I don't know how many shots I've had, but the alcohol that hit me wasn't that strong. I almost didn't feel any dizziness or heat in my body, but my other companions were already dizzy and said goodbye to using the comfort room.
"Lily!" Stella called me from the crowd while laughing and carrying two cocktail drinks.
"Try this!" she added as she approached me and handed me a cocktail.
I don't like things like that, so I immediately shook my head, but Stella shook her head even more and tried to put it in my hand. She seems to be drunk because of the alcohol; that's why I just rolled my eyes at her.
"It's just a cocktail! Just try it. Come on," she insisted to me.
"What are you making me drink, Stella? I complained to her, but I also took the cocktail drink from her.
"No. Let's drink it together," she said, cheering me on.
I didn't do anything other than follow her and accompany her to the bar. I almost closed my eyes when I tasted it, and instead of stopping drinking, I just continued. I could almost feel the heat of the alcohol in my stomach; that's why I just cursed Stella.
She burst out laughing when she saw my reaction, so I raised one of my hands and gave her a dirty finger.
"You said it was just a cocktail? What percentage of alcohol was put in it?" I asked complainingly while still coughing.
"It's just 95 percent, but it tastes good, doesn't it? Do you want more? I can order again!" Stella answered me so happily that I was insulted again.
"No! I don't want to. I don't want to die just because of alcohol," I answered, and I just leaned against the headboard of where we were sitting because I suddenly felt dizzy.
They laughed until they started pulling on me again.
"So for what reason or way do you want to die?" Stella asked me.
"It's delicious!" Candice's answer was so strong that my eyes almost widened.
I just shook my head and laughed at their antics. We are often teased like that, but every time I hear such words, I feel like they are new to me.
Because of what Stella made me drink, I became completely dizzy. They even invited me to go to the dance floor, but I refused because I was sure I would get dizzy with the number of people there. As the night wore on, more and more people were in the bar.
"Are you sure you don't want to go? You will be left here alone," Caroline said to me when the rest of our companions left.
"Yeah, I'm alright. I'll just look for you later," I answered.
"Alright," she answered.
Caroline was about to leave when we saw a man coming to our table, and when he got closer, I knew who it was.
"Lily! There you are!" Saint laughed as he got closer to it.
"It's the right time for you to come. Watch over her first, huh? We're just on the dance floor," Caroline said, then smiled and winked at me before completely leaving.
I nodded and smiled at Saint to greet him.
"Saint! You're here too!" I said, then adjusted my seat.
"Yup! I'm with my friends. I just saw Stella, so I asked you right away," he answered me, then showed me a big smile.
Even though I was dizzy, I also smiled. Saint is a very good friend of mine. We met at a business gathering four months ago, and I tried to hang out with him since we have the same mindset when it comes to business. He is a businessman, and I am an architect, but I also have my own business, so my whole life revolves around more than just being an architect.
"It's good that you found me. There are a lot of people here!" I laughed at him.
He nodded and drank his whiskey. I also looked there when he leaned forward, as if he were offering me something there.
"I want to drink just so I might pass out. Just so you know, I'm a little bit tipsy," I said, then laughed again.
I have a high alcohol tolerance, but I don't know why I was immediately hit by what Stella made me drink.
"Can you still do it? I was going to invite you to our table so I can introduce you to my friends. Are you alright?" he asked, and I immediately saw his concern for me.
"I'm just a little dizzy, but yeah, I can go with you to meet your friends," I answered, then shrugged my shoulders.
"No, it's okay. Rest here first. I'll get you some water. Wait for me here," he said, then got up to leave.
I couldn't stop him because he quickly disappeared. It's okay because I want water to somehow get rid of my drunkenness. It's all Stella's fault that I can't enjoy this night.
In less than two minutes, Saint returned to our table, and I saw that he was holding a glass of water with a lot of ice. My throat almost went dry when I saw it, and I didn't even think twice about taking it when he handed it to me.
Saint helped me drink, and I finished it. I leaned back against the headboard and just laughed at the embarrassment because this was the first time Saint had seen me like this.
"How's your feeling?" he asked after a few minutes of silence.
"I feel good. Thank you, Saint. This is my first time getting drunk like this!" I said, laughing while shaking my head.
My dizziness was relieved, and I think I can stand there. I sat up and took a deep breath.
"I'm just going to use the comfort room. If you don't mind, can you wait for me?" I asked him, then immediately stood up there.
"Yeah, sure! I'll just go with you, and you might still feel dizzy," he said, and he immediately stood there.
I laughed and just nodded at him. I didn't stop him from joining me, especially since I wasn't feeling that well yet.
"Just take your time. I'll wait for you here," he said, which is why I nodded and smiled at him before I finally entered the comfort room.
There were a few girls there, so I immediately went to a cubicle to pee. When I finished, I washed my hands and washed myself to get rid of my drunkenness. I didn't stay there too long and went out because I was ashamed of Saint.
"You feel good?" he asked me as soon as I got out.
I smiled and nodded. "Much better," I answered.
"Good to hear! So you can go with me now?" he asked while laughing.
I also laughed and nodded before answering him.
"Yeah! It's embarrassing, and for sure your friends are already looking for you!" I said, laughing.
"No, it's fine. Another thing is that I informed them that I would look for you so they would understand why I took so long," he said one after the other, which made me just nod.
I was lost, and Saint took me to their table, where his friends were. He immediately introduced me to them, so I greeted them one by one.
"Are you sure you're not a supermodel or Hollywood actress?" Jen, one of Saint's friends, asked me.
I immediately shook my head and smiled. It's just funny and heartwarming because they think I'm one of the celebrities here in other countries, even though the truth is that I'm not. I know that I'm beautiful, but I still can't help but be overwhelmed when someone compliments me.
I got drunk there to hang out with Saint's friends, and Saint warned me because he said I might be drunk again, but I'm really fine. I think I was there for half an hour until they asked me to go to the dance floor. I didn't hold back because I still wanted to go and dance there, but I couldn't because I was dizzy earlier.
"Besties!" Stella shouted when she saw me on the dance floor.
Her face was red, and I was almost surprised because she was obviously drunk. When I saw Marcus not far from us with a woman, he just shook his head, and that's why I rolled my eyes at him.
"You're drunk, Stella! How can you drive me home?" I asked her and lightly pinched her side.
She just laughed and continued dancing, ignoring what I said. The bodies of other people there almost hit me because of the dancing, and Saint did not leave my presence. He was also dancing there, and I danced too because the music got louder.
I felt the music there while dancing, and Saint was talking to a few girls who approached him there.
"Lily,"
I was barely able to move when someone reached my waist and felt his hot breath on my neck as he kissed me there. My eyes widened because I was immediately terrified. When I looked at Saint, I also saw the shock in his eyes. With all my strength, I removed the hand that was wrapped around my waist and immediately faced the man who kissed me.
"Mike?!" I said, surprised.
"Lily!" Saint called me, then pulled me away from Mike.
I was still shocked by what happened; that's why I looked at Mike. I could see the redness in his eyes, and he was drunk. He gave Saint a bad look when he approached him, so I just shook my head and stepped between the two of them.
"Mike, you're drunk! What are you doing here?" I asked him.
"I'm looking for you the whole night and I'll only see you with this guy? So is the news that you're dating him right now after ghosting me?" he told me one after another, and I could feel his anger, which is why I just shook my head again.
"I didn't ghost you, okay? I made everything clear to you, so stop acting like you're my boyfriend! You won't be there if he's with me!" I also said one after the other, then I pulled Saint out of there.
"Are you all right?" Saint asked me when we left the dance floor. We are now back at our table and I see that Marcus and Caroline are also there with our other friends. "Hey! Where have you been?" Caroline immediately asked me when she saw us already there. I took a deep breath before answering him. "On the dance floor," I answered then turned to Saint. "I'm alright, Saint. Thank you. Are you alright?" I answered and asked him. "Yeah of course. I'm worried about you. Are you hurt?" he asked me again. I took another breath and nodded to him. I sat in the empty seat there while my friends were busy doing what they were doing there. Saint followed me. "Yeah don't worry about me, Saint. I'm fine. Mike was just drunk that's why he reacted like that," I said then just laughed at the annoyance I felt because of what happened. "It's obvious that he's really drunk. He might come here and disturb you," said Saint and I could see the concern in his eyes, which is why I shook my head. "
I was in a daze the next day because, honestly, I still couldn't believe what happened last night, especially when I saw Andrew. What if my cruel husband is here too? Am I really ready to meet him again?"Sister Lily, coffee?" Mitzy offered me coffee.I was on their veranda this morning, and I chose to meditate there because I woke up early even though my head still hurt."Thanks, Mitzy! Where's Stella?" I asked her.She handed me the iced coffee she brewed before answering me."She's still sleeping. It's obvious that she drank too much last night," she answered me after laughing a little.I also laughed and nodded because that girl had drunk a lot. I was planning to leave here a while ago when I woke up, but I knew it would be a long time before Stella and I met again because we would both be busy with our daily activities. I also need to talk to her because I don't know how she ended up with Andrew last night.I just stayed on the veranda and meditated there with Mitzy until she sai
A few days passed while I was busy with my work. I'm also getting ready to go home to the Philippines. I don't know if my return home will be successful without my family's knowledge. It's been a few years since I left there, so it's not bad if I go back again. Another thing is that I haven't been able to go to Daddy's several birthdays."You can email me if you have any questions. My secretary will inform me about that," I said to the rather old foreign client I was talking to. I received a big project here again because a big building will be built for a new business there. I have been working as an architect for several years, and in the years that have passed since I landed here, I feel that what I do is more appreciated."Thank you so much, Architect Scott. I didn't expect that you would accept this big project. I know you have a lot of on-going projects and have the right not to accept this. I appreciate it!" he said to me one after the other while smiling. I also smiled at hi
Chapter 6Liam and his friends just came down from where I was sitting, and I almost laughed at myself because what right did I have to greet him after I left them without saying goodbye? After all the hiding and not letting them know, I'm sure they hold a lot of resentment towards me. I can't blame myself either, because they are my husband's brothers, and I was afraid that if I let them know where I was, my husband might find me.Lucas and Liam are my best friends. Since we were young, we have always been together because our parents are also friends. Cristiano was the only one I didn't recognize as their brother because he was often absent when there was a special occasion and he was older than the three of us.I looked again at Liam's behavior not far from me, and I saw that he and his friends were still talking. When he looked at me, I immediately avoided him. I have to admit that it hurts to see that my best friend hardly knows me anymore. I want to explain my side to them, but
Mike told me a lot more, but I just didn't listen. In one ear and out the other. I just laughed because I didn't expect him to feel that way about me. Even before we started dating, we made it clear to each other that we couldn't be attached and fall in love. I didn't know that in the three months we were hanging out, he was already falling for me. Well, it's not my fault, and I have no obligation to him to return his feelings for me.After I finished my work, I went home early to rest. I just cooked my dinner there because I wasn't going to the club without eating where Liam was later. I also invited Marcus to join me, and they immediately agreed. I wouldn't even invite them if I knew they wouldn't come with me.While I was cooking my dinner, I cleaned the house first. There is not much clutter there, but I still have to clean because I only clean once a week. Helpers are also not fashionable here, so I learned to do housework because I was alone.There are many things running throug
I was nervous, and a lot of negative thoughts entered my mind, but I just strengthened my heart. I remained standing, not far from Liam, as I watched them make out and laugh. After a while, I took a deep breath to gain courage.When I walked closer to Liam, he immediately looked at where I was standing. Just like before, when he saw me at the restaurant, he stopped laughing. I kept swallowing because I didn't know that I wouldn't do it easily."Liam," I called him in a low voice.It was loud there, but I knew he read my pronunciation of his name through my mouth. He just kept looking at me as if he was waiting for what I would say next, but I couldn't understand myself because I couldn't open it, and almost no words came out of my mouth.I could see the mixed emotions in his eyes as we looked at each other. I see joy, sadness, anger, and sullenness. The only emotion I can give him is begging. I hope he talks to me again.I waited until I finally had the courage to approach him and tal
Chapter 9"Architect! Are you coming with us?" Leah asked me.Leah is one of my team members at the firm. We are very close to each other even though I am their boss, and before I came to the company, they used to go out every Friday because there was no work the next day."Nope. I have a meeting with my client tomorrow morning. I need to rest early," I answered while putting my things away on the table.Oh, come on. You can move your schedule to the afternoon," he insisted.I just laughed and shook my head, especially when I saw my three colleagues peeking from my office door."Come with us, architect!" Jean insisted."Sorry girls, but I can't make it tonight. I will visit a construction site tomorrow," I answered to inform them of my activities tomorrow."You're always working, Architect. How can you get married if you're always like that? Sometimes you have to go out too!" Leah said one after another just so I could be with them."Leah is right, Architect. You don't need to work an
I drink there quietly, and if Trisha's friends talk to me, I talk to them too. They are not awkward to be with because they have a strong sense of humor, and I also laugh at their jokes."Architect," Trisha whispered to me.I didn't realize that she was now next to me, and she left her boyfriend, John, in the other seat."Why?" I asked her.She didn't speak immediately and looked at our friends, who were laughing. I couldn't keep up because my attention was focused on Trisha when she approached me."I'm sorry if I took John and his friends with us on our girls night out. They came here by chance," Trisha explained to me.I grinned and shook my head, because I had no problem with that. Also, what's the point of our girls' nights out if we can't socialize with others?"Oh, come on, Trisha! It's fine. They're funny to be with. Don't worry about me," I said, then shrugged."Are you sure it's okay with you? Maybe you're not comfortable with them," she said.I could clearly see the shame on
CRISTIANO'S POV."You should come to the event, Cristianous. Your brothers are expecting you tonight." It was my mom who's forcing me to come to the Scott Family event.I finished the whiskey I was drinking before I sighed and answered Mama."Alright. See you later."I know Mama is very happy because I agreed to join them at that event because I haven't been with them for a long time. She has requested me several times, and even once I did not accept her invitation. Maybe it's time. It's time to show up for them again."So, you're coming home to Manila to attend the event?" Andrew asked me, who had been by my side for a while.I nodded as I answered him, then poured whiskey into my glass again."Well, that's good. It's only right that you go home to be with your family," he told me.Andrew is also right. Now that I'm with him and I've trained him in my jobs, he's the one who rarely has meetings with my clients. He also sometimes takes care of my other businesses when I'm busy, so I ha
Cristiano and I returned to Manila, and Sabrina was very happy when she found out that we had returned with my memory. I don't know how I should feel now because, since I can remember, I've been sadder. I was sad because I feel like Mom and Dad died just yesterday.I looked at the wide garden of our house while our maids were busy arranging the long, big table in the middle. It was noisy there because of the shouting and laughter of Sabrina's three children. My two arms were crossed over my chest while standing in front, and I couldn't help but smile because of my nieces and nephews.Sabrina is preparing here at our old house for my homecoming. I don't know why she had to prepare such a dinner, even though we could have eaten outside."Lily."I looked at Cristiano, who stood next to me. He was wearing long white sleeves and black pants. I glanced at him because it looked like he meant to wear that so that what he was wearing would match the white mini dress I was wearing."Are you all
FLASHBACK!I wiped the tears that ran down my cheeks and took a deep breath to regain my courage. So much happened, and until now, it's still hard for me to sink it into my mind.The night Cristiano was shot, I thought I would never see him alive again. I thought he would never hear from me that I had forgiven him for all the sins he committed in our past. I thought I would lose him forever.Everything I thought of for Cristiano went to someone else because Mommy disappeared that night. She died because of the ambush that happened in our house while celebrating my father's birthday. I blame everything on me because if I had not returned to the Philippines, that incident would not have happened. I hope Mommy is still alive, and I hope Dad didn't get sick because of Mommy's loss.I'm sitting in front of Mom and Daddy's grave today, and I can't believe that the two most important people in my life are gone."I'm sorry if I failed to give you a grandchild from me," I said, holding Dad's g
And lastly, I thought I would finally have freedom and happiness in my life. I thought I wouldn't be miserable anymore, and I wouldn't feel any sadness, but I was wrong. I thought wrong.It's hard to wake up every day, and you don't remember anything, and you don't even recognize yourself. I don't know how it happened, but I just woke up one morning feeling like everything had changed. I just woke up one day, and I don't remember anything.I was sweating profusely while walking down the long stairs. I feel a pain in my stomach, and I can't explain how much it hurts. Until I looked at my thigh, and I saw a lot of blood coming out there. At the same time as the blood dripped on my thigh, my tears also fell."Lily! Lily!" a cold baritone made my eyes open.I almost took a deep breath when I finally woke up. I felt my hands trembling, and because of the fear I felt, I immediately covered my face. My tears flowed because I still felt the fear and pain in my heart."Lily, it's just a dream.
In the moments that I wait for Cristiano's arrival, I fight against my sleepiness and fatigue. I haven't had much of a break yet because that was also the day I returned home from America. My nervousness and fear prevailed so much that no matter how heavy my eyelids were, I could not close them. More than half an hour has passed, and I'm sure Cristiano is close. I stood up from my seat and looked out the window again. The men guarding there still didn't leave, so I just held my breath. Aren't they tired or sleepy? I just shook my head, and I was in agony. I just hope Cristiano brought enough men because Mike has too many men. I was standing there for a while when I felt the watch in my pocket vibrate, so I quickly took it out to look at it. Cristiano was calling, so I didn't take too long to answer because of the nervousness I was feeling earlier. "We're here. The house has three floors. What floor are you on?" Cristiano asked me immediately. "Second floor," I answered. "Alright.
"We've been separated for a long time since our baby was lost. So, why don't you want to let me go?" I asked him. There was a tear in the corner of my eye, but I immediately looked up to stop the tears from flowing. I told myself that I would never cry in front of him again. "I-I don't want us to separate. Forgive me, Lily. I will accept everything; just don't divorce me," he answered me, and his hug tightened even more. I got out of his arms to get him away from hugging me, but he was too strong for me. "Leave me alone," I told him. I felt him take a deep breath before he completely separated me from the embrace, but my eyes widened at what he did next. "W-What are you doing?" I stammered to him. I looked around us, and I was very thankful because there was no one there. He knelt down and held my hand. "Don't leave me. Please." His voice broke as he reached for my hands to hold them. I had to bend down to look at him and straighten him up from kneeling, but he didn't move, j
[After Flashback: Continuation of Chapter 8] *** "I-I'm so sorry to hear that, Lily. If only I knew what you went through," Liam told me. I wiped my tears and immediately drank the wine in front of me. I never thought that in a few years I would cry again. That made it very difficult for me to move on. After I asked Sabrina to help me take me to another country without anyone knowing, I started to forget everything that happened, but I still can't help but remember it sometimes. "What Cristiano did to you was wrong, but have you forgiven him yet? Are you ready to face him again?" Liam asked me. I laughed and shook my head because I could really face Cristiano. I really feel a little scared because I don't know how we will both react when we meet again. The only thing I want right now is to divorce our marriage, which is why I can't help but get angry every time he just throws away the papers I send him. Liam and I had a good conversation because I was able to explain to him eve
No one can say how much pain I feel right now. I just lost my child, and that's because Cristiano hurt me. I blame myself because if I hadn't fought him, I hope it wouldn't have happened. If only I had stayed in that room and made him hurt me. I was just stupid while sitting in the hospital bed. I've been crying there for a while now, and occasionally I'll stop when I get tired. I can't accept what happened. I can't accept that the child I was waiting for disappeared in an instant. I have never even touched her or seen her, and I will never see her as a woman with me. "Eat this so you can get some strength. I called Sabrina," said Cristiano. He never left my side, even though I pushed him away several times. I cried even more because I remembered our parents and siblings, who were very anxious for the arrival of my future child, but that will never happen. I have no appetite at all. I don't want to see Cristiano because I just remembered falling down the stairs. I'm afraid that he
"Why are you returning the words that should be yours to me? You're the one who's cheating here and not me!" I added to him. He is really the one who is cheating on both of us, not me. He returned to his ex; he was seeing her secretly. Francine's husband and I are being cheated on. "So, you're recovering? You're doing this to shame me?! Your face is thick! I only married you because I was shocked and because of the child you're carrying! I agree to marry a girl, but nothing like you!" he continued. I wiped my tears and shook my head at what he was saying. There is no truth in that because cheating is something I can never do because I know how it feels. "I'm not taking it back. I'm not fooling you-" "Stop lying!" he shouted because I stopped talking. "You know Liam likes you; that's why you're going out with him! I wish you'd just marry him! You were a bit shy at first, but you like him too!" he said to me one after the other. I almost caught my breath from crying there. I shoo