"Are you all right?" Saint asked me when we left the dance floor.
We are now back at our table and I see that Marcus and Caroline are also there with our other friends.
"Hey! Where have you been?" Caroline immediately asked me when she saw us already there.
I took a deep breath before answering him.
"On the dance floor," I answered then turned to Saint.
"I'm alright, Saint. Thank you. Are you alright?" I answered and asked him.
"Yeah of course. I'm worried about you. Are you hurt?" he asked me again.
I took another breath and nodded to him. I sat in the empty seat there while my friends were busy doing what they were doing there. Saint followed me.
"Yeah don't worry about me, Saint. I'm fine. Mike was just drunk that's why he reacted like that," I said then just laughed at the annoyance I felt because of what happened.
"It's obvious that he's really drunk. He might come here and disturb you," said Saint and I could see the concern in his eyes, which is why I shook my head.
"No. He doesn't know where our table is. Also, my friends are already here," I answered then shrugged my shoulders.
I can't blame Saint for being so worried about me. He knows my past because I feel so easy for him. Of all the male friends I've had here in other countries, he's the only one I've opened up about my past to.
Saint didn't stay there too long because he had to go back to his friends. When he left, Caroline immediately approached me.
"You two are sweet! Admit it. Are you and Saint now?" Caroline asked me suspiciously.
I stared at him for a moment and just rolled my eyes because he was starting again. I poured wine into my glass and sat down next to Marcus.
"That guy is really getting into my nerves! How dare him to touch me like that?!" I said that annoyed and didn't even care about the eyes of my friends.
"Huh? Who? Saint?" Caroline asked me one question after another.
"It's probably Mike, right?" Marcus said so I immediately turned to him.
"You saw that?" I asked him.
Marcus smirked and nodded in response to me, which is why I shook my head in annoyance before I finished drinking my wine.
"Wait, what? Mike? What did he do?" Caroline asked and immediately sat next to me to find out what happened.
"He just grabbed my waist and kissed my neck!" I complained then I immediately wiped my neck where Mike kissed me.
"He did that?! Maybe he already misses you. Aren't you-"
"Of course not!" I answered immediately because I knew his question immediately.
I never had sex with the men I dated. My first and my last is was husband and several years have passed since I experienced that. I don't know how many minutes I ranted to them there and they didn't get tired of listening to me until I just shut up because I was feeling sleepy.
"Where's Stella?" I asked when I realized that Stella wasn't at our table yet.
Being busy with rants, I almost forgot that one in particular and the rest of our companions went home as well. I looked at Caroline and the other three girls with me but they were also wasted so I almost fell on my forehead.
"Do you guys bring your car?" I asked them.
"Nope. Stella told us not to bring any more," Kim answered me then shrugged her shoulders.
I shook my head again and looked at Marcus. I know he has a car and I can't just let my drunk friends go.
"I'll be the one to deliver, it's just that we can't all fit in my car," Marcus told me immediately.
I nodded.
"Yeah it's okay. I'm not drunk and it's up to me to find Stella. You can go home guys," I told them.
"Are you sure? Where are you going? Just wait for me and I'll get back to you," Marcus said but I just shook my head.
"I'll take care of it, Marcus. I have a lot of friends here. Have you forgotten?" I laughed at him.
Marcus just nodded and didn't push his anger anymore because he knew he would never win over me. I took them outside because Marcus couldn't take care of all our friends and I just said goodbye before they could leave.
I was going back inside when I saw a man standing not far from me. It's a bit dark there but I can see it. He was wearing black long sleeves and black pants. When he saw me looking at him he dropped his cigarette and stomped on it before looking back at me.
He was familiar to me and I remembered well where I had seen him and met him. My eyes almost widened when I realized who that man was.
"Andrew?" I called him.
I saw his grin and that's why my heart almost skipped a beat. He turned and started walking inside the bar so I hurried to follow him. What the hell is he doing here? Is he with my wife?!
"Andrew!" I called him again as I continued to follow him.
Andrew is my husband's right hand and what I know is that they are very close to each other. He even looks more like his brother than his real brothers. I will never make a mistake because where my husband is, he is also there, so it is not unlikely that that one is also here.
I'm not ready to face that man, but if this is the only chance I have to tell him about my annulment of our marriage, I will.
I don't care about the people I bump into because of following Andrew. I didn't want to lose sight of him and when I caught him at a VIP table I saw that Stella was there.
"Stella?!" I asked in shock and looked at my friend who was fast asleep there.
I looked around the entire table but no one else was there. I looked at Andrew who was just standing there silently. When I was chasing her, I almost forgot that I had to find Stella.
"She's already drunk when I saw her. She came with me because she said she couldn't see you," Andrew explained to me.
I nodded and wanted to get closer to Stella just so I might lose sight of Andrew so I remained standing there and thought about what I should do.
"Don't worry, I'm not gonna leave you guys here. Will someone pick you up? Her boyfriend?" Andrew said then shrugged.
I shook my head because I didn't memorize Stella's car. I can't drive her car well but maybe nothing bad will happen if I try?
"He's the only one with the car but I can handle this," I answered to Andrew then I faced him to start my questioning to him.
"Alright then, I'll take it to your place. You've already been drinking and I'm not gonna let you drive," he answered then immediately approached Stella to pick her up.
I want to appeal but I can't really carry Stella there because she is already asleep.
"What are you doing here?" I immediately asked Andrew.
He just looked at me and grinned for a moment before finally picking up Stella.
"Let's go," he said then started walking, ignoring my question.
They are really the same as his best friend! So far there seems to be no change.
"Are you with Cristiano?" I asked him when we got out of the club.
I felt nervous and my chest heaved even more when Andrew stopped and faced me with a smile, which is why I narrowed my eyes at him.
"Why? Do you miss your husband already?" he asked me suspiciously and teasingly.
"Stop playing with me, Andrew. Are you with him?" I asked again.
He just laughed a little and shook his head before answering me again.
"Sadly no. Just like before, your husband is still busy," he answered me then shrugged his shoulders and turned his back on me to continue walking.
"I know he's always been busy but you can't lie to me. I know you two are here together," I told him one after the other.
He didn't answer me and just continued walking so I just followed him. He also stopped a few moments later in a black car and I saw it light up as soon as he pressed the key.
"Believe it or not, I'm not with Cristiano here. He was left in the Philippines, and why don't you come back and show yourself to him again? My boss already misses you," he continued said to me then laughed again.
I immediately felt annoyed because of the last thing he said and even though I wanted to explode with annoyance tonight, I couldn't because he would be the one to take Stella and me.
"Can you give me your location? So I know where to take you?" he asked when we left the parking lot.
Stella was still sleeping next to me and I almost felt sorry for Andrew because he couldn't see me. I don't know if I should tell him my address because he might tell his boss! I hid for a long time and then he just found out where I was just like that?! Stella and I dropped her off at her house and her brother was still awake when we got there.
"Thanks for driving us," I said to Andrew when it was just the two of us in Stella's living room because her brother had taken her to her room.
"How about you? I'll take you to your place," he said, which is why I immediately shook my head.
"No, thanks. I'm going to spend the night here," I replied to him then I smiled sarcastically at him.
"Let me pay you so you can go," I added as I immediately looked for the wallet in my bag.
"No, no. It's okay. You're my obligation here because the boss might get angry when he finds out that I just left you there," he said to me immediately, which is why I was almost in pain again.
"Correction, I'm not your obligation. I can handle myself," I answered him while raising one eyebrow.
He just laughed and nodded and didn't argue with me anymore. He said goodbye to leave, so I walked him out the door.
"Tell your boss to get ready for the two of us to meet again!" I told him firmly before I closed the door on him completely.
I said to Mitzy that I will spend the night there with them because I am sure they will know where I live. They can't know that because I'm sure they'll mess me up again. It's better for me to mess up with them when I come back to the Philippines.
I was in a daze the next day because, honestly, I still couldn't believe what happened last night, especially when I saw Andrew. What if my cruel husband is here too? Am I really ready to meet him again?"Sister Lily, coffee?" Mitzy offered me coffee.I was on their veranda this morning, and I chose to meditate there because I woke up early even though my head still hurt."Thanks, Mitzy! Where's Stella?" I asked her.She handed me the iced coffee she brewed before answering me."She's still sleeping. It's obvious that she drank too much last night," she answered me after laughing a little.I also laughed and nodded because that girl had drunk a lot. I was planning to leave here a while ago when I woke up, but I knew it would be a long time before Stella and I met again because we would both be busy with our daily activities. I also need to talk to her because I don't know how she ended up with Andrew last night.I just stayed on the veranda and meditated there with Mitzy until she sai
A few days passed while I was busy with my work. I'm also getting ready to go home to the Philippines. I don't know if my return home will be successful without my family's knowledge. It's been a few years since I left there, so it's not bad if I go back again. Another thing is that I haven't been able to go to Daddy's several birthdays."You can email me if you have any questions. My secretary will inform me about that," I said to the rather old foreign client I was talking to. I received a big project here again because a big building will be built for a new business there. I have been working as an architect for several years, and in the years that have passed since I landed here, I feel that what I do is more appreciated."Thank you so much, Architect Scott. I didn't expect that you would accept this big project. I know you have a lot of on-going projects and have the right not to accept this. I appreciate it!" he said to me one after the other while smiling. I also smiled at hi
Chapter 6Liam and his friends just came down from where I was sitting, and I almost laughed at myself because what right did I have to greet him after I left them without saying goodbye? After all the hiding and not letting them know, I'm sure they hold a lot of resentment towards me. I can't blame myself either, because they are my husband's brothers, and I was afraid that if I let them know where I was, my husband might find me.Lucas and Liam are my best friends. Since we were young, we have always been together because our parents are also friends. Cristiano was the only one I didn't recognize as their brother because he was often absent when there was a special occasion and he was older than the three of us.I looked again at Liam's behavior not far from me, and I saw that he and his friends were still talking. When he looked at me, I immediately avoided him. I have to admit that it hurts to see that my best friend hardly knows me anymore. I want to explain my side to them, but
Mike told me a lot more, but I just didn't listen. In one ear and out the other. I just laughed because I didn't expect him to feel that way about me. Even before we started dating, we made it clear to each other that we couldn't be attached and fall in love. I didn't know that in the three months we were hanging out, he was already falling for me. Well, it's not my fault, and I have no obligation to him to return his feelings for me.After I finished my work, I went home early to rest. I just cooked my dinner there because I wasn't going to the club without eating where Liam was later. I also invited Marcus to join me, and they immediately agreed. I wouldn't even invite them if I knew they wouldn't come with me.While I was cooking my dinner, I cleaned the house first. There is not much clutter there, but I still have to clean because I only clean once a week. Helpers are also not fashionable here, so I learned to do housework because I was alone.There are many things running throug
I was nervous, and a lot of negative thoughts entered my mind, but I just strengthened my heart. I remained standing, not far from Liam, as I watched them make out and laugh. After a while, I took a deep breath to gain courage.When I walked closer to Liam, he immediately looked at where I was standing. Just like before, when he saw me at the restaurant, he stopped laughing. I kept swallowing because I didn't know that I wouldn't do it easily."Liam," I called him in a low voice.It was loud there, but I knew he read my pronunciation of his name through my mouth. He just kept looking at me as if he was waiting for what I would say next, but I couldn't understand myself because I couldn't open it, and almost no words came out of my mouth.I could see the mixed emotions in his eyes as we looked at each other. I see joy, sadness, anger, and sullenness. The only emotion I can give him is begging. I hope he talks to me again.I waited until I finally had the courage to approach him and tal
Chapter 9"Architect! Are you coming with us?" Leah asked me.Leah is one of my team members at the firm. We are very close to each other even though I am their boss, and before I came to the company, they used to go out every Friday because there was no work the next day."Nope. I have a meeting with my client tomorrow morning. I need to rest early," I answered while putting my things away on the table.Oh, come on. You can move your schedule to the afternoon," he insisted.I just laughed and shook my head, especially when I saw my three colleagues peeking from my office door."Come with us, architect!" Jean insisted."Sorry girls, but I can't make it tonight. I will visit a construction site tomorrow," I answered to inform them of my activities tomorrow."You're always working, Architect. How can you get married if you're always like that? Sometimes you have to go out too!" Leah said one after another just so I could be with them."Leah is right, Architect. You don't need to work an
I drink there quietly, and if Trisha's friends talk to me, I talk to them too. They are not awkward to be with because they have a strong sense of humor, and I also laugh at their jokes."Architect," Trisha whispered to me.I didn't realize that she was now next to me, and she left her boyfriend, John, in the other seat."Why?" I asked her.She didn't speak immediately and looked at our friends, who were laughing. I couldn't keep up because my attention was focused on Trisha when she approached me."I'm sorry if I took John and his friends with us on our girls night out. They came here by chance," Trisha explained to me.I grinned and shook my head, because I had no problem with that. Also, what's the point of our girls' nights out if we can't socialize with others?"Oh, come on, Trisha! It's fine. They're funny to be with. Don't worry about me," I said, then shrugged."Are you sure it's okay with you? Maybe you're not comfortable with them," she said.I could clearly see the shame on
As the night wore on, we drank more and more. I admit that I'm a little tipsy, but I can still handle it. Maybe if we were the only girls there, they might have wanted to go home earlier, but because there were guys with us, we stayed there for a long time. The alcohol has hit me hard, and the shame has disappeared from my personality tonight. Cris and I talk like we've known each other for a long time. When he jokes with me, I just ride him too. He wasn't like this when we first met, but as time went on, he became more and more talkative."Let's go dance there!" Wendy asked.Our other partners on the dance floor, like Trisha, are already there. We were the only ones left at the table because of what we were talking about. When she got fed up with drinking, Wendy only agreed to follow her."Do you know how to dance?" I asked Cris."Not really," he answered, then shrugged his shoulders.Wendy left first, so I smiled and stood up to pull her."Let's go dance," I scolded him.He didn't w
CRISTIANO'S POV."You should come to the event, Cristianous. Your brothers are expecting you tonight." It was my mom who's forcing me to come to the Scott Family event.I finished the whiskey I was drinking before I sighed and answered Mama."Alright. See you later."I know Mama is very happy because I agreed to join them at that event because I haven't been with them for a long time. She has requested me several times, and even once I did not accept her invitation. Maybe it's time. It's time to show up for them again."So, you're coming home to Manila to attend the event?" Andrew asked me, who had been by my side for a while.I nodded as I answered him, then poured whiskey into my glass again."Well, that's good. It's only right that you go home to be with your family," he told me.Andrew is also right. Now that I'm with him and I've trained him in my jobs, he's the one who rarely has meetings with my clients. He also sometimes takes care of my other businesses when I'm busy, so I ha
Cristiano and I returned to Manila, and Sabrina was very happy when she found out that we had returned with my memory. I don't know how I should feel now because, since I can remember, I've been sadder. I was sad because I feel like Mom and Dad died just yesterday.I looked at the wide garden of our house while our maids were busy arranging the long, big table in the middle. It was noisy there because of the shouting and laughter of Sabrina's three children. My two arms were crossed over my chest while standing in front, and I couldn't help but smile because of my nieces and nephews.Sabrina is preparing here at our old house for my homecoming. I don't know why she had to prepare such a dinner, even though we could have eaten outside."Lily."I looked at Cristiano, who stood next to me. He was wearing long white sleeves and black pants. I glanced at him because it looked like he meant to wear that so that what he was wearing would match the white mini dress I was wearing."Are you all
FLASHBACK!I wiped the tears that ran down my cheeks and took a deep breath to regain my courage. So much happened, and until now, it's still hard for me to sink it into my mind.The night Cristiano was shot, I thought I would never see him alive again. I thought he would never hear from me that I had forgiven him for all the sins he committed in our past. I thought I would lose him forever.Everything I thought of for Cristiano went to someone else because Mommy disappeared that night. She died because of the ambush that happened in our house while celebrating my father's birthday. I blame everything on me because if I had not returned to the Philippines, that incident would not have happened. I hope Mommy is still alive, and I hope Dad didn't get sick because of Mommy's loss.I'm sitting in front of Mom and Daddy's grave today, and I can't believe that the two most important people in my life are gone."I'm sorry if I failed to give you a grandchild from me," I said, holding Dad's g
And lastly, I thought I would finally have freedom and happiness in my life. I thought I wouldn't be miserable anymore, and I wouldn't feel any sadness, but I was wrong. I thought wrong.It's hard to wake up every day, and you don't remember anything, and you don't even recognize yourself. I don't know how it happened, but I just woke up one morning feeling like everything had changed. I just woke up one day, and I don't remember anything.I was sweating profusely while walking down the long stairs. I feel a pain in my stomach, and I can't explain how much it hurts. Until I looked at my thigh, and I saw a lot of blood coming out there. At the same time as the blood dripped on my thigh, my tears also fell."Lily! Lily!" a cold baritone made my eyes open.I almost took a deep breath when I finally woke up. I felt my hands trembling, and because of the fear I felt, I immediately covered my face. My tears flowed because I still felt the fear and pain in my heart."Lily, it's just a dream.
In the moments that I wait for Cristiano's arrival, I fight against my sleepiness and fatigue. I haven't had much of a break yet because that was also the day I returned home from America. My nervousness and fear prevailed so much that no matter how heavy my eyelids were, I could not close them. More than half an hour has passed, and I'm sure Cristiano is close. I stood up from my seat and looked out the window again. The men guarding there still didn't leave, so I just held my breath. Aren't they tired or sleepy? I just shook my head, and I was in agony. I just hope Cristiano brought enough men because Mike has too many men. I was standing there for a while when I felt the watch in my pocket vibrate, so I quickly took it out to look at it. Cristiano was calling, so I didn't take too long to answer because of the nervousness I was feeling earlier. "We're here. The house has three floors. What floor are you on?" Cristiano asked me immediately. "Second floor," I answered. "Alright.
"We've been separated for a long time since our baby was lost. So, why don't you want to let me go?" I asked him. There was a tear in the corner of my eye, but I immediately looked up to stop the tears from flowing. I told myself that I would never cry in front of him again. "I-I don't want us to separate. Forgive me, Lily. I will accept everything; just don't divorce me," he answered me, and his hug tightened even more. I got out of his arms to get him away from hugging me, but he was too strong for me. "Leave me alone," I told him. I felt him take a deep breath before he completely separated me from the embrace, but my eyes widened at what he did next. "W-What are you doing?" I stammered to him. I looked around us, and I was very thankful because there was no one there. He knelt down and held my hand. "Don't leave me. Please." His voice broke as he reached for my hands to hold them. I had to bend down to look at him and straighten him up from kneeling, but he didn't move, j
[After Flashback: Continuation of Chapter 8] *** "I-I'm so sorry to hear that, Lily. If only I knew what you went through," Liam told me. I wiped my tears and immediately drank the wine in front of me. I never thought that in a few years I would cry again. That made it very difficult for me to move on. After I asked Sabrina to help me take me to another country without anyone knowing, I started to forget everything that happened, but I still can't help but remember it sometimes. "What Cristiano did to you was wrong, but have you forgiven him yet? Are you ready to face him again?" Liam asked me. I laughed and shook my head because I could really face Cristiano. I really feel a little scared because I don't know how we will both react when we meet again. The only thing I want right now is to divorce our marriage, which is why I can't help but get angry every time he just throws away the papers I send him. Liam and I had a good conversation because I was able to explain to him eve
No one can say how much pain I feel right now. I just lost my child, and that's because Cristiano hurt me. I blame myself because if I hadn't fought him, I hope it wouldn't have happened. If only I had stayed in that room and made him hurt me. I was just stupid while sitting in the hospital bed. I've been crying there for a while now, and occasionally I'll stop when I get tired. I can't accept what happened. I can't accept that the child I was waiting for disappeared in an instant. I have never even touched her or seen her, and I will never see her as a woman with me. "Eat this so you can get some strength. I called Sabrina," said Cristiano. He never left my side, even though I pushed him away several times. I cried even more because I remembered our parents and siblings, who were very anxious for the arrival of my future child, but that will never happen. I have no appetite at all. I don't want to see Cristiano because I just remembered falling down the stairs. I'm afraid that he
"Why are you returning the words that should be yours to me? You're the one who's cheating here and not me!" I added to him. He is really the one who is cheating on both of us, not me. He returned to his ex; he was seeing her secretly. Francine's husband and I are being cheated on. "So, you're recovering? You're doing this to shame me?! Your face is thick! I only married you because I was shocked and because of the child you're carrying! I agree to marry a girl, but nothing like you!" he continued. I wiped my tears and shook my head at what he was saying. There is no truth in that because cheating is something I can never do because I know how it feels. "I'm not taking it back. I'm not fooling you-" "Stop lying!" he shouted because I stopped talking. "You know Liam likes you; that's why you're going out with him! I wish you'd just marry him! You were a bit shy at first, but you like him too!" he said to me one after the other. I almost caught my breath from crying there. I shoo