Amber's POV..."I love you, Amber, I fucking love you," he whispered in my ears as his hips were moving fast, which amazed me a little and my heart started racing and my stomach twisted in knot. "Say that again," I said and started crying in it hold. "I love you baby, I love you alot," he said and started kissing my lips. I hugged him all tightly as I fall from the cliff and reached my zeneith. Soon I felt his hot seeds filling my womb and I didn't know but I was crying very hard and he was consoling me. "Shhh, it's fine, I am there," he said and hugged me, caring my skin. Everything was before me like crystal but I always push it away as I want to see life on my terms. He has been in love with me, he always been that's why he always get jealous seeing me with other guys, and I tried to hurt his feeling. I cried myself. He rolled his body off me and laid beside me pulling me to his chest. He wrapped his arms around my back and started caring me. I hiccuped as I cry harder. He hug
Ethan's POV...It was causing me immense pain to leave her like that. Seeing her crying and begging me to stay was very affecting. It pierced my heart seeing her like this. Her face, her voice and everything about her was impacting my departure. She was pleading me to stay, to cuddle her to sleep, but I knew if I stayed, I might fall harder for her and I won't be able to move out of our relationship. If I stayed, it could be fatal. I didn’t want to get more deeper in her love, when I know, that the possibility of sinking is alot. It wasn't her fault that she don’t love me, love can't be forced. I didn't forced myself to love her. I just love her, there is not bindation, I love her freely and without fear. But I also knew that there is no future of one-sided love, it is beautiful and doesn’t shared between two people. However, love is not valued unless it is accepted by your beloved. In my case, this is the cause of my downfall. I love her beyond my imagination and she hasn't even st
Ethan's POV...I opened the door and walked us through the hall," where is the medicine?" I asked her. She gazed at me. Her face was all red and swollen. It might take her some days to get well. "In the bedroom," she said and I walked us to her bedroom. I made her sit on the bed I rummaged her wardrobe where she told me there is a first aid box. I fetch water from kitchen and gave her the medicine. She took the medicine and drank the water. "Feeling better?" I asked her with concern and she nodded her head in approval. "Yes," she said. "I don’t want this to repeat any further," I warned her and she nodded her head. "Now rest, I will take leave," I was about to turn but she grabbed my wrist in her and looked at me like she was about to cry. "I want to talk," she uttered making me stop. "Say it," I said and she was not looking well honestly. Her cheeks were all puppy and swollen and eyes red. It was difficult for me to not get affect. God! She needed me. I pulled my hands and m
This chapter contains mature content...Ethan's POV..."Take it off," I asked and she unzipped my pants and my semi hard manhood sprung in attention. "It is already hard," she said and I grunted when I felt her warm hands around it stroking me. When her warm hands started stroking it, my manhood already became hard enough to pain me. "Hmmm....Ahhhh," I grunted and her eyes widened seeing me full sized already. "Gosh you got so big," she said by helding me with her both hands. Her eyes widened and cheeks flushed as her throat bobbed. "Not that big that you can't take me," I chuckled and she rolled her eyes. We were in this conversation when suddenly we heard Noah talking with someone outside. We got startled and our face became pale. We started glaring at each other. "Oh shit, what to do?" She started panicking. I had to calm her down before Noah saw us in this state. "Hide somewhere," I said to her and she was panicking and checking everything, where she can hide. "Where?" Sh
Amber's POV... This chapter contains mature content... After a week... Despite the fact that this bed is extremely comfortable, I didn't mind lying here while I waited for him to get home. God knows how long the meetings will last. Afterward, I made the decision to text Ethan to tease him. My first choice was to go slowly. "Hello, gorgeous, I miss you," I texted "That's incorrect; you are the attractive one. How do you do this?" His replied "Contemplating you ;)" I texted. "About me? Please tell," He texted "Sweetheart, are you still with Noah? Are you unable to accept the truth?" I texted "Indeed, I am capable of handling it. How are you, sweetie?" He texted He seems to still be with Noah. "All I'm doing is lying down, completely nude" I texted "Fuck, I almost dropped my phone!"he texted. "Why do you have no clothes on?" He texted I grinned at my phone and said, "Now let's get a little more fun going" to myself. "What do you think I'm doing when I'm naked? I told y
This chapter contains mature content...Amber's POV..."Please," I pleaded.He lifted me up and placed me gently on the bed.He looked down at me and said, "I liked you tied up. It's sexy as hell to know that you're so trusting in me to let me do it. Watching you exposed to me physically and emotionally makes me want you more."He said, "Spread your legs," and when I did, he took me in. "Fuck me," he moaned."Lay down and I will." He gave me another shocked look when I spoke up. I don't blame him; normally, I'm pretty shy and reserved, but he makes me feel like my inner slut.He questioned, amused, "What made you so bold?""You" was all I said."What happened to you, not that I'm complaining, I love you like this.""You make me feel like my needs don't make me a freak, and you make me feel sexy and wanted, so I'm not ashamed to be this way with you. You accentuate my inner slutty side." When I told him, he grinned."You're inner slut, huh?""Yup." As he sank down on the bed, I informe
Amber's POV...Noah seemed pleased that we were reconnecting, but he also gave off an air of suspicion, and I knew that as soon as we told him, he would find out that we had been dating for some time."Hey, Lily is making dinner this weekend for Ela and Bella's birthday." Riley said, and I grinned."I can't believe they're going to be six already, they're so big." Kindness.Ethan was called by Noah "Hey Ethan" as he passed my door."Dinner this weekend for the twin's birthday""Sure what time, which day?""Tomorrow, 6:00""I'll be there." With a smile, he resumed his work, followed by Ethan and me.I now kept clothes there so I wouldn't have to leave early to change, but I basically stripped off as soon as I entered his apartment and put on one of his shirts, and today was no exception."Damn it, Amber." He moaned, and I gave him a perplexed look."What?" I questioned."Must you torture me?" He sighed, and my confusion increased."What do you mean?" As I entered the kitchen to prepare
Amber's POV... This chapter contains mature content...Finally after greeting half of the crowd, Mister came to me. I shook his hand and he clenched my hands so tightly. "You look good," I complimented him while he keep staring at me. He came near my ears and my hairs on the neck started standing straight. "Oh Trust me, I am waiting for the night to end, so that I can rip this outfit of yours, and have my way," he whispered in my ears and my eyes widened in surprise and my cheeks turned red. "What happened, Amber," Noah said me staring at us."Nothing," I smiled at him. Ethan parted from me, without leaving room for more suspicion and stood with Noah. It is risky to provoke each other in the presence of crowd. We might do that later in our beds. We started receiving lots of guest. So, I got busier in welcomingly them. Though it was not that crowded, but guest need to be treated well, it is basic manners. I hugged an old friend of us, who was here after a long time. I started tal
Amber's POV...It been almost three years to our honeymoon, and I am deeply contented in life, with Ethan. I don't know, how God made me so lucky? To marry my best friend. I never thought in my early twenties, that I would marry him, as I considered him as a dick, but believe me, now every moment I spent with him, I consider myself fortunate, that I marry a good man who love me, more than I love myself. Apparently, he is also the best dad, my children could have. God was generous enough to blessed me with gorgeous twins, when I thought that my womb might be barren. I didn't ask more from the Almighty, he has provided me the best fortune a woman could pray for. Our children, Brian and Sophie was more just a minute apart. Sophie is the eldest one; more like rebellious and bossy; she is a daddy's girl. While Brian was a shy and gentle baby, more like mummy's boy. It was the time to check me out, whether my prince was awake. I rushed through the crowd in hurry and went inside kid's room
This chapter contains mature content...Amber's POV...The phones had officially been switched off and our two weeks of seclusion from the outside world had started as Ethan and I were boarding the boat.After working ten to twelve hour days for weeks, I couldn't believe we would finally be able to leave it all behind. Ethan's college friend would step in and help while we were away, so I was thrilled when we arrived to our room, which would serve as our home for the next two weeks.I was mentally hoping that we could convince him to stay. I, for one, was prepared to make it worthwhile for him to stay if he performed well while we were away; if it got him to move here."No thinking about work," He encircled me with his arms from behind."How do you know I'm thinking about work?" I questioned him."Because you worry too much, now," He said this while he released my dress's straps and allowed it to drop to the floor."Already?" He nodded when I asked.He questioned me, "Are you complain
This chapter contains mature content...Finally the wedding night folks...Enjoy! Amber's POV...I stared at him as the door to our hotel room closed and my mouth fell open."Be gentle with me tonight," I implored. On my wedding night, I was emotionally vulnerable—more exposed than I think I've ever been—and I wanted everything to be delicate. I feel so exposed and emotionally spent from the music and the feelings that my body isn't the only thing that's naked tonight.In a way that I couldn't quite put into words, my soul would be exposed to him in a way that I had never experienced before."Of course Angel," When I reached out to him, he extended his hand and took a step away from me, leading me closer to the chamber. When we entered, he stopped, took my hand, and softly drew me to him."I love you," Even though I already knew he did, I informed him that I needed him to know."I love you too," I shuddered as his hot breath fanned across my neck and his lips, like a whisper against
Amber's POV...I felt and looked like a different person as soon as I walked back into the reception area. I felt lighter, like if the bottom half of me had disappeared, shedding like the weight of my misery.Standing in the center of the floor by himself, David was waiting for me. As I approached him, he smiled and extended his hand, which I accepted."Oh, why do you look so depressed? You have tears in your eyes. Please come see me right away. It's okay to shed tears. I've seen the dark side too, so let me see you through. Nothing you confess could make me love you less; I'll be there for you and promise not to let anyone hurt you when the night falls and you're at a loss for what to do."He was my second father when I was a child and my father-in-law now, so the song fit well. He has supported me throughout my life, having been there since I was fifteen. He was only as active in my life as my parents were in Ethan's.When my parents died, I pushed Dua and David away because I was s
Here comes the wedding...Finally! Amber's POV...After the music began to play, Ela and Bella began their walk down the aisle, Theo followed, and my ladies came to the lads at the end. Everyone was seated, the wedding party was lined up, and I stayed out of sight. One of the few friends Ethan kept from college, James was his roommate in college and he arrived just in time last night."Ready?" Looking over my shoulder, I noticed Noah standing there; he looked amazing in a tuxedo."No," He grinned as I laughed."Yes you are," he said. "You look beautiful Amber and I'm so happy for you and I'm so proud of you," He gently stroked my cheek before leaning in to kiss my forehead."Thanks," He grabbed for my flowers and flicked on the candlelight."You deserve to be happy," He took hold of my hand and interlaced his fingers with mine, refusing to let me take his arm to descend."Don't let go," Since he was all I had, it felt appropriate for him to be the one to give me away. When I told him,
Amber's PoV..."Amber, come on get up," When I felt a faint shake, I rolled away and moaned."No," I voiced my complaints."Woman get your ass up so we can get you ready so you can get married," After that, my covers were torn off, and I glared at Daya, realizing that I preferred Lily."Bitch," I muttered."You are the last one who needs a shower, as you are aware, so we waited until we were all in the shower before waking you up. When you go, breakfast will be waiting for you and you're mimosa," I took a brief shower after Daya shoved me in since I was famished.Food was one way they knew how to get me moving!My appetite has returned, which is a huge difference from when I lost all the weight and avoided food at all costs. The best part is that, should I become pregnant, Ethan won't make fun of me for eating anything I want. I will essentially become a beached whale.I cleaned myself; the spa had waxed all of us, and it hurt like hell, so he had better appreciate it. After I was cle
Amber's POV...Outfits? Completed.Roses? fucking figured out at last.Done, tuxes.Rings? selected and preparedSoundtrack? CompletedCake? will be completed.Food? Everything in its proper placeBeverages? Indeed.Candies? Everything set.The list goes on forever, including linens, the location, setup, shoes and jewelery, table settings, speeches, vows, and, my goodness, there are so many more details involved in a wedding than I could have ever imagined. We nearly neglected to provide our guests with favors and a unique present for our bridal party.Pearl necklaces were my choice because mine was and because I thought they were more sophisticated than diamond necklaces, which all the girls already had from Valentine's Day, Christmas, or an anniversary. I bought pearl necklaces for all the girls, including Ela and Bella, though Lily would take care of theirs until they were old enough to have them, either when they were sixteen or eighteen.Not that they're not wonderful presents; I
I am gonna skip Daya's wedding guys...The novel is extending too much. Amber's POV...Over the past few weeks, I've been very busy at work, spending time with Noah and Lily, Daya and Kein, and Ethan's mother. I've been feeling terrible about excluding her, so I'm making every effort to include her now. She claims to be understanding, and being such a kind person, she really does.It took me some time to realize how self-centered I was being; this isn't just my wedding; it's her son's as well, and I know she doesn't have a daughter. Rather of pushing her away, I should have used this opportunity to strengthen my relationship with her; I don't care whether she understands; I feel terrible about it.Though I wish I could sleep all weekend, I made time to go dress shopping with her in order to select a suitable dress for an early spring wedding. Although we weren't outside in the hottest of conditions, it was still a warm place inside.Ethan and I had lunch at the office and worked toget
Amber's POV...Even though I wasn't the one with the newborn, I felt like I didn't get any sleep.Noah took a leave of absence from work to spend time with Lily, so Ethan and I had to work every day and attempt to complete Noah's tasks, which confused me since I should have been able to read his handwriting after knowing him for my entire life.Then there came the wedding. Daya had believed she was going into labor, but it turned out to be a false alarm—thank goodness, since Kein was a complete mess. Hopefully that didn't happen again because he panicked entirely when she thought she was going into labor, despite the fact that he was usually the one who was cool under pressure.When Michael was just three weeks old, I awoke blearily to a call from Daya at two in the morning."It's time!" I recoiled as I withdrew the phone from my ear as she shouted."Are you sure this time?" Since they had only told her four days prior that she wouldn't be going into labor, I yawned without giving it