Chapter 6
Liam and his friends just came down from where I was sitting, and I almost laughed at myself because what right did I have to greet him after I left them without saying goodbye? After all the hiding and not letting them know, I'm sure they hold a lot of resentment towards me. I can't blame myself either, because they are my husband's brothers, and I was afraid that if I let them know where I was, my husband might find me.Lucas and Liam are my best friends. Since we were young, we have always been together because our parents are also friends. Cristiano was the only one I didn't recognize as their brother because he was often absent when there was a special occasion and he was older than the three of us.I looked again at Liam's behavior not far from me, and I saw that he and his friends were still talking. When he looked at me, I immediately avoided him. I have to admit that it hurts to see that my best friend hardly knows me anymore. I want to explain my side to them, but I can't do that because I know the situation will get worse. Maybe it's better if I just forget everything.I took a deep breath and started putting my things on the table. I won't be able to stay there much longer, and I'm sure I won't be able to work well there either. I have something more important to do."He didn't even approach you?" Stella asked me.She is here in my office now because she visited me again, and I also told her what happened earlier at the restaurant."Yeah, and what do you want him to do? He probably won't pay attention to me because I left them before," I answered her."Even so! He doesn't even know what really happened, right? He doesn't even know the reason why you left and chose to hide away from them. It's not your fault, and they need to understand that!" Stella complained one after the other.I shook my head because there was nothing we could do there. Also, when I left during those times, I accepted to myself that I would forget everything, and I also accepted that the things I had then I was ready to forget."Whether they know what really happened or not, they still have the right to be mad at me," I replied, then shrugged."No. Don't tell me Lucas also ignored you," she asked.I shook my head because I didn't see Lucas today."I don't know. I haven't seen him yet, and maybe he and Liam aren't here together," I answered again."One more thing, Stella. What I want to see is Cristiano. I want our papers to progress," I added, because I'm so desperate now."I'll try to talk to Andrew. I'm pretty sure your husband will be informed after talking to Andrew about this," she said, then shrugged her shoulders.I nodded and was stunned again. I felt annoyed because they were not paying attention and not taking my work seriously, so I really wanted to talk to that man. What will he gain by refusing to divorce our marriage? It's obviously fucking nothing!"If you want, try to talk to Liam and let him know everything. Maybe he can help you talk to your bastard husband," Stella suggested to me, rolling her eyes.I stopped for a moment because that was also a good idea, but I knew it wasn't that easy. How can I talk to someone who I know personally never wants to talk to me again?"I know it's not easy to do, but you have nothing to lose if you try it, right?" Stella added."I know, but how can I talk to him? I don't know where he is, and he might as well go home to the Philippines right away," I said, then sighed."I'll ask Andrew. He said he was with someone else here, and it might be Liam," she said, shrugging her shoulder again.I nodded and bit my lip to hide my grin. I want to laugh at her because she's been mentioning Andrew to me for a while, and I realize that they seem to talk more often now that she's updated. I wanted to tease her, but I stopped myself because she might not help me yet with my problem.That's exactly what happened that day, and Stella helped me. She said she talked to Andrew and they would be at the club tonight, so I immediately finished what I had to do so I could go to the club where they were later. I even feel nervous because Liam might push me away, but that's the only way I can think of, and no one can stop me. If I need to make my face thicker, then I will.While I was busy with the things I was signing, someone knocked on my office door, so I looked over there and waited for it to open. I immediately raised my eyebrows when Janeth, my secretary, rushed in."Architect, Sir Mike is outside. I can't let him in because he doesn't have an appointment," Janeth immediately explained to me."Tell him that I'm busy and I can't see him right now. Go!" I said and almost shook my head there.Janeth immediately rushed out, but just a few seconds later, the door to my office suddenly opened, and I saw Mike enter there immediately."Sir! Sir! You are not allowed to enter!" Janeth shouted to stop him.We didn't do anything else because Mike got into my office. He was holding flowers and two paper bags. I just sighed, stopped what I was doing, and looked at him."What are you doing?" I asked him in an annoyed voice.He sighed and then shook his head before answering me."Sorry, Lily, but I want to see you.""I'm busy, Mike. Can't you see it? My secretary must have told you," I told him while frowning."I know and I'm sorry. I just want to apologize for what happened last week. Here," he said one after the other.He handed me the flower and the other things he brought, but I just looked at them. He just put it on my table when he realized that I had no intention of getting those things from him, so I took a deep breath before speaking again."Apologize accepted. You can go now so I can continue what I'm doing," I said to him.I simply pointed to the door where Janeth was. I saw the shock in Mike's eyes, as if he couldn't believe that I was letting him go, so I immediately looked away and continued what I was doing."Sir," Janeth called to send Mike away."Seriously, Lily?" Mike asked, causing me to look at him again."What?" I asked while frowning."Are you doing this to me because you're actually dating that boy?" he asked, annoyance in his voice."I'm not dating someone right now. Ours is over, Mike, and I already told you before that there's not going to be an attachment between the two of us. That's what you want too, right? So what are you doing now? So what if I'm dating someone right now?" I told him one after the other, then rolled my eyes at him."Because I love you, Lily! I love you; that's why I'm acting like this," he said emphatically.I laughed and shook my head before speaking again."Well, I don't love you, Mike! We just dated for fun! You should stop yourself from having feelings for me," I said, then laughed sarcastically while shaking my head.Mike told me a lot more, but I just didn't listen. In one ear and out the other. I just laughed because I didn't expect him to feel that way about me. Even before we started dating, we made it clear to each other that we couldn't be attached and fall in love. I didn't know that in the three months we were hanging out, he was already falling for me. Well, it's not my fault, and I have no obligation to him to return his feelings for me.After I finished my work, I went home early to rest. I just cooked my dinner there because I wasn't going to the club without eating where Liam was later. I also invited Marcus to join me, and they immediately agreed. I wouldn't even invite them if I knew they wouldn't come with me.While I was cooking my dinner, I cleaned the house first. There is not much clutter there, but I still have to clean because I only clean once a week. Helpers are also not fashionable here, so I learned to do housework because I was alone.There are many things running throug
I was nervous, and a lot of negative thoughts entered my mind, but I just strengthened my heart. I remained standing, not far from Liam, as I watched them make out and laugh. After a while, I took a deep breath to gain courage.When I walked closer to Liam, he immediately looked at where I was standing. Just like before, when he saw me at the restaurant, he stopped laughing. I kept swallowing because I didn't know that I wouldn't do it easily."Liam," I called him in a low voice.It was loud there, but I knew he read my pronunciation of his name through my mouth. He just kept looking at me as if he was waiting for what I would say next, but I couldn't understand myself because I couldn't open it, and almost no words came out of my mouth.I could see the mixed emotions in his eyes as we looked at each other. I see joy, sadness, anger, and sullenness. The only emotion I can give him is begging. I hope he talks to me again.I waited until I finally had the courage to approach him and tal
Chapter 9"Architect! Are you coming with us?" Leah asked me.Leah is one of my team members at the firm. We are very close to each other even though I am their boss, and before I came to the company, they used to go out every Friday because there was no work the next day."Nope. I have a meeting with my client tomorrow morning. I need to rest early," I answered while putting my things away on the table.Oh, come on. You can move your schedule to the afternoon," he insisted.I just laughed and shook my head, especially when I saw my three colleagues peeking from my office door."Come with us, architect!" Jean insisted."Sorry girls, but I can't make it tonight. I will visit a construction site tomorrow," I answered to inform them of my activities tomorrow."You're always working, Architect. How can you get married if you're always like that? Sometimes you have to go out too!" Leah said one after another just so I could be with them."Leah is right, Architect. You don't need to work an
I drink there quietly, and if Trisha's friends talk to me, I talk to them too. They are not awkward to be with because they have a strong sense of humor, and I also laugh at their jokes."Architect," Trisha whispered to me.I didn't realize that she was now next to me, and she left her boyfriend, John, in the other seat."Why?" I asked her.She didn't speak immediately and looked at our friends, who were laughing. I couldn't keep up because my attention was focused on Trisha when she approached me."I'm sorry if I took John and his friends with us on our girls night out. They came here by chance," Trisha explained to me.I grinned and shook my head, because I had no problem with that. Also, what's the point of our girls' nights out if we can't socialize with others?"Oh, come on, Trisha! It's fine. They're funny to be with. Don't worry about me," I said, then shrugged."Are you sure it's okay with you? Maybe you're not comfortable with them," she said.I could clearly see the shame on
As the night wore on, we drank more and more. I admit that I'm a little tipsy, but I can still handle it. Maybe if we were the only girls there, they might have wanted to go home earlier, but because there were guys with us, we stayed there for a long time. The alcohol has hit me hard, and the shame has disappeared from my personality tonight. Cris and I talk like we've known each other for a long time. When he jokes with me, I just ride him too. He wasn't like this when we first met, but as time went on, he became more and more talkative."Let's go dance there!" Wendy asked.Our other partners on the dance floor, like Trisha, are already there. We were the only ones left at the table because of what we were talking about. When she got fed up with drinking, Wendy only agreed to follow her."Do you know how to dance?" I asked Cris."Not really," he answered, then shrugged his shoulders.Wendy left first, so I smiled and stood up to pull her."Let's go dance," I scolded him.He didn't w
After he finished kissing my thighs, he stood up to lay me down on the soft bed. I opened my eyes and looked at what he would do next. I saw his eyes widen, and he quickly took off his clothes. I immediately saw some packs of his abs there, and I saw even more of the size and shape of his body. He's really hot! Now that he's topless, I'm getting even hotter!He came down to kiss me, so I closed my eyes again and savored his kisses. I feel like I'm going to be crazy. He put his tongue inside my mouth, licked it, and tasted it. He also slightly pulled my hair to change the angle of my face. Before he pressed my lips together, our tongues touched. I feel senseless and crazy. He alternates his kisses with mine.My hands were on his shoulders, and I slowly wrapped them around his neck while pulling him closer to me. I want more. I want him to be closer to me. I want him so bad, and I know that's so illegal! When he felt me pulling him closer to me, I also felt that his kisses were graduall
The next day, I woke up with the light from the window hitting my face. Before I even opened my eyes, I felt naked. I remembered what happened, and I almost fell over when I remembered it.I felt tired, and I could almost feel the pain in my thighs. My body was wrapped in a white and thick comforter. I feel like what happened last night was just a dream; that's why I looked at my whole body inside the comforter."Morning,"When I heard that voice, my eyes widened, and I immediately became fully aware of them. I was in a big room; the things were black and gray, and in front of the bed, I could see the trees from outside the big glass window. A man in a long-sleeve polo shirt and a black vest stood, his sleeves rolled up to his elbows. He was wearing black slacks while drinking alcohol.I know him. He is Cris, a friend of Trisha's boyfriend. I couldn't speak because I was too stunned to process it all. I admit that last night was so amazing; that's why my cheeks almost got hot when I re
"What's up, Architect Scott? Looks like you still have a hangover?" Marcus immediately greeted me when I arrived at the site. He smiled at me and immediately handed me a safety hat. I rolled my eyes at him because I couldn't escape from him again. In the three years of our friendship, I have gotten very used to him teasing me. "Just now you were late and almost couldn't go," he added, then shook his head. "Whatever, Engineer Martinez. The important thing is that I'm here and I can still do my work even if it's late," I told him, then I shrugged my shoulders. He just laughed, so I put on my safety hat. I started walking to see what else there was to do on the site. A house is being built there and is starting to be built, but I still need to check something there. Because the house is big and my client has a lot of trust in me, I can't just let it go. On the vacant lot, there is something to be built that I have not yet measured. It's a good thing that I brought my measuring tape
CRISTIANO'S POV."You should come to the event, Cristianous. Your brothers are expecting you tonight." It was my mom who's forcing me to come to the Scott Family event.I finished the whiskey I was drinking before I sighed and answered Mama."Alright. See you later."I know Mama is very happy because I agreed to join them at that event because I haven't been with them for a long time. She has requested me several times, and even once I did not accept her invitation. Maybe it's time. It's time to show up for them again."So, you're coming home to Manila to attend the event?" Andrew asked me, who had been by my side for a while.I nodded as I answered him, then poured whiskey into my glass again."Well, that's good. It's only right that you go home to be with your family," he told me.Andrew is also right. Now that I'm with him and I've trained him in my jobs, he's the one who rarely has meetings with my clients. He also sometimes takes care of my other businesses when I'm busy, so I ha
Cristiano and I returned to Manila, and Sabrina was very happy when she found out that we had returned with my memory. I don't know how I should feel now because, since I can remember, I've been sadder. I was sad because I feel like Mom and Dad died just yesterday.I looked at the wide garden of our house while our maids were busy arranging the long, big table in the middle. It was noisy there because of the shouting and laughter of Sabrina's three children. My two arms were crossed over my chest while standing in front, and I couldn't help but smile because of my nieces and nephews.Sabrina is preparing here at our old house for my homecoming. I don't know why she had to prepare such a dinner, even though we could have eaten outside."Lily."I looked at Cristiano, who stood next to me. He was wearing long white sleeves and black pants. I glanced at him because it looked like he meant to wear that so that what he was wearing would match the white mini dress I was wearing."Are you all
FLASHBACK!I wiped the tears that ran down my cheeks and took a deep breath to regain my courage. So much happened, and until now, it's still hard for me to sink it into my mind.The night Cristiano was shot, I thought I would never see him alive again. I thought he would never hear from me that I had forgiven him for all the sins he committed in our past. I thought I would lose him forever.Everything I thought of for Cristiano went to someone else because Mommy disappeared that night. She died because of the ambush that happened in our house while celebrating my father's birthday. I blame everything on me because if I had not returned to the Philippines, that incident would not have happened. I hope Mommy is still alive, and I hope Dad didn't get sick because of Mommy's loss.I'm sitting in front of Mom and Daddy's grave today, and I can't believe that the two most important people in my life are gone."I'm sorry if I failed to give you a grandchild from me," I said, holding Dad's g
And lastly, I thought I would finally have freedom and happiness in my life. I thought I wouldn't be miserable anymore, and I wouldn't feel any sadness, but I was wrong. I thought wrong.It's hard to wake up every day, and you don't remember anything, and you don't even recognize yourself. I don't know how it happened, but I just woke up one morning feeling like everything had changed. I just woke up one day, and I don't remember anything.I was sweating profusely while walking down the long stairs. I feel a pain in my stomach, and I can't explain how much it hurts. Until I looked at my thigh, and I saw a lot of blood coming out there. At the same time as the blood dripped on my thigh, my tears also fell."Lily! Lily!" a cold baritone made my eyes open.I almost took a deep breath when I finally woke up. I felt my hands trembling, and because of the fear I felt, I immediately covered my face. My tears flowed because I still felt the fear and pain in my heart."Lily, it's just a dream.
In the moments that I wait for Cristiano's arrival, I fight against my sleepiness and fatigue. I haven't had much of a break yet because that was also the day I returned home from America. My nervousness and fear prevailed so much that no matter how heavy my eyelids were, I could not close them. More than half an hour has passed, and I'm sure Cristiano is close. I stood up from my seat and looked out the window again. The men guarding there still didn't leave, so I just held my breath. Aren't they tired or sleepy? I just shook my head, and I was in agony. I just hope Cristiano brought enough men because Mike has too many men. I was standing there for a while when I felt the watch in my pocket vibrate, so I quickly took it out to look at it. Cristiano was calling, so I didn't take too long to answer because of the nervousness I was feeling earlier. "We're here. The house has three floors. What floor are you on?" Cristiano asked me immediately. "Second floor," I answered. "Alright.
"We've been separated for a long time since our baby was lost. So, why don't you want to let me go?" I asked him. There was a tear in the corner of my eye, but I immediately looked up to stop the tears from flowing. I told myself that I would never cry in front of him again. "I-I don't want us to separate. Forgive me, Lily. I will accept everything; just don't divorce me," he answered me, and his hug tightened even more. I got out of his arms to get him away from hugging me, but he was too strong for me. "Leave me alone," I told him. I felt him take a deep breath before he completely separated me from the embrace, but my eyes widened at what he did next. "W-What are you doing?" I stammered to him. I looked around us, and I was very thankful because there was no one there. He knelt down and held my hand. "Don't leave me. Please." His voice broke as he reached for my hands to hold them. I had to bend down to look at him and straighten him up from kneeling, but he didn't move, j
[After Flashback: Continuation of Chapter 8] *** "I-I'm so sorry to hear that, Lily. If only I knew what you went through," Liam told me. I wiped my tears and immediately drank the wine in front of me. I never thought that in a few years I would cry again. That made it very difficult for me to move on. After I asked Sabrina to help me take me to another country without anyone knowing, I started to forget everything that happened, but I still can't help but remember it sometimes. "What Cristiano did to you was wrong, but have you forgiven him yet? Are you ready to face him again?" Liam asked me. I laughed and shook my head because I could really face Cristiano. I really feel a little scared because I don't know how we will both react when we meet again. The only thing I want right now is to divorce our marriage, which is why I can't help but get angry every time he just throws away the papers I send him. Liam and I had a good conversation because I was able to explain to him eve
No one can say how much pain I feel right now. I just lost my child, and that's because Cristiano hurt me. I blame myself because if I hadn't fought him, I hope it wouldn't have happened. If only I had stayed in that room and made him hurt me. I was just stupid while sitting in the hospital bed. I've been crying there for a while now, and occasionally I'll stop when I get tired. I can't accept what happened. I can't accept that the child I was waiting for disappeared in an instant. I have never even touched her or seen her, and I will never see her as a woman with me. "Eat this so you can get some strength. I called Sabrina," said Cristiano. He never left my side, even though I pushed him away several times. I cried even more because I remembered our parents and siblings, who were very anxious for the arrival of my future child, but that will never happen. I have no appetite at all. I don't want to see Cristiano because I just remembered falling down the stairs. I'm afraid that he
"Why are you returning the words that should be yours to me? You're the one who's cheating here and not me!" I added to him. He is really the one who is cheating on both of us, not me. He returned to his ex; he was seeing her secretly. Francine's husband and I are being cheated on. "So, you're recovering? You're doing this to shame me?! Your face is thick! I only married you because I was shocked and because of the child you're carrying! I agree to marry a girl, but nothing like you!" he continued. I wiped my tears and shook my head at what he was saying. There is no truth in that because cheating is something I can never do because I know how it feels. "I'm not taking it back. I'm not fooling you-" "Stop lying!" he shouted because I stopped talking. "You know Liam likes you; that's why you're going out with him! I wish you'd just marry him! You were a bit shy at first, but you like him too!" he said to me one after the other. I almost caught my breath from crying there. I shoo