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Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) Acted reckless!
Amber's POV...I didn't go to the office. Life feels bad. It was like my fourth heartbreak but the most severe one I promise. I don’t feel like waking up in the morning, but somehow I managed to do my morning routine. I informed Noah that I was not feeling like coming to the office and he got worried, he wanted to make sure that I was fine and I told him that. Ethan for not a single time tried to call me and it took me by surprise. Doesn't he was chasing me after to not push him away then what happened now? All his lust died for me. It doesn't surprise me either as he has many options. Doesn't he? Sofia or whatever. Girls are crazy after him, but I don’t know why I was thinking about him or feeling bad. It was very surprising and infuriating in either way that he was affecting me and I was still thinking about him, though he wasn't physically here. A thick drop of tears escaped my eyes and I wiped it away hastily. No, I won't cry, I am stronger than this right? I have seen my parent
Last Updated : 2024-01-28Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) I am sorry!
Amber's POV... Daya told me a full-proof plan, which she thought could work. I have realized that I have done a big mistake, by judging the book by it's cover. I should have listened to him and talk to him. I acted on impulse, which wasn't right. Any relationship could be weakened by misunderstanding and I misunderstood him. My insecurities due to his look and charm clouded by mind that he must be cheating on me which isn't right. I am not saying that he is fully innocent, at least he deserved a chance. I was feeling damn shameful as I ruined everything due to my reckless behaviour and now it is the time to correct everything. If I am required to ask for his apology, I might do that too but I don't want to lose him.The next day, I woke up anxiously and decided to take a warm bath. After bathing, I decide to change myself into a good outfit. Every time he has made some comment on me, though I have always shown irritation, internally I like it every time, he has made my heart raced a
Last Updated : 2024-01-28Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) Confession!
First warning - Long chapter. Second warning - mature content.Enjoy! Amber's POV... I was burning all the candles flames as I heard his footsteps and I already knew it was him. My body has became so adapted to him now that I understood even his steps. I shifted my attention to him, and he was already staring at me, with his brows knitted and mouth wide opened. I prepared everything for him, I made the whole house go dark, only the light out of the candles flames were ignited. I spread all the rose petal on the entrance of my bedroom to the bed. I bite my lips staring at him anxiously. Hope so he like it. I specially wore a maroon sleeveless gown and groom myself to ask him apology. I know it was way too much than we had expected, but it is my way to make him feel special and ask apology for my mistake. It was all Daya's plan to make him anxious for me, and he would ran to me, because he cares for me. Firstly, I refused her plan as the plan in office didn't worked out, only mad
Last Updated : 2024-01-28Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) Daya's pregnancy!
Amber's POV..."I love you, Amber, I fucking love you," he whispered in my ears as his hips were moving fast, which amazed me a little and my heart started racing and my stomach twisted in knot. "Say that again," I said and started crying in it hold. "I love you baby, I love you alot," he said and started kissing my lips. I hugged him all tightly as I fall from the cliff and reached my zeneith. Soon I felt his hot seeds filling my womb and I didn't know but I was crying very hard and he was consoling me. "Shhh, it's fine, I am there," he said and hugged me, caring my skin. Everything was before me like crystal but I always push it away as I want to see life on my terms. He has been in love with me, he always been that's why he always get jealous seeing me with other guys, and I tried to hurt his feeling. I cried myself. He rolled his body off me and laid beside me pulling me to his chest. He wrapped his arms around my back and started caring me. I hiccuped as I cry harder. He hug
Last Updated : 2024-01-29Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) I want to talk!
Ethan's POV...It was causing me immense pain to leave her like that. Seeing her crying and begging me to stay was very affecting. It pierced my heart seeing her like this. Her face, her voice and everything about her was impacting my departure. She was pleading me to stay, to cuddle her to sleep, but I knew if I stayed, I might fall harder for her and I won't be able to move out of our relationship. If I stayed, it could be fatal. I didn’t want to get more deeper in her love, when I know, that the possibility of sinking is alot. It wasn't her fault that she don’t love me, love can't be forced. I didn't forced myself to love her. I just love her, there is not bindation, I love her freely and without fear. But I also knew that there is no future of one-sided love, it is beautiful and doesn’t shared between two people. However, love is not valued unless it is accepted by your beloved. In my case, this is the cause of my downfall. I love her beyond my imagination and she hasn't even st
Last Updated : 2024-01-30Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) Almost Got caught!
Ethan's POV...I opened the door and walked us through the hall," where is the medicine?" I asked her. She gazed at me. Her face was all red and swollen. It might take her some days to get well. "In the bedroom," she said and I walked us to her bedroom. I made her sit on the bed I rummaged her wardrobe where she told me there is a first aid box. I fetch water from kitchen and gave her the medicine. She took the medicine and drank the water. "Feeling better?" I asked her with concern and she nodded her head in approval. "Yes," she said. "I don’t want this to repeat any further," I warned her and she nodded her head. "Now rest, I will take leave," I was about to turn but she grabbed my wrist in her and looked at me like she was about to cry. "I want to talk," she uttered making me stop. "Say it," I said and she was not looking well honestly. Her cheeks were all puppy and swollen and eyes red. It was difficult for me to not get affect. God! She needed me. I pulled my hands and m
Last Updated : 2024-01-31Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) Under the table!
This chapter contains mature content...Ethan's POV..."Take it off," I asked and she unzipped my pants and my semi hard manhood sprung in attention. "It is already hard," she said and I grunted when I felt her warm hands around it stroking me. When her warm hands started stroking it, my manhood already became hard enough to pain me. "Hmmm....Ahhhh," I grunted and her eyes widened seeing me full sized already. "Gosh you got so big," she said by helding me with her both hands. Her eyes widened and cheeks flushed as her throat bobbed. "Not that big that you can't take me," I chuckled and she rolled her eyes. We were in this conversation when suddenly we heard Noah talking with someone outside. We got startled and our face became pale. We started glaring at each other. "Oh shit, what to do?" She started panicking. I had to calm her down before Noah saw us in this state. "Hide somewhere," I said to her and she was panicking and checking everything, where she can hide. "Where?" Sh
Last Updated : 2024-01-31Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) When sexting goes wrong!
Amber's POV... This chapter contains mature content... After a week... Despite the fact that this bed is extremely comfortable, I didn't mind lying here while I waited for him to get home. God knows how long the meetings will last. Afterward, I made the decision to text Ethan to tease him. My first choice was to go slowly. "Hello, gorgeous, I miss you," I texted "That's incorrect; you are the attractive one. How do you do this?" His replied "Contemplating you ;)" I texted. "About me? Please tell," He texted "Sweetheart, are you still with Noah? Are you unable to accept the truth?" I texted "Indeed, I am capable of handling it. How are you, sweetie?" He texted He seems to still be with Noah. "All I'm doing is lying down, completely nude" I texted "Fuck, I almost dropped my phone!"he texted. "Why do you have no clothes on?" He texted I grinned at my phone and said, "Now let's get a little more fun going" to myself. "What do you think I'm doing when I'm naked? I told y
Last Updated : 2024-01-31
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Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) Epilogue!
Amber's POV...It been almost three years to our honeymoon, and I am deeply contented in life, with Ethan. I don't know, how God made me so lucky? To marry my best friend. I never thought in my early twenties, that I would marry him, as I considered him as a dick, but believe me, now every moment I spent with him, I consider myself fortunate, that I marry a good man who love me, more than I love myself. Apparently, he is also the best dad, my children could have. God was generous enough to blessed me with gorgeous twins, when I thought that my womb might be barren. I didn't ask more from the Almighty, he has provided me the best fortune a woman could pray for. Our children, Brian and Sophie was more just a minute apart. Sophie is the eldest one; more like rebellious and bossy; she is a daddy's girl. While Brian was a shy and gentle baby, more like mummy's boy. It was the time to check me out, whether my prince was awake. I rushed through the crowd in hurry and went inside kid's room
Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) Honeymoon!
This chapter contains mature content...Amber's POV...The phones had officially been switched off and our two weeks of seclusion from the outside world had started as Ethan and I were boarding the boat.After working ten to twelve hour days for weeks, I couldn't believe we would finally be able to leave it all behind. Ethan's college friend would step in and help while we were away, so I was thrilled when we arrived to our room, which would serve as our home for the next two weeks.I was mentally hoping that we could convince him to stay. I, for one, was prepared to make it worthwhile for him to stay if he performed well while we were away; if it got him to move here."No thinking about work," He encircled me with his arms from behind."How do you know I'm thinking about work?" I questioned him."Because you worry too much, now," He said this while he released my dress's straps and allowed it to drop to the floor."Already?" He nodded when I asked.He questioned me, "Are you complain
Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) Wedding night!
This chapter contains mature content...Finally the wedding night folks...Enjoy! Amber's POV...I stared at him as the door to our hotel room closed and my mouth fell open."Be gentle with me tonight," I implored. On my wedding night, I was emotionally vulnerable—more exposed than I think I've ever been—and I wanted everything to be delicate. I feel so exposed and emotionally spent from the music and the feelings that my body isn't the only thing that's naked tonight.In a way that I couldn't quite put into words, my soul would be exposed to him in a way that I had never experienced before."Of course Angel," When I reached out to him, he extended his hand and took a step away from me, leading me closer to the chamber. When we entered, he stopped, took my hand, and softly drew me to him."I love you," Even though I already knew he did, I informed him that I needed him to know."I love you too," I shuddered as his hot breath fanned across my neck and his lips, like a whisper against
Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) Imperfect wedding party!
Amber's POV...I felt and looked like a different person as soon as I walked back into the reception area. I felt lighter, like if the bottom half of me had disappeared, shedding like the weight of my misery.Standing in the center of the floor by himself, David was waiting for me. As I approached him, he smiled and extended his hand, which I accepted."Oh, why do you look so depressed? You have tears in your eyes. Please come see me right away. It's okay to shed tears. I've seen the dark side too, so let me see you through. Nothing you confess could make me love you less; I'll be there for you and promise not to let anyone hurt you when the night falls and you're at a loss for what to do."He was my second father when I was a child and my father-in-law now, so the song fit well. He has supported me throughout my life, having been there since I was fifteen. He was only as active in my life as my parents were in Ethan's.When my parents died, I pushed Dua and David away because I was s
Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) The wedding!
Here comes the wedding...Finally! Amber's POV...After the music began to play, Ela and Bella began their walk down the aisle, Theo followed, and my ladies came to the lads at the end. Everyone was seated, the wedding party was lined up, and I stayed out of sight. One of the few friends Ethan kept from college, James was his roommate in college and he arrived just in time last night."Ready?" Looking over my shoulder, I noticed Noah standing there; he looked amazing in a tuxedo."No," He grinned as I laughed."Yes you are," he said. "You look beautiful Amber and I'm so happy for you and I'm so proud of you," He gently stroked my cheek before leaning in to kiss my forehead."Thanks," He grabbed for my flowers and flicked on the candlelight."You deserve to be happy," He took hold of my hand and interlaced his fingers with mine, refusing to let me take his arm to descend."Don't let go," Since he was all I had, it felt appropriate for him to be the one to give me away. When I told him,
Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) Ready for wedding!
Amber's PoV..."Amber, come on get up," When I felt a faint shake, I rolled away and moaned."No," I voiced my complaints."Woman get your ass up so we can get you ready so you can get married," After that, my covers were torn off, and I glared at Daya, realizing that I preferred Lily."Bitch," I muttered."You are the last one who needs a shower, as you are aware, so we waited until we were all in the shower before waking you up. When you go, breakfast will be waiting for you and you're mimosa," I took a brief shower after Daya shoved me in since I was famished.Food was one way they knew how to get me moving!My appetite has returned, which is a huge difference from when I lost all the weight and avoided food at all costs. The best part is that, should I become pregnant, Ethan won't make fun of me for eating anything I want. I will essentially become a beached whale.I cleaned myself; the spa had waxed all of us, and it hurt like hell, so he had better appreciate it. After I was cle
Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) Bachelorette party!
Amber's POV...Outfits? Completed.Roses? fucking figured out at last.Done, tuxes.Rings? selected and preparedSoundtrack? CompletedCake? will be completed.Food? Everything in its proper placeBeverages? Indeed.Candies? Everything set.The list goes on forever, including linens, the location, setup, shoes and jewelery, table settings, speeches, vows, and, my goodness, there are so many more details involved in a wedding than I could have ever imagined. We nearly neglected to provide our guests with favors and a unique present for our bridal party.Pearl necklaces were my choice because mine was and because I thought they were more sophisticated than diamond necklaces, which all the girls already had from Valentine's Day, Christmas, or an anniversary. I bought pearl necklaces for all the girls, including Ela and Bella, though Lily would take care of theirs until they were old enough to have them, either when they were sixteen or eighteen.Not that they're not wonderful presents; I
Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) 2 weeks!
I am gonna skip Daya's wedding guys...The novel is extending too much. Amber's POV...Over the past few weeks, I've been very busy at work, spending time with Noah and Lily, Daya and Kein, and Ethan's mother. I've been feeling terrible about excluding her, so I'm making every effort to include her now. She claims to be understanding, and being such a kind person, she really does.It took me some time to realize how self-centered I was being; this isn't just my wedding; it's her son's as well, and I know she doesn't have a daughter. Rather of pushing her away, I should have used this opportunity to strengthen my relationship with her; I don't care whether she understands; I feel terrible about it.Though I wish I could sleep all weekend, I made time to go dress shopping with her in order to select a suitable dress for an early spring wedding. Although we weren't outside in the hottest of conditions, it was still a warm place inside.Ethan and I had lunch at the office and worked toget
Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) Second child birth!
Amber's POV...Even though I wasn't the one with the newborn, I felt like I didn't get any sleep.Noah took a leave of absence from work to spend time with Lily, so Ethan and I had to work every day and attempt to complete Noah's tasks, which confused me since I should have been able to read his handwriting after knowing him for my entire life.Then there came the wedding. Daya had believed she was going into labor, but it turned out to be a false alarm—thank goodness, since Kein was a complete mess. Hopefully that didn't happen again because he panicked entirely when she thought she was going into labor, despite the fact that he was usually the one who was cool under pressure.When Michael was just three weeks old, I awoke blearily to a call from Daya at two in the morning."It's time!" I recoiled as I withdrew the phone from my ear as she shouted."Are you sure this time?" Since they had only told her four days prior that she wouldn't be going into labor, I yawned without giving it
