me in with her hand. "Take a seat Anathi!"I sat hesitantly. I was scared. Deathly scared of what was to unfold before me. I sat shaking, oblivious to what she was about to utter. She sat ransacking the files on her desk."Well miss Kimuta, do you know why you're here! "She asked me with a serious look on her face."To le...lea...learn?!"I said in a shaky and intimidated voice. Even the Dumuzi who would have mocked me or chuckled at my discomfort sat obediently, without reaction at me stuttering in front of our academy's principal."I'm sorry what's that?"She said as if she didn't hear me! I was so scared I didn't dare repeat myself. She looked at me disappointed."You say you're here to learn yet I don't see you come to school to do what you are meant to do!"She said,"Pardon me ma'am, what do you mean by that?"I audaciously asked her. I was tired of being a pushover. I decided I wanted to be bold and confident. It was
"Was a bit tough in there aye mate?"Dumuzi smirked gazing in my direction while doing his arrogant walk. He was mocking me. "Could tell you were about to burst into tears kid!"He continued."She really put you in a tough spot didn't she? "I ignored him as I paced ahead of him in the corridor. "I'm surprised you didn't dare utter my name!"He tried to catch up to me. I mean you could have if you wanted. Or do you still want to meet up with me for a good time?"I was almost running while hugging my books headed for my locker which was on the second floor hallway. I could feel the warmth of my tears soaking up my rosey cheeks which were probably changing colour in embarrassment. I was about to climb down the stairs when I was suddenly grabbed by the shoulDer and pinned against the wall."Listen bitch! It's a good thing you didn't snitch on me! I told her about it to test you to see what you would do! At one moment I thought you were going to tell her!"He said his ch
Next day at school, I met Kairi but she ignored me. She did not even return my wave. I went to class dragging my feet, hesitating about my day now that I had even lost my best friend. "Look who it is, Anathi the whore!"My bully Carly began to say. "Tsk! Hi w that little whore business of ours going? Made enough for your college?"She smiled in glee as her posse roared out in laughter. I had had enough. I was tired, tired of her, very tired of being bullied. I bound my hands into fists, I was ready to attack her and rip her hair out. "Shut the hell up!"They all circled me. Laughing. "Oh look, the little whore wanna start a fight with us!"Carly's friend began to say as she slapped one hand in the other. They all began to cheer as they started up a mock fight.``Shut the hell up! I have had it with you."They all drew back in fear."Her eyes just changed colour! They are yellow!"One of the girls uttered as she shook. They all went quiet. I had never before fel
Chapter FifteenThe sun's rays lit up my room through splinters in my curtains at dawn and I found my self awake, awake with a heart too heavy to bear the burdens brought forth by yesterday's troubles. I lay staring at the ceiling and ruminating on what was to become of my young life. My father wanted me to go hide out in Egypt, to commence my life as a slave under the supreme pharoahnic rule as there was no hope and no abundance for Atlantis citizens like I in that land of the living deities. I was scared. I was afraid of the unknown.It was in that moment I gained a whim of courage ruminating on how I was going to face my problems that something suddenly happened. My sister knocked on my door, as if she knew I needed her in this bleak moment."Come in. I uttered."Wakey wakey, aren't you going to school today Anathi?"",School? I asked her. Where is dad and how can I be thinking of school when you know what happened with our brother. I
I slowly made my way back home through the forests, carefully. I did not want to get caught by any of those uncivilized council thugs incase they were searching for me. I then walked briskly afraid of the hollows that came with the night. The moon was high up in the night blueish- navy sky with a few stars twinkling in the distance. The forest was quiet, deathly and deafeningly quiet except for a few critters of the dark that haunted the peaceful night. The smell of the semi wet soil penetrated my nose. I was heaving with anger, with fear. Was my family okay? Had my sister really been ravished? How could my life have crumbled to this! That Dumuzi, I felt so much anger for him even though he was in prison. Suddenly, I felt a fear I had never felt before. My heart broke at the thought of my sister, and how those men must have treated her. Deep inside of me was a hesitating feeling urging me to turn back and not return home but I kept on on m
After half an hour of torturing us they seemed tired yet unsatisfied. My brother lay in a pool of blood on the floor. He had stopped moaning and he was still."Please spare us!" My sister begged as she wept. "I have to take my brother to the hospital!""Hospital!" Hoe head chanted. "You think your brother's life is worth more than your sins? You still haven't told us yet who Anathi is. Is it the lass we tossed about!"My sister did ynot answer but wept even more, then she began to beg him to spare me."Your little sister here exposed our very sacred life to the mundane a and you expect us to save her life!" The leader said to my sister who was utturely engulfed in immense, tears."Hoe-head" he motioned to the guy who had blocked me at the gate. "Take the problem outside and get rid of it!" He said to my horror. My young life flashed before my eyes. I was shivering, scared. I would never have begged for my life though because
So, what made you decide to help me, after all you decided you did not want anything to do with me!"I asked her later on as we sat outside in the school yard."Well, I figured these were the last days of our schooling together and we have been best friends for a long long time, Anathi,"she said as she hugged me. "I wouldn't want our friendship to end like this, you know the moment he came to me and threatened to have my father lose his job if I didn't do what he asked, I was scared. He wanted me to break my friendship with you for good and also to bully you like everyone else, so that you don't have any friends left."She said,to my utter shock."Who?"I asked her, failing to comprehend her words that had seeped into the hollows of my ears."Dumuzi of course!"She said to me,"So Dumuzi did this? All this?"I uttered in a state of disbelief and suddenly all that had happened to me in my young life flashed before my very eyes. Sudde
Next day at school, I met Kairi but she ignored me. She did not even return my wave. I went to class dragging my feet, hesitating about my day now that I had even lost my best friend. "Look who it is, Anathi the whore!"My bully Carly began to say. "Tsk! Hi w that little whore business of ours going? Made enough for your college?"She smiled in glee as her posse roared out in laughter. I had had enough. I was tired, tired of her, very tired of being bullied. I bound my hands into fists, I was ready to attack her and rip her hair out. "Shut the hell up!"They all circled me. Laughing. "Oh look, the little whore wanna start a fight with us!"Carly's friend began to say as she slapped one hand in the other. They all began to cheer as they started up a mock fight.``Shut the hell up! I have had it with you."They all drew back in fear."Her eyes just changed colour! They are yellow!"One of the girls uttered as she shook. They all went quiet. I had never before fel
"Was a bit tough in there aye mate?"Dumuzi smirked gazing in my direction while doing his arrogant walk. He was mocking me. "Could tell you were about to burst into tears kid!"He continued."She really put you in a tough spot didn't she? "I ignored him as I paced ahead of him in the corridor. "I'm surprised you didn't dare utter my name!"He tried to catch up to me. I mean you could have if you wanted. Or do you still want to meet up with me for a good time?"I was almost running while hugging my books headed for my locker which was on the second floor hallway. I could feel the warmth of my tears soaking up my rosey cheeks which were probably changing colour in embarrassment. I was about to climb down the stairs when I was suddenly grabbed by the shoulDer and pinned against the wall."Listen bitch! It's a good thing you didn't snitch on me! I told her about it to test you to see what you would do! At one moment I thought you were going to tell her!"He said his ch
Welcome miss Kimuta!"She ushered me in with her hand. "Take a seat Anathi!"I sat hesitantly. I was scared. Deathly scared of what was to unfold before me. I sat shaking, oblivious to what she was about to utter. She sat ransacking the files on her desk."Well miss Kimuta, do you know why you're here! "She asked me with a serious look on her face."To le...lea...learn?!"I said in a shaky and intimidated voice. Even the Dumuzi who would have mocked me or chuckled at my discomfort sat obediently, without reaction at me stuttering in front of our academy's principal."I'm sorry what's that?"She said as if she didn't hear me! I was so scared I didn't dare repeat myself. She looked at me disappointed."You say you're here to learn yet I don't see you come to school to do what you are meant to do!"She said,"Pardon me ma'am, what do you mean by that?"I audaciously asked her. I was tired of being a pushover. I decided I wanted to be bold and confident. It was
He doesn't matter, they all don't matter, your high school enemies don't matter because the real deal is you going to university." She paused and continued. "Anathi, one day, when the time is right, you're going to meet the perfect one. And you'll know he's the one," my sister had said. My sister was dear to me and Hanna was her name. Hanna was about seven years older than me. When she was born there was much rejoicing. Our father, the alpha of our pack made it his obligation to inform each member in our circle of friends and family and concil that he had, had his first born child, his princess. When I was born seven years later, it was a memory my father did his best to hide and forget forever. A memory frozen in his cold icy heart. A memory that brought forth a tone of raging emotions within him causing him to lash out on me that I'd find my self kneeling in pain after being beaten profusely for silly little mistakes. . When I was born, it was a full moon. My mother , the luna, th
My father had taken precaution in educating me about the types of werewolves there were. I noticed amongst Rydian's friends, one was a western wolf. Two were from southern clans. And the rest were northern wolves. They all differed in shapes, size colour and fur. That how one could tell.He layed it out on me easy , how Rydian had made a mistake by requesting me to come meet him. And one by one they all morphed into their wolf form they all left me as I watched them disappear on the horizon. Even my so called mate's best friend Caleb. He was disappointed by Rydian's behaviour so much as he had said he himself was when he gazed at my photo. He told me Rydian was angry, angry with me, angry with himself but mostly embarrassed that he ever considered someone like me and actually wanted me to be his girlfriend. He did not want anything to do with me. "You're not the kind of mate my friend was hoping to meet." He said. "The moment he layed eyes on a photo of yours we showed hi